"You're only right about one side of love. Love has another side. It makes the selfless selfish, the brave cowardly, the kind greedy, and the dull cunning."
Let stared at me in surprise as if he couldn't believe it, "What did you say?"
I said: "When facing the person you love deeply, no matter how kind and selfless the person is, they will become greedy and selfish, unwilling to share, just want to monopolize, greedily want him to be good to you alone, and it is best to be better , a little better, the more the better; no matter how brave and stupid a person is, they will become cowardly and cunning, because they have concerns and worries, and they will cowardly endure everything that could not be endured for the sake of their lover, and they will also become cowardly in love. became suspicious and suspicious."
Let asked impatiently: "What do you want to say?"
"I want to say that your understanding of love is too self-righteous. Even if it is a desperate sacrifice, you have to ask the other party if he is willing to accept it. Otherwise, what you give may not be happiness, but resentment."
Let stared at me viciously.
I also stared at her fiercely, "Either you force me to submit now, or let me wait for Wu Julan to wake up. Even if I want to leave, I have to say goodbye to Wu Julan and make sure he accepts my choice. Continue to live a good life, because I miss him and worry about him, I can't just leave him silently, this is my selfishness and cowardice"
Let stared at me for a while, his eyes gradually filled with tears. Suddenly, she bent down and bowed deeply to me, "We will never dare to violate regu's choice, please forgive me for everything I have done." After she finished speaking, she turned around immediately and left quickly.
I looked at Wu Jingjing in surprise. let give up and disembowel me so easily let me go
Wu Jingjing smiled with tears in her eyes, and said: "The boss has warned us repeatedly, and even warned grandma once before treating Jiang Yisheng. You are the life partner chosen by the boss, and grandma will never dare to hurt you. , she just induces you to issue the order yourself, and she is the executor of the order."
My legs gave way, and I fell to my knees along the glass wall.
Inside the glass wall, Wu Julan also calmed down.
I pressed my face against the glass wall, staring at him obsessively.
His arms were dragged in the air by the iron chains, his body leaned forward, his head was drooping weakly, he looked very peaceful and peaceful, without any violent look just now.
Wu Jingjing looked at the various data on the instrument and said, "The boss should be waking up soon, but it will take some time before he can return to his human body."
I said: "Can I go in? I want to go in and be with him"
Wu Jingjing hesitated for a moment and agreed to my request.
I swam into the "big fish tank" through the water injection pipe.
When he swam closer, the wound on Wu Julan's body could be seen more clearly, it was very hideous and frightening. Although I know that he has a unique physique, the speed of wound recovery can be said to be against the sky. However, I still feel very heartbroken, wishing I could slap him awake and ask him why he couldn't think of another way.
I took out the potion that Wu Jingjing had prepared for me, and sprinkled it on his wound little by little.
While I wanted to float on the water, I had to pay attention to avoid Wu Julan's body, lest I accidentally pull the iron chain and strangle him even more painfully.
However, this is after all in the water, and the simple action of applying the medicine became more and more strenuous, and my body sank uncontrollably little by little.
Suddenly, I felt my body lighten, and I stood firmly in the water as if I were standing on land.
This feeling is very familiar, I looked down, and it turned out to be Wu Julan's fishtail. The flatly spread tail fin is like a huge powerful palm, supporting my feet and lifting me up.
Wu Julan woke up
I looked at him immediately, and he slowly raised his head and slowly opened his eyes.
When most people just wake up from a coma, there will always be a moment of confusion, but Wu Julan's eyes are clear and his expression is firm, as if he has never been in a coma. However, there was fear in his blue eyes, and he stared at me eagerly, as if I would disappear at any time.
I was worried that he would be strangled by the chain again, so I frowned and said, "Let me go"
But he swung his fishtail and directly wrapped me around. At the same time, he grabbed the iron chain vigorously with both hands, trying to make me get closer to him. Fortunately, Wu Jingliang untied the chains in time with understanding, and only heard a few crisp sounds of "click, click", and all eight iron chains were loosened.
I breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly wanted to help him untie the iron chains wrapped around his body, but he ignored the iron chains on his body, but as soon as his hands were free, he put one arm around my back and the other He pressed my head and kissed me hard.
I struggled subconsciously a few times, but he forcefully pried open my lips savagely, rushed straight into my mouth, and licked my tongue with his rough tongue. When I was almost breathless by his kiss, he let me go, but he was still a little manic, and kept kissing my ears and neck.
I vaguely understood his abnormality, put my arms around his neck, and whispered softly in his ear: "I'm here, I'm here, I didn't promise to let"
Wu Julan finally calmed down gradually. He freed one hand to untie the iron chain on his body, tugging almost rudely, completely indifferent to his wound.
but i care
I grabbed his hand, "Don't move, I'll do it"
He supported me and floated quietly in the water.
I lowered my head and carefully helped him untie the chain. Occasionally, when my strength was weak, he would give me a hand and help me share most of the weight.
I didn't look up at him until I undid all the chains on him.
The four eyes met, and there were too many emotions in the eyes of the two of them, and they fell into a strange silence. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know where to start, and he probably couldn't speak yet.
In this closed and dark space, the whole world shrunk down to only me and him, and the changes of stars and the ebb and flow of the human world seemed to belong to another world far away.
I stroked his face lightly and brushed all his wet hair back.
I caressed his eyes, and the stars flowed slowly in his eyes; I stroked his nose, and the morning breeze blew slowly through his nostrils; I stroked his lips, and he opened his mouth with a sharp teeth bite me softly
If you can, just like this, hide in your arms, bite in your mouth, don't let go
never let go
I hooked his neck and whispered with tears in my eyes, "Hold tighter."
He wrapped his entire fishtail around me, wrapping his arms around my back. Like a silkworm baby wrapped in a cocoon, I was held tightly in his arms.
I said, "Tighter"
He strangled me harder and harder, causing pain all over my body, but we still wanted to push harder, wishing to embed ourselves directly into each other's body.
I closed my eyes and wanted to hug him like this until time turned to ashes and the world into nothingness.
After a long time, Wu Julan's voice suddenly sounded.
"Snail"
I moved slightly to show that I heard it.
He asked: "let tell you everything"
I nod.
He said: "You didn't agree to let, I am very happy"
As I expected, he overheard the conversation between Let and me.
He said: "Even if let doesn't tell you, I will tell you everything. I just want you to have more carefree time, so I keep procrastinating. I know you have a lot of questions you want to ask me now, I'll explain it all to you."
I raised my head, stared at him and asked, "Do you love me?"
He said without hesitation: "Love"
I smiled and snuggled into his arms again.
He froze, and asked hesitantly, "Do you have any other questions?"
I shake my head.
He said, "Aren't you angry?"
I shake my head.
In the early morning of that first meeting, when he saw me for the first time, his purpose was not pure, and he even had murderous thoughts. However, it doesn't matter how things started, what matters is the process and results. I clearly felt his love, and I knew my love for him. I don't want to waste our time obsessing over a start, especially since our time may already be limited
I called softly: "Wu Julan"
He responded softly: "Yeah"
"I am willing to give you everything I have, including my life."
Wu Julan smiled and said: "I know I always knew"
"Have you made a choice yet?"
"Um"
"You" my tongue was trembling, and I tried my best to make my voice sound normal, "Can't you really watch me grow old and ugly?"
"sorry"
"Oh, that's fine, you can only remember my most beautiful appearance."
I smiled with twitching muscles, trying to lift the weight a little more lightly, so as not to add to the already heavy grief.
However, tears welled up in my eyes involuntarily.
It turned out that he was sitting by my bed, staring at my sick sleeping face, and the three sketches he carefully drew stroke by stroke were not so delicate and lifelike because he wanted to hurt me. It's because that's the wish he desires the most in his heart.
