Zhao Huaiye suddenly had a headache.
He doesn't want to go to Chengfu Palace because she always cries. Because she couldn't conceive the emperor's son, she cried every day, depressed and sad.
It's not that Zhao Huaiye didn't want to coax her, in fact he coaxed her every time, but it was precisely because he coaxed so much that he was a little tired.
And it took him a long time to coax her before she showed a forced smile, but it wasn't genuinely happy at all. This made Zhao Huaiye feel frustrated, she was not happy with him, he was too tired.
He was tired, and an indescribable sense of exhaustion welled up from the bottom of his heart. After hearing Xia Lu's words, he resisted from the bottom of his heart and didn't want to move.
But he still got up and headed towards Chengfu Palace.
"Why don't you have lunch?" Arriving at Chengfu Palace, Zhao Huaiye went straight up the steps and entered the room.
Shaoyin leaned on the imperial concubine's couch, propped her cheek with one hand, and tilted her head listlessly. Seeing him, she forced herself to cheer up a little, sat up and said, "You're here."
Zhao Huaiye felt powerless when he saw her limp look. He forced himself to squeeze out a smiling face and walked over, and said softly: "But you don't feel well? But you still need to eat, how can you not eat?"
He still loves her. The love didn't disappear, after all she had been so good to him, she was a ray of light in his life, illuminating and warming his world.
Bending down to pick her up, Zhao Huaiye ordered to the outside: "Bring me the lunch!"
"Yes." Xia Lu hurried to pass on the meal.
Shaoyin sat at the table sleepily, forced a smile and said, "No need for that, it's okay to skip a meal."
"Then how?" Zhao Huaiye asked with a downcast face.
When the food was served, he coaxed her to eat more.
Shaoyin picked up the chopsticks slowly, picked up the vegetables slowly, chewed slowly, frowned slightly, her eyes were melancholy and gloomy.
If by chance I saw a beautiful woman showing such an appearance, it would only make people feel pity, and I wish I could hold her in my arms and coax her well, just begging her to show off her face and smile.
But with this appearance all day long, he was poisoned.
Zhao Huaiye looked at her frowning face, he couldn't even eat the food, even if he swallowed it, it was heavy like a stone in his stomach, hard to digest.
After dinner, he excused himself to deal with business and left.
Shaoyin bent her lips towards his back.
In the past, he would be in a hurry to deal with official business? It is true to drop everything to coax her.
man!
With a sigh of emotion in her heart, she stood up, walked to the door, supported the door frame and said, "Your Majesty, walk slowly."
Just as Zhao Huaiye walked out of Chengfu Palace, he heard a low sob behind him, and couldn't help but stop.
she cried.
She cried again.
Reason knew that he should turn around and go back to coax her. But the body was motionless, rooted in place.
"Your Majesty! What's wrong with you?" Xia Lu's anxious voice came from behind.
Different from the low, indistinct cry, Xia Lu's voice was very loud, so loud that no one could ignore it.
Zhao Huaiye looked at the threshold a step away, sighed inwardly, and turned around.
"Ah Xiao? What's wrong with you?"
He walked up to her, tried his best to put on a caring and gentle look, and helped her walk inside.
Shaoyin shook her head: "Nothing."
Zhao Huaiye was patient, and said in a low and soft voice, "Why are you crying?"
He didn't dare to make his voice louder, so as not to irritate her. He really couldn't hold back his tears, sobbing loudly, crying so hard that he couldn't sit still, and he had to coax her.
"I..." Shaoyin bit her lip, hesitated, and gestured to Xia Lu and the others. After Xia Lu and the others withdrew, she looked at Zhao Huaiye and lowered her head sadly: "I, I am useless, I haven't conceived the emperor's son until now."
Zhao Huaiye had heard this sentence too many times, and his heart was already numb. Seeing her weeping, there was only a trace of heartache, not like before, the heartache was so painful that it was about to burst.
"Don't cry." He took out his veil and gently wiped away her tears, "There will be a way."
Shaoyin raised her head, looked at him with tears in her eyes and asked, "Do you have a solution?"
