Qin Zichen hugged Su Qingyi for a while, feeling his heart slowly calm down. Su Qingyi observed his expression, and said cautiously: "Qin Zichen, shall we go out first?"
Qin Zichen seemed to calm down, nodded and let her go. Seeing the flame lines on her forehead, he frowned, stretched out his hand to caress it, and then covered up the marks with formulas, then he relaxed a lot, and said lightly, "Let's go."
After finishing speaking, she turned and left, Su Qingyi hurriedly followed, Wudao seemed to have not recovered from the fright just now, tremblingly said: "Hey, master, I feel that I have been hurt."
"No Way," Su Qingyi frowned and asked, "Do you feel that Qin Zichen is a little abnormal?"
"Why don't you ask me this question?" The system suddenly rang, and Su Qingyi curled her lips: "I can't believe you now."
"What do you mean?" The system was a little dissatisfied.
"Tell me, what is the standard for being nice to me?"
"You are now in the Mahayana period, and you already know most of the truth about your death back then. Can you do it without me? Seeking wealth by insurance, big sister."
The system was a bit broken, Su Qingyi sighed lightly, and had to say, the system's remarks were really right.
"Okay," she compromised, and said depressedly, "Can you tell me clearly what's going on with Qin Zichen?"
"He hasn't had a heart demon calamity! Didn't you find it?!"
The system cried out in pain: "Su Qingyi, Su Qingyi, why haven't you learned to care for others in two lifetimes? You don't just say you like someone every day, you have to understand the other person's heart with your heart."
As he said that, the system made a "ding" sound, and a task interface popped up.
[Mission: Heal Qin Zichen]
Mission description: Help Qin Zichen overcome the inner demon tribulation and resolve the inner demon dispute.
Bonus points: 3000
accept/reject
This task can be rejected, but even if there is no such task, knowing that Qin Zichen has a demon, Su Qingyi will certainly not stand idly by. After silently accepting, she hurriedly caught up with the man in front and grabbed his hand.
Qin Zichen turned his head in surprise, looked down at her, and Su Qingyi burst into a big smile: "Why didn't you wait for me?"
"I'm afraid there is danger ahead," Qin Zichen said in a gentle voice, "I want to go and see first."
At this moment, Qin Zichen was very calm and returned to his usual calm and indifferent appearance. Su Qingyi followed him to the light gate, while quietly sizing him up, while secretly thinking about his current state. After the two walked out of the light gate holding hands, a dazzling As soon as the light came, Qin Zichen raised his hand to cover her eyes. After she slowly got used to the light, she pulled Qin Zichen's hand away, and she saw birds singing and the fragrance of flowers, and a group of people fell to the ground in disorder. Qin Zichen let go of Su Qingyi's hand, walked towards the group of people, picked out a young man in a white robe with a red hem, and said anxiously to Su Qingyi: "Put Fengning's soul in."
Su Qingyi hurried over to find Fengning's soul from the Five Elements Pearl. Qin Zichen protected the soul and returned it to his body. After feeding a few pills that nourish the soul and strengthen the soul, he resisted Fengning, stood up and said: "Go back to the Heavenly Sword Sect first."
"good."
Su Qingyi nodded, and after finishing speaking, she held Wudao in her hand, and slashed into the air with a sword, and a crack was seen at the junction of heaven and earth. Su Qingyi ran to Qin Zichen's side, and said with a smile: "We started from the secret realm. get out."
Qin Zichen glanced at her pleading expression, couldn't help laughing, nodded and said, "That's amazing."
"Yes, yes," Su Qingyi walked out of the secret realm with him, and said proudly, "Let me tell you, my Mahayana period is still very good."
"Um."
"The only time I lost..." Su Qingyi lamented, and said quietly: "It was in the hands of Daoist Jingyan."
Qin Zichen froze, and lowered his eyebrows while carrying Feng Ning: "I'm sorry."
"Then do you want to love me well?" Su Qingyi acted like a baby, Qin Zichen nodded, and said seriously: "In the future, I will not let anyone hurt you. Even if it is myself."
Su Qingyi froze for a moment, and walked out of the secret realm with him. As soon as he left the secret realm, he saw a group of people standing outside, people from almost all sects came, seeing Qin Zichen walking out with Feng Ning and Su Qingyi on his shoulders, Song Xu heaved a sigh of relief, and hurried forward and said, "Senior brother, what's going on inside? "
When Su Qingyi walked out, she covered up her cultivation. Unless she was in the Tribulation Transcendence period, no one would be able to see her changes. She obediently followed behind Qin Zichen, looking around while Qin Zichen was talking to Song Xu. This is Linhai City, it is different from the lifeless one when we entered, now Linhai City is full of vitality and vitality. Many monks gathered here, their eyebrows and eyes were quite anxious. A female monk holding a flute from the Huanyin Palace came forward and said respectfully to Su Qingyi: "My fellow Taoist, I don't know that you can see the Huanyin Palace in the secret realm." disciple?"
