Qin Zichen was stunned by her crying, and was a little at a loss for a while, he hesitated for a long time and said: "Don't cry..."
"you dislike me… "
"I don't dislike you." Qin Zichen felt a little helpless: "I just feel bad about myself."
"Then you despise me for being blind!" Su Qingyi raised her head and looked at him seriously. Qin Zichen subconsciously wanted to cover his face, but Su Qingyi grabbed his hand and said viciously, "What are you covering! Your broken piece Cloth is useless to me at all, I can see your face clearly from the beginning. I didn't think you were ugly at first, and I don't think you are ugly now!"
"You..." Qin Zichen sighed, turned his head away, and said in a low voice, "It is said that good birds live on broken trees, why are you making trouble with yourself?"
"You say you are a good bird, why do I do what a beast does when I am alone?!"
Su Qingyi rolled his eyes at him, hugged him, leaned his head on his chest, and said seriously: "Zichen, you don't know how happy I am."
When she was speaking, she was still trembling slightly, as if she couldn't control it, and said in a hoarse voice: "You are still alive, this is the thing I am most grateful to God in my life."
"So, Zichen," she hugged him tightly, obviously she is a high-ranking monk, obviously she is stronger and more beautiful than him, and she is much better than him in terms of any condition, but she still seems to be It was the person on the more disadvantaged side who hugged him tightly and said, "Don't abandon me, okay. Whether I live a good life, whether I am lucky or not, is my choice, not you."
Qin Zichen didn't speak, he pursed his lips tightly. After a long time, he finally said: "Okay."
Emotional things...
Qin Zichen thought, it's always been spent.
The more you want the other party to give up, the more the other party will refuse to give up out of morality and rebellion. Just like Romeo and Juliet, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, if the two families don’t try their best to stop them, let these two people be together, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, the gap between families will gradually appear. Slowly subsided.
The so-called unswerving feelings despite the huge gap often come to an abrupt end without the passage of time, so they are particularly moving and tragic.
If he stops her now, she will only rebel more and try to prove her love. So he does not speak, does not refuse.
He thought that one day, when she really realized what the huge gap between the two meant, she would leave.
Qin Zichen looked at her quietly, watching her stare at him blankly after he answered "yes". After a long time, Su Qingyi asked in disbelief, "Aren't you leaving?"
"If you don't let me go, I won't go." His voice was very gentle, full of pampering that seemed to promise everything to her. Su Qingyi buried her head and hugged him tightly. After a long time, she finally said, "Go, I'll take you home."
Qin Zichen nodded, and Su Qingyi called Wudao out, then stood on the sword, and stretched out his hand to Qin Zichen. Qin Zichen looked at the flying sword suspended in the air seriously, and said after a long time, "Wouldn't it fall from the sky because the people on it were too heavy?"
Wudao trembled slightly, Qin Zichen frowned, and said seriously: "I don't think this sword is safe, let's go back in another way."
Su Qingyi: "..."
A sword cultivator actually feels that Yujian is not safe, this amnesia is too thorough!
Su Qingyi held her breath, and said with a smile: "Zichen, sword cultivators are all flying by Yujian. Come up, I will take you to fly once, and you will know that Yujian is actually very safe."
Qin Zichen thought about it, finally nodded, and said seriously, "Okay, take me flying."
Su Qingyi: "..."
Saying such things in such a serious manner, Zichen, are you really okay
However, the person in front of him seemed completely unable to understand Su Qingyi's strange point, and handed Su Qingyi his hand as if he was dying. Su Qingyi pulled Qin Zichen up, the sword trembled slightly, Qin Zichen's face remained unchanged, he rose up into the sky, straight up to the sky, Su Qingyi grabbed Qin Zichen's hand, and saw the wind blowing his hair upright in an instant , covering his entire face.
Su Qingyi: "..."
She hastily used a tactic to shield Qin Zichen from the wind, and then said anxiously, "Zichen, are you alright?"