"Yes." Zhao Huaiye nodded, his eyes darkened, and he leaned over and whispered something in her ear.
After Shaoyin heard this, her eyes widened slightly.
He actually wanted to have a fake pregnancy, let her pretend to be pregnant, and when she gave birth, she would bring a child from outside the womb, as if it was the child of the two of them!
This man is interesting!
Shaoyin was surprised in his heart, even more surprised on his face, and even a little terrified, shaking his head desperately: "No! No! How can this be possible? Absolutely not!"
"Yes." Zhao Huaiye said.
"Confusing the blood of the royal family is a serious crime, I can't do such a thing!" Shaoyin still shook her head.
Zhao Huaiye had a terrible headache, and couldn't help but say in his heart, are you still worried about the royal family? Worried about ancestral rules? When you scratched my face, why don't you think about it
"I don't care!" He held her by the shoulder and said forcefully: "It's not important! The important thing is that we solved this matter!"
After solving the child's business, she won't cry!
As long as she doesn't cry every day, everything will be fine!
"No! No!" Shaoyin shook her head in a panic, "This is impossible, Ah Ye, this is absolutely impossible!"
"Then what do you want?!" Zhao Huaiye couldn't help it, stared at her and said, "This doesn't work, that doesn't work either, but tell me, what do you want?!"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Zhao Huaiye realized what he had said, and suddenly felt like being poured by a bucket of cold water, from head to toe.
"I didn't mean that!" He hurriedly apologized, and said angrily: "Ah Xiao, don't, don't—"
But Shaoyin was already crying.
After being stunned by his yelling for a moment, she came back to her senses and began to cry.
The voice was faint, intermittent, and continuous, like the continuous rain in the rainy season, lingering and lingering, making people feel uncomfortable all over, and indescribably irritable.
Zhao Huaiye frowned, not knowing what to say. But Shaoyin suddenly turned her back, wiped her tears and said, "I'd better leave the palace, and I won't make things difficult for you."
Zhao Huaiye couldn't help being startled when he heard this.
Before she could react in her mind, she suddenly stopped in her tracks, as if she had just remembered something, and murmured: "No, no, you said it, I swore never to leave you."
"Can't, can't go." She shook her head, "I can't leave."
Zhao Huaiye's mind was buzzing, he didn't know what he was thinking. But Shaoyin had already turned around, walked in front of him again, raised her head to look at him, and tried to force a smile: "Aye, if we work harder, there will be a prince."
When Zhao Huaiye heard the word "hard work", his waist felt sore and his legs trembled uncontrollably.
He opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say the word "good". Enduring the numbness of his scalp, he coaxed her a few words indiscriminately, and then left.
that night.
Zhao Huaiye woke up in the middle of the night, and found that there was nothing around him, so he subconsciously sat up, opened the curtain, and looked for Shaoyin's figure.
I saw a person standing by the table, lowering his head and fiddling with something. He frowned slightly, got up and got out of bed: "What are you doing?"
Shao Yin at the table seemed to be startled, turned around hurriedly, opened his arms to block the things behind him, his face was full of panic: "No, it's nothing!"
Zhao Huaiye had already seen from the drooping corner of the table that it was a piece of furoshiki.
He was much taller than her, walked to her side, lowered his head slightly, and already saw what it was. Baggage, clothing, jewelry, silver... very familiar scene.
He pursed his lips and said nothing.
"I'm not, I didn't want to leave, don't get me wrong!" Shaoyin hurriedly hugged his arm and explained, "I just, I just can't sleep, just find something to do... I won't leave you, don't think too much !"
Zhao Huaiye was silent.
Let her shake, and listen to her incoherent excuses, I just feel a headache, the pain is excruciating.
They had just worked hard for half the night, and he hadn't slept for long. Although I don't know why she still has energy, but he is very tired. The body is tired, and the mind is also tired.
Government affairs are very exhausting, and coaxing her is not too much, he is exhausted every day. And she made such a fuss, he couldn't sleep well at night, and was extremely tired.
