Chen Xingze felt that Lu Hao was a little strange recently, and seemed more stupid than before.
One day when they were on campus, Lu Hao was walking around, not paying attention to the steps under his feet, and fell in a flat-sand-falling-geese-style. Chen Xingze stood beside him and said, "You remind me of Afghan dogs."
Lu Hao got up from the ground and muttered, "What is that?"
Chen Xingze: "It is said to be the dumbest dog breed in the world."
Lu Hao didn't answer.
Chen Xingze: "Do you know how stupid it can be?"
Lu Hao: "I don't know."
Chen Xingze: "It is said that someone did an experiment and led it in a straight line. The passerby quietly left, and it continued to walk until it hit something before it stopped."
Lu Hao: "..."
Even if he was used as an analogy with such an idiot, Lu Hao still didn't fight back. He patted the dirt on his body and walked on in silence, as if he was thinking about some world problem along the way.
Chen Xingze didn't know what he was smoking. He asked twice, but Lu Hao put it off. He didn't ask any further questions, but only occasionally helped him liven up the atmosphere when he was embarrassed.
After being confused for about a week, on a dark and windy night, Lu Hao called Chen Xingze to the basketball court.
Chen Xingze said twice, "It's going to be a people's meeting, it's so serious." He put his hands in his pockets and paced leisurely. Unexpectedly, Lu Hao pulled him in front of him. His nostrils were enlarged because of his excitement.
Chen Xingze: "You want to kill people?"
"Chen Xingze." Lu Hao called him by his name seriously, and that look gave Chen Xingze goosebumps.
Chen Xingze: "...What happened to you?"
Lu Hao said solemnly: "I didn't really want to tell you, but I can't hide things. I felt like I was going to explode after holding it for a week, so I decided to tell you."
"tell me what?"
"I heard what you said to Lily that day."
"what?"
"That day, at noon on the day you called Lily out alone, I followed him... But I didn't go there just to eavesdrop."
Chen Xingze understood what was going on, and snorted softly.
"I didn't go there on purpose, I really didn't! I just, I wasn't very hungry, so I just…" Lu Hao's face flushed and he couldn't explain clearly. But at this time, Chen Xingze was thinking of other things...
"So you were so weird last week because you knew I was gay?"
"what?"
Chen Xingze looked at him with a pretentious smile.
"Do you feel a little awkward?"
Lu Hao finally realized what Chen Xingze meant and roared instantly. "No! That's not what I meant! Where do you want to go!" He spit, "I did that because, because I think I eavesdropped on your secret, and I feel sorry for you!"
Chen Xingze looked at Lu Hao, who was trying his best to clear his grievances, and wiped his face.
"... spray me all over."
Lu Hao was a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, but I really didn't mean that."
Chen Xingze: "No, no."
Lu Hao bowed his head bitterly and said, "I think you may not want too many people to know about it... But my mother said that if you want to make friends, you have to be open and aboveboard, and what to say, so I only thought about it for a week..."
"You can think about this for a week. Your brain circuit is clear enough."
"I'm very distressed. I've always wanted to confess to you, but I'm afraid you'll get angry."
Chen Xingze patted Lu Hao's arm comfortingly, "Don't worry, I won't be angry because of this kind of thing, let's go, and go back to the classroom." Lu Hao caught up with him from behind, and said hesitantly, "One more thing. …”
"what?"
"You, You Xiaolin... Do you like You Xiaolin?"
Chen Xingze looked back at him.
Lu Hao hurriedly said, "I just guessed!"
Chen Xingze: "You guessed it right."
Lu Hao stared at him and asked carefully, "Really? Do you like him?"
Chen Xingze: "I came to this school for him."
After confessing everything, Chen Xingze suddenly felt inexplicably relaxed.
Lu Hao snorted.
Chen Xingze then walked forward, and Lu Hao muttered in the back, "You like that kind of handsome."
"Nonsense, is it possible that I like you, the big and three rough?" Chen Xingze said this because he wanted Lu Hao to relax, so that he wouldn't have to worry about his personal safety when playing with him.
Lu Hao: "I'm not that strong, okay! Besides, what's wrong with the five big and three rough, this is called a man!"
