During the warm-up, many people were secretly looking at this side, but both of them are used to this kind of people who are under the spotlight, so there is no limitation or discomfort.
Yan Han told Lin Jianlu some of his experiences and skills in playing basketball.
He is not a professional player, but he has studied basketball for a long time, so it is still possible to guide Lin Jianlu.
The only difference is that he is not as tall as Lin Jianlu. He relies on his explosive power to perform many professional skills, but Lin Jianlu is different. The advantage of his height allows him to save a lot of energy. Whether he is a forward or a defender, he has a kind of The unique advantage is really...
Make people jealous.
Accompanying Brother Dalin while playing ball and explaining some essentials, the time passed quickly, and soon the whole morning was about to pass.
After recovering from the profuse sweat and taking a breath, the two of them sat side by side drinking cold drinks.
Lin Jianlu's comprehension ability is astonishing. He can understand many things easily and clearly after explaining them a little bit, and he can draw inferences about other cases from one instance.
What is even more commendable is that he can always settle down and transform the theory into his own strength through repeated practice, which is why he can improve so quickly.
"I guess Wei Ningxin is not as diligent as you." Yan Han sighed while wiping off his sweat.
After hearing this, Lin saw that Lu held up the arm of the bottle for a moment, then turned around and asked him, "Really?"
"That's right, Wei Ningxin has been playing for a long time and has a physical advantage, not necessarily hard work. If you really compare it, I think you are more developed than him."
No matter how good Wei Ningxin's basketball is, in Yan Han's view, a person who can casually hit someone with a basketball and doesn't care about it doesn't really love basketball.
Such a person has no respect for basketball, which is the direct reason why he has been unable to reverse his attitude towards Wei Ningxin.
Compared to Lin Jianlu, it's really much better... Thinking of this, Yan Han also turned his head to look in Lin Jianlu's direction, and saw that the other party was looking at him, with a pair of jade-like eyes that were all his own. figure...
"What are you looking at? Is there something on my face?" Yan Han blinked and asked, then wiped his face with a towel again, his actions were so rude and rude.
Then he quickly stopped when Xiao Wu was about to jump out and beat him - in order to prevent the facial skin from sagging, he had never been allowed to wipe his face with a towel so vigorously.
Although the eldest brother can't remember it, he will always make this mistake.
Lin Jianlu said at this time: "You and Wei Ningxin... you two know each other very well?"
"Well, it's okay." She replied subconsciously, and Yan Han suddenly realized that this seemed to be the first time Brother Da Lin mentioned Wei Ningxin.
When he was provoked before, when he and Wei Ningxin talked alone, even when everyone in the class scolded Wei Ningxin for being arrogant and arrogant, Lin Jianlu was silent, and he never mentioned him. , just played a game with him silently on the court, silently leaving the opponent speechless.
Lin Jianlu has always been calm and restrained.
Don't say useless nonsense in front of people, don't say bad things behind people, this is indeed something Brother Da Lin can do.
And also among the male gods on campus, Lin Jianlu and Wei Ningxin probably have the kind of relationship where the king does not see the king. Yan Han even thought that he would never take the initiative to mention Wei Ningxin, let alone that he asked about basketball. , but his relationship with Wei Ningxin.
"...not very familiar." The sense of curiosity about Lin Jianlu came up again in his heart, and Yan Hangou couldn't hold two taels of sesame oil in his stomach, so he simply asked, "Eh? Why did you ask this suddenly?"
"It's nothing." Lin Jianlu said back to his expressionless state.
"...what is nothing?" Yan Han persisted.
"I just think he should be very suitable for your favorite type, and he has been pestering you a lot recently, so..."
Speaking of the latter part, Lin Jian Lu Wei frowned unobtrusively, but Yan Han didn't notice.
But even if he frowned a bit more, Yan Han wouldn't be able to notice it.
With a "poof", he sprayed out a mouthful of water, then looked at Lin Jianlu in shock—
This, this, what is Brother Dalin talking about!