"Girl," Qin Zichen's face was flat, with some doubts in his eyes: "Are you really, aren't you bullying me?"
Su Qingyi shook her head desperately, looking at Qin Zichen who was thinking seriously in front of her, her heart broke down.
She felt that after amnesia, Qin Zichen's painting style was very strange.
"Okay..." Qin Zichen sighed, "Just be happy."
"I really didn't do it on purpose!" Su Qingyi yelled, and then suddenly thought of a question: "Zi Chen, do you not remember my name?"
Qin Zichen nodded. Su Qingyi looked at him, and said seriously: "My name is Su Qingyi, the name of clear water, the name of ripple."
Speaking of him, she slowly wrote these two words on his palm, then looked up at him and said, "Your name is Qin Zichen."
Her hand was soft and warm, and when her fingertips brushed across his palm, it tickled slightly. Qin Zichen looked at her silently, listening to her chattering about their stories.
She said that they met in the 21st century, how they met, how they fell in love, and how they separated. In this world again, how to meet again, how to love each other again, how to part again.
These stories seemed to have been replayed tens of thousands of times in her heart, every picture was so clear, and every fragment, she recalled as if it was yesterday. She spoke in such detail that she hadn't finished talking all the way from Xiaoshi Town to the foot of Tianjianzong.
She took him to a small town at the foot of Tianjianzong, and found a house on the outskirts of the city. Standing at the door, she said embarrassedly: "This is the house you bought for me... Actually, you just want to repay me Life-saving grace, but everyone thought it was because you liked me."
As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the small courtyard suddenly opened, and Aunt Zhang stood at the door with a vegetable basket on her shoulders. She was startled when she saw the two of them, especially when she saw Qin Zichen's face, she screamed.
Su Qingyi's complexion changed, but Qin Zichen seemed to be used to it. Fortunately, Aunt Zhang just yelled, and then she reacted immediately, and said with her waist: "The sun is shining brightly, you evil spirits are really courageous! Believe it or not, I let you Sword Immortal Jingyan came to take you in!"
Qin Zichen, who already knew that he was Jing Yan: "..."
Aunt Zhang still didn't notice anything wrong between the two of them, and continued with her waist inserted: "You have to know, the owner of my house is Su Qingyi, the concubine of Daoist Jingyan! You go to the Heavenly Sword Sect to inquire, who doesn't know about my family?" The master’s name?! Let me tell you, if you want to make troubles, go to other places, don’t stand at this door, if my master comes back, he will bring the entire Heavenly Sword Sect to destroy you!”
"Aunt Zhang..." Su Qingyi couldn't listen anymore, rubbed her temples and said, "It's me, Su Qingyi."
"Master Su?!" Aunt Zhang was shocked, she looked at her in disbelief and said, "Did you change your face? Why are you so much prettier than before? Big feet! Big feet, come out and look at this Is it Master Su Xian?!"
"Here we come." Zhang Dajiao rushed out with an ax in hand, looked Su Qingyi up and down, Su Qingyi still looked at him, and after a while, Zhang Dajiao turned her head and said seriously to her mother: "You should be She is."
"What do you mean just pretending to be me? I was originally..." Su Qingyi was a little at a loss. Zhang Dajiao didn't dare to look at her, and whispered to Aunt Zhang: "This is a high-ranking monk, if you want to expose her, she might even kill us!"
You all know that I am a high-ranking cultivator, but you still whisper this kind of whisper in front of me, aren't you stupid...
However, in order not to embarrass everyone, Su Qingyi decided not to speak. Aunt Zhang and Zhang Dajiao moved out of the room, Su Qingyi led Qin Zichen in, walked a few steps, Su Qingyi couldn't help it, turned to Aunt Zhang and said, "I'm really Su Qingyi."
Aunt Zhang rolled her eyes, and then realized that her actions were not very respectful to this high-ranking monk, she hurriedly coughed lightly and said: "Yes, I know. Immortal Master, you have abandoned the handsome, wealthy and high-level Jing Yandao Jun, I found a... mortal who is particularly attractive, you must be Miss Su, there is nothing wrong with you."
