Someone said: "Isn't Zhang Dong always caring about Lin Wenxi?"
"What's wrong?" Gu Xi asked Shu Xiaoman, who had been sitting closest to Lin Wenxi just now. Shu Xiaoman just couldn't stop crying, but couldn't explain the reason.
Chen Wanxin looked at Shu Xiaoman thoughtfully, surprised.
"Let him handle it. It's all the big guys' business, so let's not get involved." Wang Zhengjuan immediately came up with a new game, which was similar to passing flowers by beating drums, but using her mouth to shout a piece of paper and pass it to each other. There are many beauties and handsome men here. Such a game of opposite-sex attraction naturally aroused the interest of the group of people again. They called the waiter to clear the table, and it was still noisy.
Shu Xiaoman stood up and was about to walk out, but Zhang Anan held her back and shook her head slowly: "Tell me what happened."
Shu Xiaoman just refused. Zhang Anan held Wang Xiang and whispered something. His eyes glanced at Chen Wanxin from time to time, already knowing the general idea.
"Oh, you are so stupid." Zhang Anan pushed Wang Xiang away.
Wang Xiang scratched his ears and returned to the wine shop, muttering: "You bitch, you obviously didn't say anything..."
Chen Wanxin helped Wang Zhengjuan stir up the atmosphere, ordered a dance song, and drank a glass of wine. There was almost no shortage of wine, and all the boys became so drunk that everyone forgot what happened just now.
"I have to leave. Help me find him and contact me again." Zhang Dong said to Zhao Yuan on the phone.
"You can go about your business with peace of mind. He is my roommate, and I have the responsibility and obligation to be responsible for him." Zhao Yuan answered briefly, expecting that Lin Wenxi would not hide in the campus, so he went to the nearby pedestrian bridge and looked around.
Zhang Dong got on the military vehicle. The driver looked at him and smiled: "Brother Dong, you will lose your luck after going out for a while, don't let someone ride on your horse."
"Old Luo, be nice and go to Mr. Mo's place to do business first." Zhang Dong said solemnly, while wiping his forehead clean with a tissue, he slowly pulled out some broken glass embedded in his flesh against the car mirror, and then As if nothing happened, the driver and I were chatting and laughing.
Zhao Yuan wandered around like a headless fly for more than an hour before returning to the fountain square near the school and sitting beside the fountain. The fountain was originally decorated with colorful lights and water splashes every night, dazzling it until late at night, but today there was no music and no water jets. , the air still has the unique moisture and coldness after being moistened by water in winter, as if it had just stopped. Zhao Yuan let out a long breath and turned into a mist in the air.
"What a pity. If that person hadn't gone to the musical fountain to take a bath for more than half an hour, we wouldn't have stopped so early today." Someone beside him muttered dissatisfiedly.
"It's such a cold winter, you must have gone crazy. If you don't freeze to death, you will freeze to death." Someone agreed.
Zhao Yuan felt a slight pain in his heart, imagining that a young man just rushed into the fountain and stood there motionless, letting the cold water turn into rain and fall on him, regardless of it. He was very worried about what happened.
Lin Wenxi's call was answered, and his voice was very cold.
"I'm in the dormitory."
"I'll come back to find you. Don't run around." Zhao Yuan said hurriedly. He wanted to add something, but the call had been hung up.
Walking up the stairs, Zhao Yuan saw a line of very obvious water stains going up the steps. At the end of the water stains was dormitory 216. Water stains fell from the bedroom door to Lin Wenxi's desk. Zhao Yuan saw another set of wet clothes in a bucket, and his eyes fell on Lin Wenxi lying on the bed. Under the blue thick velvet quilt was Lin Wenxi's wet head. He was covered with the quilt, but the quilt was shaking with his body. Zhao Yuan smelled a cloud of moisture in the bathroom. He opened the door and saw that the bathroom floor was soaked. He stretched out his hand and twisted the nozzle of the water heater. It was cold to the bone. This idiot
Zhao Yuan was a little angry, and slowly sat beside Lin Wenxi's bed, then ran to the supermarket downstairs, bought a box of ginger powder, soaked it in hot water, forced himself to calm down for a while, and patted Lin Wenxi's quilt.
"Wenxi, get up and drink the ginger tea, don't freeze it."
Lin Wenxi opened the quilt, her lips were a little purple from the cold, and her lips were still trembling. She said slowly: "Cinnamon, it's not for me. Chen Wanxin seemed to have a cold at that time." Then she seemed to be talking to herself: "I smelled the smell of fish in Chen Wanxin's tent that night, and I even lied to myself that there was fried fish for me next to the stove. Why did you use the eyes I drew as a sign to find it for me?"
"Wenxi, what nonsense are you talking about?" Zhao Yuan was confused and made Lin Wenxi drink the ginger tea.
Lin Wenxi turned his hand and knocked over the ginger tea and the cup, spilling it all over the table. Then he suddenly got up and found his backpack. He took out a pair of pieces of paper from a tightly covered square box, which were exactly what he had drawn. Those eyes were looking at him fiercely at the moment, and there were two lumps left on them.