What is "he should fit your type very well"?
He knew Wei Ningxin was a man, right?
Yan Han had already heard similar words from many people. To be honest, he was tired of hearing them, and he was immune to them, so he would not take them to heart.
But the problem is...
It seems that Lin Jianlu also knows that he is a man, right? ! !
Seeing him spit out a mouthful of water, Lin Jianlu quickly handed over the paper: "Are you okay?"
Yan Han: "..."
Yan Han was confused for a moment, he thought maybe he was really a girl.
Or maybe his memory is disordered, maybe Lin Jianlu doesn't know his real identity at all, everything is just because he is too lonely in this world and he imagined it himself.
But after a moment, when Yu Guangli was still in the crowded basketball court and found Lin Jianlu sitting next to him, Yan Han also knew that it was true, he heard it right.
He took the piece of paper tremblingly, wiped his mouth, and asked calmly, "What do you mean by that?"
After asking, Yan Han quickly raised his neck and took a sip of water, trying to suppress his shock.
Although he acted calmly, his little heart was beating all the time, and a drop of cold sweat mixed with hot sweat ran across his forehead. This tension was no less than that when he was suspected of his gender.
It sucks to be known to be gay by fellow male friends.
He will never forget the scene when he broke up with his best friend because of this.
Oh, it should have been said to be the best friend ever.
It felt more than awkward.
And that kind of shame and sadness and disappointment... Now thinking of the shocked and unconcealable contemptuous gaze of the other party at that time, he can't wait to find a crack in the ground...
Yan Han felt that for such a good-looking person, he really couldn't bear to drill into the cracks in the ground.
He lives very well in this world. Out of a mentality of not talking about love and love, but having the courage to save his life, he had already said before Lin Jianlu spoke again: "What are you thinking, you, I didn't expect Brother Dalin to do the same. Discuss this kind of stuff."
He said this with a smile, his expression was the same as when he was joking, as if he thought that Lin Jianlu was joking too, and he said again: "Wei Ningxin and I... How is it possible? You forgot, I can't How can you fall in love with someone?"
…
It seems to be more and more problematic.
This explanation is nonsense, coupled with his current attitude, isn't it simply a look of being eager to deny something that has been exposed!
Yan Han felt like he was slapping his own mouth!
But let him say that he is not gay, or that he does not like boys...
The eldest brother couldn't say anything anyway.
A long time ago, as early as in the last world, he knew that he was right.
Even Yan Han knew he was right when he came out with his father and was sent to the hospital.
It's the world's eyes that are wrong, he thought.
Even if he can't change other people's views of him, he can't say something that denies his sexual orientation just because he wants to be accepted by the world.
If even he himself denies it, then he is really a monster in people's mouth...
He thought, there is really nothing good about him, he is just hard-boned and stubborn.
You can be held down, your spine can be bent, but the cognition in your heart can't be bent or broken.
You can not mention it, but you can never deny it.
This is Yan Han's final bottom line.
So he didn't want to deny it, and didn't want to describe it darker and darker. Yan Han could only say: "Besides, you know me best. If you can't complete the task, your brother will die. If the knife is hanging on my head, how can I have time to go?" I like people, hahaha!"
Speaking of it later, he started laughing wildly with his hips on his hips, and his attitude was completely as if he thought that Lin Jianlu was joking with him, so he took the joke back.
In this way, the question that the protagonist in Lin Jianlu's question is Wei Ningxin is completely ignored, and then a kind of "it's just a joke anyway, it doesn't matter whether you're talking about a man or a woman", "It doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman, I just want to Want to learn" effect.
Then Yan Han watched Lin Jianlu's reaction while laughing.
As expected, Lin Jianlu didn't bring up this issue again, just like when he was joking with him in a serious way in the past, the other party only raised his lips and smiled slightly, both indulgent and helpless, there was nothing unusual about it.
Only then did Yan Han feel relieved.