This woman only looks to be in her early twenties, her eyes are indifferent, but she is already at the stage of body integration, and she is obviously one of the hidden elders of Huanyin Palace. Su Qingyi cupped her hands and saluted, and said seriously: "Master has brought out the souls of the people who are still alive in the Secret Territory. As for the rest, I can only talk about human affairs and obey the destiny. But I have something to ask senior, we When we entered, Penglai was deserted, what happened at this moment, so that disciples from various sects gathered here?"
"Xiao Su, little friend, you don't need to be so polite. Little friend and Daoist Jingyan were trapped in a secret realm, so I don't know. A few days ago, an evil dragon rose into the sky above Penglai, alarming all sects. This dragon has a very evil spirit. Not long after it appeared, three small sects were wiped out, and then disappeared without a trace. The major sects were worried, so they came to Penglai Island to investigate together. After arriving, they saw the Penglai Secret Realm covered in red light and floating above Penglai. We waited I have been waiting here for investigation until Daoist Jingyan came out with you, and now I feel more at ease."
"Evil dragon?" Su Qingyi was attracted by this word, and asked, "Is it a dragon transformed by evil energy?"
Xiao Su nodded, and Su Qingyi immediately recalled that Song Song nourished Song Qian's soul. Although Song Qian failed to transform the dragon, her goal seemed to be to transform such an evil dragon. Now that she has tried her best to interfere with the operation of this formation, it is clear that everyone's souls have been saved, so why did she succeed in transforming into a dragon
Thinking of this, she suddenly realized a problem. They all came out of the secret realm, but the sound of the completion of the Penglai mission remained silent. Su Qingyi quickly called the system: "System, have the Penglai mission been completed?"
"Half the success, I will reward you with half the points. The host is so powerful!" The system voice seemed very happy: "According to the original plot, the whole of Penglai is going to sink, but now Penglai's spirit veins are gone, and everyone has survived." !"
What is so happy about this!
Su Qingyi was a little broken. After Qin Zichen finished chatting with Song Xu, he greeted Su Qingyi who seemed to be in a daze beside him: "Qingyi, come here and give him the Five Elements Pearl."
"Okay." Su Qingyi quickly pulled away from the feeling of collapse in the dialogue with the system, hurried to Qin Zichen's side, handed the Five Elements Bead to Song Xu, and after explaining how to use it in detail, said goodbye to Qin Zichen and Song Xu, took Feng Ning, who was unconscious, returned to Tianjianzong. After returning to the sect, Qin Zichen handed Fengning to the seventh peak, and then planned to go to Nanshan to find Yun Xuzi, but was bumped into by Su Qingyi before going out, she thought about it, used a stealth trick to secretly follow Qin Zichen, and then followed to Nanshan .
Yun Xuzi was feeding the geese on the ground. As soon as Qin Zichen landed, the geese were frightened and ran away. Yun Xuzi stepped on the ground in anger and cursed: "You unfilial person, you even scare Master's geese, you Do you still have my master in your heart?!"
"Master," Qin Zichen said calmly, without changing his expression, "I'm back to Mahayana stage again."
"I'm not blind!" Yun Xuzi caught the goose and put it in the cage, and said, "What are you looking for, your apprentice has a problem again?"
"It's not her problem..." Qin Zichen showed a troubled look on his face, and frowned, "I haven't passed the evil of my heart..."
Yun Xuzi was stunned, this is not the first time Qin Zichen has not survived the heart demon tribulation and forcibly broke through. The last time he broke through Mahayana, he also forcibly suppressed the inner demon tribulation. If he hadn't had a righteous mind, he might have been possessed by the demon as early as when he crossed the tribulation.
Yun Xuzi straightened up, clapped his hands, and waved to him: "Follow me."
Qin Zichen nodded, and followed Yun Xuzi into the cave. Su Qingyi thought for a while, strengthened her invisibility spell, and followed into the cave.
After entering, Yun Xuzi took Qin Zichen to sit beside the tea table. He boiled a pot of tea elegantly, and said lightly, "Zichen, in fact, you are the most talented person I have ever seen. When you were young, I'm always worried that your state of mind can't keep up with your practice. If you have such a talent, if there is a problem with your state of mind, and you will fall into a demon in the future, how should I deal with myself? Back then, I asked you to kill Demon Lord Ran Yan. I want you to see the consequences of an extremely talented person becoming a demon, so as to alert yourself."
"She's fine." Qin Zichen said without thinking, and Yun Xuzi was a little puzzled: "Huh?"
"Ran Yan is a very good person. Those who bully her must have misunderstood her." Qin Zichen said seriously, Yun Xuzi was choked, changed the subject, and continued: "Two catastrophes What does failure look like, your inner demon?"
