Towards evening, Lin Wenxi received a call from Zhang Anan, whom he had rarely contacted.
"The autumn breeze is refreshing and the sky is full of stars, but I have many doubts. I would like your help to answer them. Don't refuse me." Zhang Anan said.
Zhao Yuan should have gone to Wan Xin's residence that night. Although Lin Wenxi was troubled, she couldn't bear to refuse, so she came to the playground alone.
On a dark night, Zhang Anan and Gu Xi sat side by side on the steps next to the stadium, looking at Lin Wenxi and smiling lightly.
"Can you forgive him?" Zhang Anan asked.
Lin Wenxi frowned, glanced at Gu Xi slightly, and asked: "Who?"
"Zhang Dong" Zhang Anan said firmly.
Lin Wenxi turned around and left.
"Wenxi, in this school, and even in this world, the person I trust most, besides you and Brother Kai, is An An. I ask you to give me the same trust," Gu Xi said loudly from behind.
Lin Wenxi stopped, looked up at the sky, and sat down again, his face already frosty.
"No matter how angry you are, you won't vent your anger on us again until we finish talking tonight. But now, please answer my question." Zhang Anan said seriously: "Have you forgiven him?"
Lin Wenxi thought about this problem countless times. When Zhang Dong almost rushed to the road and committed suicide for a word for him, he thought about it. When he walked alone through the black alley that had been possessed by a nightmare on the snowy night of the New Year, he thought about it, He had thought about it when he revisited the hills for cross-country training, and he was thinking about it now. Lin Wenxi shook his head. It wasn't that the pain was gone, but that he had buried it, and burying it didn't mean letting go.
"The most intolerable thing for a person is to be betrayed and hurt by one's closest relatives." Zhang Anan said suddenly.
Lin Wenxi was suddenly startled.
"After the military training, you have long regarded him as a very close person to you, even, perhaps no less than Zhao Yuan. You remember all the details of why you were with him clearly. Therefore, you have always thought that, Why him?" Zhang Anan said calmly, his eyes as clear as the stars on the dark blue sky, spotless.
"If this person were someone else, I believe that when he asked you for forgiveness with a knife, you would either give him a real knife and avenge this blood revenge, or you would just forgive him directly, and you would not think about it or ask about it in the future. , because you don’t care whether this person is alive or dead. But it’s Zhang Dong, and it’s a debt that cannot be avoided." Zhang Anan said loudly.
Lin Wenxi was silent as he chewed Zhang Anan's words.
"Zhang Dong and you have a hurdle that we can't overcome. To resolve the knot, we must make it clear in person. Otherwise, if Zhao Yuan drinks too much tonight and is picked up by Wan Xin, there will be a second or third time. "We all know that Zhao Yuan doesn't like Wan Xin, but don't wait until Zhao Yuan owes Wan Xin so much that he can only repay it in his lifetime," Zhang Anan said again.
"Although when Zhao Yuan is in trouble, you are obligated, as if you were a different person, but we all see you and him in normal times. He always takes the initiative, and he always tries his best, but you want to I never thought that Chen Wanxin might be the obstacle between you and Zhao Yuan, but Zhang Dong is actually also the obstacle between Zhao Yuan and you. How did Zhang Dong treat you? He couldn't see how you treated Zhang Dong after such a past. Couldn't he see that Zhao Yuan is one of the smartest people I've ever seen, but sometimes he acts like a gangster and stupid like a child in front of you. He may not be able to deal with this problem, so you can It's time to take the initiative." Zhang Anan took Lin Wenxi's hand and held it tightly.
"Why are you helping me?" Lin Wenxi asked.
"Let me tell you a story." Zhang Anan said, raising his head, and at some point, Shu Xiaoman came over.
"I have a brother named Brother Xi. In high school, there was a boy who was always very nice to him, but he didn't realize anything about him.
My attitude has always been bad. He is very ignorant, but boys are very mature. He once hurt the boy so much that he wanted to leave school, but only when the boy left did he realize that he had fallen in love. "
Brother Xi, who had never left home, ran away and went to the provincial capital to look for the boy. He suffered a lot, but it was fate that he actually found the boy back. They are very happy and sweet together, studying hard together, and laughing at life together. The boy even went to live at Brother Xi's house for a while, helping with housework and doing the dirty work. Every second they spent together was happy and satisfying. It was just God's will. In one basketball game, the boy worked hard to win and hugged Brother Xi tightly. The two almost kissed, but a boy in the class who was jealous of Brother Xi wrote their relationship on the blackboard. Make it public. In the end, Brother Xi couldn't bear the eyes of others, and became more and more reticent, even fighting, drinking, skipping classes, and finally suffered from neurasthenia and had to rest at home. Brother Xi's parents guarded him very tightly, but Brother Xi still took the opportunity to escape and eloped with him. The boy drove him all the way to the city on his motorcycle. The two of them spent two happy days in the city. After buying the tickets, they agreed to go to Guangzhou the next day. "
Zhang Anan was choked up, Lin Wenxi was silent and listened very attentively.
"I was going to Guangzhou the next day, but Brother Xi got up early and happily opened the door, only to see his parents. Brother Xi must have been heartbroken at that time, so he kept fighting, crying, and even He was seeking death and survival. But he finally gave in and went to school, but the first time he saw the boy, he fell again."
"He hurt himself crazily and abused himself crazily. In the end, the boy didn't want to see him in pain and chose to drop out of school. The last time the two met, Brother Xi wanted to give everything he had to the boy, but the boy was already too tired. He After carrying everything and many things that happened, he was questioned by Brother Xi's parents, and even Brother Xi's father beat him, but he was an orphan in the first place."
"He finally knew that the lifelines of himself and Brother Xi might never cross, so he chose to leave the small town. On the day he left the small town, Brother Xi took his schoolbag to repeat his studies. Brother Xi only gradually learned about these after graduation. .”
"The boy later always thought that Brother Xi already had a girlfriend, and perhaps was about to get married. However, Brother Xi waited for him for seven years, and due to various obstructions from the boy's friends, the two never had any contact. In the end, Brother Xi waited for him for seven years. Brother Xi attended his wedding after graduation."
"After the boy graduated, no, he should have been called a man a long time ago. He went to Guangzhou, the place where he and Brother Xi had promised to be, and met his wife. The two of them then went to another city to work hard."
"The man said that the thing he regretted most was leaving his hometown, and the thing he regretted least was meeting his current wife. The man's wife was very beautiful and she was pregnant."
"Wen Xi, did you know that the two of us have no contact yet?"
"I once hoped that Brother Xi would be persistent and brave to find him, but Brother Xi refused. Later, I gradually understood Brother Xi's painstaking efforts. When the two met, either the man was destined to be with him because of family responsibilities and could not be with him. With Brother Xi and his permanent end. Or, the man is with Brother Xi, but he is burdened with the guilt of his wife and children, and he and Brother Xi can never return to their former happiness. Some things, in the past, are in the past, For some people, if they miss it, they just miss it. Just like Brother Xi said, he would rather live in memories forever, but is not willing to let all the past of the two of them end in the doom of time in reality. "
"It is true that they are not together, but I can know their pain and their regrets, but I can only accept it. What would have happened if the two of them had been braver and braver..." Zhang Anan said, I couldn't help but shed tears freely, and couldn't help crying anymore.
"Brother Xi, how are you doing now?" Lin Wenxi asked with tears in his eyes.
"He" Zhang Anan looked at the south, thought for a moment, and said, "Now he has been living alone in the city where they made an empty promise."
"Go, Wenxi, go find him." Zhang Anan said, "Don't ruin your present because of the past."