"It depends on my position in the mind of the younger sister."
Hao Jian's question seemed easy to answer, but it was actually full of her seriousness and consideration for this relationship.
It is true that there are not many people in the world today who care about whether the world is still loyal to love and marriage, and no one cares about the feelings between men and women, between men and women, because more people who break through the lower limit, Evil things are repeated over and over again in the world.
But Lian Runing still has a family. Even if her family is not conservative, the world will worry about their future.
If Lian Runing brought Hao Jian to the Lian's family and said, "This is my lover."
On the premise that the family is enlightened, they may also say to her: "She is too weak to protect you."
When most people see a woman, they will first feel that she is vulnerable. This is a deeply ingrained idea in the world.
Hao Jian even understood that the reason why the director of the security department invited her to join the "special response team" was not because she thought she was outstanding, but because her female appearance easily lowered the vigilance of others, making it easier for her to be in undercover missions. occupy a favorable position.
Hao Jian hid more things privately, also because she didn't have the consciousness to "save herself for others". She is not a person in this system and does not have this sense of responsibility, so let her sacrifice her color to obtain information, and she will eliminate such signs from the beginning.
If Lian Runing was full of confidence in their future, how could she go with her. If Lian Runing has no confidence, she won't blame her, just cherish every day.
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Lian Runing didn't make Hao Jian wait too long, she leaned over and kissed Hao Jian's lips actively, and said, "Even if you become a zombie, I won't be afraid of you or leave you because of this, I will accompany you. Live every day until you die, or I die."
Turning into a zombie is more terrifying than death, because those who love her will lose their minds in the face of her, and only have the appearance of living people and blood in their eyes. She is still "alive" but already dead, and her existence will bring more pain than heartbreaking to those who love her.
Lian Runing made such an oath, which shows that she never thought about giving up this relationship.
"Little Junior Sister, you are so bad, you actually cursed me." Hao Jian squinted his eyes, his eyes were deep, but only Lian Runing could see the churning emotions in her eyes.
Lian Runing thought for a while: "How about I become a zombie? But if I become a zombie, how can I consciously walk with you?"
Hao Jian laughed dumbly: "We don't have to become zombies, and besides, I won't let you become a zombie either."
Lian Runing didn't ask too many innocent topics, she took Hao Jian's hand, and her slender fingers fiddled with Hao Jian's slender fingers, the calluses on the Mosuo.
"My period is only three days." Lian Runing suddenly raised her head and stared at Hao Jian's eyes.
Hao Jian was stunned for a while, and there was a trace of unnaturalness on his face: "You can... if you want, you can."
Lian Runing saw that the tips of Hao Jian's ears were slightly red, but she didn't expect that she would be shy. For a while, she blushed a little because of her straightforward words, wondering if she was being too reserved, after all, the two of them had not known each other for more than a month.
And when Hao Jian said this, it seemed that she was overwhelmed with emotion, so she shook off Hao Jian's hand a little embarrassedly: "I didn't really think about it!"
"...Okay, let's take a shower and go to bed earlier. Today, I'm escaping from the fire and from the zombies. The bones are about to fall apart, right?"
Lian Runing: Although she is still so considerate, she is so angry!
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There is no separate bathroom, so the two went to a public shower room. Because the bathroom was not considered in the design of the government building, the public shower room was built in the open space behind the government building with a mobile board room.
A total of eight large shower rooms have been built, five male shower rooms and three female shower rooms, located in the east and west respectively. The large shower room is divided into nearly 20 single rooms. There are no shower facilities in the single room. There are only five public faucets. Water can be drawn into the single room to take a bath.
Although the conditions are still simple, they are much better than most refuge bases.
There is no need to queue for the women's shower, as the number of men and women among survivors is already indicative. However, the female shower room is only two less than the male shower room, probably because the female shower time is longer!
Hao Jian and Lian Runing both washed their bodies first, and then went out to wash their hair, because it was difficult for them to occupy a single room for too long and avoid making others queuing for too long.
There are also many women who think like them, so a group of people sit in the open space outside while washing their hair and chatting. When someone saw that Hao Jian and Lian Runing were raw faces, they dragged them to chat.
"Hey, which department do you belong to? I'm sorry, after my work place was transferred here, there are too many people, and I haven't recognized them yet!" A twenty-seven- or eight-year-old woman asked Hao Jian with a smile.
Hao Jian thought for a while: "We are the recorders of the security department of the command center."
The external identity assigned by the security director is a recorder, a newly created position, mainly responsible for recording some security-related incidents, so that they can be sorted out as data for investigation. It's equivalent to clerical work, but she doesn't really need to do these things. Today's meeting is just to let her know a little bit, lest others be suspicious.
Hearing her answer, the woman believed it. She said, "Then our work is very similar in nature. I'm from the political engineering department. My name is Zhao Yuhuan."
Zhao Yuhuan is a warm person, but he can't change his behavior before the apocalypse. He grabbed Hao Jian and Lian Runing from the pre-apocalyptic events and talked about the post-apocalypse. Take care to protect yourself, etc.