Thousands of years of long life span, but I can no longer have a few short decades to take care of me getting old and weak.
I tried my best not to cry in front of him, but I couldn't. Tears flowed down my cheeks, falling one by one like broken pearls, and fell on his neck.
Wu Julan quietly hugged me who was crying silently.
From the day I knew his identity, I have been struggling with how my short life should accompany his long life. I always thought that it was because of this reason that he rejected me again and again, but now I understand that there are other reasons for his cruel rejection again and again.
It's not that my life is limited, but he chose to make his life limited
How could he be so cruel to himself
If my skin was a little thinner and my actions a little hesitant, would he disappear forever like the Little Mermaid without explaining anything
However, the prince doesn't love the mermaid, but I love him
How could he let me be so ignorant after breaking my heart that I didn't even know what I had lost.
How could he be so cruel to me
All kinds of complex emotions are intertwined, and they are densely entwined into my heart like a spider web, strangled me, and made me feel so painful that I was about to faint.
I opened my mouth suddenly and bit his shoulder hard.
Wu Julan stood motionless in the water, without avoiding or defending himself, allowing me to bite into his flesh heavily, and gently stroking my back with one hand to soothe my pain.
My mouth was full of blood, watching the deep red spread down from his shoulders little by little, dyeing the water surface into carmine.
Tears rolled down my face, I lay on his shoulder, and wept bitterly.
I really understand now, that starry night, his three questions.
"It's your choice"
"Even if it brings you pain"
"Even if it brings me pain"
He questioned not only me, but himself. The life and death he forced me to think about did not mean that I left him, but that he left me.
Wu Julan stroked my back and said, "I know very well that the one who gives needs courage, and the one who accepts needs courage even more. I'm sorry."
I cried and shook my head, no need to be sorry, no sorry
One cold, pebble-like thing after another fell on my cheeks and neck. At first, I didn't pay attention until a few rolled down my cheeks and fell to his neck.
is a pearl
I raised my head in surprise, and saw a white pearl oozing out of his eyes, sliding down slowly along his cheeks, glistening like a falling star, slowly disappearing into the sky. skyrim. His originally clear and beautiful blue gem-like eyes gradually turned black like thick ink, and the pupils could not be seen at all, just like the dark sky where all the stars had been destroyed. There was no light, only sadness remained.
I reached out and touched his eyes in a panic, trying to stop his tears. While trying to smile, I said incoherently: "Don't be sad, don't be sad, you know, I have a thick skin, thicker than a sea turtle shell, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm really not afraid of anything, don't worry about me, you see how hard you are I, I can be resurrected with full blood in a blink of an eye, I am a strange little monster that resists blows, I just cried just to vent, and after venting, I will be fine. Monster? Don’t worry, I will be fine, I will be fine, and I will live a better life than when you were here.”
The more I talked, the more quickly the pearls rolled down one after another. My tears fell again unknowingly.
I closed my mouth, silently and tenderly kissed Wu Julan's lips.
Wu Julan said: "I'm sorry"
I smiled and shook my head, what are you sorry for
Sorry did you choose to love me Sorry did you choose to let me live
If it's your choice, it's my choice.
I looked at the pearls that fell on us one after another, and with tears in my eyes, I smiled and said, "This is my choice, even if it brings me pain, even if it brings you pain."
Love is exactly the same as life, always with flowers and thorns. If my love is a flower, I am willing to embrace its beauty and fragrance; if my love is a thorn, I will not hesitate to embrace its sharp pain.
Because, when I hugged flowers, it was Wu Julan who planted the beautiful fragrance for me with his sweetness and smile; when I hugged thorns, his whole chest was already covered with thorns watered with his own blood.
If our hug can only be separated by thorns, then I am willing to hug him harder and harder Even if the thorns pierce my skin and pierce my heart, as long as I can be closer to him, a little closer