"Understood." Chen Shuze's voice was a little difficult, and his heart sank.
Is Master's attitude a rejection? Could it be that he had guessed wrong, that the master had already broken through the emotional barrier and gave up his feelings for him
"Understood? Why do you still say when you understand?" Xiang Han asked with a straight face.
Chen Shuze's eyes drooped slightly, his expression was gloomy, and after a long while, he whispered: "Disciple, I can't help myself..."
"Oh." Xiang Han suppressed a smile and said, "Aren't you afraid that the teacher will drive you out of Qing Jing Peak?"
Chen Shuze suddenly raised his head when he heard the words, his eyes were full of astonishment and bewilderment. But after a while, he lowered his head again, and said somewhat resignedly, "I don't want to deceive myself anymore. If the master really wants to expel the disciple, the disciple should take his orders. It's just... I still love the master in my heart, and I won't Change and never give up... "
"Is it respect? Or love?" Xiang Han asked.
Chen Shuze hesitated for a moment, then said, "There are all of them."
"Then which one is more?" Xiang Han continued to ask.
Hearing this, Chen Shuze finally came to his senses.
If Master was really angry, he would have slapped him out long ago, why would he ask so many questions? In particular, the master also asked him more 'respect' or 'love' more...
Chen Shuze suppressed the joy in his heart, raised his head cautiously, and sure enough caught a flash of smile in the other party's eyes.
He finally let go of the boulder in his heart, his eyes softened, and he lingered on Xiang Han with some greed.
"Love more..." His voice was low and lingering.
Xiang Hanxin skipped a beat, and suddenly couldn't pretend anymore.
Chen Shuze hurriedly pursued the victory, leaned forward slightly, and said expectantly: "Master asked this, is it also in your heart..."
"Cough." Xiang Han hurriedly interrupted him, and said with a straight face: "I have no respect in my heart, it seems that you knowingly committed the crime and decided to go against the teacher..."
"Master really thinks so?" Chen Shuze asked in a low voice.
Xiang Han was stunned for a moment, Chen Shuze couldn't help getting closer when he saw this, and said softly, "Master also likes me, right?"
Seeing him getting more and more 'presumptuous', Xiang Han's face couldn't help turning dark, but he still kept his upright posture, and said in a cold voice: "Which of your eyes can see that I like you?"
"Disciple can feel it." Chen Shuze said seriously, as if he guessed that he would deny it, and quickly said: "If the master is really angry, he will just slap the disciple out, or drive him down the mountain directly. But you not only didn't, but instead Ask disciples whether they respect you more or love you more. In fact, you care about my thoughts, right?"
Xiang Han: "..." I'll take a picture of you right now, okay
Chen Shuze quietly held his hand, hesitantly said: "Master, is it because the disciple was too slow and hurt you before, so you don't want to admit it?"
"Before?" Xiang Han was suddenly puzzled, ignoring the hand being held.
Chen Shuze clenched his hands subconsciously, hesitated for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "Master, I'm sorry, it's because I understood too late. You have been tortured by emotional disorder for more than two years. You should be angry, but I..."
What is this all about? Xiang Han withdrew his hand suddenly, and asked seriously: "Is there something wrong with your brain?"
"what?"
Xiang Han directly raised his hand to exercise his kung fu, slapped him out with one palm, then followed him out, and continued to ask: "Are you awake?"
Chen Shuze was lying on the ground with his hands on his chest, his expression a little dazed.
"What emotional disorder? What more than two years? Have you become obsessed with cultivation?" Xiang Han asked with a frown. At first, he didn't notice the abnormality, but the more he listened to it, the more he felt that there was something wrong with this kid.
Chen Shuze was not injured, and quickly patted his chest to get up, hesitantly said: "Master, you retreated before... Wasn't it because you fell into the magic test?"
"Where did you hear the rumors?" Xiang Han asked.
Before contacting him, he seemed to understand a little bit. Chen Shuze thought he liked him two years ago, and even fell into a love disorder because of it
Xiang Han was very speechless, and even wanted to ask the other party, what did he do to give him this illusion
However, for some reason, he did have a crush on Chen Shuze when he first came here, and even liked him. But he felt that he had always been reserved, maintained a high-cold image, and did nothing...
Well, I showed my stuff twice and touched my back once, but I definitely didn't like it to the point of being obsessed, and I don't know how Chen Shuze thought of it. According to past experience, the unhealthy trend of brain love must be curbed. Although the other party will make love in a good direction, sometimes they will make love in the direction of sadomasochism.
Furthermore, he is not infatuated with someone to the point of obsession, and he firmly refuses to admit anything that has never happened.
"The Dao heart is firm, why is there a love barrier? It's just nonsense." Xiang Han waved his clothes and shook his sleeves, and stood on the steps with his hands behind his back.
Chen Shuze stood below, and after a while he said in a daze, "No... emotional barrier?"
"No." Xiang Han emphasized.
No
Chen Shuze was at a loss for a while, could it be that everything was just his imagination, the master didn't like him, let alone fell into a love barrier, cut off love
No no, even if the emotional barrier is imaginary, but the feeling is not wrong, Master... must like him.
