At this moment, Yunchi felt that his eyes had turned black and then white again, and there was a noise in his head.
Before agreeing to marry him, she was sunny, carefree, smiling leisurely, lively and agile. After agreeing to marry her, she fell into hysteria again and again, vomited blood and fell into a coma countless times. At the most dangerous times, she was dragged back from the gate of hell.
He wanted to say that I disagree, disagree, disagree, but the remaining rationality tells him that he must agree, must agree, and this is what he first proposed. Now he thinks the best way, he has no choice.
What should I do to love someone? He used to think that as long as he married her, treat her well, and sleep in the same bed and be with her for the rest of his life. , even if she can't be with her day and night, as long as she lives well.
But thinking that she can't marry except him, she can probably marry anyone, and thinking of Su Zizhan who is staying in Hua's family now, his heart hurts so much that he can't breathe.
He tightly folded his arms, the woman in his arms was his dream, the only thing he wanted in the past twenty years, he never thought about the life without her, five years ago when he fell in love with her without seeing her, it was already Set her crown princess position.
But now, she was in his arms, and he wanted to push her out instead.
He closed his eyes, feeling so uncomfortable that his soul was being stabbed to death by a sword.
When Huayan said these words, it was also in severe pain, as if her soul was being beaten with an iron whip dipped in salt water. This pain seemed to be the same as when she found out that Huaiyu drank poisonous wine four hundred years ago. The feeling made her body tremble.
But after all, she felt that in her only life, Yunchi couldn't be harmed, and since she was loved, she couldn't be harmed.
It might be best for him to cut the mess quickly.
Sometimes people's obsession is not getting it, Yun Chi is different from her, getting it and letting go, compared to not getting it, it is always different.
She also closed her eyes, endured the pain in her heart, and whispered, "Yunchi, I'm sorry."
Yun Chi covered her mouth with his hand, so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak. After a long while, the corners of his mouth trembled and he said, "You haven't been sorry to anyone, let alone me. Don't apologize." After finishing speaking, he said hoarsely, "If you say I'm sorry, it should be me. I insisted on dragging you to marry me, which caused you to open up the dusty devil in your heart and suffer a lot. If I knew it earlier, I would"
Huayan covered his mouth with her backhand again, took his hand away, and said in a low voice, "It's my decision, it's none of your business, I can't blame you for the innate demonic barrier, Yunchi, you and I In the past few months, although I have been injured a few times, I am really happy."
Yunchi didn't speak any more and stopped talking.
Huayan bit her lip and remained silent for a moment, then said softly, "If you want to hear something from four hundred years ago, I will pick up what I remember and tell you about it. Let's have a good talk today."
Yun Chi nodded awkwardly.
Hua Yan then talked to Yun Chi about the past that she and Prince Huaiyu had from acquaintance to acquaintance to mutual acquaintance, those pasts engraved in the depths of her soul, sealed up by the uncomfortable gnashing of teeth that made her go crazy every time she was born. The memory seems to be in the depths of the soul all the time, and it never fades away. Talking about it, it is still like four hundred years ago.
Those winds, flowers, snows and moons, vows of eternal love, those mountains and roads, and the support and love all the way, those fragmented but long-lasting memories, seem to cut through time and space, and travel back to the back beam.
Yun Chi listened quietly, beside the Cuiyuan Lake, beside the Qujiang River, by the water of the Spring River, ascending to the top of the sky, willows and willows, apricot blossoms in full bloom
He remembered the dry branch of apricot blossom she ordered to be sent to the East Palace.
It was he who wanted to listen, but in the process of listening, he was so jealous that his bones were sour that he was going crazy.
If it wasn't for the deep love and the long-term love, how could it be engraved in the depths of the soul? It can't be faded away, it can't be solved, it can't be solved, even if it is reborn for four hundred years, it still becomes a demon
Suddenly he couldn't listen any longer, he put out his hand to cover Huayan's mouth again, and said in a hoarse voice, "Stop talking."
Huayan was stuck in the memories, light and shadows were flying in her mind, fragments flashed layer by layer, and she herself realized that no matter how many years passed, no matter when, she would never forget it.
Even if she fell in love with Yunchi, the past four hundred years ago was still deeply engraved in her bones, and she couldn't get it out.
She knew that listening to this would be like beating Yun Chi's heart, but he wanted to know, since she
After all, apart from the word "soul curse", I don't want to hide anything else.
