Back to "Rainbow Color", Mi Shengguo really found a few people to brainwash Chen Xingze, and everyone persuaded Chen Xingze not to find straight men.
"Don't abuse yourself, you will definitely get hurt in the end." Xiaochuan exaggeratedly leaned on Chen Xingze as he said that. Mi Sheng grabbed his collar from behind and pulled him away. Xiaochuan glanced over in dissatisfaction.
Chen Xingze was depressed by everyone's gossip, and offered to drink, but Jo didn't stop him this time. During this period, Chen Xingze went to relieve his hands, and saw two men hugging and kissing at the door of the bathroom, so scared that he didn't dare to go in.
In the bar, lively electronic music, melody, alcohol, and corrupt images hit Chen Xingze's brain together, and his cheeks became more and more hot.
Suddenly, someone hugged him from behind and pushed him against the wall. Chen Xingze turned around and saw that Xiaochuan was also flushed, and a pair of delicate eyes looked at him emotionally.
"Chen Xingze, are you still with me?" Xiaochuan's body was clinging to him, Chen Xingze could not retreat, and felt a hand touch him. Chen Xingze was about to die of fright, so he grabbed Xiaochuan's arm. "Wait... don't do that."
Xiaochuan: "I'm not with me, shall we?"
Chen Xingze had never encountered such a situation before, and his face was almost familiar.
"You, you get up first, and you have something to say."
"I'm about the same age as you, and I'm the youngest." Xiaochuan said to Chen Xingze in a coquettish tone, "I like you so much, I like you the first time I see you, do you like me?"
Chen Xingze was embarrassed, "I just came to the toilet... Where are Mi and Mi Sheng?"
Ogawa's expression darkened as soon as he heard him Timisheng.
"You stay away from Mi Sheng."
"what?"
Xiaochuan sneered: "Don't look at him pretending to be serious. In fact, he is a wild cat. When he is in heat, he can sleep with anyone. He can still see his face, and he has long since loosened up."
Chen Xingze looked at Xiaochuan in surprise. He and Mi Sheng seemed to be on good terms just now at the table. He didn't expect to say such a thing as soon as he turned around.
"How can you say that about him..."
"You don't believe it? You can ask other people, he can do anything for money." Xiaochuan put his head on Chen Xingze's chest, "Let's go out, how about going to my house, I-ah!"
Xiaochuan shouted halfway through his words, and was pulled back by a strong force.
Mi Sheng threw Xiaochuan against the wall, put his hands in his pockets, and stood very close.
He is taller than Ogawa, and his gaze from above is cold and sharp.
Xiaochuan rubbed the arm that was hit, and said with a sad face, "...What are you doing, it hurts to death."
Mi Sheng bent over, looked him in the eye, and said softly in a voice that only two people could hear: "If you don't want to do it, just tell me."
Xiaochuan was so fierce that his eyes burst into tears. He didn't dare to look back at Mi Sheng, so he lowered his head and walked away.
Mi Sheng came to Chen Xingze and said easily: "What are you looking at, go to the toilet soon."
Chen Xingze returned to his senses, "Ah... oh." Mi Sheng waited for Chen Xingze to finish using the toilet and took him back with him. "Don't drink anymore, go back to the house."
"Um."
Mi Sheng went back to the studio with him, the door closed, and the eardrums became quiet. Chen Xingze sat beside the bed in a trance.
"This house is so clean, I'm really uncomfortable." Mi Sheng strolled around.
Chen Xingze took out his cell phone, and Mi Sheng said, "Why do you just look at your cell phone when you're all right, waiting for news from whom?"
Chen Xingze whispered, "No one."
Mi Sheng: "Lu Hao?"
Chen Xingze glanced at him and said in a muffled voice, "He hasn't contacted me for a long time, and he hasn't believed since the phone call he made overseas..."
Chen Xingze was worried, and Mi Sheng leaned against the table with his arms folded.
"It's ok if you don't contact me, I'll forget it slowly."
"If you can't forget it."
"Then don't think about it."
Chen Xingze pursed his stubborn lips and said nothing.
Mi Sheng: "Okay, I won't give you a one-size-fits-all approach. He may also be bisexual."
Chen Xingze looked up at him.
Mi Sheng added: "But even if they are bisexual, most of them will choose to be with the opposite sex in the end."
Chen Xingze said discouraged: "Can you not slap a slap and a sweet jujube like this?"
Mi Sheng sneered, "I said this is all from experience." He lit a cigarette and said lightly, "Bisexuality is more terrifying than heterosexuality. If you give hope and then strangle to death, you can't bear it with your psychological quality. Come on. Besides, according to your description, Lu Hao doesn't look like a double, he should be a straight man. Have you ever thought about whether he would let you in?"
Chen Xingze looked down at his palm and muttered something softly, but Mi Sheng couldn't hear it clearly.
"what?"
"I said... if we could be together, I could never have sex for the rest of my life."
Smoke swirls up from Mi Sheng's fingers.
The room was quiet for a long time, and then there was a thin laugh. Mi Sheng hugged his body and laughed until tears flowed out. He pointed at Chen Xingze, "Hey, are you a fucking idiot?"
Chen Xingze raised his eyes, his serious expression suppressed Mi Sheng's smile. Mi Sheng's slender finger pointed at him, and reiterated: "You are really an idiot." He put out the cigarette and walked to Chen Xingze's side. He deliberately released the signal to make the atmosphere of the room ambiguous. "You haven't eaten meat before, so you can say something like this, do you want to taste it?" He bent down, touched Chen Xingze's chin, and muttered, "It's almost seventeen years old..."
