After cutting off the call, Xavier slowly turned around and looked at Xiang Han in the team. Even against the light, he could see the other person's figure clearly, straight and straight, like a young poplar full of vigor.
Not long ago, he was full of joy when he looked at that figure from behind, but at this moment, he was only left blank and helpless.
No wonder after spending so many days together, Xiang Han's attitude didn't improve at all, but got worse and worse. It turned out that he hadn't separated his feelings and memories at all, he knew everything, he just didn't want to admit it, he just didn't want...to be with him again.
Thinking of this possibility, Xavier felt a suffocating discomfort. But he quickly comforted himself: No, no, my attitude when I just woke up must have hurt Xiaohan, he was just angry and quarreling, he must still like me. We have been in love for eight worlds, and he remembers everything, how could he suddenly not love me
After thinking this way, Xavier seemed to feel better again. At the end of the military training, he suddenly stopped Xiang Han and said, "Student, wait a minute."
Xiang Han was about to go to dinner with his classmates when he heard the words and couldn't help but stop. The classmate next to him saw him, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Then let's go first."
Xiang Han thought he was going to make some trouble again, and didn't want to stay at all. But this is a military school after all, and students pay close attention to military news. Although Xavier doesn't often appear in public, everyone has more or less seen him, so within a few days after his arrival, his identity was spread in private.
In front of so many classmates, Xiang Han didn't want to attract attention, so he had to stay honestly.
Xavier walked over and saw that he kept bowing his head in silence, he couldn't help but sighed slightly.
He stretched out his hand, intending to hold Xiang Han, but after glancing at the scattered students, he patted the top of the other's head instead, rubbed his soft hair, and said softly, "Let's walk together, shall we? "
"Aren't you afraid of being discovered by Theodore's people?" Xiang Han raised his head and squinted at him with a half-smile.
Xavier was inexplicably embarrassed, but he still explained seriously: "Something happened to his people in the Walkley star field, and he has no energy to torment us for the time being. Besides, I teach at the school, and it is normal to talk to students."
Xiang Han snorted softly, and said as he walked towards the dormitory: "Mr. General, I still hope that you can distinguish reality from fiction. Last time in the restaurant, I think I have made my words very clear, but your recent behavior really makes me I am troubled. No, to be precise, it has disturbed my normal life... "
Xavier walked side by side with him, all the way downcast and silent. It wasn't until he entered the dormitory that he took a step behind, closed the door slowly, and looked at Xiang Han quietly.
When Xiang Han heard the sound of closing the door, he felt inexplicably uneasy, and subconsciously turned around and asked, "What... what do you want?"
Xavier shook his head, walked over and said: "I'm sorry, I'm not good these days, I shouldn't bother you all the time. Actually, I just want to get along with you more and try to be with you again, but I didn't expect..." I didn't expect You are not detached from emotion, from memory.
Hearing the words, Xiang Han only said 'oh', and said with a sigh of relief: "In that case, when are you going to move out?"
Xavier's eyes were dim, he pressed his shoulder subconsciously, and asked softly: "Xiaohan, actually...you remember everything, but you haven't forgotten it, right?"
Xiang Han was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that he had revealed his secrets.
"I'm sorry, you must have been too disappointed in me to deliberately deny me. I was too much and hurt you..." Xavier's voice became lower and lower, and his tone was full of pity and pain.
Thinking of what he said when he just woke up, and Xiang Han's back, he felt distressed and sad for a while. He mistakenly thought that when Xiang Han was separated from his feelings and memories, he felt so uncomfortable before being rejected face to face. How painful should Xiang Han be in the first place
"I'm sorry..." He repeated his apology, and said in a low voice: "No matter what the cause is, I hurt you, you should be angry and deny me, I..."
"Wait." Xiang Han interrupted suddenly, took his hand away from his shoulder, frowned and said, "You're right, I really haven't separated my feelings and memories, but..."
Xavier just felt joy, but was immediately suppressed by the turning point in his tone, feeling a little uneasy in his heart.
Xiang Han went on to say, "However, I'm not angry, and I didn't admit it just to avoid trouble."
avoid trouble? After hearing this, Xavier became more uneasy, and subconsciously asked, "What's the trouble?"
Xiang Han frowned, and said seriously: "Your words reminded me that virtual reality is different from reality, and you are not the person who likes me in the virtual world."
"No, I'm him." Xavier shook his head slowly, but although his tone was firm, his eyes became more disturbed, as if he had already guessed what Xiang Han was going to say.
Sure enough, Xiang Han quickly said: "But to me, you are very different. He in the virtual world won't do things that I hate, and you... forget it, it's meaningless to say these things. When you leave Star Tour , I have already thought clearly that what I like is only the person in the virtual world, not the admiral I have never seen in reality, speaking of it, thank you for reminding me."
Xavier never thought that one day he would become his rival in love, and this result was caused by himself. He still stood there, but his heart sank again and again, almost to the bottom of the valley.
