Chu Xiuyu was stunned, hope and anticipation gradually froze on his face.
Slowly lowering her head, she looked at her hand that was pushed away, as well as the beautiful and well-made diamond ring.
This beautiful ring was designed and polished by many masters, and it was full of his love and sincerity. She... how could she push it away
He didn't want to believe that she was Nacho, and she didn't look like Nacho either. Chu Xiuyu couldn't help raising his head, and looked at her again.
After pushing away his hand, she immediately took two steps back, and when he raised his head slightly, he saw her face.
I saw that her face was pale, her expression was indescribably fragile, and her eyes were filled with sorrow and joy.
Sad and happy? Chu Xiuyu was surprised and puzzled, why did she feel both sorrow and joy? Why is she sad
Shouldn't she be overjoyed and weeping with the fact that he proposed to her, was going to give her a guaranteed future, and that his legs were restored
But in her eyes, there was a mixture of sorrow and joy, even more sorrowful than happy. This made Chu Xiuyu very puzzled, and had some bad associations, so he couldn't help standing up and walking towards her: "Yinyin?"
"No..." The one who answered him was Shao Yin who shook his head and backed away. As she stepped back, the distance between the two widened again.
Chu Xiuyu frowned and looked at her puzzled.
She tensed her shoulders and shrank her body slightly, showing a self-protection posture against the whole world.
Her slender and curly eyelashes trembled violently, and her lips were tightly pressed together. It could be seen that she tried her best to suppress her emotions, but she couldn't.
The clear water appeared in her eyes, and gathered rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye, and soon exceeded the limit that the eye sockets could hold, pouring out like a waterfall.
Chu Xiuyu was shocked in an instant!
He looked at the sadness in her eyes, and thought inappropriately, she looks like he has some terminal illness!
But he obviously didn't, and he recovered.
"What's the matter with you?" he asked in a low voice. The man who looks stern in front of everyone, always unconsciously shows a little more warmth and softness when facing her alone, "What happened?"
While speaking, he slowly approached her, put the ring in his pocket with one hand, and pressed her shoulder with the other hand at the same time.
Shaoyin didn't dodge it, but was held down by his shoulders, trembling all over, as if she couldn't bear anything, she covered her mouth and shook her head desperately.
"Nothing." She tried hard to force a smile, "Congratulations."
Chu Xiuyu was a little funny, took out a handkerchief, gently wiped the tears on her face, half jokingly said: "Congratulations to me? You don't look happy."
Hearing this, Shaoyin's tears flowed even more fiercely.
She held her breath, closed her eyes, and let him wipe the tears off her face. Seeming to have finally controlled her emotions, she raised her head and finally squeezed out a smile: "No, I'm very happy. You finally recovered, and so quickly... I'm really happy for you."
Chu Xiuyu's heart shrank, and he couldn't help feeling a little guilty.
He kept the truth from her real physical condition, and he didn't know if her behavior at the moment had anything to do with it
I saw the incomparable sincerity in her eyes, and she couldn't be more serious than to say: "A proud child like you should not be bound by hands and feet and bound to a wheelchair, but should be free and proud."
Seeing her speaking so seriously, Chu Xiuyu couldn't help being even more puzzled: "Then why are you crying?" A whole handkerchief was wet from her crying.
If she was crying with joy, that's fine, but there was an unconcealable sadness emanating from her body, which made Chu Xiuyu puzzled and worried.
Shaoyin lowered her head and shook her head. Pulling off his hand on her shoulder, he whispered, "I'm leaving, Chu Xiuyu."
The endless sentence made Chu Xiuyu frowned: "Where are you going?"
"Go home." Shaoyin said softly, "Go back to Tang's house, where I should stay."
Chu Xiuyu frowned even tighter: "What do you mean? What did the Tang family tell you?"
"No… "
"Even if they say something, don't worry about it!" Before she could finish speaking, Chu Xiuyu interrupted her, "I want to marry you, no one can stop me!"
Not to mention that he's fine, even if he's really disabled and wants to marry someone he really likes, it's not up to the Tang family to control him!
Shaoyin had already stopped crying, but when she heard the words, she rushed out again: "No, it's not the Tang family." She burst into tears, covered her mouth and shook her head, lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him, and backed away again and again, "I don't deserve it." Fuck you! It's me! It's all me!"
Chu Xiuyu was surprised. It never occurred to me that such a ridiculous reason was forced to be asked.