Let Hao Jian and Lian Runing have a sense of sight to the aunt of the neighborhood committee, and the aunt of the neighborhood committee may not be as talkative as she is.
Hao Jian is good at listening, while Lian Runing answers and agrees with Zhao Yuhuan, which makes Zhao Yuhuan more and more eager to talk, and can't wait to introduce her to the high-quality single young men here.
Lian Runing declined her kindness, and mentioned that she had not given up looking for her relatives, and might leave here. Upon hearing this, Zhao Yuhuan said, "Find someone? It's not an easy thing to do? I know a lot of people. Tell me about their situation and I'll find out for you!"
Lian Runing was overjoyed, but she didn't have much hope, after all, Wang Zishao didn't dare to say that she could find her family. She thanked her and walked to the dormitory while chatting with Zhao Yuhuan, leaving Hao Jian behind.
Hao Jian: ... It seems that what she said before really annoyed her.
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After making an agreement to have breakfast together the next day, Lian Runing said goodbye to Zhao Yuhuan. When she returned to her room, she remembered that she had left Hao Jian behind. Immediately, she thought that Hao Jian was no longer a child, and she would come back by herself, so she sat in front of the fan and wiped her hair.
Hao Jian didn't come back until an hour later. At that time, Lian Runing was sitting on the chair and almost fell asleep. When she heard the movement, she opened her eyes in a daze, turned on her phone and glanced at it. It was nearly ten o'clock, and she said: " Why did you come back so late?"
Hao Jian took a deep breath without changing his face, and took out a box of things, Lian Ru Ning heard Hao Jian say, "Although I washed my hands with soap, I still felt unsanitary, so I went to Come back from shopping."
Lian Ruling's head was a bit of a mess. When she saw what was written on the small box, her face instantly turned red. Because of the light, the rosy red on his face was invisible.
"Where did you buy it?"
In normal times, men's can be bought in supermarkets, but women's can only be bought online, right? What's more, there are no supermarkets here.
A smug smile appeared on Hao Jian's face: "I spent a lot of time finding it, otherwise I wouldn't have come back so late."
"… "
Lian Runing remembered that she had rejected her before, hummed, turned around and went back to the bed: "I'm sleepy, I'll go to bed first."
Although Hao Jian acted like an old driver, many of the tricks were learned online. She had never practiced it. She was a little excited and embarrassed at first, but she was also worried that Lian Ru Ning was not really good at it. Be prepared, a little hesitant.
She never thought that her previous actions fell into Lian Ru Ning's eyes, which meant the same thing, so she got angry.
After thinking about it again and again, none of them can guarantee that there will be a tomorrow, so what's the use of her thinking so much? So I blew the wind outside for an hour, and when my hair was almost dry, I bought such a box of things from the system store and came back.
Lian Runing turned her back to Hao Jian, the latter thought for a while, and then went to lie down.
There is no air conditioner, only the fan is turned on to the maximum, and then "crash" blows at them.
After a moment of silence, Hao Jian cheekily put the fingertip on the index finger of his left hand, and then leaned in front of Lian Runing: "Look at how beautiful this fingertip is!"
Lian Ru Ning didn't hold back, she laughed "Puchi": "How can anyone describe finger cots like that!"
Immediately, she remembered that she was "sleepy", so she restrained her smile and continued to be sullen.
Hao Jian said, "Does the little sister think my fingers are beautiful?"
Lian Runing stared at her fingers, endured and endured, and finally couldn't help it, and said directly: "You are not left-handed, and this is on the middle finger."
Hao Jian smiled as if he had succeeded in his trick: "Thank you for your advice, but I don't seem to have told the younger sister. My left hand is quite flexible."
"...?" Lian Runing lay down, turned her head, and saw that Hao Jian was ready on her two fingers. The index and middle fingers were like scissors, "Little Junior Sister, would you like to try it?"
Lian Runing wanted to say no, but when she saw Hao Jian who was so beautiful and delicious, she admitted that there was a lecherous ghost in her heart who did not hide her attempt to communicate with Hao Jian in the depths of the soul.
"Then... hurry up, you have to get up early tomorrow morning, because you have an appointment with Sister Zhao to have breakfast together."
As soon as Hao Jian got angry, he patted her ass and said, "Little Junior Sister dares to think about other women at this time, it seems that you and I are both newbies, so you underestimate me? "
Lian Runing wanted to say that she didn't, but Hao Jian was right, everyone was a novice, so what if they read countless pictures, Lu You said: "It's superficial on paper, and I absolutely know that I have to do it."
Hao Jian wants Lian Runing to recognize this new world from every inch of skin to every pore, and to realize what each other's souls are like.
So Lian Runing didn't even have the chance to say that they didn't have it. From the left hand to the right hand, from exploration to familiarity, from one finger, two fingers to the other three fingers, they each found the music score and played the movement.
Fans are not enough to dissipate the heat in their hearts, and sweat is not enough to cool them down. They exchanged souls several times, found different rhythms in the novel and interesting music scores, and then composed a song together, regardless of each other.