For many years, except for that time when her brother forced her to question her, she never uttered a single word, but now that she said it to Yun Chi, she felt inexplicably more relaxed.
When Yun Chi opened his mouth to stop her, she stopped, as if she had exhausted all her strength, and fell limp in Yun Chi's arms.
Yun Chi endured it, pressed it, and finally couldn't bear it, so he lowered his head and kissed her lips fiercely. Just listening to these memories, he couldn't stand it, he almost went crazy with jealousy, he didn't dare to imagine, if they repented of their marriage, she left his side, stopped marrying him, and married someone else, would he really go crazy.
Lips and teeth collided, and the kiss was repeated, changing the gentleness and softness he had always treated her, and he was so crazy that he almost swallowed her into his stomach.
Yun Chi has never been so clearly aware of his jealousy for a moment, he is so jealous, he is jealous of the person engraved in the deep memory of her soul, the prince Huaiyu who has the same identity as him.
Everyone in the world knows that when Emperor Huaiyu of Houliang was a prince, he was full of talent. When he was an emperor, he also had compassion for the world. It is also the last morning star.
She married into the East Palace and became his concubine, and when he proclaimed himself emperor, she accompanied him to be his queen.
He was suddenly unwilling to let him and Huayan stop here, and suddenly unwilling to retreat and regret the marriage in such a useless way.
A thought suddenly came up in his mind, if she is really hysterical and has no solution, and one day her life will be limited, then he will accompany her, die together, and live together in the next life.
What Jiangshan Emperor's career, at this moment, in his mind, he can give up everything, except her, he wants her fiercely and madly.
He wanted her to belong to him in this life, he wanted to erase the memory engraved in her soul, and to carve his own seal and imprint.
He never knew that being in love with adoring someone can drive people crazy. He boasted that because of his obsession with marrying her, he had already done so that people from all over the world criticized him and didn't care about it. It was the extreme, but now he realized that those were insignificant.
Only now did he know that he was jealous to death, jealous of an ancient man four hundred years ago, that man, the prince Huaiyu, the emperor Huaiyu, he was full of talents, but he was just born at the wrong time.
She knows and loves him, marries him, and stays with him. From the prince to the emperor, she follows him life and death, and she will never forget it in the next life.
He was so jealous that he felt that there was a mountain of flames in his chest, which made him feel as if he was going to burn himself. At this moment, he just wanted to wipe out that person and portray his heaviest weight in her memory.
His kiss was airtight, his hand uncontrollably penetrated into her clothes, his hand touched her smooth brocade-like skin, the warmth and softness passed back from his fingers to his body, causing layers of trembling, He couldn't help tearing off the dress that was in her way, the sound of tearing the silk made his heart beat faster, revealing a large area of white and smooth snow skin, and the soft and delicate person under him, his face was flushed, and he was panting rapidly, as if he was affected by it. She was frightened and wanted to push him, but the look of being reluctant made him even crazier.
She has a kind of beauty, which I never thought was beautiful, but thousands of postures are so bright that people can't move their eyes away. Especially now, under her body, wanting to refuse but still welcoming made his blood swell, and he no longer had the control he had cultivated since he was a child, and wanted her madly.
Desperately want her.
There is only one thought in his heart now, that is, to want her, regardless of where she is now, he wants to integrate her into his blood and bone marrow.
What regretting the marriage, what being good to her, what letting go, all the previous struggles, pains, considerations and rationality all disappeared. No matter who, not even himself, can stop him at this moment.
Huayan was pressed down by Yun Chi on the soft couch by the window. She was already suffocated by his kiss, and when he tore her clothes, she even stopped breathing at that moment. She opened her eyes wide, looking Zhuo Yunchi's red eyes, the deep jealousy in the eyes, madness like a dam burst, pouring out without any concealment or concealment, made her terrified, but at the same time, distress and pain spread uncontrollably in her heart.
Ever since she promised him to marry him, she had tried her best to treat him well, but she couldn't help herself, and now she still stained him with the dust all over her body, pulled him down from the clouds, and accompanied him She rolled into the mud together.
She closed her eyes and hugged his neck obediently. She had wanted to give herself to him a long time ago, and now if he wanted it, she would naturally not refuse.
In the two lives, she still hasn't learned how to love someone with only one body and one heart, and give everything to each other.