I was still a little worried, but now it's all gone.
Holding back his smile, he stepped forward and said gently, "What nonsense are you talking about? How can you not be worthy of me?"
The reason could not be more inexplicable.
But Shaoyin backed away again and again, keeping a distance from him, and she didn't let go of her hands until he stopped and stopped catching up with him, and looked up at him.
Eyes baptized by tears make people feel distressed at first glance. And her expression was almost in a panic, a little hysterical on the verge of collapse: "How can I be worthy of you? You are the aloof President Chu, so what am I?"
"I'm just an ordinary daughter of the Tang family. There are countless people like me and better people than me. But..." She choked up, "There is only one person like you. "
Chu Xiuyu was suddenly helpless. Feeling distressed, looked at her with some affection and said: "There is only one Chu Xiuyu in the world, and only one Tang Jiuyin." Seeing that she was unmoved, he said, "There is only one Mrs. Chu, and her name is Tang Jiuyin."
After the words fell, Shaoyin began to cry.
She covered her face with the back of her hand and covered her eyes: "No, I'm not that good, I know it." Her voice was full of unresolved sadness, "Your leg is fine, I'm not good enough for you gone."
"Why? Why did you recover so quickly? It's only been three months! Three months! Why..."
She cried so sad and desperate that Chu Xiuyu couldn't help but think of how she cried when she lay on his chest: "Why don't you love me? Why woo woo woo..."
His brows gradually wrinkled. Chu Xiuyu wouldn't misunderstand that she didn't want to see him well, but why
He couldn't figure it out. He got better, she should be happy, why did he shrink back instead
Back then when he was "disabled", she came to him and couldn't drive her away. She was so happy to accompany him every day.
But now that he stood up and proposed to her, she was timid instead!
"Whether I recover or not, I like you, and only you." He comforted her, approached her slowly, and coaxed softly, "Don't cry, okay? My heart aches."
As soon as he approached, she backed away in shock, and went out of the living room and into the yard.
The sky is not yet dark, and there is still a ray of unburned afterglow, with a faint ray of red light, like an unwilling struggle before it goes out.
But everyone knows that it will eventually go out. No matter how hard he struggled, darkness was about to engulf this world.
This scene fell in Chu Xiuyu's eyes, for some reason, his heart skipped a beat, with an ominous premonition.
With his lips pursed, he strode forward, intending to catch her back into the room, "break up" with her, and stop her from thinking about it.
However, like a taut bow, she jumped up as he approached, retreated at an unimaginable speed, and at the same time finally lost her mind and screamed brokenly: "I have long wanted to break up with you !"
She shouted loudly, as if she was being pushed into a hurry, she no longer had any scruples, and couldn't hide anything: "I wanted to break up with you! You don't like me, and you are so busy, you can't see me every day people, and as your fiancée, I can't do anything!"
"I can't do anything! I can't even make you happy! Every date, every time, you never smile!"
"I don't know what I can do! I'm your fiancee, but I can't do anything! Meng Cichuan looks down on me, every time he sees me, he looks at me like a fly! What am I?"
"I stand beside you like a pile of garbage!"
She squatted down suddenly, hugged her knees, and cried, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances she had accumulated: "I want to break up with you, I don't want to continue this depressive and hopeless relationship anymore, I can't stand it Yes, it's you, it's you..."
She whimpered and didn't say a word after that, but Chu Xiuyu understood. For a moment, his mind was shaken.
It was because he was disabled that she temporarily dismissed her idea.
He was not surprised to hear such words. Because she said it a long time ago, before they were ready.
"As long as you are well, I will leave immediately, you don't need to drive me away!" She said at the time.
His heart beat fast, he clenched his hands for a moment, and suddenly understood the reason why she refused to propose marriage!
"Voice—"
He hurried forward, trying to hug her up, but as soon as his footsteps moved, she immediately raised her head, vigilant like a small animal, stood up and backed away.
"But something happened to you." She sniffed, and a thin, bubble-like hope appeared in her eyes, her eyes seemed to be looking at him, or at an unknown nothingness, "You Something happened, everyone will see you as a joke, how can I propose to divorce at this time?"
Her eyes gradually became more focused, focusing on his face, and she gradually showed a wry smile: "You know what? I'm very despicable. Knowing that you may never stand up again, I... I immediately burst into secret joy .”
