Huayan thought to herself, the reason why Yun Chi knew about this was either An Shiliu or An Shiqi, some scoundrel told him, it was An Shiqi most likely, waiting for her to deal with him.
In fact, if she met Yun Rang back then, she did have some thoughts, but was cut off by her brother in a blink of an eye. After she returned to Lin'an, she also forgot about him, which is really nothing. But Yun Chi said that, she was still quite guilty.
There is no one who sells regret medicine in the world, if there is
She thought, with her temperament, if she doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, and she won't die until Huangquan, she probably doesn't know how to drink.
Thinking of this, she began to play tricks again, lowered her head, patted her stomach aggrievedly and said, "Son, your father is joking with your mother. He bullies others. He only talks about me. As a prince, it's not like he hasn't been tainted with pink and peach blossoms before." ,now"
Yun Chi laughed angrily, and covered her mouth with his hand, "What are you talking about, how can a child listen to this?"
Huayan raised her head and stared at him desperately, "Then tell me, today the two of us broke up and said, do you always have a knot in your heart? Yun Rang is nothing. For Zi Zhan, you The knot at the bottom is still tied. Isn't it?"
Yun Chi's body froze suddenly.
Huayan looked at him seriously and said, "I can feel that you have been pulling yourself in your heart since you met me. You can't let me go, and you don't want to give me up. Since last night, you seem to understand Let it go, let it go. Isn't it?"
Yun Chi pursed his lips and looked into Hua Yan's eyes, her eyes were clear, reflecting his shadow.
Huayan is so transparent, since he saw how she and Su Zizhan got along that day, he didn't know how to treat her well. She has seen her all the way, they are obviously husband and wife, But when getting along, there is a jerky feeling of being deliberately close.
He tried his best to make this deliberately hidden jerky and inner entanglements invisible, but he couldn't do it.
He should know that she is smart and will definitely see it.
He knew that this was his own problem. He thought that it would get better after a long time, but he didn't expect that the sand in Huayan's eyes could not be rubbed. But don't allow yourself to be ignorant all the time.
It is also because of her temperament that she is the one he loves.
He was silent for a moment, lowered his head, was silent for another moment, slowly raised his head, his eyes were full of emotion, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't."
Huayan remained silent, waiting for him to speak. In her opinion, there is nothing that cannot be resolved. She has always seen her own heart. If it is not resolved in one day, it will be ten days. If ten days is not enough, it will be a lifetime. Anyway, She spent all her life in her previous life, but in this life, she can still do it.
He needed Yunchi to talk to her so that she could untangle him, otherwise, the two of them would be nothing more than mutual protection and torture.
"On that day, I went to rescue you and stood under the west wall, listening to you playing chess with Su Zizhan. Although the words were vague, I could still hear them clearly. It was natural for you to get along with him, which really made me feel happy. I was deeply shocked. It seems that I only knew you for the first time, and then I realized that the you in front of me and the you in front of him are two different you. I wondered if I was wrong, and I endured I couldn't help doubting myself, and didn't dare to move forward, I was afraid that I would make a mistake because of plum blossoms, and I was afraid that you wouldn't come with me." Yun Chi said, taking a deep breath, "I have never been easily held by someone with a sword. On the neck, on that day, because of this, my breath was unstable, and I revealed my concealment and exposed myself, knowing that Qinghun held the sword on my neck, and I suddenly woke up what I was here for."
Huayan bit her lip and remained silent for a while.
Yun Chi continued, "Later, Qing Hun sued Su Zizhan, Su Zizhan let you go, I saw you, and the moment you saw me, you cried to me all of a sudden, I was bleeding all over my body. It's like coming back to life. I know you choose to follow me or treat me, but these days, I'm still my fault."
Huayan's heart ached from the impact of Yunchi's words, she wanted to say "Are you stupid", but thinking of the days she had been waiting for, she was worried about gains and losses, and was afraid that he would not come or that Yun An didn't see her folding plum blossoms at all. I can't bring it back to Yunchi, since both of them are stupid, so there's no need to say anything about it.