At this time, Xiang Han was still saying: "As for pretending not to remember, it's because you suddenly regained feelings, and I recognize who I like, and I don't want to get involved with you any longer. Actually, it's good for you and me, after all What I like is him in the virtual world, and I can't use you as a substitute."
Xavier's mind went blank. In a trance, he seemed to see Xiang Han's figure swaying for a while, but after regaining his senses, he realized that it was because he didn't stand firmly and became dizzy.
After stabilizing his figure, he kept shaking his head, and said in disbelief, "But when I just woke up, you were... Xiaohan, you're just angry, aren't you?"
Xiang Han frowned and said, "Maybe it's just empathy. At that time, I thought you would be him, but it turns out that you are different from him. Especially these few days, your behavior really distressed me."
"Yes, is it?" Xavier's voice trembled slightly, and he said lonely: "Don't you like... chicken soup?"
"It tastes so bad, and it smells bad, do you like it?" Xiang Han frowned instantly, probably because he had endured it for too long, and finally couldn't help it, he suddenly started to complain: "Don't you think it's very annoying for you to spy on others secretly?" Pervert? Also, I can see you in class, training, eating, and sleeping, and I can see you even when I go to the toilet. If someone follows you like this, won't you collapse? "
Fortunately, it's only a few days, not too long. If it takes two more days, Xiang Han will definitely not care who he is, and he will beat him up first.
When Xavier heard this, his heart was already dark, and his face was very ugly. It never occurred to him that Xiang Han really didn't like him, and even hated being with him. And what made him powerless the most was the fact that his love rival was actually himself. If he could, he really wanted to go back to the day when he just woke up, beat himself up, say something bad, insist on saying something like 'virtuality is different from reality'.
And the relationship these days, he thought it was caring, but he didn't expect...
"Sorry, I didn't mean to trouble you, I was just... too eager..." Want to be with you so much.
Xavier's tone was difficult, and he stopped for a while before continuing: "I will move out and try not to disturb you..."
Seeing this, Xiang Han hesitated for a moment, as if his heart softened. But thinking about the living conditions of the past few days, I have indeed treated Xavier differently from my lover, so I made up my mind again, gritted my teeth and said, "Then you should hurry up."
Xavier couldn't help feeling even more uncomfortable when he saw that his expression was normal, as if he had no affection at all. He finally realized what Xiang Han felt back then, the feeling that his lover clearly remembered him but didn't like him.
His distressed fingertips were trembling, and after clenching tightly, bloodstains were left on the palm of his hand. I don't know how long it took before he turned around and packed his things.
When he left, he had already reached the door, and he couldn't help turning his head back, telling him softly: "You... take good care of yourself, and when you leave the school, you must take 009 with you. If there is any danger, remember to let it notify you in time I."
Seeing Xiang Han's hesitation, he added: "After all, it's because of me that they noticed you. I should be responsible for both emotion and reason."
"Okay." Xiang Han nodded without any further hesitation.
Xavier was relieved now, and after leaving the dormitory, he went directly to Pulan's house by special ship.
Seeing him entering the door with a tired expression, Old Pulan couldn't help asking, "What's the matter? Is there a war?"
"No." Xavier leaned back on the sofa and pressed the painful forehead, his heart was full of bitterness.
"That's Xiaohan rejecting you again." Old Pu Lan affirmed, and then said bitterly: "Didn't you follow the method I taught? Care about him, ask him how he is, he lives in the imperial capital alone Star, sure..."
"Grandpa, stop talking."
The more Xavier listened, the more he had a headache, but Big A came to call at this time, asking tentatively: "Admiral, I heard... Mr. Xiang didn't get rid of his feelings and memories?"
Xavier made an 'hmm' and asked, "So?"
"So... can I go back?"
Xavier opened his eyes instantly, frowned and said, "Stay there honestly and keep an eye on Theodore's men."
After cutting off the communication, he contacted Xiao B again, hesitantly said: "You can find a way to transfer Xiaohan's salary to him, it should be fine."
After Xavier left, the dormitory was suddenly empty. Xiang Han seemed a little uncomfortable, and stood there for a long time for no reason.
009, who had been hiding all this time, finally came out, and asked cautiously, "Mr. Xiang, do you really hate the general?"
Xiang Han froze for a moment, then quickly shook his head and said, "No, it's just..."
Xiang Han couldn't say why, some things Xavier did really bothered him, but it didn't seem to be the most important reason.
Since leaving Star Tour, he has been hinting to himself that Xavier is not someone he likes. But in fact, the person in the virtual world is Xavier who keeps losing his memory.
Xiang Hanming knew about this relationship, but decided that he only liked the person in the virtual world. Probably because he had done too many psychological hints, he was resistant to overthrowing this conclusion, and he didn't want to see the two as one. In this way, he subconsciously did not want to contact Xavier.