Shen Yun went to the study room and handed the information brought back today to Shen Mucheng: "Boss, this is the latest information collected."
Ever since he knew about himself and Luo Shaoheng, Shen Mucheng has been eager to know what happened to Luo Shaoheng after his accident, especially after knowing that Luo Shaoheng had suffered from depression today.
After receiving the information, he opened it without saying a word. Before he finished reading the first page, his face darkened, and his eyes stopped on the word "nursing home".
"Shao Luo once suffered from depression and anorexia. The depression lasted for five years, and he had suicidal tendencies because of this disease." Shen Yun reported to him the news he received today. I was also very surprised during the information, after all, Luo Shaoheng's current appearance does not show that he has lived in a nursing home for such a long time, and his condition does not look like a person with this kind of mental illness at all.
Depression, anorexia, nursing homes.
Just from the composition of these three words, one can imagine what kind of life Luo Shaoheng lived in the past. Shen Mucheng's heart suddenly seemed to be grabbed by something, which made him unable to breathe, and his eyes were fixed on his hands. data in .
Attached to the file is a photo of Luo Shaoheng in the nursing home. He is wearing a white long-sleeved shirt, standing behind the window sill and looking out through the security net. His pale face has no expression, and his eyes are hollow and gray without the slightest focus. , like a marionette without a soul.
It indicated that the time when he entered the nursing home was the second year after Shen Mucheng's accident, that is, when he was 21 years old. Shen Mucheng still remembered his warm smile and crooked eyebrows in the video, just like the gray man in front of him. The gloomy young man was nothing like him, as vigorous as he was in the previous video, he was as lifeless as he was in this photo.
The huge anti-theft net was like a solid net, restraining him in that small ward. The whole person looked like a walking dead, annihilating his last will to survive in this cage-like room.
After seeing his lover's burnt body beyond recognition with his own eyes, he probably really didn't want to live.
Shen Mucheng's heart throbbed little by little, from small to large, the pain gradually permeated the whole heart, just such a picture alone made him unbearable.
He couldn't imagine how Luo Shaoheng survived these years, and how he lived in his current state step by step, and came to him step by step.
Luo Shaoheng didn't mention any of these things. Although he was sad about forgetting him, he didn't blame himself. Instead, he said that as long as he was alive, he was the greatest luck, as if the suffering he had suffered all these years was not worth mentioning in front of him.
"Boss, there is more information later on, it's about Luo Shao and his original partner." Seeing that he had been stopping at the place where Luo Shaoheng's photo was, Shen Yun reminded him aloud.
Shen Mucheng calmed down, suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, and continued to turn backwards.
The following are some things that happened between him and Luo Shaoheng in those two years. Because they were deliberately erased, the collected information is not a lot, but it is enough to prove how deep the relationship between the two was.
And in the information, he also learned something that he never expected - Luo Shaoheng actually broke ties with the Luo family because of himself.
— I haven’t spent New Year’s Eve at home for ten years.
The words Luo Shaoheng said on the night of New Year's Eve suddenly flashed through his mind. He didn't know the matter between himself and Luo Shaoheng at that time, so he didn't pay much attention to it, but he didn't think that the reason for all this was because of himself.
Thinking of Luo Shaoheng's sour and self-deprecating tone at that time, he couldn't help but feel distressed while feeling guilty.
How could he be able to let him do this.
"After Luo Shaoheng left the Luo family, he lived with Shen Mucheng in a house near the school." Every time Shen Yun said the word Shen Mucheng, he felt a little strange, as if he was calling the boss by his name, "Shen Mucheng At that time, he was engaged in the logistics industry. He had an accident shortly after the company started. It was his accident that caused Luo Shao's depression. admitted."
Speaking of the latter, Shen Yun felt a little regretful, if Luo Shaoheng hadn't happened to him, he must have done something extraordinary in art now.
Shen Mucheng continued to scroll through the information, and later recorded some information about Luo Shaoheng's travels after leaving the nursing home, and attached a lot of his photos. These photos are from his elementary school to the present, like a record of age, Present the changes of Luo Shaoheng over the years to Shen Mucheng little by little.
After these photos, there are several photos of Luo Shaoheng and Shen Mucheng together, which are much clearer than the one in the previous documents, which proves that the investigators put a lot of effort into it.
"BOSS..." Shen Yun saw that his eyes stopped on the group photo, and didn't know if he should say something or not.
"Speak directly." Shen Mucheng said in a deep voice.
"...To be honest, I almost took this person for you, it looks so similar." Shen Yun looked at the photo on the profile and said, he was really shocked when he first received the profile, some of the expressions looked exactly like the BOSS , it's no wonder that Luo Shaoheng regards the boss as "Shen Mu City".
Shen Mucheng ignored his words, and did not explain that the person above him was himself. All his thoughts were now on Luo Shaoheng who had lived in a nursing home for four years. How serious was his depression? Live in a place for four years!
"Boss, what's wrong with you?" Shen Yun noticed something wrong with his face and quickly comforted him, "Don't worry too much, although he is Luo Shao's former lover, but he is already dead..." In the middle of speaking, he suddenly After closing his voice, Shen Mucheng's gaze sent chills down his spine.
