On the way back, Lin Wenxi lay down behind Zhao Yuan, hugged Zhao Yuan's waist tightly with her hands, and pressed her face against his back. The cold wind blew across both sides of his body, but his body felt warm in waves.
Chen Wanxin's crying figure appeared in their field of vision. Zhao Yuan turned the accelerator, and the car sped forward like an arrow off the string.
"Yuan, stop for a moment." Lin Wenxi said.
The car slowly stopped.
"Go and see her." Lin Wenxi said.
"Okay, you kid, stop being the Virgin Mary. She always arranges some messy little ideas. It's really boring," Zhao Yuan said.
"What if I also arranged some messy little ideas?" Lin Wenxi asked.
"Then you are no longer Lin Wenxi," Zhao Yuan said, restarting the car and suddenly moving forward. Lin Wenxi suddenly saw not far behind Chen Wanxin, Zheng Kai was sitting on the steps over there, smoking constantly.
Chen Wanxin was slightly happy when she saw the car stopped, but the man did not look back. He could not even bear to look here. Only the boy sitting behind his car held his waist and looked here. , what kind of look is that? It’s provocative.
A glass of hot milk was handed over. These hands, as well as the nauseating smell of smoke, were Zheng Kai.
Chen Wanxin spilled the milk: "Does it make sense?"
Zheng Kai was silent.
"Didn't you say you gave up on me and gave up on me? Why are you following me around all day long? A grown man who doesn't do anything else but just follows a woman's butt has nothing to do with anything." Chen Wanxin asked sharply, with tears at the corners of her eyes. Then it was done.
"I'm very happy." Zheng Kai said.
"You're brain-dead," Chen Wanxin couldn't help scolding her.
Zheng Kai grinned. Zhang Anan once came over and said to herself, if Chen Wanxin gets angry with you one day, then she cares about you a little bit. If she keeps turning a blind eye to you, she really never cares about you.
"Yes." Zheng Kai said happily.
Chen Wanxin simply felt that this person was hopeless.
"You also agree with Lin Wenxi and Zhao Yuan, right? You are happy to see them holding hands, right? You want them to be like this, so you have the opportunity to sympathize with me. I tell you it's impossible." Chen Wanxin said angrily, but she didn't mean it. No sorrow and sadness.
"The two of them, as far as I can see, they don't understand what they are doing. They do seem to stick together all day long, quarreling, making noises, or staying together, one playing the piano and the other playing the flute. But I can't tell what they are doing. There are too many things in that regard... After all, they seem to avoid meeting each other in the same dormitory without raising their heads or looking down. You tell me, if they really want to sleep together, you kiss me and I kiss you, then I was the first one to kick them out in disgust, but they didn't. I think it's just that the relationship is more than that of brothers, that's all." Zheng Kai said truthfully.
"That's because they are hiding their fear and have some sense of shame. Do you think they have any sense of shame today?" Chen Wanxin was angry.
"It wasn't that Wenxi almost fell down today. Zhao Yuan caught him and didn't want to ruin the process, so we had to do this." Zheng Kai remembered what Zhao Yuan said.
"If you believe the nonsense he said, let me ask you, how do you feel about Gu Xi? Gu Xi likes you. Everyone with a discerning eye knows it," Chen Wanxin said.
"He is still young and not sensible," Zheng Kai said.
"Then what age does it mean to grow up? You are twenty years old this year. Gu Xi is only one year younger than you and nineteen years old. He should have been called a man by now. You said he is still young?" Chen Wanxin said reluctantly.
"From a biological point of view, there is biological age and psychological age. Gu Xi's psychological age is about eight or nine years old.
I consider him my younger brother. My eight or nine-year-old brother is usually a bit clingy, so that’s okay. "Zheng Kai said.
"Don't talk to me about biology, Zheng Kai, you know it well, don't you? It's just because Gu Xi doesn't know if it's a favor to you or something. Even if you can't stand it, you can still find this excuse for him. He likes you. "He just likes you. If you keep treating him as nine years old, he will always like you disgustingly," Chen Wanxin said.
"Wanxin, who Gu Xi likes is his freedom. As a brother, I can't interfere. But I also know who I like." Zheng Kai said.
"Just tolerate it and deceive yourself and others. When one day he kisses you in the mouth in public, you will be embarrassed," Chen Wanxin said.
"Go back, I'll take you." Zheng Kai said after being silent for a while.
"I have a car, a driver, and air conditioning. If I commit any crime, I need you to drive me in this rented shabby car." Chen Wanxin's eyes were full of contempt.
"What if Zhao Yuan said this to you?" Zheng Kai suddenly asked.
Chen Wanxin couldn't deal with it for a moment.
"Come on, you always live in the car. How can you know the excitement of the outside world? Or two people must have some similarities in order to have a common language." Zheng Kai said.
"You talk a lot of nonsense." Chen Wanxin said coldly.
"It depends on who it is for." Zheng Kai suddenly smiled. His normally overbearing face suddenly showed a hint of shyness.
Chen Wanxin stood up and left decisively.
"Wanxin..." Zheng Kai could not help but sigh in the frosty mist.
"Don't lead the way yet." Chen Wanxin's voice was like the light of nature, dispelling all the coldness in the frosty night. Zheng Kaixi couldn't help pointing to the parking area not far away and strode over.
Zheng Kai jumped on his motorcycle and said to Chen Wanxin, "Come on."
Chen Wanxin always looked down upon the poor people riding motorcycles to solicit customers on the comfortable and soft seats. She never thought that today would be the first time she sat on them in person. She didn't know what to think.
"Hold it tight," Zheng Kai said in a deep voice.
Chen Wanxin was just holding on to the iron frame of the back seat tightly. After a while, she suddenly understood what Zheng Kai meant.
A pair of bare hands tightly grasped Zheng Kai's clothes on both sides. Even though he had never been close to him, Zheng Kai smiled calmly and was content. But the cold wind suddenly turned cold. Will these hands get frostbite from being exposed to the wind for a moment? Zheng Kai frowned slightly, and decisively took off the gloves on the handle of the motorcycle and handed them to Chen Wanxin.
"What kind of smelly person has touched it?" Chen Wanxin was slightly angry.
Zheng Kai thought about it, took back his gloves, and stuffed Chen Wanxin's hand into his pocket: "Don't freeze it."
As soon as he finished speaking, the motorcycle cheered, the motor roared, and flew away at lightning speed. Chen Wanxin pressed against Zheng Kai's back, holding her hands tightly in his pockets. Although the cold wind was blowing on her cheeks, she was breathing hard. It's a little awkward, but in this deep cold, the warmth of Zheng Kai's solid back is so precious that people can't help but yearn for it. This kind of warmth is definitely not something you can experience in an air-conditioned room or a heated car, but it's only now that I have some understanding.
Lin Wenxi probably behaves like this too. He must have been cold when he took a cold shower in the winter. That day in the shower room, Zhao Yuan's hug was so warm. The small prison must have been cold during the Chinese New Year, and Zhao Yuan's worries and worries were as warm as ever. In such a motorcycle, Lin Wenxi hid behind Zhao Yuan. . .
But that person, why can't it be me
The lights of the cities on both sides were gradually blurred in the wind and mist, like blurred time and distant memories. The wind was strong, but it was extremely quiet.