You Xin was in a bad mood for several days.
As a starlet who has been half-popular for a long time, it is normal to be a little angry and unhappy. You Xin has a way of enlightening himself, the more unhappy he is, the more he spoils himself. Eat some high-calorie foods that you dare not eat more on weekdays, watch a few super funny movies or sitcoms, let yourself sleep until you wake up naturally, and immerse yourself in farming novels to escape reality.
Over the past few days, You Xin tried all these methods, but these methods that were very effective in the past have lost their due effect now. Sometimes he even feels that his mood has become much clearer during the day, but he will be beaten back to his original shape at night.
It's only half past seven in the evening, and You Xin is already lying on the bed. He was really tired of reading novels, so he had to get up and half sit up, planning to play a little mindless game for a while. He fiddled with his phone, and accidentally switched to the WeChat interface, and the contact at the top of the screen was Duan Jiashu. There is a small red dot on the right side of the other party's contact box, indicating that there are unread messages.
After You Xin returned home after recording the program that day, she blocked Duan Jiashu's WeChat account. No matter how many messages the other party sends him, he doesn't read them, and just waits until the night before going to bed to reply "busy" to dismiss the other party.
Seeing the little red dot, You Xin hesitated, but clicked in anyway. Then Duan Jiashu sent eight or nine messages talking to himself, all of which were videos of kittens. In the past, when the other party sent a video to You Xin, he would click on it and watch it carefully. Then he and Duan Jiashu argued about which kitten was the cutest and most beautiful like two elementary school students. But now You Xin doesn't have this kind of mood at all, and even recalling the plot of his getting along with Duan Jiashu will feel like being burned. He simply didn't reply a word, just quit WeChat and cleaned up the background, out of sight and out of mind.
As soon as he returned to the desktop, the phone vibrated violently, and You Xin was startled. Looking at the screen, he was relieved to see that the caller was Liu Yanhui.
"Xiao Xin, what are you doing?"
"No reason..." After speaking, You Xin tilted her head back, and then lay down on the bed again, her voice was weak.
"Are you in a bad mood today?"
"fine... "
"Then have you eaten?"
"not yet... "
"It's a good thing you didn't eat it."
"...Huh?" You Xin was slow to react for a while, feeling as if she had forgotten something.
"I made an appointment with you to have dinner at seven o'clock tonight. I'm already here. Where are you?"
"Ah! I, I forgot! I'm sorry, I'm sorry." You Xin suddenly jumped up from the bed and turned around twice, "Wait for me, I'll go over right away!"
"Don't worry." There was a chuckle on the other end of the phone, "I knew you forgot. I'm on my way to your house now, I'll be there soon, pack up and wait for my call~"
"Okay! Brother Hui, you are so kind, see you later!"
You Xin put down the phone, took a breath, and sat back on the bed again. He froze for a moment, then patted his face. What's wrong with him? Did he indulge himself so much that he even forgot to make appointments for dinner with others? Fortunately, Liu Yanhui has a good temper, and he took the initiative to pick him up without being angry with himself. If it was someone else, he would definitely offend others.
You Xin scratched the back of her head, and simply stood up from the bed. It seemed that I was going to be bored to the point of being bored by myself, and I happened to go out to have a meal with Liu Yanhui, and someone said that talking might improve my mood.
Liu Yanhui booked a private room in a well-known Thai restaurant. This place is originally a quiet and elegant place, there are not many customers, and they are sitting alone in the private room, so they will definitely not be photographed like last time.
You Xin rested her chin on the dining table, listening to Liu Yanhui explaining the mango rice in front of her. Because he likes to cook on weekdays, he is particularly interested in discussing recipes with others, but today he can't concentrate and keeps wandering. His abnormal appearance was quickly noticed by Liu Yanhui.
Liu Yanhui stopped to explain and took a sip of water, then asked half-jokingly, "Do I drive you to be unhappy every time I eat with you?"
"...No." You Xin was stunned for a while before realizing it, and smiled with parted lips: "I'm just a little tired."
"Why are you tired without telling me in the past few days? Why do I think you don't look tired, but like a broken love?"
The word "broken love" hit You Xin's heart like a nail. He froze for a moment, and it took him a long time to find his mouth: "...Brother Hui, stop joking, it's nothing. Let's eat vegetables It will be cold if you don’t eat any more.” He picked up a piece of shrimp cake with his chopsticks and took a bite without even dipping it in the sauce, as if he was very hungry.
Liu Yanhui watched You Xin's movements without blinking, and quietly clenched his left fist. He saw that You Xin didn't want to mention this matter at all, so he should follow the other party to change the subject at this moment. However, Liu Yanhui didn't want to do that today.
He put down his chopsticks and looked at You Xin, "Let me guess who it is... Duan Jiashu?"
