However, no matter how wishful I hypnotize myself that everything is false, my reason is in a small corner, stubbornly reminding me that everything is true
I instinctively wanted to scream, it was a natural self-protection and defense mechanism of human beings, but there was a familiar face in the picture that made me go crazy. Although I am shocked and dizzy now, I clearly know that doing so will definitely hurt him, no, absolutely no
Like a fossil, I kept kneeling all the time, looking at Wu Julan with a dull expression.
He also did not move, waiting quietly and calmly, like a person who had no other way out and left his fate to God to decide. There was no other way but to wait a long time and wait even longer.
After Wu Julan waited patiently and long enough, I finally found my voice and asked dryly, "Are you cosy?"
This is the only reasonable explanation I think after denying dreaming, madness, hallucinations and other options one by one. I was afraid that he didn't understand, so I gesticulated and said: "It is to dress up as a certain character in movies, novels, and games through costumes and props. A clever coser can dress up exactly as imagined."
Wu Julan shook her head, raised her nearly two-meter-long tail high, drew a beautiful arc in the sky, and then fell back into the water. Under the moonlight, every move of the silver-blue fish tail is breathtakingly beautiful, it is definitely not something human can do, it can only be a gift from the Creator.
real
everything is true
After having to accept the fact, the horror slowly dissipated.
Why do I have to hope that everything in front of me is false? Why do I always want a reasonable explanation from Wu Julan? Why can’t I accept that Wu Julan has a fish tail? Even if everything is true, so what? He is still him
I couldn't help looking at Wu Julan carefully, he seemed to know that I only had the courage to really look at him now, he turned his body slightly so that I could see more clearly.
Under the moonlight, he seemed to have changed again.
His eye sockets are deeper, his brow bones are higher, his nose bridge is straighter, his nose wings are narrower, his jaw is more prominent, and his whole face is more angular. The jet-black hair hung wetly on his shoulders, making him look very eerie and handsome, but also very ruthless.
Except for the front half of his body, his whole body is covered with a layer of fine blue scales, which is very similar to beasts like lions and tigers. Only the front abdomen is unprotected, so beasts always hide deep in their abdomens. The color of the scales gradually becomes lighter from bottom to top, the caudal fin is dark blue like Kashmir sapphire, and almost turns into a crystal clear light blue when it reaches the shoulders, if it is not under the moonlight, the scales glow with a faint silver light, almost Didn't notice the scales on his shoulders. The entire arm is also covered with scales, and the color gradually darkens from the shoulders down, and when it approaches the wrist bone, it has turned into a dark blue like a Kashmir sapphire.
I asked curiously: "When I was in the water just now, I didn't feel scales on your shoulders and arms, is it because you didn't have scales just now?"
Wu Julan nodded.
I asked: "I didn't show it because I was afraid of you"
Wu Julan looked at me quietly without saying a word.
It suddenly occurred to me that I am not the only one who is nervous and scared, is Wu Julan not nervous or scared
He was afraid that I would be afraid, so he purposely sat there at a distance that made me feel safe, showing his body all the time, and cooperating with every question I asked, no one would like this, let alone Wu Julan, who has always been arrogant and indifferent
My heart was swollen, sadness and emotion were mixed together, I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.
I said, "Wu Julan, can you swim over here?"
Wu Julan looked at me without moving.
I begged: "I'm afraid the water can't swim, come here, okay?"
Wu Julan's fish tail swung gracefully, and he sank under the water, his body also sank, only his chest above the surface of the sea.
He swam towards me. In fact, it didn't look like swimming, because his hands didn't move at all, and his body was straight. It was more like floating over from the water.
When there was a distance of more than one meter, he stopped and stared at me, as if confirming that I was really not afraid.
The sour and astringent feeling in my heart was so full that it was about to overflow, and I couldn't help but sighed lightly, it was by no means sad, but a heartwarming soft touch. For the first time, I discovered that every time I thought I liked someone enough, the next moment I would like him even more because of his little action.
Wu Julan misunderstood my sigh, his eyes were full of helplessness and sadness, and he wanted to back off.
