Balor was startled by Regner's words. He blankly recalled Field's expression before he died. Anger, despair, disappointment, hatred... That kind of expression is so familiar to Balor, who was once naughty and mischievous, because whenever he made a mistake, Field would show that expression.
He had always been resentful about what Field did before he died. It wasn't until Regner talked about it that he realized that his father's expression was exactly the same as before.
Could it be that this was what he thought before he died? He always regarded me as his son? Even before he died, he was still doing what a father should do? Did I misunderstand him? Did I misunderstand him? No! impossible!
"Stop joking here!" Balor twisted feebly and yelled: "It can't be like this. None of you care about me at all. None of you care about me at all! These are all lies to you. I!"
"Cowardly!" Regnar slapped Balor again and scolded him fiercely: "Who has never deceived others? Who has not been deceived by others? But because Sister Vera was cowardly once, you were completely punished because of it. Deny this world? Don’t fucking say I’m a coward, I can see that you are a real coward!”
"I have been alone for so many years, and you actually call me timid?" Balor was very unconvinced.
"You are just a coward, you are a coward!" Regnar glared at Balor and said, "Don't think that I don't know what you think. I admit that Sister Vera's abandonment was really hurtful. But this is not the reason for your cowardice! Just because of Sister Vera’s cowardice, you have denied Sister Vera, denied the world, and at the same time you have denied yourself!”
Regnar was punching and kicking Balor as he spoke. He had to take out a few more breaths of bad breath while he was still able to move, otherwise he might fall into a coma and never have a chance again.
"How pitiful! A cowardice of a relative hurt you, so that poor guy named Balor has closed himself in a world of solitude since then, and has never dared to take another step outside." Reg Na sneered and mocked: "Hmph, and the reason is just because I don't want to be hurt again. Therefore, instead of risking being hurt again and opening up your heart again, it is better to close yourself and be a person who only relies on yourself and only sees yourself." I really don’t understand. You are usually very smart when you plot and frame me, but how could you do such a stupid thing like choking and giving up food? How cowardly are you? "
"No! Impossible! It's not like that!" Balor shouted with red eyes: "None of what you said is true!"
"You fucking listen to me!" Regnar slapped Balor again and shouted: "You are not the only one who has been hurt, and you are not the only one who has been deceived, but you are so cowardly There may be a lot of unfairness in this world, but no one can have everything go their way, be unharmed, or have no setbacks all their lives! At least in this regard, the world is fair! No one owes anything What are you doing! The world has not treated you harshly, nor has I ever felt sorry for you! So, don’t give me a damn face all day long as if the world owes you five million gold coins."
"What do you know? You have never been deceived by your relatives, and you have never been abandoned by your relatives! What do you know!" Balor was still struggling.
"You're right, I don't understand." Regnar's tone suddenly became softer. He sighed and then said sadly: "I really don't understand the feelings between relatives. Because I have always understood I am an orphan. I have had no relatives since I was born. How could I possibly understand?"
"So, you are not qualified to judge me here." Balor said coldly: "You won this competition. If you want to kill me, just kill me, but don't give me any advice here. What a big deal, you don’t deserve it!”
"Yes." Regnar stood up. He looked at the dots of light on the moon through the dense leaves of the forest, and then continued: "I don't deserve it, but, Balor, do you know?"
"what do you know?"
"Actually, I envy you."
"Envy me? Envy me being abandoned, envy me being alone? I didn't expect you to be so mean." Balor sarcastically said.
"I envy you.""I envy you a beautiful childhood," says Regner. "I envy you growing up with a father, a mother, a brother and a sister to look after you, you don't have to fight over a sour vegetable leaf at that care free age, you don't have to spend all day in the dumpsters looking for leftover food. I envy you family, kinship. Whether you admit it or not, but in my opinion, your parents, and your older siblings, love you very much. I think if I made a mistake, there wouldn't be a father who roared up to beat me up and told me what to do. And when I was hunted down and desperate, I wouldn't have an older brother who would stand up for his life and keep the enemy away and let me run, or an older sister who would kneel down and pray to the enemy to let me live."
"..." Balor stopped talking, but his eyes were still very red. He stared at Regna, not knowing what he was thinking.
Regnar wiped the corners of his eyes. Originally, he just wanted to persuade Balor, but he didn't expect that the more he spoke, the more aggrieved he became. As a result, a few tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, following the black color on his face caused by turning on the body of darkness. The texture flows.
"It's great." Regnar took a breath and said softly: "Family and affection, but I can only watch, I have no right to feel it."