"I'm so happy, but I dare not say it." Her tears flowed down again, but she cried quietly, even her voice was very stable, and she couldn't hear the crying at all, "I dare not say it, I dare not say it to anyone, One quietly chuckled."
Chu Xiuyu had a complicated expression.
A heart seems to be grabbed, and it hurts: "Yinyin..."
Shaoyin didn't let him speak, she covered her heart with one hand, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Retribution is coming, you're getting better. It doesn't seem to be mine, after all, it's not mine."
Her eyes fell on his straight and slender legs, her eyes were full of bitterness.
Chu Xiuyu didn't know what to say. He didn't expect that the little kitten who usually looks lively, happy, domineering, and arrogant had such a strong inferiority complex hidden in his heart.
His heart ached so badly that he couldn't blame her at all, and slowly stepped forward and said, "Yinyin, I like you, I belong to you, even if I stand up, I belong to you."
He figured out her brain circuit, and it turned out that everything came from a deep sense of inferiority and anxiety, but this was all the shadow cast on her by his irresponsibility.
It was his fault that she would do this.
He was extraordinarily patient, and spoke soft words that he couldn't usually utter, his voice was extremely soft, for fear of scaring his kitten away: "It's all my fault, you will be restless and afraid, it's all my fault, Don't blame you. I didn't do well before and wronged you, I already know, let me make it up to you in the future, okay?"
Thinking of something, he took out the diamond ring again, knelt down on one knee, looked at her sincerely and said: "Yinyin, I love you. I have never loved anyone. After meeting you, I know that I will never love you again." Falling in love with the second person. Would you like to give me a chance to make up for you and let me take care of you for the rest of your life?"
"Emma!" Huihui, who was eating melon seeds and watching a play, finally let out her first sigh of emotion, "You are indeed the hero!"
look! What a firm mind!
She acted so ruthlessly, he was not distracted, and he still remembered to propose!
It's about to rebel!
Ignoring it, Shaoyin stood in the dark night, the night wind blew her hair, half covering her face.
She didn't cry anymore, she calmed down now. It seemed a little relieved, a little relieved. Under his sincere and expectant eyes, she suddenly shook her head and smiled: "I'm sorry."
Most of the self-deprecating, wry smile, exhaustion and other emotions dissipated, and she seemed to be detached in an instant, with relief in her voice: "These few months have been a happy time that I will never forget."
"I've never been so happy, every day seems to be floating in the clouds, so sweet that I'm soaking in a honey pot."
"Thank you." She said earnestly, with a little bit of bitterness on her face again, but more of relief and satisfaction: "Once I have it, I am content. Sorry, Chu Xiuyu, I am not worthy of you. I... I don't dare to ask too much."
Chu Xiuyu wanted to speak several times, but he didn't step on the point. At this moment, he finally seized the opportunity and stood up abruptly: "You can do it!"
"No." She shook her head slowly, smiled lightly, with a bit of carelessness, "I only have so much courage. In the past three years, I have exhausted most of it. In the past three months, I have spent the rest of my life. all."
"I don't have the energy to love you anymore."
After speaking, she turned around and strode out!
Chu Xiuyu didn't care about continuing to propose, put the ring in his pocket for the second time, and hurriedly chased him out: "You don't need to love me! Let me love you instead!"
Shaoyin didn't look back.
"You really look like a brain-dead female supporting role now." She was speechless.
With this brain circuit, turning around and running away, unable to yell, and immersed in his own world, it is simply a brain problem.
Shaoyin ignored it, ran very fast, and quickly stopped a car and left.
Chu Xiuyu chased after him fiercely, but his two legs could not keep up with the four wheels. Moreover, Shaoyin told his master to drive faster, and he was quickly thrown far away.
Seeing the car go away in the dust, Chu Xiuyu had to stop, put his hands on his knees, and gasped for breath.
His mind was in turmoil.
I was also very annoyed.
It never occurred to him that he had prepared a romantic marriage proposal, but it turned out to be such a mess.
His brows were twisted into iron bumps, and when his breath calmed down a little, he turned and went back. He drove the car and headed straight for the Tang family.
She said that she would go back to the Tang family.
However, while sitting in the car, Shaoyin asked Huihui, "Where is Cheng Ming now?"
Huihui replied: "Playing in the club."
"Is there a bar nearby?" she asked again.
"Yes." Huihui replied.
Shaoyin smiled, and looked at the driver in the driver's seat: "Master, go to the drunken bar."