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Sorry, I guess I shouldn't be so gloating.
But, I'm so sorry. I just couldn't help it.
Song Yu —
Hahahahaha…
That little ice prince is still a virgin! I think this little prince is about 20, or 20-something? In such a mixed entertainment industry, he is still a virgin!
I laughed... Although I tried my best to hold it back, in the end my shoulders still trembled and I burst out laughing.
“Hahahahaha… you are so pitiful… hahahaha… you are still a virgin… and Hu Ling took your first kiss away… hahahahaha…”
Song Yu's face looked very ugly, and his voice came closer in a sinister voice.
"What's wrong with being a virgin? Is it embarrassing?"
I shook my head, but still couldn't control my urge to laugh.
"Believe me, brother! It's not shameful! It's not funny! It's just that Hu Ling took away my first kiss... Will I be impotent for the rest of my life... Hahahaha..." I think I am so vicious. In these days, I should have established a friendship with Song Yu like that of a revolutionary comrade, instead of laughing at him so unscrupulously.
Actually... I should have touched him sympathetically.
I swear, as long as I laugh for one more minute, I will tell Song Yu with deep affection.
It’s okay, it’s okay, just think of it as being bitten by a dog…
But... I didn't laugh for a full minute.
There was a sweet feeling on my lips, and a soft lip with a fresh mint scent pressed against my lips.
I was stunned.
At this moment, I heard Song Yu's gentle voice beside me.
"This... is the first kiss."
He didn't let me go, but instead he slowly rubbed my lips. I could feel his awkwardness and seriousness.
He was kissing me seriously, but because he was so inexperienced, he didn't even know how to put his tongue on my lips. He just simply stroked my lips, like a child treating his favorite candy.
My mind suddenly went blank. When I came to mind again, Song Yu was standing in front of me like a child who had done something wrong.
"An Yue, don't be sad even if Brother Zhuo Yang doesn't like you... I will like you in the future, okay?"
I wonder if this could be considered the first time someone confessed to me in my life, even though the other person was a little boy a few years younger than me.
I always treated him as my younger brother, but I never expected that this younger brother would blush and say to me that he liked me one day.
I felt a little uncomfortable, so much so that after Song Yu said that, I ran away timidly.
I was in a daze at work that day.
When I got off work in the evening, Ding Wei said she would treat me to dinner.
I thought that I was not in a good mood anyway, and more importantly, I needed a friend's guidance. After thinking it over, I decided to go with Ding Wei.
Ding Wei treated me to a meal and she cooked it herself. Ding Wei is really a role model for women. She is good at her career and cooks well.
While I was helping her wash the carrots, she had already cut the chicken neatly.
"What's wrong? You've been looking like you were raped all day? Did Song Yu confess to you?"
I almost fell over, shocked, and asked, "Is it obvious?"
Ding Wei had already switched to chopping onions, without even looking at me, "Do you mean it's obvious that you were raped, or that it's obvious that Song Yu likes you?"
"Of course it's the latter! Me! How could I be raped?" I was furious.
But Ding Wei was still very calm, and just one sentence woke me up.
"Don't tell me you don't know that Song Yu has always liked you..."
I felt like my throat was being strangled and I couldn't utter a word.
Is it true that those involved are confused while bystanders can see things more clearly
I shook my head and smiled bitterly in my heart.
I am also a person who has experienced a memorable relationship. Song Yu is such a clean and pure person, all his thoughts are written on his face.
How could I not see that
His dislike for Hu Ling was so strong and just as obvious as his love for me.
I actually felt it a long time ago, but I knew that Song Yu was someone I couldn't afford, so I played dumb and pretended not to see it.
but-
The problem is that I can't pretend to be stupid now, because the ambiguous piece of paper has been completely exposed by Song Yu.
"Sister Ding Wei... I don't know what to do now?"
Ding Wei had already put the curry chicken into the pot. She looked back at me and asked with a half-smile, "Are you asking for my advice?"
I nodded, of course. Three cobblers are better than Zhuge Liang!
Ding Wei smiled and stirred the curry in the pot. "I used to think that women shouldn't open up to others casually, and shouldn't dream of things that don't match them... So I found a man who was similar to me... And the result was..."
Ding Wei didn't say anything else, and a hint of sadness appeared on her beautiful face.
Of course I knew about Ding Wei's ex-husband, and I felt a little regretful for a moment. I was just bringing up something that was irrelevant!
