Zheng Kai was howling on the stage, and the audience in the audience heard Xiang Yu shout: "Ambulance." They couldn't help but feel that it was a show, and they couldn't stop laughing. Xiang Yu had already taken off his robe, wrapped it around Yu Ji's neck, jumped off the stage with Yu Ji in his arms, grabbed the road, and ran all the way to the entrance of the auditorium.
"Blood..." Lin Wenxi looked at the blood splattered on the ground, her heart felt like a sharp cut, and tears burst into her eyes: "You idiot"
"Gu Xi, Gu Xi, I will fuck your mother." Zheng Kai ran all the way, and the sweat on his face stained the makeup paint colorfully.
"The blood bank is short of blood..." The doctor wiped his sweat and said, "There are so many conditions in your class... Drowning, pregnancy... and now here comes another one who cuts his neck..."
Zheng Kai never imagined that Gu Xi had replaced the prop sword with Hanguang Shuoshuo's real sword. Only the martial arts team had a few real swords hidden there. He didn't know how Gu Xi got it out, or how he was unaware of the ghosts. Props were replaced consciously.
"Slap me as much as you want." Zheng Kai said sharply. Gu Xi had also given him a blood transfusion before, and he knew that their blood types were the same.
Blood flowed out from Zheng Kai's arm little by little, one bag after another. Gu Xi had fallen into a coma due to lack of blood, and his face was as pale as tissue paper, which was unbearable to see. His breath is like a candle in the wind, which may disappear at any time.
"I'm sorry." Zheng Kai buried his head deeply.
Zheng Kai still remembered Gu Xi's cold eyes at that time, filled with deep despair.
That night, Zheng Kai kept vigil until late at night, still brooding over his father's death. Gu Xi couldn't help but give some advice. Zheng Kai dragged Gu Xi into the gang's bathroom without saying a word.
Zheng Kai didn't know what he was doing. He thought of Chen Wanxin's tenderness when he took care of him. He thought of Chen Wanxin's decisive departure when she found out about Zhao Yuan's accident. He thought of Chen Wanxin's smile to him when they saw each other again, and it returned to the past.
And the person in front of him who has been taking care of, following, pestering, clinging to, and annoying him is the person he least wants to hurt. He can't frown at him or yell at him, but he never understands how he is. Hate, hate it all
After repeatedly forbearing, this person kissed his lips deeply in the middle of the night. How shameful and disgusting.
Why isn’t this person Wanxin
Zheng Kai was hysterical and furious.
That night was too unusual, the thunder was unusually loud, the raindrops were unusually falling, and Zheng Kai's ferocious face was very terrifying. Gu Xi was stripped naked and shivering all over. He almost begged Zheng Kai to let him go, but Zheng Kai stabbed him hard with something like an iron rod.
"It hurts, Zheng Kai, please let me go."
Try as hard as you can.
His arm was bitten deeply, but the pain inspired Zheng Kai's fighting spirit.
"Zheng Kai, I beg you, I have given up a long time ago... I just want to be a friend with you... Brother..."
What's so shameful, my friend, you're as shameful as my dad.
Blood suddenly seeped out and fell to the floor, but Zheng Kai didn't notice it.
It was like the blood in my heart was flowing out.
Until he was numb, until his whole body was limp, and he could no longer say anything.
Gu Xi even thought that it was very happy to be able to use Zheng Kai as a means of venting. Gu Xi persuaded herself and also lied to herself about happiness. The warmth of Zheng Kai's body left his trembling body, and his last cold words completely shattered the lies he told himself: "Isn't this what you want? I'll give it to you, you can go."
This is what I want, this is what I have been waiting for for eight years. You don’t like boys to be effeminate, I have been learning how to be a man. You don’t like boys to be fragile. I never shed tears in front of you and always smile.
"Zheng Kai" Gu Xi was actually smiling.
Gu Xiyuan smiled with her eyes open, resisting the numbness in her feet, slowly walked out of the door, and fainted in the rain outside.
It was like going back in time. On a cold rainy night so many years ago, Gu Xi fell into the mud while holding the life-saving blood medicine box. . .
When Zheng Kai went to help Gu Xi buy lunch and returned to the hospital, Gu Xi had already left. He asked his mother Guo Ciyun, and Guo Ciyun said calmly: "I only advised him not to report the crime, and he just..."
Zheng Kai thought he would never see Gu Xi again, but unexpectedly, Gu Xi came back from nowhere.
However, Zheng Kai knew that Gu Xi was still alive, but Gu Xi was dead.
He never said a word again, but he still sent his coat over on cold nights.
Zheng Kai didn't understand.
He suddenly remembered what Lin Wenxi said at his father's funeral: "Ask what love is in this world, and you will know whether it is life or death."
Is this love? My father taught me from an early age what boys should and shouldn't do.
Zheng Kai laughed out loud.
When Gu Xi woke up again, she was surrounded by classmates.
Zheng Kai, who was unshaven, with a shiny face, bloodshot eyes and pale complexion, was still holding his hand. Lin Wenxi next to him was also emaciated beyond human form.
When he saw that he was awake, he was already in tears.
Lin Wenxi blamed herself deeply.