"You!!" Aunt Zhang spoke out about her, and she didn't care, but Su Qingyi couldn't stand Qin Zichen's repeated irony. The coercion of the high-ranking monk was suddenly released, Zhang Dajiao and Aunt Zhang's expressions changed instantly, Qin Zichen raised his hand to hold her hand, Su Qingyi turned her head to look at his gentle eyes, took a deep breath, Putting back the coercion, he took out the token of the Heavenly Sword Sect from his waist, and said coldly: "The Heavenly Sword Sect is doing business, so get out."
Aunt Zhang and Zhang Dajiao glanced at each other. Su Qingyi is a member of the Heavenly Sword Sect. Now that the member of the Heavenly Sword Sect is here, he is still a high-ranking monk. They just gave up this house. Su Qingyi should not blame them, right? …
After thinking for a while, Aunt Zhang and Dajiao Zhang immediately said: "Don't worry, Immortal Master, we will leave right away! But Immortal Master," Aunt Zhang said cautiously, "Can I take my things away?"
"Hurry up." Su Qingyi felt a little irritable, and pulled Qin Zichen to her room.
After entering the room, I could hear the sound of Aunt Zhang moving. She seemed to have taken all the pots away. Su Qingyi sat on the bed in her room, feeling a little stuffy. Just seeing that her room was cleaned up, as if it was cleaned on a regular basis every day, she couldn't help but feel less resentment towards Aunt Zhang, and felt that as a servant, Aunt Zhang still did her best .
Qin Zichen thought that Su Qingyi was still upset about what Aunt Zhang said to him, so after thinking about it, he poured a glass of water, walked up to Su Qingyi, handed it to her, and said lightly, "I don't care."
"I know you don't care." Su Qingyi rolled her eyes: "It's enough for me to care."
Qin Zichen didn't speak, and didn't seem to know what to say for a moment. After thinking for a long time, he finally said: "Actually, what she said is also the truth."
"Stop talking." Su Qingyi put the cup aside and interrupted him, "You might as well hug me after talking so much."
Saying that, Su Qingyi raised her head, looked up at the man in the blue robe and white shirt in front of her, opened her hands, her bright eyes were full of grievances, and muttered, "I want to hug you."
Qin Zichen hesitated for a while, but still half bent down and hugged Su Qingyi in his arms. Satisfied, Su Qingyi uttered a voice, leaning on his shoulder and said, "I still have to hold it high."
Qin Zichen didn't speak, but pursed his lips tightly. After thinking for a long time, he finally hugged her up.
The sudden flight made Su Qingyi scream, and then she couldn't help giggling, lowered her head, closed her eyes, pursed her mouth and said, "I want to kiss."
Qin Zichen was stunned, he never thought that she really didn't care about the scars on his face, as if he was a normal person, she approached him and warmed him.
He couldn't help softening his heart, something gushed out from the bottom of his heart, tumbling and stirring in his heart. He put her down gently, Su Qingyi opened her eyes in surprise, and asked in a daze, "What's wrong?"
Why don't you kiss her? Could it be that in Qin Zichen's heart, she has no charm
Qin Zichen looked at her with a dazed look, like a kitten who was suddenly interrupted while playing, and felt itchy in his heart. He couldn't help feeling hopeful, and said slowly, "Can you look at me?"
Su Qingyi was taken aback for a moment, and then immediately realized that Qin Zichen was worried about something. He always minded his looks, the scars on his face. He was always worried that she was forcing himself to love him. He felt inferior to the bottom of his bones, and he was still not sure of her love.
Su Qingyi couldn't help feeling sour in her heart. She watched him quietly and opened her lips, but she didn't know what to say.
Qin Zichen raised his hands, cupped her face with slightly trembling hands, and said carefully and seriously: "Can I kiss you?"
"Yes." Su Qingyi said excitedly: "You can do whatever you want!"
Qin Zichen: "..."
