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"No." I muttered to myself, holding the test report in my hand.
Is this the last thing I can do for Song Yu
The nurse next to me saw that I looked distraught, so she came over to comfort me, "Actually, Miss, the chances of a direct relative being able to get a kidney transplant are much higher... Don't be discouraged, we will definitely find a suitable kidney source."
I forced a smile.
It's not that easy.
"An Yue." Zhuo Yang came over, his voice as calm as ever, "Let's go back first."
I shook off his hand, feeling cold inside and not much better on the outside.
"I said, stay away from me!"
"An Yue...can you calm down first?" She shook off his hand, but he wrapped his arms around her again.
"Calm down?" I sneered and glanced at the man opposite me. It was him who broke all my plans and kicked me from one abyss to another.
Without him...
Without him...
I thought viciously, if he wasn't there, would my life, our lives, be much better
"An Yue, calm down." Seeing that I was emotional, Zhuo Yang did not come over again, but just called the young nurse.
"Wait... hers isn't working... what about mine?"
Maybe it's God's will.
The Song family members can’t match, and neither can mine, but Zhuo Yang can.
When I got the report, Zhuo Yang and I looked at each other. I looked at him almost anxiously, "You will help him, right?"
Zhuo Yang looked at me hesitantly, and it was this hesitation that made me furious.
"You don't want to? You can save him now... and you don't want to?"
"No... An Yue..." Zhuo Yang grabbed my hand, his voice unusually anxious, "Please listen to my explanation, it's not that I don't want to..."
"Explain?" I waved his hand away, my voice falling into the cold and icy land along with my heart, "If you don't want to, then you don't want to... What excuses are you making... But, I just found out today that you are such a selfish person..."
"An Yue!" Zhuo Yang came over to grab my hand, but I slapped him away. I knew the feeling of slapping someone in the face, which was humiliating, but I didn't expect that Zhuo Yang's expression at this moment was as if I had slapped him in the face.
And in public.
The dim, pleading look in his eyes was unbearable to me. I couldn't stand staying any longer, so I turned and ran away.
I don't believe that Zhuoyang's is the only matching kidney in the world, and I don't believe that Zhuoyang is the only matching kidney.
I posted messages everywhere and asked people for help, but after searching for a long time, no one suitable appeared.
I didn't dare to appear in front of Song Yu, not to mention that there was a ferocious Mrs. Song beside him.
As time went by, I became more and more anxious. Just at this time, I welcomed an unexpected guest.
Li Si was standing at the door of my house.
I was a little surprised, "What do you want to see me about?"
I got straight to the point. I was in no mood to deal with the rumors that Zhuo Yang, the good secretary I brought up, had an affair with a woman from the beginning.
Snap—
I know she doesn't like me, but because of Zhuo Yang, she has never shown her dislike so obviously.
"An Yue! You crazy woman, do you know what you have done?"
I could taste the faint taste of blood in my mouth. I stroked the corners of my mouth and laughed, "What did I do? When did it become your turn to decide what I did..."
"You really are..." Li Si looked at me, seemed very angry, and his whole body was shaking.
"An Yue! Why wasn't you the one who died! Why wasn't you the one who died back then!" Finally, Li Si pointed at me and almost collapsed.
I hate what happened back then the most.
I was scared, so I didn't hold An Ran.
But why did everyone put all the blame on me for what happened back then? It was An Ran who pulled me out, it was An Ran who pushed me into the water first, and it was she who didn't get up...
Why is everything my fault? Sometimes when people are faced with extreme circumstances, it is easy for them to become extreme in their thinking.
I cursed in my heart, “This is too much! This is really too much!”
When anger reaches its peak, people actually become very calm.
"It's a pity... I was the one who survived that year..."
Li Si has always appeared as a strong woman, but now her eyes are red.
So pitiful.
She is a woman who clearly knows her feelings. She loves Zhuoyang so much and hates me so much.
"Do you know what you have done? Do you know what you have done?" Li Si held her face and screamed, "You actually let Zhuo Yang go to give Song Yu a kidney... Do you know what price he will pay... Do you know?!"
I have no idea.
All I know is that people who get a kidney transplant won't die.
Without that kidney, Zhuo Yang would live well, but Song Yu would die.
What a joke.
It’s ridiculous that when we were in the beach villa, Zhuo Yang said that he could live and die for me, and that my life was more important than his.
But in the end, the people standing in my way are always other men.
The first time I get into trouble, the man who appears in front of me is never him.
"He just doesn't want to change... What's the matter? Did he ask you to be his lobbyist?"
