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Mrs. Song suddenly came to see me. You know, since Song Yu's accident, Mrs. Song has classified me as a user who is not allowed to have contact with her. I can't even enter Song Yu's ward. Every time I am respectfully asked to leave, let alone see Song Yu.
"Mrs. Song... Hello." Although she was surprised, she still showed the proper courtesy.
Mrs. Song was still as cold and noble as ever. She glanced at me, then looked at Zhuo Yang behind me with even more contempt, and finally uttered a few words very reluctantly.
"Ayu wants to see you."
Thanks to Madam Song, I haven't seen Song Yu since his accident. Wen Li said that his condition was very bad. He wanted to see me at first, but was suppressed by Madam Song.
In this regard, Mrs. Song's strength was unprecedentedly demonstrated, and Song Yu, as a patient, had no way out.
It was the first time I saw Song Yu after that incident.
"Song Yu." I walked cautiously to his bed, but before I got there, tears had already flowed.
"I'm sorry."
"You always say sorry." He raised his hand, his eyes were gentle, and his eyebrows were still friendly. "Don't say sorry... Never say sorry to me."
But-
He knows that I can never express my apologies to him.
After asking about my physical condition, Song Yu looked at me, and finally his eyes fixed on my bare fingers. My heart ached and I slowly retracted my hand.
"I know Brother Zhuoyang helped me get a kidney, and I know he did that because of you... Yueyue, have you decided to go back to him?" After a pause, Song Yu suddenly spoke.
I looked away, unable to nod under such gentle gaze.
"Hehe..." Song Yu seemed to smile, "Yueyue, if... if it's because of me, then I'd rather not have this kidney... and I don't want you to be embarrassed... But..." Song Yu's sigh sounded softly in my ears, "What I'm afraid of is that some things never change. You are actually very paranoid about feelings, I really want to ask... you still love him, right?"
like-
It's impossible not to love.
Even when he treated me badly, I loved him willingly. What's more, he holds me in his hands now.
I was really too stubborn. Even after so many things happened, I was still determined to walk towards him.
"You've loved..." Song Yu shook his head, with a look of helplessness in his eyes, "It's too heavy to say love... Yueyue, I just want to ask you, have you ever been moved by me?"
Are you interested
Song Yu is such a good man. I am a normal woman. How could I not be attracted to such a good man
"But being in love is different from living a long-term life. Ah Yu, you are too young, you deserve a better girl, but I can no longer move. Now that I have found a stable home, I don't want to move anymore. Maybe you will say that I am too much, that I have no self-respect... But there is no self-respect in love, especially for the person who falls in love first..."
I turned back slowly, "Nothing I say is of any use now. I just hope you live a good life... better than me, that's my biggest hope."
There was a long silence.
Song Yu closed his eyes silently for so long, so long that I thought he had fallen asleep.
"Yueyue, one last question, if you follow him, will you be happy in the future?"
"I guess so..." I smiled and slowly sat down at the head of the bed. "I can't guarantee what will happen in the future. I can only tell myself... Life is an experience. It takes pain and sadness to make me grow and cherish the world I have. Whether it's love or friendship."
I slowly took out the ring from my pocket and placed it in Song Yu's palm.
"Thank you for giving me the most beautiful days of my life. Now... I want to say sorry." I have been happy since we got together. But the boy I like did something he didn't want to do, and even suffered indelible physical injuries.
The sunshine is the most beautiful, but it is not mine after all.
Zhuo Yang and I have been entangled for too long. No matter what happened in the past or what will happen in the future, I can only share the grudges, love and hate in this life with him.
Song Yu clenched his hands, and after a while he spoke, "Okay... That's great... If that's the case... If this is the case, you will live a better life... I accept... I accept everything."
He lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes blinked with crystal tears.
The wind whistled past, snowflakes danced all over the sky, gradually covering his cold body.
No one noticed.
Even she, whom he loved deeply, didn't notice.
It was as if he had never existed in this world, as clear as snow, and finally disappeared without a trace like the snow.
This is the last segment of Song Yu's masterpiece, which can once again arouse countless sad emotions. At this moment, I turned my head away in a hurry, unable to look at Song Yu on the bed, and quickly fled the ward.
I think I can do well, but I just don't think...
From the very beginning, from the very beginning when I promised him, the hurt was already inevitable.