I immediately said, "Don't move"
Since he can't speak, let me speak
I said, "You don't really think I'm afraid of you, come on, I'm not a big fan of Twilight and You From A Star, but I've watched the entire episode from start to finish, without even landing a single episode."
Wu Julan's expression was very bewildered, obviously he didn't know what Twilight and You Who Came from the Star were, and what relationship it had with him.
"Twilight is a movie about vampires, and You Who Came from the Stars is a TV series about aliens. You can't imagine how many women in the world are fans of them. Girls today are not from the era of The White Snake. People, when they see monsters, they are either scared to death or screaming to kill them. Now everyone is eager to meet monsters, vampires and aliens. For girls, it is definitely more tempting to have a boyfriend who is not human than a boyfriend who is tall, rich and handsome force"
Uh, what did I say just now, it seems that I said "not human", is this a curse word? I immediately shut my mouth.
I looked at Wu Julan, and Wu Julan looked at me.
I opened my mouth, but felt that no words could express my feelings at this moment. I just stopped talking, leaned forward, propped one hand on the rock, and reached out to Wu Julan with the other, showing with actions that I am not afraid of you and I want you
Wu Julan looked at me, motionless.
My hand was stubbornly and quietly waiting in front of Wu Julan.
After a long time, Wu Julan met my gaze and slowly raised his hand that was submerged in the sea, but he didn't want to hold my hand, but wanted me to see clearly what the hand I wanted to hold looked like .
My breathing was stagnant, and even my pupils shrank suddenly.
Under the silver moonlight, strings of drops of water were falling from his fingers. It should have been a very gentle and beautiful picture, but now it only makes people feel shock and horror.
His entire palm was covered with blue-black fine scales, which looked as cold and hard as metal. Five tendons popped up on the back of the hand, highlighting the power that could destroy everything. The five fingers are long and thin, and the nails are sharp and sharp, like five steel needles, which can easily pierce the vitals of the prey. There are connected webs between the fingers, and when the palm is fully opened, it is almost twice the size of a normal person.
Objectively speaking, this is not so much a hand as the claw of a beast.
I was shocked, even instinctively afraid, but when I avoided looking at the owner of the claws, Wu Julan's calm and deep eyes were also carefully observing my reaction. Realizing that the slightest reaction from me could hurt him, I immediately calmed down.
I turned my eyes to his raised hand in the moonlight again, and watched carefully. Again, I'm sure it's a beast claw that can tear everything apart, but he's so careful that he wouldn't scare me even by approaching me, so what if it's a beast claw this claw won't hurt me at all
I stared at him, holding out my hand stubbornly and silently.
I see what the hands I'm about to hold look like, I'm still sure I'm not afraid of you I want you
Confrontation in silence.
Finally, Wu Julan stretched out his hand to me slowly, his speed was very slow, very slow, as if he was afraid that I would not have a chance to repent and escape. When the fingertips of the two were about to touch, he stopped, still giving me the last chance to repent and escape.
I became impatient to wait, regardless of the vast ocean in front of me, I tried my best to grab his hand. Startled, the sharp nails snapped back into his fingers. I took a chance, swayed, and was about to fall off the reef. He held my hand and gently supported me, making me lie firmly on the reef.
I immediately held his hand back, it didn't feel warm and soft, but cold and hard, just as I imagined.
I stared at him, held his hand, and pulled him towards me with a little force. I want to be with you, without fear, without force, and without regret
He followed my lead and slowly swam to my side.
I smiled at him, and he quietly stared at my smiling face.
At this moment, the brilliance in our eyes dimmed the most beautiful moonlight in fifty-two years.
I was lying on the reef, and Wu Julan was floating in the water next to the reef, and the two of them held hands tightly. I kept looking at Wu Julan, until I saw Wu Julan, I seemed a little embarrassed, and lowered my eyes slightly.
I asked worriedly: "Did you not be able to speak because you were hurt by those four people?"
Wu Julan nodded, then shook his head again.
"Half because of injury, half because of other things"
Wu Julan nodded.
I thought for a while and said, "Because you turned back into a fish"
Wu Julan Weiwei
With a smile, it seems to praise me for being smart.
