Extra 2: Zhuo Yang (Part 2)
An Ran is pretty, and she has devoted herself to Zhuo Yang for the past two years. Although Zhuo Yang is popular with girls, he is definitely not the kind of bastard who plays with women's feelings.
Zhuo Yang and An Ran have been devoted to each other for the past two years. But men and women are different. Women are easily moved, but men find it difficult to be moved by someone they don't like.
An Ran is very good, both her family background and appearance are perfect.
But Zhuo Yang understood it.
He didn't have the love for An Ran that he loved.
However, at first he thought he could make do with it.
But, how could he know that love cannot be compromised.
Moreover, although Enron is good in every way, it has one major drawback.
She is too clingy. She will lose her temper if she can't contact Zhuoyang on the phone or if Zhuoyang talks to any girl.
Zhuo Yang remembered An Ran's temper. Generally speaking, he would go along with her at the beginning, but after a while, Zhuo Yang became very impatient with her.
An Ran even gets jealous of An Yue.
After they got engaged, Zhuo Yang rarely saw An Yue, but secretly, he still missed the little monkey.
Every time I go home, I bring something for this poor little monkey.
However, as the little monkey grew more beautiful, his temper became more and more strange. He kept running away when he saw him, and he was gloomy all day long and didn't interact with the classmates around him.
Zhuo Yang was a little worried and took the initiative to talk to An Yue.
However, he found that his daughter had grown up, and he no longer understood what an eighteen-year-old girl was thinking.
But after talking to An Yue, An Ran would always make a fuss.
The angriest time, Zhuo Yang could no longer bear it.
"I've made it clear to you... I don't have any love for you... An Ran... Isn't it good to be my sister?" Zhuo Yang softened his tone. Isn't it good to be a sister? Friendship and family affection last longer than love...
"But... Brother Zhuo Yang, I have always loved you as my man... Now you tell me that you are my sister, how can I accept it... How can I accept it..."
Zhuo Yang often felt that the outside world overrated An Ran, and that she looked like a lunatic. But whenever he proposed to break up, An Ran would hold her heart and cry.
This abnormal relationship lasted for two years. As An Ran became more and more violent, Zhuo Yang realized that he should have said those words long ago.
Zhuoyang and Anran broke up.
To his surprise, An Ran was very calm.
"Brother Zhuoyang... you don't like... is it because you like other girls?" she asked him.
Zhuo Yang pondered and finally shook his head.
"No. You think too much." Zhuo Yang did not lie, he really did not have a girl he liked. At first, he thought he could fall in love with An Ran in two years... But he could not force himself.
However, An Ran clearly didn't believe it, "Is it because of An Yue? You have loved me the most since we were little, but because she came... all your love and care went to her. Is it because of her... that you don't like me?"
Zhuo Yang felt a slight headache. How could he tell An Ran that his leaving and giving up had nothing to do with anyone else
In his mind, An Yue was just a skinny little monkey. Although she had gradually developed some girlish charm over the years, she was essentially -
It's actually still a monkey.
How could he possibly like a monkey
Zhuo Yang felt that An Ran's thoughts were a bit extreme, so he secretly sent An Ran to see a psychologist. After six months of treatment, An Ran seemed to have returned to her former optimistic self.
I just said that, in fact, he is not the sunshine of the peaceful world, and he should have retreated quickly long ago.
But what he didn't expect was that An Ran died not long after.
He was pushed into the water by his little monkey and drowned.
The little monkey was a good swimmer and the water in the river was not deep. If she wanted, An Ran would not have died.
The only possibility is -
At that time, the little monkey did not help the dying man.
Zhuo Yang asked her the first second the little monkey woke up.
"Why didn't you save her? Why did you call her to the river?" Zhuo Yang looked at the little monkey on the bed, his mind in a mess.
He thought of what An Ran had said before, that An Yue liked him, and she did a lot of things behind him, including framing her, all because of him.
Zhuo Yang didn't want to believe it. But now An Ran is dead.
The little monkey said: "It's not that I don't want to save you... it's just that..." She seemed to be very surprised, and after saying a few words, she burst into tears.
An Ran died, and the one who suffered the most was Mrs. An. She kept saying that An Yue killed An Ran. Even the housekeeper could prove that An Yue and An Ran went out together that day.
It seems that the evidence is irrefutable. In response to everyone's accusations, the little monkey just sneered, "It's me... I did it all... I didn't like her in the first place... Why should I save her..."
Zhuoyang felt disappointed.
I feel even more angry.
An Ran saved his life. From the moment she blocked the bullet, he decided that he would protect An Ran well for the rest of his life.
Although he could not give An Ran love, he was willing to take care of An Ran for the rest of her life.
In the name of my brother.
But An Ran died.
