"I say... you are so anxious not because you are afraid of Holly, right?" Huanxian repeated.
"Ever since the first round of supplies came out, you started to have concerns and became hesitant. You have become different from when I first met you." The other party did not seem to want Jiang Hui to answer immediately, but just asked in a puzzled tone as if asking himself.
"Why?"
This time it was Jiang Hui's turn to be stunned. Hiss... This question really stumped her.
In an instant, this already quiet energy point became extremely quiet, and everyone seemed to breathe more lightly as the atmosphere became somewhat tense.
Jiang Hui's expression became very strange. Although his demeanor was still relatively calm, it was obvious that the expression on his face had changed slightly. It seemed that he had thought of something, or that he was confused in some way.
Finally, he relaxed his brows as if he had figured something out, and sighed, "Indeed, there are some, but this is normal because I am no longer alone."
When she first came in, she was at her happiest, because she was alone, and if she was full, the whole family would not be hungry, so she killed them bit by bit without any scruples. At most, she would feel a chill on her back most of the time, worried that the enemy would suddenly appear and attack her at any time, and she felt uneasy.
But later she met Zhou Xiuwen, then Huan Xian, and later brought Hillman and Clarence along.
The process of forming their team was much more difficult and delayed than that of other teams. Even when the team was officially formed, the competition was almost over. However, Jiang Hui was sure that every member here was trustworthy and reliable, including Clarence who had just joined.
With the support of their teammates, their journey on the training ground is indeed much easier, and they no longer have the uneasy feeling of having no one to turn to. However, they have an additional responsibility, and the pressure of this responsibility is getting heavier and heavier.
Jiang Hui could no longer be as casual as before. The more difficulties she had to overcome, the more efforts everyone had to make together, and the more trust her teammates placed in her, the more pressure she felt, and she dared not let her guard down for a moment.
She couldn't explain the feeling. Although her teammates were very supportive, she could feel that she had more and more things to think about. Coupled with the continuous physical consumption, her whole state became more and more tense.
Especially since she had an accidental problem with her calf not long ago, which disrupted her mental balance. Although she still seemed to be acting the same as before, she was less confident.
Since entering the second round of supplies, she has become more clearly aware that she has become a burden to several teammates. This is a situation that Jiang Hui, who has always advocated "relying on herself", cannot accept.
But she was also a person who was good at self-reflection. She knew that Huan Xian was right. Her state in the recent period might be a little wrong. She was a little too nervous and lost her sense of proportion and became restrained.
So it's still because she lacks self-cultivation. If her mentality is not balanced, she will easily worry about gains and losses. She has been an adult for many years, but she needs a teenager to remind her. She really needs to reflect on herself.
Jiang Hui thought that this paragraph could come to an end, and was about to say a conclusion: "Alas, it's also my fault..." He was in a bad mood.
“So it’s because of us?” Huanxian still insisted on what he said before: “You feel pressured because of us.”
This, this is really almost a death sentence.
Jiang Hui was a little frightened. How did the other party come up with such an irrelevant theory? This realm was too high for her all of a sudden.
She waved her hands: "You can't say that... I'm just in a bad mood and too impetuous."
Jiang Hui then laughed a little: "Actually, I'm not as twisted as you say. To be honest, we all gathered here just for an intramural competition. If we raise it to the level of collective responsibility, it seems a bit too empty."
"But we can get together and form a team because of trust and recognition. I just feel that everyone can trust me, and we are all in this group and have put in so much effort. As a member of the team, I naturally want to work harder. I want to win, but it's not just about winning." It would be even better if everyone could win beautifully together.
So don't dwell on this "philosophical question", silly kid. It's already cheesy for her to say this. Could she really say something like "I want to win with everyone" that's too idealistic and a little embarrassing
Jiang Hui heaved a sigh of relief, thinking that he had fooled the stubborn guy with his "reasoning". However, he did not expect that Huan Xian's logic was very poor and he just gave him a roundabout way.
The other party listened quietly to Jiang Hui's long and even somewhat difficult words, with a very dull expression. This was the third time Jiang Hui had seen him like this, with a cold expression that didn't look like a living person's. But inexplicably, Jiang Hui felt that the other party was actually unhappy under this expression.
"You also know that we trust you, so you should learn to trust us too... When others are in trouble, you just go and try to get them out, but when you have your own problems, you try to distance yourself from them. Everything is your own problem, so others don't have any problems or responsibilities?"
"Jiang Hui, it's stupid of you to cooperate with others like this." It's too disadvantageous.
Is there…
Jiang Hui was also a little stumped by the question. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he could only sigh: "Maybe."
The strange thing is that after hearing Jiang Hui's seemingly ambiguous reply, Huan Xian's expression softened a lot and he raised his eyebrows: "You really should give us more trust. This team is not just about you." This is what you taught me.
“We can win.”
He stretched out his hand and raised his fist towards Jiang Hui.
Jiang Hui was stunned for a moment, then he understood and couldn't help laughing, and responded with a fist.
Just when the two were about to touch, another relatively white hand suddenly inserted from the other side. It was obvious that the owner of the arm seldom went out on weekdays, and even looked whiter than Jiang Hui, a girl.
"Hey, you two are going too far. Am I not on the same team with you? You didn't even invite us to cheer together." Zhou Xiuwen said unhappily.
“And me!” Hillman didn’t know how long he had been listening to the conversation from the sidelines. He was very dissatisfied with the two “masterminds” forgot about them.
The atmosphere suddenly changed, and Jiang Hui instantly became a little amused: "Okay, okay, let's do it together... Isn't it a bit too childish?" Then, as if she remembered something, she looked at a figure sitting a little further away who seemed out of tune with them.
The other few people also looked in the same direction almost at the same time in tacit understanding.
Clarence: …
Inside the training ground, outside the screen—five fists lightly touched each other, and time seemed to have stopped at this moment.