It’s not difficult to guess, his lower body is different from that of humans, isn’t it normal that his tongue or trachea are different from humans
I asked: "On the night of the full moon last month, you disappeared all night, is it because it is the same as now?"
Wu Julan nodded.
"Oh, do you turn back into a fish every month when the moon is full?"
Wu Julan nodded.
"It's amazing" I can't imagine the situation where two legs become a tail, and a tail becomes two legs.
"You said last night that your legs suddenly cramp and you can't move, that's also the reason."
Wu Julan nodded and pointed to the moon in the sky.
I understood that the most abnormal moon in fifty-two years had caused the abnormality in his body.
"When will you turn back into a human body when the moon sets and the sun rises?" I remember that he should have appeared after sunrise last time.
Wu Julan nodded.
I looked at the moon in the sky and said to him: "I will wait with you."
Wu Julan pointed to my wet clothes and motioned for me to go back first.
I shook my head, "No, I haven't heard you tell me that anyway, I won't go back. There is no wind and the weather is not cold. I am in good health. I have hardly been sick since I was a child. You don't have to worry."
I said it was not cold, but in fact it was not only cold, but also very hungry. Suddenly, I thought of something, took out a bag of chocolates from my pocket, and put it on the reef.
I held Wu Julan in one hand and was reluctant to let go. I wanted to tear open the plastic paper bag with the other hand, but it was obviously difficult.
Wu Julan's fingertips lightly brushed across the bag, and the plastic bag split open.
I picked up a piece and handed it to Wu Julan's mouth. He froze for a moment, opened his mouth slightly, and rolled the chocolate into his mouth with his tongue.
My heart was beating like a drum, and I jumped up at a high speed, but I pretended to be nonchalant. I picked up a piece of chocolate and stuffed it into my mouth, feeling the wetness of my fingertips.
As the moon gradually set in the west, Wu Julan pointed to the cliff not far away, signaling him to leave for a while.
"Are you going to change back to your legs?" I asked.
Wu Julan nodded.
As much as I'd love to be with him, it's supposed to be a very private thing, like when you change your underwear, you certainly don't like having people watching.
I said softly: "I'll wait for you, if you have something to do, just make a noise, or throw a stone at me."
I reluctantly let go of my hand, and Wu Julan smiled at me comfortingly, and sank into the bottom of the water without a sound.
I tried to look under the water, but couldn't see anything. Wu Julan has always been very slow in front of me, but obviously his real speed is as fast as lightning.
The tide has not completely fallen, and the reef where I am is in the innermost part of the sea, and the surrounding water is very deep. Restraining my fear, I stood up on both hands and feet, and looked at the cliff that Wu Julan just pointed out.
At the moment when the moon has set and the sun has not yet risen, the sky and the earth are very dark. I was standing alone on the reef, and I could hardly see anything clearly. I was feeling nervous and afraid, when I heard the faint voice of singing.
The pronunciation and melody are very strange, I can't understand what is being sung at all, but it is just indescribably beautiful. The heavenly singing sounds are not heard with the ears, but can be heard in every pore and every inch of skin, directly penetrate into the body and resonate with the soul.
It's Wu Julan singing
He guessed that I would be afraid, and told me in singing that he was by my side.
The feeling of being loved and cherished made me almost cry, and my mood became peaceful and peaceful.
The sky gradually reveals a hazy light, illuminating the sea.
I saw that the sea water under the cliff was a little red, and I thought that today's sunrise should be full of red clouds, which is very beautiful. It's a pity that the beach here is facing west, and I can see the sunset, but not the sunrise. I can only judge whether the sun has risen according to the degree of dawn.
In the continuous sound of the waves, I suddenly found that the beautiful singing voice disappeared, because it was too gentle, and when it left, it was like the clouds and the morning dew, and people didn't notice it for a while.
I was a little panicked, leaned forward, put my hands around my mouth, turned towards the direction of the cliff, and called out loudly: "Wu Julan!"
"I am here."
The sound was right under my feet, and I looked down in surprise.
Wu Julan slowly floated up from the sea, supported her hands, and sat down on the reef.
