The progress after the reunion was not as smooth as Chen Xingze thought.
If the previous Mi Sheng was just a little unpredictable, then to Chen Xingze, he is an unfathomable existence. Although Chen Xingze couldn't explore Mi Sheng's heart before, at least he could tell whether he was happy or sad. But now, no matter what they were discussing, Mi Sheng had an expression that seemed to laugh or not, and his whole person was light and airy, as if a gust of wind blew away.
Shi Kai finally asked the truth from Chen Xingze's mouth.
"You came to Shanghai to find this person?"
"That's it."
"Then you were happy every day when you couldn't find someone before, how come you can't do anything when you find it?"
"I don't know what he is thinking, and I don't dare to ask in detail, for fear of saying the wrong thing."
"People say that there is a generation gap in two years. You are ten years apart. The gap is not enough to describe. It should be said that it is natural danger."
In the end, maybe because Chen Xingze was too depressed, Shi Kai decided to lend a helping hand and suggested that he invite Mi Sheng to his birthday party.
"I'm calling all my friends in the circle, no matter how old you are. If you call him to sit down, you'll be able to communicate better when the atmosphere is warmer."
So Chen Xingze called Mi Sheng and asked him if he would like to come. Mi Sheng's voice didn't sound positive, but he agreed.
On Shi Kai's birthday, he booked a private room at a certain KTV. Shi Kai is a self-proclaimed lover, long-sleeved and good at dancing. He has made many gay friends in Shanghai. People from all walks of life come here, and there are many students, but there are also many social people.
But all the people that night were counted, and Mi Sheng was still the most beautiful.
Chen Xingze felt that Mi Sheng might have dressed up. But it may not be accurate to say this, because Mi Sheng is in the modeling industry, and he is very particular about dressing up. It's just that he was too beautiful that day, with the appropriate hairstyle, the mysterious fragrance, and even the sitting posture and the folds of the clothes were carefully designed.
But Chen Xingze thought in turn, Mi Sheng seemed to have no reason to spend so much time on Shi Kai's party. He didn't dare to think deeply, so he explained to himself that Mi Sheng was so beautiful, just by nature.
Mi Sheng's appearance attracted a large number of people to chat with him, and he would not refuse anyone who came to him. No matter who talked to him, he greeted him with a smile, and was so busy that he didn't even pay attention to the existence of Chen Xingze.
Chen Xingze looked at Mi Sheng's super-popular appearance, and couldn't tell what it was like.
Shi Kai leaned over to him and whispered, "You are miserable..."
Chen Xingze turned his head, and Shi Kai said again, "You friend, you are so smart."
"What's the meaning?"
Shi Kai gave him a wicked smile, Chen Xingze followed his gaze, and Mi Sheng, who was chatting with two men not far away, seemed to take a look here. But the sight disappeared in the blink of an eye.
Shi Kai put it on Chen Xingze's shoulder in an intimate manner, and Chen Xingze felt a little awkward.
"what?"
"Shh..." Shi Kaishen said mysteriously, "Take it as if I'm helping you."
"Did you drink too much?"
"idiot."
Everyone drank and became more and more open, getting together to discuss sex/love topics. Several coquettish little 0s did not shy away from telling their sexual experiences, and complained about those bed partners who did not satisfy them. Chen Xingze blushed and couldn't raise his head when he heard it. He was seen by others, so he told him to talk.
He couldn't resist and asked Shi Kai for help. Shi Kai said with a smile: "Tell me, I want to know too."
Chen Xingze couldn't help it, he blushed and said that he had not had this kind of experience, and everyone was shocked.
"God, you're still a virgin!"
Chen Xingze blushed like a drop of blood in the laughter.
Only Mi Sheng didn't smile. He sat on the sofa not far from Chen Xingze and smoked, the smoke covered his expression.
A drunk No. 1 patted Chen Xingze on the shoulder and said jokingly, "Why don't Xunning help Nong Kai/Bao Hao?"
Chen Xingze apologized: "Come on, change the subject." The No. 1 persevered, "I really don't need it? I promise to introduce you to a super cute child."
Chen Xingze was ashamed, "No need, no need, thank you, I understand it."
"Why stay a virgin, you still have to meet your normal needs."
"It's been so long anyway, and I'm used to it. For the first time... I still want to do it with someone I like."
With the smoke hanging around, Mi Sheng tilted his head slightly, staring at the colorful lights on the ceiling in a daze.
"Oh!" The No. 1 stared wide-eyed, "There are still such innocent people these days, what if the person you like is not the first time in the future?"
"That's fine."
"Why is it okay? You don't pay for it, and what are people saying about this thing? Men are different from women, and there is no film underneath. You don't even have a way to verify the authenticity."
He said it so blatantly that the little 0s next to him were dissatisfied, and the little fists thumped them one after another, and Chen Xingze was freed after all.
He fled to Mi Sheng, who poured him half a glass of wine and toasted with him. Chen Xingze was a little surprised, but he did it anyway.
After drinking, Mi Sheng smiled at him.
Chen Xingze felt that this smile was a little different from the usual one, and it was hard to describe.