Snap—
Li Si slapped me again. Funny that I didn't cry, but Li Si burst into tears, "He agreed... He agreed... An Yue! Are you satisfied? Zhuo Yang agreed! He agreed to the kidney transplant!"
A little surprised.
I remember Zhuoyang's hesitation at that time.
I haven't contacted him these days. To be clear, he took the initiative to contact me, but I never paid any attention to him.
But I didn't expect that he actually agreed to have a kidney transplant.
I couldn't hide my surprise, and I didn't care about the pain on my cheek. I took a step forward to confirm, "Are you serious? Is he really willing to..."
"You..." Li Si raised her hand again, looked at me with tearful eyes, but finally put it down helplessly.
"An Yue! I have never seen a woman as cheap as you... A selfish woman like you... will never be happy... You will never be happy... "
As long as Song Yu is alive, I think nothing else matters.
Li Si finally wiped away her tears, glanced at me who was smiling happily, and a look of disgust appeared on her face.
“I really feel sorry for Mr. Zhuo… The woman he has been thinking about and guarding for so many years… is a heartless and heartless woman… I really feel sorry for him… But it’s okay…” Li Si looked at me, but his eyes were a little vague, and he seemed to be talking to himself at the end.
"But soon... soon you won't be able to torture him anymore... Yes... You will never be able to torture him again."
To be honest, Li Si’s last sentence made me feel a little uneasy.
I turned around and looked up some information about kidney transplants on the Internet. People have two kidneys, and when one kidney is gone, people can still continue to live a healthy life.
With this idea in mind, if someone can sell their kidney for an apple, Zhuo Yang should be fine too.
I have never heard that a kidney transplant can kill someone.
However, I looked up a lot of information, but I still felt uneasy. I kept thinking of Li Si's last look of pity.
I understand, that look...
Not to me.
In the afternoon, Zhuo's mother came to see me in a hurry.
As soon as she saw me, she rushed over and burst into tears, "An Yue! I beg you not to be so cruel... Xiao Yang needs a kidney transplant... He can't do it... Please... An Yue, don't be so cruel..."
"Aunt, I don't understand what you mean."
Zhuo's mother's tears kept falling and her body was shaking with excitement.
"An Yue... I know it was the Song kid who saved you, and I understand his situation... But you can find someone else, not Xiao Yang... He is in poor health, he had surgery some time ago, and the blade grazed his kidney... The doctor originally told him not to move... Now you want to give his other good one back to the Song kid... An Yue... Do you want our Xiao Yang to die... Will he really die..."
"I..." I turned pale and my voice seemed to tremble, "It's impossible... He... He clearly said..."
He hesitated.
It turns out that it's not that he's unwilling.
But it’s because he himself is not good either.
So-
He has agreed now, what does that mean
Does it mean a life for a life
Why do I always do the wrong things
In fact, one wrong step will lead to all wrong steps.
Grabbing Zhuo's mother's hand, I asked anxiously: "Where is he? Where is he now?"
When I rushed to the hospital, Zhuo Yang was making final preparations for the operation.
He lay on the bed, looking out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.
Hearing the footsteps, he did not turn around, but said calmly: "Mom...you don't have to persuade me anymore...I have made a decision. I will pay her back what I owe her now."
As if he didn't hear Zhuo's mother's sobbing, Zhuo Yang slowly turned his head. When he saw me, a hint of surprise flashed across his face, but he quickly concealed it. He smiled at me, his voice as calm and plain as ever.
"You're here? Are you here to see him?"
I shook my head.
"So... are you looking for me because of him?" Zhuo Yang looked at me cautiously, and then seemed to have thought of something, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Don't worry, I have agreed to the surgery... Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who runs away from the battle."
"I know." I wiped the tears from my eyes, forced a smile, and sat down next to Zhuo Yang. "It turns out that I was the one who ran away from the battlefield."
"Why are you crying?" Zhuo Yang raised his hand, as if he wanted to wipe away the tears from my eyes, but he stopped in mid-air. "What's there to cry about... Go home and have a good sleep. When you wake up, you will see a healthy Song Yu."
"A healthy Song Yu?" I couldn't control my tears anymore and pushed Zhuo Yang away. "Are you planning to keep it a secret from me forever? Do you think I will let you die to save him? You... you..."
I covered my face, squatted on the ground and cried loudly. It was not until today that I realized how cruel and heartless I was.
I pushed one person into the fire pit, and in the name of love, turned around and pushed another person who loved me into the fire pit.
As Li Si said, why wasn't I the one who died that year? !
"I won't die." After a long while, a warm palm fell on my head. Zhuo Yang looked down at me with gentle eyes, "Don't worry, I won't die. Because... I still want to be with you forever."