Fortunately, Ding Wei quickly came to her senses. "After what happened to my ex-husband, I quickly came to my senses... Life is short, why force yourself to stay in one circle... Maybe if you step out, you will find that life can be different."
I took a minute to think about Ding Wei's words.
Finally, I came to a conclusion.
"Sister Ding Wei, are you suggesting that I accept Song Yu?"
Ding Wei smiled, "Pass me a plate..." I handed Ding Wei the washed plate. She filled the pot with the soup and said to me, "Then it's up to you... You're young anyway... Song Yu is a good guy... If you like him, why not give it a try?"
Give it a try? Sister Ding Wei really said it lightly. I'm sorry, I haven't made up my mind yet.
First, it was too sudden. God knows how long the freshness of Song Yu can last. Also, I really have no interest in love now. Life is just a matter of getting by. Why should I be tied to one man
So, after thinking about it all night, I decided to reject Song Yu.
I made Song Yu's favorite Manmei cookies and visited the set. Song Yu was very surprised to see me, and the scenes with Hu Ling, which used to be very impatient, became very efficient.
I didn't wait long before Song Yu left behind a group of directors and actors and ran towards me.
"Yueyue... you are here..."
"Puff..." For a moment, I just wanted to seal this brat's mouth with a needle and thread. He must be so high-profile, right
Although Song Yu's sense of taste is not obvious, he is obviously a very protective person. Although many people coveted the plum cookies I made, Song Yu still dragged me to his lounge, clearly not wanting to share food.
I looked at the boy who was biting the biscuit and occasionally looking up at me, and I knew in my heart that this matter could not be dragged on like this.
So I cleared my throat and said, "Are you tired today?"
Song Yu replied: "Yueyue came to see me, I'm not tired at all."
"Ahem..." I coughed twice, "Yes, you are so young and have good physical strength. Naturally, you are not tired... But I can't do it. I am out of breath after walking a few steps..."
Song Yu paused, as if thinking about what I said.
It took a long while before he said something serious.
"From now on, I'll take Yueyue out to exercise."
Shit! Did all my hints just now go in vain
I was not discouraged. I felt that maybe my hint was not obvious enough, so I sighed again, looked at Song Yu and said, "Song Yu, you don't know what I mean... I'm too old... I don't like getting up early in the morning to exercise anymore. I just want to die at home... But you are different from me... You are still young... Just like the rising sun, full of energy and strength. If you like to exercise, you can also find a girl of your age... Believe..."
Bang-
This time, before I finished speaking, Song Yu suddenly stood up.
Because he moved too fast and too hard, he overturned the table in front of him that was filled with hot tea and plum biscuits.
I was startled and instinctively looked at Song Yu's expression.
I just didn't expect Song Yu's face to be like that. It was more like despair welling up from his heart than anger at being rejected.
There was a sadness in his eyes and his lips were trembling. I thought he would scold me or even hit me.
But he didn't.
He stood there with his fists clenched, like a lonely and stubborn little animal.
I knew, at that moment, something was slowly collapsing in my heart.
"Song Yu..." I couldn't help but speak. I wanted to pull back that stubborn little beast, but I didn't know if by doing so I was sending him a wrong signal.
Song Yu didn't wait for me to step back, he came over and grabbed my hand.
"An Yue, I have always known that you are a smart person. Rather than saying that you are crazy all day, it is better to say that you are heartless. In your heart, there is no one else except Zhuo Yang." I was surprised that Song Yu knew me so well, and I was even more surprised that he could see things so viciously at such a young age.
Seeing me in a daze, Song Yu smiled bitterly three times.
"I know why you rejected me. You think I'm younger and more immature than you. But you don't know... This is the first time in all these years that I've liked someone. I'm born lacking something, but I'm also born a little more determined than others. I used all my strength to walk towards you... And you rejected me because of other unimportant external reasons?"
I'm speechless.
I could only watch Song Yu smile, a bitter smile, a desperate smile.
Finally out of my sight.
"I won't give up. I will let you see my persistence and hard work."
"Life is short, it's hard for me to meet someone I like again... Sorry, I won't let you go."
"Yueyue, can you give me another chance? Even if we can't be together now... it's okay for us to start as friends now."
I seemed to have fallen into a dream.
It's bizarre and there are colorful swirls everywhere.
I can't get out and can't see clearly.
Only the boy's voice kept echoing in my ears.
"If you like me... I will always wait for you. Even if it takes my whole life."