Chen Xingze laughed dryly, "I'm sorry, I'll be No. 1."
Lu Hao: "What do you mean?"
Uh…
Chen Xingze did not explain further. On the one hand, I feel that this kind of thing is more private, and on the other hand, I also feel that it is not very safe. Although Lu Hao's reaction to "homosexuality" is not as great as that of You Xiaolin, it is very likely that he only understands the part of "love" and has no concept of "sex".
Chen Xingze felt that it was good to stop here.
After all, in the eyes of the public, it is a bit strange for a man to sleep with a man.
Chen Xingze liked Lu Hao very much, and he didn't want to be strange in his eyes.
"Let's go." Chen Xingze pushed Lu Hao again and stopped talking about this topic.
The matter is settled satisfactorily.
The success of this matter also made Chen Xingze regret his strategy towards You Xiaolin even more.
Being young is easy to be impulsive. If he had calmed down a bit at the time, instead of directly sending gay movies with such a strong impact, he would have been doing things like Lu Hao now, step by step, from the outside to the inside, maybe they wouldn't be so stiff now.
Maybe You Xiaolin could still be moved by him after a long period of time.
…
Forget it.
Stop daydreaming.
Headache.
"Hey, hey!"
Chen Xingze woke up from his coma, and Lu Hao stood by his desk with a dissatisfied expression.
"You ignore me when I talk to you."
Chen Xingze rubbed his neck, "Is something wrong."
Lu Hao: "get out of class is over, go out for a walk."
Chen Xingze: "Why do you have to transfer every class?"
Lu Hao pulled the reluctant Chen Xingze out of the classroom and wandered boredly in the corridor. Chen Xingze yawned and was poked by Lu Hao with his elbow. Lu Hao gave Chen Xingze a direction and whispered, "Look at that boy, that one, the one who just came out of the office... Do you think he is good-looking? Is he the type you like?"
Chen Xingze looked over and recognized that it was the monitor of the third class, wearing glasses in a gentle manner.
Since the basketball court night ended, Lu Hao seemed to have been opened to a new world, completely transformed into a curious baby, opening 100,000 why modes anytime, anywhere.
At first, Chen Xingze was a little speechless, but after a long time, he also realized the benefits.
After all, everyone needs to communicate, and it is too tiring to swallow all the secrets in my heart. It is really good to have someone who can discuss.
"I don't like it." Chen Xingze replied simply, he turned his head to look out the window, pointed at a person and said, "Look at the seventh class, that's the type I like."
Lu Hao followed Chen Xingze's direction and looked over, "Will it be a little thin?"
Everyone said I was number 1...
Lu Hao looked at Chen Xingze and asked in a low voice, "Have you ever been in a relationship? Except for You Xiaolin."
Chen Xingze: "No."
Lu Hao: "That's inexperience? Can you tell who is the same as you?"
Chen Xingze paused for a moment.
"Should... Maybe..." He wasn't quite sure, he could smell "the same kind" on some boys occasionally, but before, all his attention was on You Xiaolin, and he couldn't hold anyone else in his eyes.
After returning to God, Lu Hao was looking at him with a suspicious expression.
"… What's wrong?"
"Why do I think you are a little unreliable?"
"what?"
"Do you have any friends over there?"
"… No."
Lu Hao pouted.
The bell rang and the two returned to the classroom. But Chen Xingze couldn't listen to the next course.
What Lu Hao said once made him remember. He found that he knew so little about that world, only You Xiaolin and the movie from beginning to end.
He couldn't help thinking, how do other people of the same kind live? Where are they studying? What to do? Have you ever fallen in love with a straight man like him? Have you ever been in emotional pain
When you think about it, you can't stop.
Humans are gregarious creatures, and it is innate and instinctive to seek out the same kind. After thinking for a few days, Chen Xingze finally took action. He went to the Internet cafe on weekends. For convenience, he specially asked for a private room, locked the door, and started searching the Internet.
In the past, Chen Xingze seldom searched for these on the Internet. He had no experience. After a random search, he accidentally entered a chat room. As soon as he entered the screen, a picture popped up. The two sturdy men were doing piston exercises together.
The pictures are accompanied by exaggerated advertising words—
The golden gun does not fall!
Indulge in love!