He found Gu Xi's expulsion notice in Gu Xi's dormitory. With the origami notice, many things gradually came to light.
Gu Xi has been absent from school for two consecutive weeks without any reason. Disobeying the monitor's advice, he slapped the monitor of the next class because the monitor privately said that two boys in a certain class were acting ambiguously. After being scolded by the counselor, Gu Xi actually hugged the counselor and kissed her hard in public. This scared the counselor to the point where he panicked and made a fool of himself in public, and almost fell out with his girlfriend.
"On the last day, the dean of academic affairs came to talk to Gu Xi, but he heard the boss's movements in the office of the college building. After a while, the door of the office opened, and the dean of academic affairs ran out, sweating profusely, and kept shouting "It's amazing." Later I Asked Gu Xi what happened, Gu Xi said that he just squeezed the dean's balls a few times and it was quite comfortable. The dean stood and enjoyed it for a while before running away..." Shu Xiaoman said. explain.
"Gu Xi asked me not to bother you with things. You've been really busy lately and often been away from the dormitory. I tried to talk to you several times but never got the chance."
As Gu Xi's close friend, he seemed to be deaf and blind to realize all this.
Lin Wenxi held Gu Xi's hand and burst into tears.
"Wen Xi, if you lose weight any more, you will dry up." As soon as Gu Xifu finished speaking, tears fell.
"Some people are not worth waiting for, so just wait, okay?"
"Don't be like me..." Gu Xi said, hitting Zheng Kai's hand hard, but those big hands just squeezed Gu Xi and wouldn't let go.
"Kill me, Gu Xi." Zheng Kai said, "You can do anything you want from me."
Gu Xi looked around at everyone and smiled contemptuously: "Are you serious? Everyone has heard it?"
Lin Wenxi hurriedly covered Gu Xi's mouth: "Gu Xi, don't say anything. It will embarrass you and yourself...recover from your illness first."
Gu Xi pushed Lin Wenxi's hand away: "It can cure the disease, but it cannot cure the disease. There is a time in life, but there is no time in life. Don't force it. Your biological father has left a last word, even if that person really loves you. . . . so what?”
"Zheng Kai, I want you, are you willing to kiss me in public?" Gu Xi smiled coldly.
Zheng Kai frowned slightly, leaned down, pursed his lips, closed his eyes and held his breath, and then made up his mind to touch Gu Xi's mouth.
"No." Lin Wenxi grabbed Zheng Kai hard and said to Gu Xi, "Let's leave some room for each other."
"I want it, I want it" Gu Xi shouted loudly.
"Zheng Kai, get out, all of you, I'll accompany Gu Xi," Lin Wenxi shouted sternly, looking around at everyone, he desperately found that Zhao Yuan was not there.
After everyone dispersed, Gu Xi turned her face and ignored Lin Wenxi.
"He forces himself to do things he doesn't want to do in public, and your story will soon be spread. I'm afraid Zheng Kai's biggest grudge in his life is that if the evil consequences that Uncle Zheng planted for him in the past continue like this, he will now Even if you feel guilty and force yourself, if you continue, you will really be finished, there will be no room for turning around at all," Lin Wenxi said sadly.
"What room for maneuver do I have? Can things get any worse? I would rather just have his false tenderness than be an ordinary friend all my life and watch him suffer." Gu Xi sneered.
"Gu Xi, don't think that I don't know that you are trying to free him. Up to now, you only want to free him. You want to offset the things he has committed. In this way, you and he will have nothing to do with each other, right? He owes you," Lin Wenxi said harshly.
"Hey, what about Zhang Dong? Does Zhang Dong still owe you?" Gu Xi asked with a smile.
"Zhang Dong..." Lin Wenxi was silent for a moment.
Gu Xi spoke slowly and expressionlessly, and Lin Wenxi finally understood that the pain and guilt he suffered back then were actually blamed on Gu Xi several times.
"At that time, I asked you how you felt when Zhao Yuan treated you like that... I thought I would be very happy... But why did I just feel the urge to die... I hate... Wen Xi, I hate...but...in the end, how can I continue to hate..." Gu Xi cried.
Lin Wenxi couldn't help hugging Gu Xi, tears streaming down her face.
"I... really plan to be friends with him and forget about the past. I just want to... just want to be with him, but God doesn't even give me such a chance now." Gu Xi suddenly coughed violently. With.
"Stop talking and have a good rest." Lin Wenxi patted Gu Xi's back gently, her heart already aching beyond measure.
"I can't hate him, I can only hate myself... I want to tell him that I don't blame him, but I can't open my mouth. Even if I don't blame him, he can't let it go. Why doesn't he even have the chance to be friends? If you don't give it to me, I just want to die, why do you want to save me?" Gu Xi kept crying.
"Zheng Kai, you won't really get rid of him, will you?" Wang Xiang couldn't help blurting out, and he immediately regretted it so much that his intestines turned blue.
A loud slap fell on Wang Xiang's face. Zhang Anan's face was full of anger, and his chest heaved violently with anger.
"Well done," Wang Xiang said bitterly, then he opened his bow from left to right, slapped himself several times, and rushed out of the crowd.