And his death was so unclear. Zhuo Yang was furious and wanted to do something.
But when he regained his senses, he couldn't say anything critical about An Yue.
The real reason why Zhuo Yang decided to marry her was because of Zhuo's father.
Such a big thing happened, especially An Yue personally admitted the fact that she liked Zhuo Yang, it was soon rumored that the two siblings were jealous of each other for a man, and Zhuo Yang, as the male protagonist of the story, was naturally criticized by the outside world.
At this time, Zhuo's father suggested that Zhuo Yang go to military school and follow the path they arranged.
Zhuo Yang was extremely unwilling, but in the end he gritted his teeth and simply married An Yue.
Didn't they say they were innocent? Then... he should just marry her! Let's see what these people say.
It must be said that Zhuo Yang's idea at that time was naive. But it was also well thought out. He wanted to escape from the Zhuo family, so he needed an excuse, and that excuse was now An Yue.
Moreover, he found that An Yue was not safe in the An family. After An Ran's accident, An Yue's already dull temperament became even more silent.
He hardly spoke a word for ten days or half a month.
Just by chance, Zhuo Yang discovered a lot of bruises on her hands. He grabbed her hand and looked at it carefully, then he understood.
An Ran was tortured both mentally and physically by Mrs. An.
Sometimes, Zhuo Yang actually hated An Yue. She had promised not to lie to him again, but the facts proved that she was a liar. She was full of lies.
Moreover, she was obviously a kind-hearted girl, but she did something unforgivable.
For a while, Zhuo Yang felt that the reason he married her was to help An Ran get justice.
But gradually, the pressure of life and the company made him unable to care about anything else.
The only thing he wanted to do was to prove himself... to prove that he could still do well in a place without his father's care.
Many people spend their whole lives pursuing their dreams.
Zhuoyang spent his whole life trying to achieve himself.
However, not long after marrying An Yue, Zhuo Yang understood some things.
For example, An Yue has a more serious mental illness than An Ran. In the first year, Zhuo Yang was busy with work and rarely went home.
When he returned home, he found that everything was beyond redemption.
An Yue sleepwalks every night, pretending to be An Ran.
This was a terrifying scene. Zhuo Yang woke up from his sleep and saw the sweet woman sitting at the head of the bed, smiling at him, calling him "Brother Zhuo Yang..."
Zhuo Yang initially thought that An Yue was possessed by a ghost, but after following An Yue for a week, he consulted a friend who majored in psychology and found out that An Yue had a serious mental illness.
Ever since falling into the water, An Yue has been afraid of water and has been in poor health.
Under the pretext of conditioning his body, Zhuo Yang went to see a psychologist and hypnotized An Yue.
In An Yue's memory, he discovered many things he didn't know before.
For example, how this girl likes him, how she suppresses herself, how she faces her sister's provocation, how she faces her stepmother's harsh criticism...
No wonder she doesn't like to talk.
I'm afraid I won't be able to suppress my emotions if I open my mouth.
From that moment on, Zhuo Yang decided to go home every night.
Go back no matter how late it is.
However, the situation did not improve for several months.
An Yue seemed to have discovered something and stopped taking the medicine. Her stubborn and hateful look made Zhuo Yang grind his teeth every time.
He really wanted to abandon her, but she looked like a skinny monkey, and Zhuo Yang felt soft-hearted for no reason.
The real turning point was when Mrs. An showed Zhuo Yang An Ran's suicide note. An Ran's words were very high, and the suicide note expressed her love for Zhuo Yang, and also said that she loved her sister very much, but she could not accept that her sister took away her boyfriend.
On the surface, it looked like a pitiful wife's helpless accusation against the hateful mistress, but Zhuo Yang was not a fool. He quickly figured it out... How could a person write a suicide note for no reason and secretly point all the blame to his "beloved" sister
unless…
At that time, An Ran had already thought of faking suicide to hit An Yue and keep Zhuo Yang. But unfortunately, due to various reasons...
She actually lost her life in the end.
Zhuo Yang felt that all this was a joke. If it weren't for this suicide note, he might still have the most beautiful thought about An Ran.
But when you wake up, you will only feel that distorted love makes people crazy and perverted.
Zhuoyang felt powerless, and as Excellence Culture had just gotten on track, many things were not going as he wished. He felt decadent. Just when he felt he had lost all faith, when he returned home, he saw a little monkey rolling on the sofa.
At that moment, he asked her.
"When I married you, I asked you if you cared that I had nothing?"
"I don't care." She answered at that time.
"Will you always stay with me?" Zhuo Yang was silent for a second and then asked.
"Yes. You are my faith... Wherever you are, I will be there."
Maybe it's touching.
Or maybe something else shocked Zhuo Yang's weak heart at that moment, and that night, they spent their first night together.