The water on the small fire boiled up, Qin Zichen didn't speak, Yun Xuzi picked up the kettle and poured it into the tea without urging him. Qin Zichen watched Yun Xuzi's movements, and after a long time, he slowly said: "I am attached to one person, but she abandoned me."
"Um."
"The me she abandoned was the real me. The me she fell in love with was just an illusion."
"What is an illusion?" The tea was poured into the tea bowl, and there were tea leaves floating on the blue tea soup. Yun Xuzi pushed it towards Qin Zichen. Qin Zichen frowned, thought for a while, and raised his head: "The me now is an illusion."
"The true nature of a person lies in putting aside common things. Talent is given by God. Appearance is just a skin. Power, status and background have nothing to do with oneself. One person falls in love with one person, and one is attached to one person. What is attached to is never these things that can be discarded. , but something to be brought into reincarnation. The thing that is brought into reincarnation is the truest self of that person. I often feel that I am like a clown," Qin Zichen smiled wryly, and picked up the tea bowl: "Obviously I have The vulnerable heart is true, but it is covered with a gorgeous skin. Without this beautiful dress, who would love me?"
"She abandoned me back then..."
"Now if I lose everything in me, she will naturally abandon me again..."
Qin Zichen drank the tea in one gulp. Today's tea was too bitter, which made him feel uncomfortable. Yun Xuzi shook his head listening to his words, and said slowly: "Zi Chen, you are too obsessed with the distinction between the outside and the inside. But you have to understand that what you call the inside is actually a person's heart, and a person's Xinxing has always been cultivated from the outside.”
"It is difficult for people who come from poor backgrounds and have been oppressed and ridiculed since childhood to be confident and calm; while those who come from rich and noble families and have never suffered setbacks since childhood, it is difficult to be tenacious and tenacious. Is their character destined from birth? They are all determined by your so-called foreign objects—his aptitude, appearance, background, and status. Why is it necessary for you to distinguish so clearly? No matter what, you are Qin Zichen today, with a great way to go and a bright future , why do you always have to think about your true nature?"
Qin Zichen didn't speak, he quietly sipped his tea.
He suddenly realized that even if he told Yun Xuzi, he still couldn't understand his situation.
Because he has more unspeakable lives than others, why should he want to be authentic? Because he is a fake, put into this skin, and then fell in love with the person he loved again.
He will care about what she loves.
He would think, if she didn't love him, would she go away so quietly one day
He stopped talking, Yun Xuzi rambled on something. And Su Qingyi quietly withdrew from the cave, quietly thinking about Qin Zichen's words on the way.
This was the first time she discovered that deep in Qin Zichen's heart, there was so much fear and uneasiness that was always with him even today.
But he never said... no.
Su Qingyi suddenly recalled, in fact, he had said it many years ago.
"Su Qingyi, one day you will see the Great Thousand World, and then you will realize that Qin Zichen is nothing. At that time, you will regret it."
But she was too young at that time, everyone she didn't understand had a different personality, and she had to understand how to tolerate the world and others. So at that time, she just waved her hands impatiently and said, "Qin Zichen, don't act like a little girl, okay? It's annoying."
Afterwards, he never said these words again.
But if he didn't say it, she thought that these things didn't exist.
She is too selfish, and has never paid attention to the inner feelings of the people around her. She always only infers his emotions from the words of the other party, and it is rare to use her own heart to get close to the other party's heart.
So, in fact, she has an inescapable responsibility for her relationship to come to this point.
"System..." Su Qingyi walked to the edge of Asking Sword Cliff, looked at the abyss under his feet, and said in a daze, "As a lover, am I too unqualified?"
"Host, no one is perfect, perfect people are all in the novel."
"Aren't we all in the novel?"
system:"… "
"If you really regard yourself as the protagonist, I have nothing to say. But you are a very ordinary person. Everyone's life is an experience, and you will continue to grow through these experiences. In the end, you will be together , this love is tested. So host, don't be discouraged, you have to work hard!"
"Oh." Su Qingyi nodded, but felt for the first time that the system was actually quite right.
She turned around and entered Qin Zichen's room, sat on the futon he usually sat on, and thought seriously for the first time, what was Qin Zichen thinking about usually
He will feel inferior, fearful, afraid, and worried. Behind his white jade sword, in fact, he is no different from any ordinary person.
She should care more about him.
she thinks.
He took out the wine from his pocket, pretending that Qin Zichen brewed it for her in Liuhui's years. She took small sips of the jug and waited until the moon was in the sky. Qin Zichen finally came back slowly. As soon as he entered the door, he saw the little girl in red with one leg bent, leaning against the door frame, looking up at Wen Jian. The bright moon on the top of the cliff. She was holding a jug of wine in her hand, shaking it gently, and when she heard the sound of him opening the door, she pretended to look at him with bright and gentle eyes.