Because they had class the next day, they didn't play too late, and Mi Sheng stayed until the end, parting with Chen Xingze at the KTV gate. Chen Xingze kept watching Mi Sheng's back disappear.
On the way back to school, Chen Xingze was silent, and Shi Kai asked him, "What are you thinking?"
"I don't know either..." He walked with his head down. "How did you feel when you saw Mi Sheng for the first time today? I didn't lie to you, didn't she look beautiful?"
Shi Kai snorted twice, "She is indeed a beauty, coquettish, just much older than us."
Chen Xingze automatically ignored the second half of the sentence and said, "I saw him for the first time when I was seventeen. At that time, it was in a bar. No matter where he went, people secretly looked at him. He has been very beautiful since he was a child."
Shi Kai pointed, "I didn't see him until I was seventeen. How do you know he was good-looking since he was a child?"
"I was told by others that he had a chance to be a star before."
"Why didn't it be?"
Chen Xingze did not answer this question and walked silently.
"Are you really a virgin?" Shi Kai asked when approaching school.
"…Can we skip this topic?"
"Is it true?"
"Really, what's the matter, do virgins have no human rights?"
Shi Kai shrugged and said nothing.
When they returned to the dormitory, it was already under access control. Shi Kai took out the cloth and tore a small section of it and stuck it on the back of Chen Xingze's hand, then called Lu Xiaofei. Lu Xiaofei went downstairs and called the uncle to get up and open the door. The uncle asked them why they came back so late. Shi Kai picked up Chen Xingze's hand and said, "He has a fever. I'll take him to get a drip. It's just over."
Having lied to the uncle of the dormitory manager, when he returned to the dormitory, Lu Xiaofei yawned and gave Shi Kai a small cake.
"Happy birthday, I'm going to bed first."
Shi Kai: "Lu Xiaofei, can you die if you speak sincerity?"
Lu Xiaofei babbled, and fell on the bed without moving for half a minute.
Shi Kai handed Chen Xingze a fork, "Let's eat together, it won't be fresh until tomorrow."
The two held small forks and ate the cake one bite at a time.
"Hey… "
"Um?"
"Did you tell Mi Sheng that you came to Shanghai for him?"
"No."
"Why don't you say it?"
"No, there is no need to say such a thing."
When the cake was about to finish, Shi Kai said Shi Ran: "If you want to pursue people, you'd better use your brains."
Chen Xingze raised his head, as if frightened, Shi Kai wiped his mouth with a tissue and said, "Why? Don't you want to chase him?"
Chen Xingze opened his mouth and said nothing.
Shi Kai: "Don't tell me you went so hard to find him for friendship." Seeing that Chen Xingze still didn't speak, he waved his hand gently, "Forget it, Chen Xingze, where does friendship come from between men and men."
"… "
Chen Xingze's first reaction felt that this was very problematic, and his second reaction was that it made sense.
"I haven't thought about it deeply, not to mention..." Chen Xingze smiled wryly, "In his eyes, I have always been a little kid with a bad brain."
Shi Kai was quiet for a few seconds, then pulled Chen Xingze to the dressing mirror in the bedroom, and said, "Your brain is not good enough to keep this point, but for 'little boy', do you want to look in the mirror first. "
Compared with the petite Shi Kai, Chen Xingze's figure looks taller and stronger. After a steady growth period, his bones gradually approached the direction of maturity. But no matter how mature, he always had a youthful air about him. Looking into the reason, it should be that his face is very clean, especially his eyes. Even if he just drank, the whites of his eyes are still very bright, there is no turbid red thread, and it is still light ice blue.
Chen Xingze stared at himself for a long time.
"Have some confidence in yourself." Shi Kai patted Chen Xingze's broad back and smiled vaguely, "I just heard your description before, I thought Mi Sheng didn't take you seriously, but today I met him..."
He deliberately paused and asked Chen Xingze to ask.
"How's it going? Do you think he cares about me?"
Shi Kai didn't answer.
Chen Xingze looked at Shi Kai expectantly, but maybe the anticipation was too obvious, those sparkling eyes made Shi Kai's expression twist uncontrollably for a moment. Shi Kai suddenly changed his face, stretched out his hand to pinch Chen Xingze's chin, and twisted it hard.
Chen Xingze: "Hey! What are you doing!"
Shi Kai said fiercely, "Only when I saw him did I realize that he really doesn't care about you, even more so than you described!"
Chen Xingze's eyes cramped, "Okay, thank you, old man, for beating around the bush and stabbing me again in the middle of the night." He sighed and went to the bathroom to wash up. Shi Kai stood outside listening to the sound of rushing water, feeling a little dazed, wondering what he was thinking.
"Stealing chickens won't cost you rice, right?"
A voice came from behind, Shi Kai turned his head, Lu Xiaofei stuck his head out of the bed, and said, "If you're really interested in Aze, just say it directly. You're obviously just a shrewd person, and you still have to be generous in the world. It's good now. Now, can't you put it on?"
Shi Kai gritted his teeth, "Lu Xiaofei, are you tired of living?"
"Hey." Lu Xiaofei snorted softly, "You can be as good as me." After saying that, he turned over easily and went to sleep.