A hoarse cry came from the depths of his body, every inch of flesh and blood in his body was crying out for exhaustion, from inaudible to sharp and ear-piercing, as if right next to his ears.
"Go to sleep." He said in a hoarse voice, took her hand, and walked to the bed, without the energy to pursue this matter.
Shaoyin was gently led by him and returned to the bed.
Instead of pursuing the matter, he was so silent and calm that it seemed to scare her. Not long after lying down, he sobbed softly.
The moment Zhao Huaiye's head touched the pillow, he felt tired like a tide, and he became unconscious almost instantly. However, the sound of sobbing suddenly rang in his ears, like a thunderclap, which made him wake up suddenly.
Not getting enough rest for his body caused him to have a splitting headache, and the continuous low crying in the middle of the night made him even more irritable and irritable, and he was about to explode in an instant!
He clenched his fists and closed his eyes tightly.
Don't be angry, don't be angry, he said to himself in his heart.
"You don't love me anymore." Along with her low sobs, she whispered softly, "Before I wanted to leave, you stopped me immediately, wishing to tie me up. But now, you just said lightly, go to sleep .”
Zhao Huaiye's fists clenched even tighter. What an understatement? ! She knew how upset he was at that moment? !
"You don't love me anymore, do you?" she said bitterly.
Zhao Huaiye closed his eyes tightly, pretending to be asleep.
"I know you're not asleep." Unexpectedly, a faint sigh sounded in my ear.
Zhao Huaiye: "..."
I really can't "wake up" now, otherwise it will be endless.
Zhao Huaiye's body was stiff, lying flat on the bed, her mind was full of her sigh that seemed to contain a thousand words.
It was obviously a light sigh, but for some reason, it fell on his heart, cold, sticky, and very uncomfortable.
Afterwards, Shaoyin did not speak any more, nor did she stop crying.
But she was tossing and turning, as if she was so depressed that she couldn't sleep, she kept moving, making soft noises with the bed and quilt.
Zhao Huaiye is not the kind of person who can sleep deeply, he is very alert, and will wake up when there is any movement around him. Therefore, whenever his consciousness fell into chaos, he would be pulled back abruptly by small movements.
Repeated several times, he was about to explode!
"Did it bother you?" Just when he tensed up and couldn't hold back his anger, he suddenly heard a sentence from beside him. Like ice water falling, Zhao Huaiye's anger was instantly extinguished by three points.
Yes, he didn't "wake up", he was still asleep.
Can't open mouth, can't answer. Otherwise, his image in her heart would be that of a bastard who clearly heard her cry and knew she was sad but didn't coax her.
Zhao Huaiye tensed his body, remained motionless, and breathed steadily and evenly.
A faint sigh: "I'm not moving."
After saying this, she really didn't move.
Lie flat on your back with your hands clasped, gracefully resting on your lower abdomen. Breathe lightly, don't make noise, just calm down.
Zhao Huaiye waited for a while, but couldn't bear it anymore, his consciousness was hazy, and he fell into darkness again.
However, just as he was completely in chaos, another faint voice came from his ear: "You used to hug me to sleep."
With a sudden sentence, his sleepiness was completely startled! Zhao Huaiye was so angry that he sat up in a "bass", gasped for breath, his eyes were bloodshot, and looked at her angrily: "What do you want-"
He wants to ask her, what exactly do you want? She refused to accept his proposal. She wanted to have her own child, and he tried his best to satisfy her. But can she stop making trouble? !
However, halfway through the speech, he got stuck abruptly.
In the dim light, her fair face was covered with tears, and she didn't know when she cried. Or maybe she was crying all the time, but silently, trying not to disturb him.
Zhao Huaiye was full of anger and had nowhere to vent it, which made him uncomfortable!
Annoyed! feel oppressed! bored!
His face was tense, his chest heaved violently, he suddenly lifted the quilt, opened the curtain and walked down.
He put on his shoes, picked up his clothes in a hurry, and walked out while wearing them: "I'm going back to Xuanming Hall!"
Passing by the small fleeing bundle spread out on the table, he didn't even look at it.