Zhuo Yang didn't know what his feelings were for An Yue at that time. But he had a vague feeling that this was the person who would accompany him for the rest of his life.
He was obsessed with her body, just as she was obsessed with him.
They were like thirsty travelers in the desert, relying on each other and absorbing what they needed from each other.
In fact, for Zhuo Yang, getting along with the little monkey is not as unbearable as he imagined.
In contrast, he felt that the little monkey stayed beside him obediently and didn't say anything, and the feeling of tranquility made him feel very comfortable.
But the good times didn’t last long.
An Yue started to have another attack.
She began to pretend to be An Ran, crying and scolding An Yue.
At first, Zhuo Yang didn't pay enough attention to this. He thought that he could just see a psychologist and take some medicine.
However, gradually, he discovered that when An Yue, who was disguised as An Ran, began to hurt herself, he realized that things were getting serious.
At that time, he was so busy that he felt dizzy and had to take care of An Yue who was ready to hurt herself at any time. His spirit was broken to the extreme.
Finally, he exploded.
He didn't think that getting angry at a woman, especially his own woman, was something a man could do.
But after venting, he surprisingly found that An Yue felt much better.
seem-
Subconsciously, she felt guilty about An Ran's situation. The worse Zhuo Yang treated her, the less chance she had of getting sick.
This disease needs to be treated.
Zhuo Yang took An Yue to see countless doctors, but to no avail.
Only when Zhuo Yang was cold to her would she obviously feel much better.
What is this... What a blind and self-abusing love...
After a long time, Zhuo Yang felt that he had become a pervert.
Every day when he came home, he would habitually speak coldly and sarcastically to her, which made her tearful, but he actually thought she was very cute and loved her lavishly at night.
Zhuo Yang knew that he was also abnormal, but he did not think about correcting this wrong way of getting along in marriage. Instead, he enjoyed it.
When he was in the most difficult and tiring times, countless women threw themselves into his arms, including Li Si.
However, perhaps he was mentally unstable. Zhuo Yang was gentle and polite outside and did things efficiently, but he brought all his emotions back home.
He liked to vent his bad temper in front of An Yue. He liked to see An Yue crying when she was bullied.
He thought it was a form of catharsis and also a suppression of An Yue's illness.
But he fell deeper and deeper, and An Yue had completely woken up without knowing when.
Later, An Yue filed for divorce.
This isn't the first time she's brought it up.
Every time she gets angry, she files for divorce.
Zhuo Yang didn't pay much attention to it, and even felt that her acting this time was quite realistic.
But-
Gradually, he discovered something was different.
An Yue seemed to have come out of her predicament, and she seemed to have come out of the haze of the past.
And he—
But it's already stuck in a quagmire.
Never get up again.
How can...
How can—
It was An Yue who took him to hell in the first place, so why was he the only one in hell now
At the beginning, Zhuo Yang did think about giving up An Yue.
An Yue is not a good wife. She is willful and mentally abnormal, and sometimes she is as naughty as a monkey.
He thought, if she could start a new life, why couldn't he.
Her disease can be cured, why can't his
During the months that An Yue was away, Zhuo Yang had been seeing a psychologist and receiving active treatment.
But the more treatment, the worse the effect.
He began to suffer from insomnia, vomit, and feel a dull pain in his heart.
He asked the doctor why he was like a passerby stuck in a swamp, the more he struggled, the deeper he sank? Why couldn't he get treatment
The doctor, as his friend, just smiled faintly after hearing about his symptoms.
"In the name of love, I'm sorry, you've been deeply poisoned."
It took him a day and a night to find the ring that was lost in the fountain. When the two rings were strung together, he was surprised to find that his heart gradually calmed down and he gradually felt sleepy.
He thought that was all.
But-
That's because he has never seen An Yue.
An Yue laughing happily with Li Chen.
That's him—
A smile I've never seen before.
He was jealous and uneasy.
He is mean and shameless.
He said she was a heartless little liar who had been cheating people for seven years. Now she had left, but he could no longer move.
Unwillingly, that was his. The person was his, the smile was his, and everything was hers.
I don't want her to be in the arms of other men. I don't want that gentle and sweet smile to be shown to other men.
He is a despicable person.
I just want to hold her tightly in my arms.
But they forgot that they lacked too many things in that deformed marriage.
They enjoy hurting others, and in order to confirm the existence of the other party, they always try their best to poke the other party all over the body.
They forget that what they lack in their marriage is not only communication, but also trust.
He thought she was a bad girl who told lies all the time, and his habitual suspicion and jealousy ruined her last chance to give him.
She left.
And left without looking back.
The little monkey left.
Never again will you take advantage of the tiger's absence to dominate.
but-
The tiger didn't know.
Without the company of the little monkey, being a bully is not much fun.