After a long time, he finally felt helpless, sighed and said: "Good girl, be more reserved."
Upon hearing the phrase "good girl", some images flooded into Su Qingyi's mind, and Su Qingyi blushed instantly.
Qin Zichen closed his eyes and lowered his head, while Su Qingyi kept his eyes open, trying to look at him.
Every scar of his, every eyelash of his, his breath spewed on her cheek, and his soft and cold lips pressed against hers.
He patiently kissed her lips again and again, and finally stuck out his tongue, probing her gently and gently.
His kisses were always so gentle, as if he was afraid of frightening her, thin and dense, but long.
I never thought that a kiss could express so many emotions. But judging from his expression, his way, and his rapid and repressible breathing, Su Qingyi felt that the other party seemed to express all his emotions in this way.
His anxiety, his fear, his joy, his sorrow.
And his such strong love, even if everything is forgotten, it has never disappeared.
Feeling all this, Su Qingyi slowly shed tears for some reason.
And Qin Zichen closed his eyes, his heart beating fast. Under his fingers was her smooth skin, and he could imagine her beautiful face. He didn't dare to open his eyes. Facing her appearance, he would feel that kissing her by himself like this was a kind of blasphemy. But he couldn't stop, he couldn't help thinking about it.
She was watching him, looking at such an ugly him, but she never stopped.
If she didn't tell him to stop, he couldn't stop.
Either this kiss or this love.
After a long time, Qin Zichen panted and opened his eyes. Seeing her tears, he couldn't help but froze: "What's wrong with you?"
"Zichen..." Su Qingyi threw herself into his arms, sobbing, "You must... must be having a bad time. When I'm not around, you must... must be having a bad time."
Qin Zichen didn't speak, he hugged her, stroked her hair, and said gently: "It's over. Look," there was a smile in his voice: "I forgot."
Su Qingyi shook her head desperately, she lay on his chest, and said seriously: "I can't forget, and I won't forget. Zichen," she raised her head, looked at him so seriously: "I didn't protect you well."
Qin Zichen smiled, your smile is full of bitterness. He fiddled with her hair, and after a long time, he slowly said, oh.
She failed to protect him, always because he was too incompetent.
While the two were talking in the room, Mama Zhang had already moved everything away. Su Qingyi heard the silence outside, raised her head and said to him: "Let's go buy some things we need."
"you go… "
"Do you want me to bring something back?" Su Qingyi looked up at him, Qin Zichen finally stopped talking, Su Qingyi thought for a while, and didn't want to force him, so she took out a veil from the Naxu ring and put it on his head, Reluctantly said: "Okay, beauty-loving Daoist Jingyan, is this okay?"
Qin Zichen was made a little awkward by what she said, but he didn't say anything, and was dragged out of the room by Su Qingyi.
The two counted what was missing in the house, and then went to the market. Girls have always been good at shopping, so Su Qingyi walked along the street, buying and buying according to the list. The big pieces of furniture were delivered directly to the home, and the small things were handed over to Qin Zichen.
Although he lost his cultivation base, Jianxiu's physique was still there. The things in Qin Zichen's hands were piled up so that he could hardly see the road ahead, but it didn't make him feel too tired. Listening to Su Qingyi's cheerful voice: "Come here, Zichen."
"Zichen, you eat this."
"Zichen, which color do you think looks better?"
He felt very happy. He quietly followed behind her, and was pulled by her wide sleeves, bouncing and walking in front.
I heard that she is a Mahayana monk, but she still looks like a little girl, not at all stable. The candied haws seller yelled past them, she stopped him, bought a bunch of candied haws, then turned to Qin Zichen and said, "Let me tell you, these candied haws are actually very sour and not tasty."
"Then why do you still buy it?" Qin Zichen didn't understand. Su Qingyi said with a smile: "For taking pictures. Come on," she said, taking out a retrospective mirror, holding it up, putting the candied haws on his lips with one hand, and waving it with the other. He formed the word "V" and shouted: "Eggplant!", and then saw Su Qingyi laughing and calling Eggplant and Qin Zichen's dazed face in the Su Shi Mirror.