… Did I say something wrong QAQ, the little angel Shen Yun was puzzled.
Shen Mucheng withdrew his gaze, turned the information back to the front, and stopped at the page of Luo Shaoheng's relevant personnel. He took the mobile phone and dialed one of the numbers on it.
"Hello, Renxin Clinic." A gentle and reasonable male voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Hello, I'm looking for Chen Zhan." Shen Mucheng said.
"I am, you are..."
"I am Shen Mucheng."
There was silence on the phone for two seconds, and he said in surprise, "Are you Shen Mucheng?"
"I need to know something about Luo Shaoheng." Shen Mucheng didn't beat around the bush, and directly explained the purpose of coming, "I wonder when you will be free?"
"Does Shaoheng know? Or do you want to see me in private?" Chen Zhan asked.
"he does not know."
After thinking about it for a while, Chen Zhan understood his intentions. Since he could find himself here, it proved that he found out about Luo Shaoheng's work in the nursing home. He flipped through the schedule on the desktop and said, "Next week, I'll finish my work here." Let’s just go over there and we’ll meet and talk.”
"Okay, I'll ask someone to arrange the itinerary for you, don't let him know about this for now." Shen Mucheng said.
"Okay." Chen Zhan had no objection.
After hanging up the phone, Shen Mucheng ordered Shen Yun to arrange Chen Zhan's itinerary, and asked him to find out what happened to him in the hospital as soon as possible. Shen Yun took notes one by one and left.
Shen Mucheng was the only one left in the study. He was holding Luo Shaoheng's materials in his hand. The originally thin paper gradually became heavy, and every word inside seemed to be on fire.
His eyes stopped on Luo Shaoheng's photo, and Shen Mucheng stared at it for a long time. He didn't look away until his eyes were sore. He closed the documents, carefully put them in the drawer and locked them, then got up and left the study.
Shen Mucheng returned to his room, came to stand by the bed, and looked down at Luo Shaoheng on the bed quietly.
Luo Shaoheng had already fallen asleep, curled up as always, the big bed of more than two meters made him look thinner, his breathing was very shallow, even if he was leaning on his back last night, he could hardly hear his breathing, even the heaving and rising of his chest could not be heard. very subtle.
Because of being too thin, Luo Shaoheng's chin was very pointed. Shen Mucheng still remembered the slightly raised spine when he stroked his back just now, but even so, the situation was better than when he was in the nursing home in the photo.
Shen Mucheng stretched out his hand to gently brush away the bangs on his forehead, and leaned over to place a soft kiss between his brows. As soon as his lips were pressed, Luo Shaoheng's eyelashes trembled and he woke up.
Luo Shaoheng yawned and asked him, "Are you done?"
"Well, did it wake you up?" Shen Mucheng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes due to yawning, "It's still early, sleep a little longer."
"Do you want to sleep together?" Luo Shaoheng asked, but he had already moved some places inside.
"Okay." Shen Mucheng took off his coat and put it aside, lay down and hugged him into his arms.
His hug was a bit strong, and Luo Shaoheng joked with what he said last night: "Such a big man, how come he looks like a child."
"En." Shen Mucheng didn't refute, kissed the top of his hair and said, "Go to sleep."
Luo Shaoheng turned his head and kissed his lips, said "good afternoon" and continued to sleep with his eyes closed, while Shen Mucheng behind him couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
On the day Chen Zhan came, Shen Yun went to pick up someone at the airport. Although he had seen the photos, he was still surprised at how young Luo Shaoheng's attending doctor was when he saw him.
Shen Yun first sent Chen Zhan to the hotel to put his things away, and then took him to the restaurant to meet Shen Mucheng.
They set a meeting place in "Guangdong", and it was still early, so Shen Yun led Chen Zhan to the teahouse in the restaurant. Walking all the way in, Chen Zhan looked at the decoration of the restaurant, and he began to think about it.
In the private room, Shen Yun poured tea for the two of them and then retreated, leaving only the two of them sitting opposite each other, secretly sizing each other up.
Chen Zhan's understanding of Shen Mucheng came from Luo Shaoheng. As Luo Shaoheng's attending doctor, he knew the past of the two of them very well, but since he entered the door just now, he found that the person in front of him was very different from what Luo Shaoheng said.
The Shen Mucheng that Luo Shaoheng said was gentle, even like a loyal dog, but the person in front of him was not like what he said. He gave off a very indifferent feeling. Although he was restrained, there was still a dreadful hostility between his brows, which was the kind of aura that a person who has been in a superior position for a long time and in charge of life and death would have.
Chen Zhan couldn't associate this person with the person Luo Shaoheng said would cook for him, wait for him to finish class, and learn to make cakes for his birthday. The contrast was too great.
Shen Mucheng also secretly looked at Chen Zhan. Both sides saw the inquiry in the other's eyes, but neither of them exposed it.
As the master, Shen Mucheng nodded slightly to him as a signal: "Doctor Chen, you have worked hard all the way."
"That's not true. I'm also prepared for you to come to me, and I know what you want to ask." Chen Zhan said with a smile, "I want to ask a question before that."