At the door, Mrs. Song was already waiting there.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and nodded to her, "Mrs. Song, I'm leaving first."
"Wait..." Mrs. Song stopped me, "After the operation, I will take Yu back to the United States. I hope this is the last time you meet."
"I..." A heavy stone fell on my heart. My chest ached and I couldn't say anything.
"What's wrong?" Mrs. Song came over and smiled contemptuously, "Are you still thinking about the food in the pot while you're eating the food in the bowl? You've already reconciled with Zhuo Yang, but you still act like you don't want to let go of A Yu..."
"I'm sorry." Saying sorry has become a habit for me. I took a deep breath and said, "I just didn't react immediately. It's good for him to leave... It's good to be able to do what I like... and to create my own life."
It's really good.
Leave my world, time can heal all wounds. In this world, every time we experience a relationship, we think it is a primitive era and there is no possibility of love again. But when we think it is the end of the world, in fact, we turn the page and tomorrow is a new day.
We thought that was the end, but in fact it was just the beginning.
To Song Yu, I will eventually become the past, and a new chapter will be waiting for him in a strange country.
after all-
In this world, no one can survive without another.
Unable to survive is just the murmur of lovers when they are tired of love.
At the hospital entrance, Zhuo's mother's eyes were red.
She has been waiting for me for a long time.
"Aunt." I called her.
Zhuo's mother's tears started to fall, and for a moment, I thought she would pounce on me and bite me.
"I really don't like you! Xiao Yang is my only child! How come you and your two bastard sisters are the ones who got involved!"
"Aunt..." Sorry for saying so much that it has lost its original meaning.
I can only keep it in my mind silently.
Sorry, I'm really sorry.
Zhuo's mother sniffed, glanced at me, and continued, "Xiao Yang has always been stubborn. When he was 20 years old, he gave up everything arranged by his family and insisted on starting a company. His father was very angry and almost kicked him out of the house... In fact, he really did it. He did everything in less than ten years... I thought everything was fine... Our lives were finally settled, but I didn't expect this to happen again... I really don't like you..." Zhuo's mother's tears rolled out and she wiped them away fiercely, "But I'm different from you, Song Liuli. If she doesn't like you, she will make her son dislike you too... I'm not such a vicious mother-in-law, and I can't do such a bad thing as putting drugs in my daughter-in-law's wine glass and sending her to bed with other men... But! An Yue! I warn you! Be nice to Zhuo Yang! Because from the beginning to the end... He has paid off what he owes to your An family... And you, An Yue! You will never be able to pay off your debt to him in this life!"
I had nothing to say, and couldn't make any guarantees, so I could only nod silently.
Seeing that I was sincerely learning, Zhuo's mother seemed to feel better. She came over and took my hand, "How long will the operation take?"
"the day after tomorrow."
Zhuo's mother sniffed again, "What does the doctor say is the chance that Xiao Yang will be healthy?"
I couldn't hide it, and just when I was about to say there was only a 50% chance, a voice interrupted me.
"Mom... why are you here?"
Zhuo Yang hugged me and took Zhuo's mother's hand. "The weather is bad, why did you come here... Isn't it better to stay at home comfortably?"
"Just keep talking nonsense... Humph... Don't think I don't know, you're just afraid that I'll bully her... Look at her lazy toad-like appearance, who else can bully her..."
But despite saying so, Zhuo's mother was in a much better mood because of Zhuo Yang's coming.
"Forget it, just keep it a secret from me... I'm old too, and I don't want to care anymore... Your dad and I have agreed that after your surgery, we should go back to the United States. The atmosphere here doesn't suit me... If I come back, I'll either meet a lunatic or an epileptic... It's too dangerous, this world is really too dangerous..."
"… "
Zhuo's mother left mumbling something, and soon Zhuo's father took her back home.
Zhuoyang and I were preparing to go home. He was silent all the way, but he slowly held my hand.
"I heard that you went to see Song Yu today?"
I glared at him and said unhappily, "Weren't you there when Madam Song came to see me today?"
It's still installed for me.
Zhuo Yang touched his nose, his eyes were a little evasive, and there seemed to be some hope in his eyes.
"So... what do you say?"
"What can I say?" I rolled my eyes. "Song Yu told me that if you die, he will marry me. So..." I pulled Zhuo Yang's ear and tugged it. "You'd better stay alive and well, otherwise... I will take your property and marry another man!"