I took a quick glance, and I was sure it was two legs, so I was embarrassed to look again, and my eyes moved up quickly. He was wearing wet black shorts and a white T-shirt, which were the clothes he was wearing the night before his disappearance, but last night, he obviously had nothing on.
Seeing me looking at his clothes in confusion, Wu Julan said: "I hid the clothes in the coral cave, otherwise I would have to find a way to steal them before going ashore."
I remembered his funny outfit when I first met him, and I couldn't help laughing, "So you stole those clothes, no wonder they are so mixed and matched."
"But this time I jumped into the sea in a hurry. There is only one shoe left, and the phone is also broken." Wu Julan shook her two feet that were still submerged in the sea, her left foot was bare, and her right foot was in a flip-flop.
I looked at the rugged rocky beach, took off my coat, and handed it to him, "Use this to wrap your feet, and I'll buy a new pair of shoes when I get home."
Wu Julan used my coat to wrap neat "shoes", I suspect he has done this before.
I asked worriedly, "You just walked, are you okay?"
"It's okay. If you haven't been on land for a long time, you need to get used to it. This time, it's okay." Wu Julan stood up, looking like an ordinary person, nothing unusual.
The two stood facing each other, the small reef seemed a bit cramped.
Suddenly, we seemed to have aphasia, and neither of us spoke, just looked at each other.
After a while, my voice was not loud, but I said clearly: "My mind has not changed."
Wu Julan said: "You will regret it later."
"That's for the future. If you want me to give up now, I will regret it now, and you are not me, so don't judge for me."
Wu Julan remained silent, neither speaking nor moving.
The mountain is not just me, I go to the mountain. I moved my toes, rubbed forward a little bit, and then a little bit forward, until I was almost standing in front of Wu Julan.
Wu Julan remained silent.
I stood dripping wet in the cool morning breeze, and I didn't know whether it was a cold heart or a cold body. I began to shiver, and the shaking became more and more severe, and my whole body was shaking like chaff.
I said tremblingly: "Wu Julan, you promised me, mine"
Wu Julan didn't speak.
"Wu Julan, you, do you have to watch me drown before you come to hug me?"
"You're too cold, let's go back." Wu Julan turned around and wanted to leave.
I jumped towards the sea without hesitation, everyone was already in the air, Wu Julan jumped up, hugged me as fast as lightning, turned a circle in the air, and landed firmly on the reef.
He just wanted to let go, I said: "I can still jump but you can choose not to save me, just let me drown"
Wu Julan laughed angrily at me, "Shen Luo, I've never seen a thick-skinned woman like you."
"See you now, it's not too late"
Wu Julan said coldly: "Unfortunately, I have always been the only one who threatens others. No one threatens me. You can jump if you want. Anyway, you are the one who drowned, not me." Wu Julan let go of me, turned around and left.
I stared at his back for a moment, turned around and jumped into the sea.
Although I had made various mental preparations for myself when I jumped down, my fear of water had already penetrated into my bone marrow. As soon as my body entered the water, I started to convulse uncontrollably and sank to the bottom of the sea like a stone. Fortunately, Wu Julan jumped off the moment I fell into the water, quickly grabbed me, brought me to the surface, and jumped onto the reef.
I lay on his arm, coughing, and said: "You didn't accept threats before because you didn't take that person into your heart. Unfortunately, you put me in your heart now, so you can only accept my threats." up"
Wu Julan remained silent, didn't deny it, and didn't try to let me go.
I murmured: "I know the road ahead is very difficult, maybe far beyond my imagination, but, at least for this moment, please let me know your heart. I just want to know that I don't feel wrong, and you have the same feeling." Like me a little bit."
In the blue sea and blue sky, under the rising sun, Wu Julan hugged me tightly in his arms for the first time. The arms tightened tighter and tighter, making me almost out of breath, and my ribs hurt, but it made me truly feel his feelings for me for the first time, and I closed my eyes contentedly.
In a trance, I felt that he liked me not only a little bit, but a lot, like a snow-capped mountain, although the surface is full of solid ice, but deep in the ground, what is churning is hot magma.