She stretched out her hands to pinch his face, her eyes were also stained with emotion, she looked into his eyes, and said softly, "Yun Chi, if I say that the seven years of being together in my last life, in my heart, the wind has already passed without a trace. , That's lying to myself, and to you, I'm not a god, a mortal body, I can't get rid of it completely, what's more, putting aside those love-hate entanglements, Su Zizhan really treats me in no way. Good man. If he forced me to stay after waking up his memory now, maybe I would hate him, even hate him to death, but he didn't, he is more transparent than me, knows myself better than me, and knows what is best for me Okay, so, I can't make the wind pass without a trace. Just like you, even if you know that I love you, you can't ignore it. But I want to say that in life, there are many emotions, except for love. Family, friendship and confidantes exist in this world, don’t they?”
Yun Chi nodded, "I understand, I'm sorry, I"
Huayan reached out to hug him, intercepted what he was saying, and said softly, "Don't say I'm sorry, you've said it many times since you met me. It's one thing to understand, but to do it, it's another thing. It's another matter, you are also very smart, I wanted to wait for a while, when you understand that my heart for you will be untied, but I can't bear to let you have a knot in your heart, we finally got together, I don't want to torture each other, and I thought, if you keep caring, there is nothing I can do, the only way is to ask the sky for a medicine for amnesia, but "she really didn't want to mention the soul curse at this time, suddenly After a pause, "For me, amnesia medicine doesn't necessarily work either."
"Stop talking." Yun Chi hugged her back, "As long as you're well, there's nothing I can't think about. I thought about it yesterday. You lie beside me and pillow in my arms, and I feel satisfied. It’s just that I didn’t expect you to be so sharp, but I had some small thoughts, and I was caught by you, and I had nowhere to hide, it was really embarrassing.”
Huayan seemed to be in a hurry when she saw him, and it was rare to see him get up in such a hurry as he talked, as if he had gone through such a separation and goodbye, now that he is facing each other, he is more lively. She leaned her head in his arms and listened to his heartbeat, "Getting along with people is related to temperament and habit. It's just a temporary habit. Between you and me, the time is too short to be counted as good intentions." In the year when the marriage was bestowed, it was full of calculations, but it was only one year. During this period, there were still a lot of gatherings and separations, and many incidents happened. You and I are still getting along. After a long time, you will know that you are you and I am Me, we are us. Although I have a part that I don't want you to find out, it doesn't mean that I am reluctant to be with you, and it doesn't mean that you are inferior to anyone else. We have our own way of getting along. How do I treat you? It has nothing to do with others, you are just you. Being with you is what I am willing to do and what my heart desires, I have always known what kind of path I am walking and what kind of self I am.”
"So" Huayan raised her head and looked at Yunchi again, "You really don't have to worry about it. Sooner or later, the past will be reduced to dust. In my heart, everything that has passed by will disappear without a single tile remaining. In that case"
Moments welled up in Yunchi's eyes, and he held Huayan's arms tightly. He understood what she was going to say, "In that case, I only have you." But, he suddenly didn't want her to say it . If he heard such words, he would feel desolate, not to mention how embarrassing it would be for her to say it in her heart at this moment.
He can tolerate the world, but how can he not tolerate the past of his own woman
"Stop talking." Yun Chi lowered his head and kissed Huayan, kissed her peach-like lips, kissed the corners of her mouth, kissed her collarbone and chin, kissed her eyes and browbones, and finally, it landed on her cheek, touching his forehead , Seriously said, "My princess, why bother to compromise? I control the world, and I am determined to clean up the world, so that the people can live and work in peace and contentment. I can see it happily, and I can accommodate the world of Kyushu, including an old friend of yours."
Huayan's heart was touched, her smile widened, she lightly pecked the corner of his mouth, and said softly, "Yunchi, you are so kind. I have been lucky in three lives to meet you, no, I have been lucky in ten lives."
Yun Chi also smiled when he heard the words, and the faint knot that was twisted together also fell apart.
This is generally the case between husband and wife. Whether it is a descendant of a king, grandson, or poor people, they rarely see the bottom of their relationship like clear water. The relationship between two people cannot be misunderstood, hesitant, suspicious, and complex, so calm Yes, open and honest, on the contrary, the heart will be closer.
At this moment, both Huayan and Yunchi felt that they loved each other very much, but it turned out that they could love each other even more.