Chen Xingze rejected Lu Hao.
He had forgotten exactly how he rejected him. It seemed that he was only going out to deal with his body the whole time, his soul automatically pulled away, and he hid in a corner where he couldn't see Lu Hao's disappointed expression.
Lu Hao asked in a low voice, "I thought you liked me too. Didn't you sleep with me on the day of the winter camp?"
Well, so he's a selfish bastard.
Chen Xingze cursed himself in his heart, and then said to Lu Hao, "I'm sorry."
Lu Hao: "I don't want to hear sorry."
"I'm sorry..." Chen Xingze seemed to only be able to say these three words. He thought that Lu Hao might be angry with him, he might cry, and he might get pissed off. But Lu Hao didn't, he was just disappointed, very disappointed, all written on his face.
Chen Xingze felt that although Lu Hao was sad for a while, he would get better one day. He was glad that the summer vacation was coming soon, and Lu Hao was going to be taken by his mother to play abroad. He sincerely hoped that Lu Hao could relax and forget about it.
But things didn't seem to be going so well.
One night during the holiday, Chen Xingze received a call from a foreign country. No one spoke on the phone, only soft, barely endured sobbing, Chen Xingze's heart was broken when he heard it. They didn't say anything else on the phone call except that Chen Xingze asked who it was at the beginning. The phone call lasted about ten minutes before Lu Hao hung up.
Chen Xingze couldn't sleep.
He remembered the promise he made when they were in the library before when he flipped through the book "Red Roses and White Roses" - flowers were for care, he would never let these two boys get hurt, he would rather bear everything himself.
It didn't take long for him to break his promise, although he tried his best to tell himself that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, to hold back for a while, he will be good to himself and Lu Hao in the future.
What is the time limit for short-term pain? Chen Xingze doesn't know, every second is so long for him now, and a day is like an infinite.
At the moment of hesitation, Chen Xingze thought of Mi Sheng again, and he desperately needed this senior to enlighten him.
Chen Xingze called Mi Sheng, but it was not Mi Sheng who answered the phone.
Wang Ru was recently scolded by Mi Sheng because of his work. That day, Mi Sheng forgot his cell phone in the studio, and when he called, Wang Ru answered. The person on the phone wanted to find Mi Sheng, and Wang Ru said that Mi Sheng was in the hospital. At this time, the phone on the other side rang again, and Wang Ru shuddered, muttering "It's over" and "I'm going to die", and hurriedly hung up the phone.
The call came in again soon, but Wang Ru had already left the studio.
It was good for him to leave. He suffered Chen Xingze over there. After listening to Wang Ru's words, he broke out in a cold sweat.
What is "finished"? What is "to die"
Chen Xingze inevitably thought crooked.
He kept making calls, and after a while, Mi Sheng's cell phone ran out of power and shut down. Chen Xingze was restless all day, and his mind was full of the word "misfortunes never come singly".
In the evening, Chen Xingze called again, but turned off the phone.
Chen Xingze's recent mental state has fluctuated a lot, and it is inevitable that he will forget the extreme direction. In the stories Mi Sheng told him, he had been in love with his boyfriend for many years. When Chen Xingze thought of his boyfriend's death, he thought that Mi Sheng would probably be lost.
In a panic, Chen Xingze called the police. The police asked a few symbolic questions, but he didn't seem to take it seriously.
Chen Xingze felt that this was not possible.
After thinking about it all night, Chen Xingze decided to go to Mi Sheng.
Mi Sheng once mentioned to Chen Xingze that his city is not far from Chen Xingze's city, about 700 kilometers away. Chen Xingze told Wu Xingzhi that he was going to stay at a classmate's house for two days. Wu Xingzhi was always open and agreed after a few words.
Chen Xingze's action was amazing. He bought the earliest high-speed rail ticket and arrived in Jincheng in four hours. Chen Xingze remembered that when they called for the first time, Mi Sheng drunkenly mentioned to him a bar called "Rainbow". He searched on his mobile phone and saw that "Rainbow" was a well-known gay bar in Jincheng.
"Gay bar..." Chen Xingze muttered, that should be here.
Chen Xingze was so hungry that he pressed his chest against his back. He first went to the store to eat a light meal, and then hurried on his way. When he arrived at the entrance of "Rainbow", the bar had not opened its business hours.
Chen Xingze was waiting outside.
It was hot in summer, and the door of the bar was uncovered, making him sweaty. Chen Xingze loves cleanliness very much. He doesn't play much in the summer, because he is afraid of sweating too much and feeling uncomfortable. But even so, he didn't go anywhere else to escape the summer heat, he just found a place to hide under the shade of a tree that was not too lush. He was anxious and impatient, afraid that he would miss it accidentally.
The sun was setting, the bar was open, and a few people who had been waiting outside like Chen Xingze quickly entered. Chen Xingze watched at the door for a while, he had never been to such a place, and he was a little nervous. But because he was really worried about Mi Sheng, he still mustered up the courage to take a step forward.
Perhaps because of the Gay bar, Chen Xingze smelled a strong smell of the same kind on the guests in the bar. It's just that this kind of breath is too strong, and he has never experienced being stared at with such naked eyes.