Chen Xingze didn't move, looked at him and said, "Don't touch me."
The clear sense of distance contained in these three words made Mi Sheng's heart and fingertips tremble. He withdrew his hand, went back to the table, and smoked another cigarette.
He turned his back to Chen Xingze and asked, "What did Xiaochuan say to you?"
"nothing."
Mi Sheng turned his head and said, "I can guess it even if you don't say it."
Chen Xingze couldn't help but ask, "Are you short of money?"
Mi Sheng chuckled: "Who is not short of money?"
Chen Xingze pointed to Mi Sheng's clothes, "Is this D&G's latest shirt this year?"
Mi Sheng raised his eyebrows, "Yo, you are quite discerning, do you look good?"
Chen Xingze just accidentally saw this dress in Wu Xingzhi's magazine. Because the shirt is very characteristic, there are two black bees embroidered on the collar, Chen Xingze noticed it at the time, this thin dress costs several thousand yuan.
Chen Xingze: "Are you short of money to buy these things?"
Mi Sheng leaned against the table and smoked.
He knew that he was very different from Chen Xingze, and that there would inevitably be conflicts after getting along for a long time. But he has always been lucky enough to think that in just two days, it should not be time for the conflict to intensify. Who can think that everything will come.
He wouldn't tell Chen Xingze that the clothes were for work, and he wouldn't tell him that he wore them specially for him.
Chen Xingze is a dangerous person who decides not to have sex all his life in order to be with straight men, how could he confess these things to him.
Misheng exhaled smoke.
"Yup."
Chen Xingze listened to his confession, showing an expression of disappointment that was hard to hide. "What, do you have an opinion?"
"No problem, that's your own business, and it has nothing to do with me." Chen Xingze turned his head and lay on the bed without looking at him. "I'm going to bed, and I have to catch the train tomorrow morning."
Mi Sheng narrowed his eyes.
The language of chasing guests, the back of refusal, the gaze that refused to look at each other, and even this clean room, all made him feel anxious and angry.
He stood there for a while, but he couldn't control it. He strode to the bed and pulled the quilt away.
"What do you know?" Mi Sheng's voice was very low, "Let me go? Do you consider yourself the master?"
Chen Xingze clearly felt his anger, his outline became sharp, and his eyes were like ice balls falling out.
Mi Sheng: "Get out of here."
Chen Xingze: "... ah?"
Mi Sheng pointed to the door, "I told you to get out of here!"
So poor little Chen Xingze was kicked out in the middle of the night.
Mi Sheng locked the door and put his head on the bed. He could still smell the smell of Chen Xingze on the bed, the clean smell that belongs only to young people.
Chen Xingze was gone, and the fatigue accumulated for several days was instantly suppressed. Mi Sheng buried his face in the pillow, his mind blank.
Chen Xingze, who was kicked out by Mi Sheng, did not go to Jo for help. He left "Rainbow" with his bag on his back and found a McDonald's to sit.
Although he was scolded, Chen Xingze's mood was unexpectedly calm at this time. He just thought that Mi Sheng was a very demonic person, not normal, different from everyone he had ever known.
Half an hour later, Mi Sheng called.
"Where?" His voice was cold.
Chen Xingze: "... McDonald's nearby."
Mi Sheng hung up the phone directly and came to McDonald's after a while. He sat down across from Chen Xingze with a blank face. When Chen Xingze saw that he had absolutely no intention of opening his mouth, he hesitated: "That... don't be angry."
Mi Sheng's gloomy face made Chen Xingze's back numb.
"I'm sorry." He apologized carefully.
In fact, Chen Xingze didn't know what he had committed to make Mi Sheng so angry. But to be gay, your mind is always more delicate than ordinary people, and you will be more aware of the atmosphere. Anyway, it is definitely right to apologize now.
Before Mi Sheng could speak, the phone rang and Gao Xiwen sent a message informing him that there was a party tomorrow.
- This time, they are all people with heads and faces, you should prepare well, and don't always kill people by half-dead.
He turned off the phone, looked up, and Chen Xingze looked at him with bright eyes.
Mi Sheng suddenly felt that Chen Xingze also seemed to have no reason to apologize.
He stood up indifferently.
"Let's go."
On the way back, Mi Sheng kept walking in front of Chen Xingze. Outside the small buildings with a strong atmosphere of the Republic of China on the side of the road, there are dim lights hanging. Mi Sheng smoked all the way, silent all the way, the smoke lingered around him, like a clip from an old movie.
When Chen Xingze left the next day, Mi Sheng was no longer there, and Jo told him that Mi Sheng left last night.
"Would you like to take you to the station?"
"No thanks… "
Seeing his serious expression, Jo asked, "What's wrong?"
Chen Xingze: "Nothing, I seem to have made Mi Sheng angry."
Jo laughed: "He's angry with you? Why?"
Chen Xingze: "I just called him to say goodbye, but he didn't answer."
"He's just like that. He's hot for three minutes, hot and cold, don't worry about him." Jo instructed Chen Xingze, "Have you ever raised a cat? Bad temper."
Chen Xingze faintly felt that it was a bit inappropriate to compare Mi Sheng to a pet, but he did not know Mi Sheng for as long as Jo, and it was not easy for him to express his views.
Chen Xingze set foot on the return journey. He was in a daze on the high-speed train. He didn't recover until the train broadcast reached the terminal, like waking up from a dream.
In the past two days, he has experienced a lot of novel and lively things, rotten bars, holy churches, and mottled western-style buildings on the street... But when all the splendor gradually dissipated, what left him the deepest impression was the last That night, Mi Sheng's back that almost merged with the night, like a misty cloud.