You Xin heard a "ding" in her head, a piercing alarm sounded like a metal plate burnt in a microwave oven. He wanted to open his mouth to explain to Liu Yanhui, but there was still a piece of chewed shrimp cake in his mouth, which he couldn't swallow or spit out. So You Xin had no choice but to keep her mouth shut, as if she had agreed by default.
Looking at the other party's appearance, Liu Yanhui immediately understood everything. He smiled self-deprecatingly, with a trace of bitterness in his smile: "I should have found out a long time ago, I am so stupid."
You Xin raised her head and looked at the other party in surprise. It seemed that at this moment he finally woke up and realized that something was wrong with Liu Yanhui.
And Liu Yanhui didn't want to hide it anymore: "You Xin, I want to tell you something." He raised his eyes and looked at the other party with a painful and obsessive look: "I actually like men, I have always liked you."
You Xin opened her eyes wide and held her breath, not knowing how to react. How could he have thought that he would receive two bombs in a row when he was just going out for a meal.
He forcibly swallowed the stuff in his throat, and wanted to speak but was interrupted by Liu Yanhui directly: "Don't talk, listen to me first, let me finish speaking."
Liu Yanhui exhaled lightly and lowered his eyes, "I realized that I like boys since puberty. I was very troubled at first, but I gradually accepted this fact. After joining the group, I knew that I had a special sexuality. If you are not careful, your career will be ruined, so you are determined to keep your secret."
"But I didn't expect..." Liu Yanhui raised his head and glanced at You Xin again, "I actually fell in love with you, my little teammate. At that time, you just entered the society at a young age, you were silly and cute, and you always relied on me , has been dangling in front of my nose. Gradually, I can't control my feelings."
Following the memory of the other party, You Xin recalled the past, and many detailed pictures emerged from her mind. Liu Yanhui never went shirtless in the dormitory, and never took a shower with them, and hid in a corner every time he changed clothes backstage. As the captain, although the opponent is very serious and responsible to the whole team, he is always closer to himself.
Listening to Liu Yanhui's confession to himself, he felt mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know what he could say. And Liu Yanhui continued.
"Although I like you, I never thought of confessing to you. Because I knew at that time that you were a straight man, and I didn't want to change your life and increase your troubles. After the group disbanded, I will simply be with you After breaking contact, I don’t have to torture myself anymore and I can keep some good memories. I just didn’t expect that the entertainment industry is too small, and I met you again. When I saw you again, I realized that I thought that relationship was over, but in fact it was It's never been. I still like you."
"I don't want to leave this time. I want to be by your side, even if it's just as a friend. Maybe when you meet a girl you like, I can let go of this relationship. I sincerely wish you happiness."
"But I didn't expect that you also fell in love with a man!" Liu Yanhui's tone was a little excited when he said this, his voice trembling slightly: "If I knew it would be like this, why wait so long! I have loved you for six years, I am more qualified than Duan Jiashu. You don't have to suffer for liking him anymore, you can turn your head and look at me, I have been waiting for you, I have been here!" He looked at You Xin, the corners of his eyes were red.
You Xin was stunned, looking at the other party in bewilderment. He found that he seemed to have never really understood him as the captain. It turned out that behind the gentleness and consideration of the other party was hidden such a heavy feeling, so heavy that You Xin was almost overwhelmed.
Liu Yanhui also seemed to realize that he was too excited, he took a deep breath, and slowly calmed down, "I'm sorry, I might have scared you." He smiled wryly: "I didn't expect that I would confess my love today, but I can't help but see your reaction."
"Brother Hui, I..."
"I won't force you to express your opinion." Liu Yanhui paused, and took out a palm-sized locked diary from his pocket. It looked very old and the corners had been smoothed. He unlocked the lock and handed the small notebook to You Xin: "When I was in the group, I liked you but didn't dare to confess, so I started to write a diary because I couldn't bear it. After the middle group disbanded, I gradually stopped writing. I picked up the pen again. I have always carried the diary with me, dreaming that one day I can give this diary to you as a token of love."
He grinned, but his smile was ugly, "I didn't expect to encounter such an embarrassing situation when I took it out today, but even so, I hope you can take a look at it." After speaking, Liu Yanhui stood up, "Sorry, I lost my temper today."
You Xin opened the diary and took a look, then put the diary back into her pocket irritably.
His mind was originally a mess, but now it has been blasted into a pile of dregs. Originally, he expected to go out for a meal to improve his mood, but he didn't expect his mood to get worse instead. You Xin got out of the elevator and walked to the door of the house. Just as she was about to sigh, she saw a big black shadow squatting in front of her door.
He yelled "Ah" in fright, and the sensor light immediately turned on. The big black shadow at the door was actually Duan Jiashu, he didn't know how long he had been squatting here, but when he saw You Xin, he stared at him angrily.
"You are sick! Why are you squatting here? It scared me to death!"
Duan Jiashu patted his ass and stood up, still with a stinky face: "You don't reply to my WeChat or answer my phone calls, so you have the nerve to ask me why I'm here?"