The feeling of being "on a ghost" is very uncomfortable. My vision, hearing, smell, and feeling are my own, but my body, language, and movements are not under my control, as if a person is forcibly divided into two parts. .
Plus I was only six years old at the time, so I felt like I was about to break down in an instant.
And when my mother heard "I" say "it's all right", she didn't take it to heart, she pulled me out of the hospital, and behind me, the expressionless and dumb old grandson was swaying and carrying a Xiaochun Erniang, whose smile was hidden in the pleats, followed me closely.
I was screaming "Help" in my heart, but I couldn't say it out. I could even feel that the expression on my face gradually turned into the dullness of an old grandson.
After leaving the hospital, we were waiting for the bus at the bus stop. Old Suntou was standing next to us with Xiaochunniang on his back, but no one could see them, and pedestrians would pass through their bodies from time to time.
As for the pedestrian who passed through their bodies, some would pause for a while, some would shiver for no reason, some would sneezed, and some would feel a little nauseous like me, and then shiver in their own A few pats on the chest.
The bus to the station soon came. At that time, the bus in the county town still sold tickets manually, and the front and rear doors could be used. As soon as the door was opened, the conductor would greet the passengers to get off and then get on. Because my mother was pulling me, so After the conductor waited for the people at this station to get off, he greeted my mother and I to go up first.
My mother also quickly took out the ticket money and said thank you to others.
As soon as we got on the front foot of the car, the old grandson followed up with Xiaochun Erniang on his back. I could clearly see that when they stepped up, there was no leg lift at all, but just floated up.
I don't know how to describe how I felt at that time. I just felt like I was going to die, and I felt that my body would not belong to me. At that time, I was like a puppet.
I even had this feeling at the time, the two of them wanted to eat me, hurry up to eat, don't torture me any more, and be followed by two ghosts, this is too scary.
There were not many people in the car, and there were still seats. After we sat down, the old grandson stood next to us with Xiaochunniang on his back, and I just stared blankly at my seat. My mother asked me what I was looking at. "I" said, "Nothing..."
But what I really want to say is that there are two "ghosts" next to me, and there may be one more in my body.
After a while, my mother asked again, "Xiaoyong, why are your hands so cold, is it uncomfortable?"
"I" shook my head and said, "It's okay..."
But what I wanted to say in my heart was that I was very, very hard, and I felt like I was going to die.
My mother also noticed the strangeness of "I" at this time. Although "I" answered my mother's questions every time, "I" almost always said two or three words, and I usually followed my mother but often Asking East and West is extremely talkative.
So my mother tentatively asked me if it was really uncomfortable.
I still answered mechanically: "It's okay..."
Now my mother is completely sure that I have a problem. Her face already showed panic and anxiety, but she didn't dare to be too public, so she held my hand hard, for fear of losing me. At the same time, he kept on He whispered in my ear: "Xiaoyong is good, Xiaoyong is fine, Xiaoyong is the strongest and the most capable..."
Listening to my mother talking like this, I don't know why, I feel as if my body is a little more comfortable, but in general, I am still very uncomfortable. Breathing, heartbeat, it seems that I have to deliberately control it, otherwise it will suddenly happen. stop like.
The old grandson and Xiaochunniang next to me were still expressionless and smiling strangely, but they were all staring at me, for fear that I would run away.
At this time, I really wanted to run, but my legs kept calling.
Under my mother's words, the bus stopped. My mother didn't pull me this time, but hugged me and got out of the bus quickly. Old Suntou also floated out of the bus with Xiaochunniang on his back, and followed us closely. behind.
My mother didn't carry me into the station where I went home, but walked to a canteen with a public phone near the station, and then he put me aside and said, "Little Yong, stand still, Mom, I'll give it to you. Dad make a call."
After I finished speaking, my mother picked up the phone and dialed. At that time, we had a phone number in the whole village, including the village chief's house. The villagers who were working outside usually called their family members, and they all called the village chief's house, and then asked the villager to call them. long conveyed.
So at that time, my mother also called the village head's house, and when the call was connected, my mother said anxiously: "Sister Aihua, my Xiaoyong seems to be hit by evil, I'm taking him back to the village now, please inform me. Zhao Laohei, won't he show people the cemetery, maybe he can help my Xiaoyong, by the way, are there any people in our town who are good at this?"
That love flower is naturally the daughter-in-law of the village chief.
Next, my mother talked and talked a lot to the other side, but most of them were begging the village chief's wife to contact a few more "capable people" to go to our village, and then when I went back, help me look at it.
My mother was on the phone there, but the old grandson and Xiaochun Erniang didn't seem to hear me at all. They didn't even look at my mother, and all of them stared at me.
I was already crying in my heart: "Don't look at me, don't look at me, I'm so scared."
After calling and paying, my mother carried me to the station and ran to the station, trying to catch the nearest train to take me back to the village. Of course, the old grandson followed me closely with Xiaochunerian on his back. .
We were lucky this time. When we entered the station, we happened to bump into a car that was about to drive. My mother took me into the car, and there was an empty seat in the last seat of the car, so my mother took me and sat there. The old grandson carried Xiaochun Erniang on his back and floated into the car leisurely, and then walked over to the position where my mother was holding me.
The cars that go to the village are basically small buses, so the roof is not high. When the old grandson carries Xiaochunniang on his back, Xiaochunniang's head goes through the roof, and it feels like the old grandson is carrying his head on his back. A headless corpse.
I suddenly remembered the scene where Xiaochun'er was holding Xiaochunniang's head, and my heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
My mother was frightened by this shaking, she quickly asked me what was wrong, I wanted to express my feelings, but when I got to my mouth, I said two mechanical words: " It's alright…”
My body was shaking, but my tone was unusually steady, so the people next to me looked at me and my mother in surprise. My mother didn't have time to pay attention to other people's eyes, and kept touching my head to comfort me: "Xiaoyong, don't be afraid, my mother is here, it's okay, it's okay..."
At this time, a few elderly people next to me asked my mother if I was frightened or if I messed up something dirty. My mother shook her head first, then nodded, and asked the older people anxiously. Is there any good way people can save me.
One of the old men said: "There was a girl in our village who fell in love with evil the year before, and then it was given to an old Taoist priest to be optimistic. It only worked after drawing several talismans..."
My mother quickly asked the old man, "Master, is that gentleman from our village?"
The old man shook his head and said, "No, I heard that he was a wandering Taoist priest. He happened to pass by our village at that time. I heard that someone in our village had fallen into evil, so he took action. At first we thought he was a liar, but we didn't want to. I really take good care of the girls in our village."
My mother asked him where he could find the wandering Taoist priest, and the old man said, he doesn't know.
When I heard this, my mother could only shake her head helplessly, and then continued to soothe me. At this time, my body gradually stopped shaking, but my sense of touch, smell, and hearing were slowly being lost. to disappear...
But my mother looked at me even more worried. She frantically urged the driver to drive quickly. The driver was in a neighboring village with us. Seeing that something happened to me, it was not easy to delay, so she drove out of the station, and then Drive back at full speed.
Along the way, many people came to see my situation, and there were also a few enthusiastic people who kept making suggestions, but what was the best way? In the end, some people even said that this child is probably going to be blind! (Dialect, meaning to die, gone)
I heard from my mother later that I had already started rolling my eyes in the car at that time, and my breathing had also started to weaken. Even my mother thought I was going to die...