Su Qingyi took the Mirror of World Tracing into it for a closer look, and said as she walked, "I regretted it so much after you left. I should show more of your appearance. In this way, at least I can have something to see things and think about others." Su Qingyi's voice became hoarse as she spoke. When he got up, Qin Zichen was holding something in his hands, unable to free his hands to pull her. Seeing that she was holding the world mirror, Qin Zichen couldn't help frowning as if she was about to cry at any moment. After a while, he finally said: "You raise your head."
"Ah?" Su Qingyi looked up blankly, and the moment the words came out, a kiss landed on her cheek through the curtain.
"I'm not sad, I'm here." The other party straightened up immediately, then turned around and walked forward as if shy. Su Qingyi stood there in a daze for a moment, then hurried to catch up, and said with a smile, "Zichen, did you kiss me just now? Are you comforting me? Wait for me, don't go so fast, kiss me again." …”
Qin Zichen: "..."
I regret doing such a thing, what should I do? shameful…
They fought and bought a lot of things along the way, and at sunset, the two finally planned to go home. Su Qingyi held the bunch of candied gourds in one hand, and Qin Zichen's sleeve in the other, and walked swaggeringly on the road. Qin Zichen suddenly stopped, and his eyes fell on a hairpin.
It was a very simple wooden hairpin, carved with a magnolia flower, it looked gentle and elegant, Su Qingyi followed his gaze, and then said: "Want it?"
Qin Zichen shook his head, turned around and left again, Su Qingyi couldn't understand him, and chased him up: "Do you want it? Tell me, I'll buy it for you."
"No." Qin Zichen resolutely refused, Su Qingyi thought for a while and said: "My money is your money, and you gave me my money before. You are actually very rich!"
"Oh." Qin Zichen walked hurriedly. There were fewer and fewer pedestrians around, Su Qingyi looked at Qin Zichen who didn't pay much attention to her and only knew to go forward, snorted inwardly, and decided to make a big move.
She reached over to the last candied haws, stopped Qin Zichen, and said dissatisfiedly, "Eat it."
"Don't want to eat?" Qin Zichen turned to her and asked her, frowning: "If you don't want to eat, just throw it away."
"Oh, I told you to eat it, so you eat it!" Su Qingyi said dissatisfiedly, lifted his curtain and said, "It's not convenient for me to help you."
Qin Zichen: "..."
Not wanting to argue with her, Qin Zichen still opened his mouth and bit the candied haws. His lips were missing from his hands, and they remained the same as before, long and thin, pink like cherry blossoms. He wants to open candied haws, chewing delicately and carefully. A few icicles landed on his lips. Before he could get rid of these icicles, Su Qingyi suddenly tiptoed and kissed them. Her tongue quickly swept the icicles into her mouth, and then, while Qin Zichen was in a daze, smacked her lips and said He said: "It's so sweet." Then he shook the candied haws stick, turned and walked away.
Looking at the dazed Qin Zichen, Su Qingyi smiled slightly, and said in a low voice: "Sugar is sweet, and people are sweet."
After speaking, he turned around and left with his hands behind his back.
It was as if a fire had risen again, scorching the entire plain on Qin Zichen's face. He took a deep breath and followed Su Qingyi.
As soon as Su Qingyi turned her head, she saw the setting sun, and on the field path, a man wearing a curtain, wearing a blue robe and white shirt, Ruyu's hand touched a bunch of miscellaneous things, and followed her quietly.
"Brother Qin." She couldn't help calling him.
"Don't bark." Qin Zichen felt a little embarrassed, always wondering why Su Qingyi was so bold. Su Qingyi laughed loudly, blinked, nodded and said: "Okay, then call me Brother Qing."
Qin Zichen: "..."
"Let's go," Su Qingyi turned around and walked in front, leading the people behind to the front, suddenly feeling infinitely satisfied, and said softly, "I'll take you home."