Chen Xingze didn't dare to look at those people, and quickly searched the crowd.
Jo was chatting with people at the bar when someone suddenly grabbed her arm from behind. He turned his head in surprise and saw a handsome boy standing behind him. The boy wears black half-sleeves, light-colored trousers, and carries a leather backpack, showing his good temperament and upbringing at a glance.
It's completely Jo's taste, Jo smiled ambiguous at him, but he didn't get the reaction he deserved. The boy was pulling his arm tightly, with a worried expression on his face.
"Are you all right?"
The boy said anxiously, "Are you alright, why haven't you answered the phone?"
Jo was confused, "What?"
Boy: "Didn't you recognize me?"
Jo: "You are..."
Boy: "It's me, Chen Xingze."
Jo thought the name sounded a little familiar.
Seeing that he was still stunned, the boy tried to call him again, "Mi Sheng?"
Jo: "…"
He finally remembered where he had heard the name.
All the lines in his mind were instantly connected, and the friend who had just chatted next to him smiled and said, "What's going on? Why does he call you Mi Sheng?"
The boy was slightly taken aback after listening to his friend's words, and looked at Jo in confusion.
Jo also felt that it was a bit difficult to do at the moment. Facing the confused Chen Xingze, Jo rubbed his neck vigorously, and finally couldn't help complaining: "Ah... that bastard Mi Sheng! It will make people trouble!" He took a deep breath and looked at Chen Xingze, "You sit first Down."
After listening to the words just now, Chen Xingze had already let go of his hand, and his expression became alert. Jo's expression slowed down and said softly, "Sit down first, and I'll explain to you slowly." He wanted to make a glass of wine, but after judging Chen Xingze's age, he replaced it with juice.
Two days ago, Mi Zhenguo had an operation, and Mi Jie was too busy, so Mi Sheng also went to help. He also had to be careful not to be seen by Mi Zhenguo, otherwise he might have died of anger before the operation. Mi Sheng didn't sleep for nearly 30 hours after he was busy. Fortunately, the operation was successful in the end. Mi Sheng dragged his tired body back to "Rainbow", all he wanted to do was go back upstairs to sleep in the dark.
As soon as he walked to the door, the waiter Xiaochuan saw him and said with a smile, "Oh, you're here?"
Mi Sheng was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes, "... laugh at the fart."
Xiaochuan: "The kid is here to find you."
Mi Sheng yawned and walked inside, "What?"
Xiaochuan: "That little boy named Chen Xingze has come to you."
Mi Sheng stopped and looked at Xiao Chuan.
"What did you say?"
Xiaochuan had an expression of watching the excitement, "You're really good at cheating such a cute child. After Jo explained to him, he almost smashed the store, so go and see."
After listening to the waiter's words, Mi Sheng, who had not slept for more than 30 hours, suddenly felt heat fill his body, as if he was about to burn from the inside out.
His first reaction was to hide back, hide in the crowd, and secretly look at the bar.
He saw Jo first, who was leaning over to chat with a man at the bar. Mi Sheng could only see the man's back, his back was naturally curved, but straighter than the others. His body is still developing, and he has the thinness that is unique to young people, but the proportions are beautiful. The shoulders are broad, the waist is narrow, the neck is clean, and the dark hair is obedient to the full back of the head.
Just looking at it from such a distance, Mi Sheng felt his face heat up.
Xiaochuan squeezed over to look for him, "Why are you still hiding? Hey... You're blushing. Oh no, you're still blushing. I'm dying of laughter. I'm going to go and tell them."
Mi Sheng grabbed Xiao Chuan, "Don't tell them I'm back."
Ogawa: "Why?"
Mi Sheng: "Don't talk about it, there's so much nonsense!"
Xiaochuan: "You're embarrassed. You're right, I lied to such a cute boy. If I were you, I wouldn't show my face, or you could just introduce him to us."
Mi Sheng narrowed his eyes.
"If you dare to hit him, I will chop you up."
Xiaochuan shrugged his shoulders exaggeratedly and waved his hands: "I know, just kidding."
Mi Sheng quietly went upstairs and returned to the studio. After entering the room, he took a shower as quickly as possible without saying a word, and changed clothes that he was willing to wear when he saw the client. He grabbed himself a handsome hairstyle in front of the mirror, and after looking at it for a while, he felt that it looked too mature, and it was all messed up. He wiped on some perfume, checked it from head to toe, and went downstairs when he felt it was completely fine.
The bar was full of people, and Mi Sheng walked towards the bar.
Jo saw him first, was stunned at first, then realized something and smiled deeply.
Mi Sheng wanted to say hello directly, but when he approached, he noticed Chen Xingze's shoulder by some strange thing. He wanted to know what kind of touch the shoulder that once fell on Peach Blossom felt, so he raised his hand and put it on it gently.
The boy quickly turned his head and looked at it from Mi Sheng's point of view. The boy's slightly raised face was flawless, his eyelashes were long, his lips were thin, and his eyes were clear and crystal clear.
It's this face.
It looks better than the original photo, as expected of a teenager, and the skin is sparkling.
The corners of Mi Sheng's mouth curved, and he said softly, "Hello, kid."