Plop, plop... The sudden heartbeat sounded like it was about to jump out of my body. Except for the time when I was holding hands with Xia Lei, I was rarely so nervous, as if my whole body was frozen there, unable to move.
Could it be that something happened to Xiaofan now? Although it was just a guess, after the idea was born, I couldn't stop thinking about it. After all, I was an unknown person. While I believed that Xiaofan would help me unconditionally, the suspicion in my heart could actually be said to have risen to a very high level.
"No, after all, we have been brothers for many years, if he can't believe it..."
Sometimes relatives are not as reliable as friends. In this atmosphere, relatives meet and gather more like a platform to show off their power. On the surface, they emphasize that they are a family, but even if I stay in my hometown, I dare not and I am unwilling to go to Those so-called relatives.
The smell is very weak. I began to observe the surrounding environment, and even used my mouth and nose completely. After all, it is a family with cats. In fact, there are still many clues to be found, even a little bit of carbon dust or cat feces. I know if this family still has a cat for the time being.
Regardless, being cautious depends on the timing and the situation. Right now I don’t have so much time to waste. I started to choose to start from some relatively remote roads, and came directly to Xiaofan’s house, which belongs to the secret road, which can be regarded as the side. , There was a loophole when it was first built.
In fact, it was because of changing the door. Speaking of it, many things in the small place have a bit of urban legend. At that time, Xiaofan’s family was stubborn and always liked to take advantage of it, so they ran to a mass grave in the south to get one. The stone came back and used as a material for the door panel, which saved a lot of expenses.
But the money was saved. I never thought that Xiaofan’s family would always encounter strange things from then on. Anyway, this matter was not too complicated. In the end, I found the witch in the village, showed it to me for a while, and something happened. If the method is done well, it is the house of an old man after all, and it is outrageous enough that you use it to make up the number of Yang's house.
Although I have said it countless times in my heart, it is indeed a big problem that people’s hearts are not ancient. Now everyone may be considered kind, but from the bottom of my heart, I have begun to think about how to take advantage. This is my intuitive feeling of fleeing all the way. After going through such a After many twists and turns, I finally returned to my old friend's house, but I still couldn't settle down.
Because I understand that if I know a little bit about me, even if I go back and ask for benefits from my relatives in my hometown, they will not let me go. For a little profit or even something that kills me, I will not blame it. Strange.
"It's really quiet, I'm not used to it."
I try to lower my voice as much as possible, but because I haven’t drank water for a long time, or even my voice is a little hoarse, it makes me feel uncomfortable. Maybe people who have low self-esteem are like this, and even their every move is extraordinarily Care, especially what others may think of you.
This is the problem I need to face, maybe I haven’t adjusted it yet, I also realized at this time, why some psychologists would say that people may actually have a split personality, hidden under their appearance The true character can even be interpreted with a mask.
But it doesn't have to be a disguise. It's too old-fashioned to hide my bad nature. What I see are two completely different personalities.
bump! For example, at this time, the subconscious drives my personality to act. This kind of me is full of potential anger, and I feel unscrupulous even in doing anything. Anyway, it is not an exaggeration to describe it as domineering. Let go of everything Even the local snakes will show you their scruples and worries.
The other me appears inferior and timid. Of course, it is not just the difference between introversion and extroversion. In fact, I know that the subconscious self, even when angry, is very abnormal in controlling the brain.
Just like some very popular truths that are often unexplained by people, sometimes with the same efficiency, some people can hardly maintain efficiency in their work and can only prolong the time, while some people can achieve extremely high efficiency. This is the huge gully.
Although it is true to work slowly and meticulously, from the perspective of Yu Neng's thinking, the key is to control every thought now, not just time. According to my own guess, in fact, this world is also considered to be largely controlled. governed by will.
Just like your life, it seems to be controlled by behavioral situations, but in fact it is not. Many times you are in it, and you can see through it, but there is too little.
Ding... At this time, the evaluation machine also had some resonance. It seemed to be an affirmation of this reaction. To be precise, I couldn't believe it myself. A great inspiration for myself.
The brain domain ability has improved again. Of course, compared to the state mentioned by many people, it should still be indefinitely. I don’t know when it will come. I only know that my continuous thinking has created my own survival. Not really relying on so-called luck.
"..."
After entering Xiaofan's house in a violent way, I also saw a picture that I didn't expect. The place is really empty, which can be said to be completely beyond my cognition. Wing and fly.
Here, it should be a cat bowl, I still remember... Yes, at that time, the old cat Dabai used to take a nap on me, of course it was because he was old, and he felt that everything he saw was his nest, and it was also because he often went to it when he was a child. Xiaofan's family, you must be very wary of me.
Well, walking through the long corridor of memories, I saw myself backtracking for a period of time. I really don’t know why I felt empty in my heart. It was even more helpless and complicated than when Xia Lei and I asked about the house. Mood.
Yes, for young people, what problem can exceed housing prices? Without too many outstanding abilities and backgrounds, they can almost only gnaw at the old, or accumulate slowly by themselves. Of course, I know that complaining is meaningless , just from an angle, all I saw in the past was depression and despair.
But it’s different now, I have a lot of dollars in the backpack behind me, and I even have the urge to rush to Xia Lei’s parents and throw money on their faces, but I also understand that not everyone values money, at least Xia Lei left me probably not because of this.
What's more, Xiaofan also took me in and took such a huge risk, probably not just for such superficial reasons, so there is no reason to complain about negativity. I returned to the scene, which is the interior of this old house, which made me unable to Looking directly at the blank.
It is very clean, it can be said that all traces of previous life have been swept away.
How scary it is, if you rent a house for a while, and then when you go back, the landlord disappears, and the roommate you were joking with disappears, leaving an empty house with no neighbors around, at that moment, at least in your heart It should be confused, even extremely frightened.
"In the end, what happened!?"
I can't even find any trace of movement on the ground. It's hell. It's not impossible to do it in a short time, but I can't figure it out. Why did I leave without making a sound? This also gave me an impulse. He even wanted to go back and find out about Xiaofan's family.
After a simple disguise, I left the old house and went directly to the area outside Xiaofan’s house. If I went directly there as a stranger, it would be suspicious, and if I was just confirming certain things, long-distance observation is enough, and the steps of conversation It is best to avoid...