"So you are just a pathetic person." Balor said coldly.
"Yes, I am also a poor person." Regnar said: "I was born with nothing, and the world is fair. If you want to get something, you must give something. I long for family affection, but it It is impossible to appear in my world, so I will settle for the second best and long for friendship. But I have nothing, and there is nothing to exchange for friendship. Therefore, I can only fight with my own life, Eileen, boss, Vera, Annie, Ini... these people... these people are all friends that I have fought for with my life. So I cherish it very much, cherish it very much. They are precious things that I have obtained with great difficulty. For them, I am I won’t hesitate to fight with my life against you.”
"Is this why you have such courage?" Balor murmured, and then added coldly: "You are really stupid."
"Yes, I am so stupid." Regnar spread his hands and said, "People will never cherish the things they have at their fingertips, so you don't cherish your family affection, and I, because I know everything about me It’s hard to come by, so I cherish everything I have. If stupidity can help me guard the things I have finally obtained, then there is nothing wrong with being a fool in my life. At least, I think This is much better than a smart guy like you who ends up with nothing."
"Tch!" Balor gritted his teeth, but there was also a drop of crystal liquid in the corner of his eye. Although he tried his best to restrain himself, Regnar's words still moved him somewhat, and tears almost fell involuntarily.
Seeing that he had finished talking, Regnar said, "I can let you go this time. If you want, you can go back with me. Sister Vera has been waiting for you."
"No need, I can't go back, I can't go back..." Balor murmured.
Regnar looked at Balor, but did not force him. He continued: "Then you can leave on your own, but I want you to promise not to trouble me again in the future, and you are not allowed to hurt the people around me. .If I find out that you are plotting against me or my friends in the future, even if Sister Vera breaks off our friendship with me in the future, I will definitely kill you!"
Balor snorted coldly and said: "I lost to you in this duel. Teacher Villeless will naturally not look at me again, and I have no reason to trouble you. On this point, I think you can rest assured .”
"Then the last question is left." Regnar paused for a moment, then asked: "Irene, tell me where she is."
Balor suddenly laughed when he heard this: "I still asked, it seems that ugly guy is really that important to you."
"First, I don't allow you to call her ugly. Second, she is indeed very important to me." Regnar said expressionlessly: "Although I promised Sister Vera to spare your life, since you are also Weila Disciple of Mr. Rice, you should know that the teacher has many ways to make life worse than death. Fortunately, he also taught me a few. So, you'd better tell me her whereabouts."
Although he was extremely nervous, Regnar was still waiting quietly for Balor's answer.
Finally, Balor hesitated for a long time and said: "Come over and I'll tell you."
Regnar was a little surprised. There were only two of them in the forest, so why were they doing it so mysteriously? But he didn't think too much and just walked over.
Balor moved his neck with difficulty, leaned into his ear and said a few words. Regnar looked at Balor and nodded.
"Semrella Province, Town of Ton..." Regnar firmly remembered this difficult-to-pronounce name. Although these place names seemed extremely unfamiliar, Regnar still trembled slightly after hearing it. He took a deep breath, and then asked: "Is she... okay?"
"Although dishwashers in restaurants have a hard life, they won't starve to death." Balor said solemnly.
"How did you find her?" Regnar asked again. He was curious why Irene Balor was found even though the Moon Shadow Thieves Guild couldn't find her.
"..." Balor was silent for a moment, and then continued: "What I just said is true. You will know when you go there and see for yourself. Irene is not in my hands at all. If I really found it , do you think I would be really stupid enough to come over and fight you alone?"
"..." Regnar also fell silent. He looked at Balor and then said seriously: "Thank you."
Balor also looked at Regnar, and then said coldly: "Idiot!"
"Then I want to thank you too." Regnar shrugged nonchalantly. He looked at the sky and thought that his time as a dark body was almost over, so it would be better for him to leave here earlier. He turned to Balor and said, "Now that our matter has been settled, I will leave."
"My life is in your hands now. What you want to do is your business. I can't stop it." Balor said coldly.
"You are right, you are defeated." Regnar stood up triumphantly. He finally said to Balor: "I think your poison will be released soon. If you change your mind in the future, you can Come to the Western Continent to find Sister Vera, she has never hated you and has always been waiting for you."
"You don't need to worry about my affairs!" Balor said stiffly.
Regnar shrugged noncommittally, and then used Shadow Teleport to leave here.
Not long after Regna left, a figure appeared again next to Balor, who was unable to move.