Blood. Lin Wenxi's eyes felt sour, and he felt that what was flowing out of those eyes were blood and tears. He felt depressed and casually tore them into pieces.
Zhao Yuan was speechless, silently wiping the water stains on the table. Zheng Kai and Wang Xiang came in smelling of alcohol. Gu Xi hurried to Lin Wenxi's bedside, holding him tightly with both hands, and kept helping him breathe.
Zheng Kai looked at the cup on the ground and the puddle of water on Lin Wenxi's table, and said loudly: "Wenxi, if you have any grievances, please tell me directly. Please help us and don't keep it in your heart. Everyone is doing it inexplicably."
"Oh, men always have a few days in a month. Brother Kai, just let him calm down." Wang Xiang laughed along with him.
"Damn it, he went so far as to hit someone with a beer bottle. The one he hit was our instructor. I'm afraid it doesn't happen only a few days a month. Wen Xi, hurry up and don't get stuck in a panic." Zheng Kai was obviously a little drunk. Now, I’m talking more.
"Zheng Kai, tell him to be quiet," Zhao Yuan said in a deep voice.
"Quiet ass, you can't tell anyone anything. It's such a big matter. If we are treated as brothers... we should be together... If we have difficulties, it's nothing to hold it in like this." Zheng Kai was a little shaken. Sitting down on Wang Xiang's bed, he was betting on points with dice. He lamented the decline of the world when he lost. Everyone had a deep routine. He drank two or three dozen beers and was forced to drink two dozen beers because he said the wrong thing. A whole bottle of Lao Baigan, even if it was a huge amount like him, it was a bit hard to hold it. It might as well be that Zheng Kai happened to be sitting on Wang Xiang's belly. Wang Xiang let out a very difficult and deep sigh. Zheng Kai suddenly got goosebumps all over his body. He picked up a pillow and covered Wang Xiang. Wang Xiang was scratching his limbs underneath and was in great pain. Word.
"Brother Kai, you should just go to bed. You can tell others everything you want. Are you willing to tell others everything that happened since childhood?" Gu Xi couldn't help but curl her lips.
"Hey, you boy, okay, if you are willing to listen, brother, I will tell you, come on, let's talk all night tonight" Zheng Kai pointed at Gu Xi and said.
Gu Xi couldn't help but his heart beat suddenly. He couldn't wait to pounce on Zheng Kai right now. No matter where he was, no matter if he drank too much, he would be happy to sleep with him and talk to him all night long. of. But looking at Lin Wenxi's appearance, he had no idea at all.
Lin Wenxi did indeed fall asleep. The water in the fountain pool was bone-chilling, and the cold wind hit him all the way. When he came back, he was still filled with cold water. He suddenly got into bed. Even though his whole body was cold, he quickly warmed up because of the backlash of his body's self-protection. Gradually, his head began to Drowsily, he soon fell asleep.
The cold wind that night, when I was blindfolded, there was a dead silence and the darkness that swallowed up the whole world, making it impossible for me to imagine what I was about to face, not knowing what that person was going to do to me, the suffocating panic and helplessness, It’s like never feeling the arrival of tomorrow again.
Until he could no longer resist, his body was hugged tightly, and his forehead, hair, and body were all covered in cold sweat.
No matter how helpless and heartbreaking it is, it all turns into a muffled babbling sound, with no one hearing or caring.
The man finally stopped, hugged himself tightly, and said sorry repeatedly.
People walk silently, like an endless alley.
He was well dressed, but he seemed naked in broad daylight.
I tore off the black cloth blindfolded, but still couldn't see the light, and ran to the street in panic, but I didn't see anyone running away in a hurry. Everyone seemed so serious and in a hurry, the neon lights were gone, and they were ruined and silent. , a pot of abandoned flowers in the trash can, trembling and struggling in the wind, will be buried in the annihilation ruins of life tomorrow.
I don’t know how many times I have washed it like crazy at home, but I still feel sticky between my thighs. Even in my sleep, I still feel sticky. Even after washing for many years, it seems that it has never been cleaned.
If I see you again in my lifetime, I will not hesitate to die with you
As time goes by, the despair of the past has long passed away in the silence of books and the ardent hopes of his parents. Those secrets have almost permanently sealed his mouth. From now on, he will not approach strangers. He only seeks to fulfill his parents’ wishes and satisfy their wishes. After his parents died, he also ended all his dirty deeds. No, before everything ended, he must meet that person again.
But when I woke up from the dream, this was no longer a dream. It was clear that I was just retracing everything in the past and uncovering the scars, but I couldn't get rid of the cancer that I had been unable to pull out. Lin Wenxi woke up sweating profusely, her cheeks were cold, and the tears on her lips were sour. Through the skylight outside the window, he saw a figure sitting quietly beside his bed, sleeping with his head supported by one hand. Lin Wenxi was so frightened that he shouted out in surprise: "Go away, go away and don't come over."
Zhao Yuan smiled slightly: "You're awake. It's okay, no one else is here, don't be afraid." Lin Wenxi fell asleep silently, Zhao Yuan gently patted Lin Wenxi's arm through the quilt, and for a long time, his hand dropped.