Import God Oil!
Stay arrogant!
"What the hell..." Chen Xingze turned off the ad with a sweat and clicked into the chat room.
As a result, the content in the chat room is similar to the advertisement, which is very explicit. Chen Xingze flipped through the pages and felt a little hot on his body, and his hand unconsciously pressed under him.
After all, men are creatures who are not very good at controlling their desires. Chen Xingze is still a person with strong self-control. He decided to make a quick decision. He dug up a post in the dating channel that didn't have too many comments, wrote down the phone number, and left in a hurry.
After leaving the Internet cafe, Chen Xingze's cheeks were red and hot, and his heart was pounding. The Internet cafe is not far from the school, and the peach grove on the campus shows its head in sight. Chen Xingze looked at the pointed branches from a distance, and his heart gradually calmed down.
This is his world.
Chen Xingze tightened his gray scarf and walked home with his head down.
late at night.
In the suite of a high-end hotel, Mi Sheng is taking a shower.
In the dense steam, the slender body is faintly visible, and the water slides down a smooth curve along the smooth skin.
After taking a shower, Mi Sheng wrapped in a bathrobe and went to the mirror. He looked indifferently at the pale face in the mirror, glanced at it for a while, and turned to go out.
There was a strong smell of alcohol in the bedroom, and clothes were thrown everywhere. A man was lying on the bed motionless. From the back, the man's hair is a little sparse, and he should be middle-aged.
Mi Sheng walked over, raised his long straight legs and kicked mercilessly.
"Are you dead?"
The man moved uncomfortably.
Mi Sheng snorted, took a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, and lit it.
His hair was not dry, it was all smoothed to the back of his head, and his elegant face was completely exposed.
Smoking a cigarette, Mi Sheng looked out into the night. Today there is smog during the day and the same cloudiness at night. Finding nothing to see, Mi Sheng turned back. He narrowed his eyes, bit the cigarette in his mouth, and rummaged through the clothes the man had thrown on the ground.
"Where's the wallet? Where is it?"
He rummaged and couldn't find it, stood up, sneered and said, "Gao Xiwen, you bastard, are you fucking protecting me?" He went over and kicked again. "Forget the money, if you promise me your job, if you dare to deny the account, I will shake out all your dirty work!"
After cursing as if to vent his anger, Mi Sheng put out the cigarette, undid the bath towel and started changing. When he heard a ding dong in the middle of the change, he took Gao Xiwen's mobile phone on the bedside table, and a new message was displayed on it.
Mi Sheng lifted his pants and brought his phone.
—Hello, my name is Chen Xingze, I saw your number on the dating website, did I bother you
Mi Sheng raised his eyebrows and squinted at Gao Xiwen. He knew that Gao Xiwen had two mobile phone numbers, one for official work and one for nonsense.
"Okay, you Gao Xiwen, Director Tangtang still left his number on the dating website."
Mi Sheng smiled contemptuously, and replied with a crackling of slender fingers.
- Send pictures.
In another city more than 700 kilometers away, Chen Xingze read the news in his bed.
"Photos... so direct." Chen Xingze muttered to himself, "The first sentence is a photo... Shouldn't you also say 'Hello'?"
Although he thought so, it was the first time that Chen Xingze sent a text message to the same kind. With 120,000 sincerity, he selected one from the album for a while, and sent the one he thought was pretty good.
Mi Sheng was buttoning his shirt when the text came again. He clicked on the photo, and his buttoned hand paused slightly.
"Yo."
The boy in the photo is young, but his handsome silhouette is already taking shape. This photo was taken in front of a peach forest. The boy wears a dark coat with petals on his shoulders, and there are other high school students behind him.
Mi Sheng watched for a while, and asked straight to the point.
- Are you 1 or 0, or both
-1.
Mi Sheng smiled.
- I have given this number to someone else, and I will use another number to contact me in the future.
Mi Sheng sent his number, and within two seconds, he received a text message on his mobile phone.
-Is it this one
"So good." Mi Sheng said, deleting Chen Xingze's news from Gao Xiwen's phone. He put on his coat and shook his phone at Gao Xiwen. "This is the compensation for not finding a wallet."
Finish leaving.
The long trench coat swayed in the night.