He suddenly became happy in his heart, and said softly, "Why haven't you slept yet?"
"I'm waiting for you." Su Qingyi frowned and smiled, beckoning to him: "Zichen, come here."
Qin Zichen didn't speak, he sat beside her, Su Qingyi entangled him, sat in his arms like a boneless one, wrapped his arms around his neck and asked, "Where have you been? Do you miss me?"
"Think." Qin Zichen stroked her hair and said gently, "I miss you wherever I go."
Su Qingyi giggled and buried her face in his chest. After a long time, she said gently, "Zichen, have I ever told you that when did I first like you?"
"No..." Qin Zichen's voice was a little sad, Su Qingyi was a little embarrassed, and she didn't know why, but also a little nervous, she lowered her head and said, "It was just at the back of the school. At that time, you were still a little fat..."
Hearing this, Qin Zichen froze suddenly, Su Qingyi hugged him tightly, patted his back, kissed him constantly, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, listen to me..."
"I have liked you since then. But I don't know. At that time you were not good-looking and everyone laughed at you, but I just liked you. Because you have many good things, you are kind-hearted, gentle, right Everyone is good, work hard, be down-to-earth, and make progress... "
Su Qingyi wrung her fingers and counted carefully. Qin Zichen lowered his eyebrows and said hoarsely, "Stop talking..."
"I want to say, I must say," Su Qingyi watched his brows and eyes, and said gently: "I have never told you so seriously how good you are. I have missed you for so many years, Zichen."
"At that time, I liked you very much. You never responded to me, and I gradually lost my love for you."
Qin Zichen trembled all over, and Su Qingyi continued: "Later, when I found out that you and Chen Hanyu had entanglements..."
"I don't!" Qin Zichen burst out loudly, hugging Su Qingyi in his arms, tears streaming down his face, and said in a hoarse voice: "I have no entanglements with anyone...Only you, never only you… "
"I know," Su Qingyi touched his back, and said softly, "At that time, I thought you didn't like me, but only her. I was so sad...so she just posted photos casually, and I believed them. I doubt you, even if you explain, I can't believe it, this relationship has tortured me for eleven years, so I think it's time to leave."
Qin Zichen didn't speak, he hugged her tightly, his hair slowly turned white. Su Qingyi panicked, and hurriedly said, "Qin Zichen!"
"Don't go..." Qin Zichen hugged her tightly, and kept whispering: "Don't go..."
"I won't go," Su Qingyi hugged him back, stroking his back, even though he had already made her feel pain from his excessive force, she still said: "I like you, if you like me, how could I leave? ?”
Qin Zichen was taken aback for a moment, then he raised his head and looked at her in disbelief.
"Do you like me?" Su Qingyi lowered her head and stared into his pure eyes, and said softly.
"I like it." Qin Zichen looked at her quietly, his eyes were red: "I like the past, the present, and the future."
"Then why do you think I will leave you? I left you not because you were bad, but because I thought you didn't like me. But I have always liked you, in the last life, in the next life, every time I meet you, I will like you .As long as you don't let me go, I won't go."
Su Qingyi cupped his cheeks, and said gently: "What God bestows on you is yours. I loved you when you were a fat little Qin Zichen. You are Qin Zichen, a sword fairy in the realm of comprehension. I just love you more, but I love you also because of you, never because I need you, do you understand?"
Qin Zichen didn't speak, his eyes were full of surprise, Su Qingyi stared at him quietly, and said seriously: "Zichen, a good love should be that everyone in it loves themselves and loves each other at the same time. You are fine, You have to know how good you are, you have to love yourself, respect yourself, and don't abuse yourself, understand?"
"When others say you are not good, it is because they are blind. No matter what others say, you have to feel that you are worthy of love."
"Okay..." Qin Zichen said hoarsely, "I'll study hard."
"I hope you can love yourself more, don't worry about gains and losses, don't be suspicious. You have to believe that you have the capital to make me fall in love and never leave. Even if I leave, it is just the end of a relationship for you. There are many things in life It's worth chasing."
"A good love should make you better, not imprison you in a corner. If you really love me," Su Qingyi caressed his face, and said gently: "Promise me, learn to love yourself well first." ,OK?"
"Okay." Qin Zichen choked up, and something in his heart slowly melted away. Su Qingyi held him in her arms, and said gently: "I will accompany you from now on until you don't want me to accompany you."
"There won't be such a day."
Qin Zichen lowered his head to kiss her, and skillfully and gently pulled her clothes open. Under the moonlight, his eyes were gentle and bright. He pressed her to the ground and kissed her forehead gently.
"If I can't ascend to immortality with you, I will sleep forever with you. Wherever you are, I will be there."