Chen Shuze shook his head violently for a while, and quickly thought, if there is no emotional barrier, the master will not be tortured, and he should be happy.
After he figured it out, he quickly looked towards Han, and said with hope in his voice: "Master, since there is no one, then can I... like you?"
Xiang Han never expected that he could come back again, but this problem...
Liking is a matter of one person, what does it have to do with whether he agrees or not? Could it be that Chen Shuze doesn't like it if he doesn't agree
However, he thought so, and was actually quite happy in his heart, and wanted to nod. But he had been keeping a cold face before, not to change too much, so he pretended to be calm and said: "This is your business."
After saying this, he flicked his sleeves and went back to the house. Chen Shuze was slightly stunned, and silently recited this sentence several times in his heart, only then did ecstasy flash in his eyes, and he couldn't believe it.
But Xiang Han just took two steps, then turned around and said: "I see you are in a daze today, and your words are confused, you should go back and clear yourself up."
Joy just rose in Chen Shuze's heart, but he was knocked down again in an instant, Qiqi Ai said: "Master, Master, this disciple was very sober just now, what he said was from the bottom of his heart."
Xiang Han said: "The words from the heart may be true, but the sobriety may not be so."
Chen Shuze said anxiously: "Master, disciple..."
Xiang Han directly raised his hand to stop, and said, "You don't think when you should think, and you think wildly when you shouldn't think. It took two years to understand feelings, but you can think clearly about things that don't exist. I think you are still not clear enough. In the past Pretending to be a teacher... fell into a love disorder, and now maybe imagined falling in love again... "
Hearing this, Chen Shuze hurriedly defended: "Master, this is definitely not the case. In fact, I figured it out not long after you retreated."
Xiang Han paused, but still said: "Is that so? What did you want to understand? Is it because you fell into a emotional barrier for the teacher, which made you recognize your own feelings? But 'falling into a emotional barrier' is your own imagination, so The feelings you recognize... are they real?"
Chen Shuze was stunned for a moment, Xiang Han smiled slightly, and said, "Look, sometimes it's not a good thing to think too much, so you have to remember it in the future."
After finishing speaking this time, he went straight into the room without looking back.
Chen Shuze stood in the courtyard all the time. At first, he was indeed a little entangled, but he soon got over it. He did doubt his feelings for Master because of his imagination, but he really wanted to understand it had nothing to do with his imagination.
If you don't really like it, even if you don't imagine it, it's useless if the master really loves him so much that you can't live without it. Would he feel that he likes Master just because of sympathy? Obviously not.
But why did Master say that again? Does he not understand? still is…
Thinking of Xiang Han's last sentence, 'Thinking too much is not a good thing', Chen Shuze instantly understood something, and looked annoyed.
He imagined that the master loves him, even to the point of falling into emotional barriers, how can the master not be ashamed? Might also think he's narcissistic. Hey, no wonder Master warned him that thinking too much is not a good thing.
Chen Shuze couldn't help but touch his forehead. He wanted to explain just now that he didn't feel that he liked Xiang Han because of imagination, but at this moment, he felt a little hot on his face and felt very embarrassed in his heart.
He sighed deeply, and felt that if he hadn't raised the "emotional barrier" in an unnecessary way, these things would not have happened, and the master might have agreed to him, and he was really shooting himself in the foot.
Fortunately, Master said just now that whether he likes it or not is his business, so it can be regarded as consent in disguise, right? Chen Shuze comforted himself secretly, and sat in the courtyard until dawn.
Liu Meng'er came early in the morning and was a little surprised to see him in the courtyard, so she asked in a low voice: "Junior Brother, why are you so early? Has Master woke up?"
Chen Shuze shook his head and said, "I've been here all along."
Liu Meng'er was even more surprised when she heard that, and she was a little guilty, and said tentatively: "Master... didn't tell you anything?"
Chen Shuze pressed his temple and said helplessly, "Senior Sister, you really can't hide a secret."
"Cough, this... Master asked me, so I can't help but say it." Liu Meng'er twisted her belt and said.
"Master asked on his own initiative?" Chen Shuze asked in surprise.
"Yes." Liu Meng'er nodded vigorously, and then said: "Master, I found out that you like...cough, anyway, I am not happy. In fact, I also think that there are so many fragrant grasses in the world, why do you have to go back and eat them?" ?”
Chen Shuze said helplessly: "Senior sister, Master sent me a word last night, I think you need it too."
"What words?"
"Sometimes, it's not a good thing to think too much, especially when passing on a message, don't add oil and vinegar."
"Uh..." Liu Meng'er looked embarrassed, and apologized: "You don't like Xiao Yue? Master is angry with you? That, I misunderstood, I'm really sorry, I'll help you explain to Master later."
Chen Shuze shook his head and said, "No, actually... it's a blessing in disguise, and I want to thank Senior Sister."
"A blessing in disguise? Master wants to help you marry that girl?" Liu Meng'er asked in surprise.
"Who are you talking about?" Before Chen Shuze could answer, Xiang Han pushed the door and walked out, looking at them expressionlessly.