It just so happened that two aunts in sportswear suddenly ran over to strike up a conversation with them.
"The two little classmates see that you are playing so well, are you interested in playing with our uncles here for a while?"
In fact, it's a bit too much to say auntie. These two people look like they are in their thirties at most, and they are both in good shape. They should be called sisters.
The sisters glanced over, first took a look around at Yan Han, and then looked at Lin Jianlu, obviously the focus was on the latter.
However, this did not prevent Yan Han from standing up from the chair and saying, "Okay."
Then he took the two big sisters and walked to their venue.
Only the back of Lin Jianlu was left.
He was really panicked. He had never experienced such panic a few times in his lifetime. He had used all his acting skills, but he was still incoherent. Now that he thought about it, he couldn't remember what he said just now.
Wiping away his sweat secretly, he only hoped that Brother Da Lin would stop scaring him by mentioning this matter.
He doesn't care what others think or say, to be honest, he was never so nervous when his old man beat him with the strength of breaking two rolling pins.
Yan Han wiped off his sweat again, and soon came to the opponent's field.
The two older sisters were a bit reluctant to be pulled back, but they also maintained curiosity about Yan Han, and couldn't help asking him: "... Are you friends with that classmate?"
It can't be blamed that they use "you" directly when they ask questions, without a subject. They really didn't know how to address Yan Han.
Because after looking at it for a long time, I couldn't see the gender of this little classmate.
"It's a classmate." Yan Han said rather coldly.
He is usually not the kind of person who has no eyesight, and he can also tell that this group of people is rushing to see the deer.
It is not surprising that people who come to this club to play will know Lin Jianlu, he knows all about it.
Just now, it was just to get rid of Brother Dalin and come out to take a breath, but Yan Han actually didn't want to fight with them.
Unexpectedly, just as he was about to go back, the male compatriots who were with the two big sisters tried to persuade him to stay:
"Oh, this classmate is here, just play for a while. I think your skills are very good, play for a while!"
Yan Han: "..."
Playing ball in an informal game is throwing the ball blindly, especially when the opponent is competing with each other, so it later became Yan Han's show off alone.
When he kept making fancy shots there, Lin Jianlu was still sitting there, and the corners of his upturned lips had fallen back to the original place. Occasionally he raised his eyes to look at Yan Han on the field, and most of the time he lowered his eyes to look at him. It's motionless, and outsiders don't know what they are thinking.
Only Lin Jianlu knew how regretful he was at this moment: "I mentioned this to him, and he didn't seem to like it."
If I knew it earlier, I would continue to hold back and not ask.
But that feeling is too uncomfortable, I don’t know if the other party already has someone in his heart, once he thinks that one day Yan Han might smile at another person and share secrets with another person, his heart feels like a flood Like a spoonful of magma, it makes people feel pain and swell in their hearts.
Lin Jianlu didn't know until a long time later that this feeling is called jealousy, or jealousy.
The voice in his head tried to comfort him: [It's okay, the host is also experiencing love for the first time, and everyone is not proficient at times.]
"..."
[So what are you still hesitating about? Knowing that he likes boys means that he might like you, so why don't you chase after him!]
"But he just said that he just wants to learn."
[so?]
"so?"
[I never imagined that a very intelligent host would have such a dull mind. Sure enough, love can blind people to the point of losing their minds.]
"..."
The voice in his head continued with a hoarse voice: [Whether he wants to fall in love is his business, whether you like him or not is your business, will chasing him delay his study? Do you think your falling in love will delay his study?]
"..."
Lin Jianlu carefully pondered what the other party said in his mind, and felt that there was still a conflict.
He is confident that he will never delay or affect the other party's studies, but just like all those who are in love with the uneasy and trembling face of their beloved, he will also be very afraid of failing in the confession, and in the end he can't even be friends.
Even if he knew that Yan Han's personality would not break his friendship with him, he would probably change the subject with a laugh like just now, but sometimes even if the possibility is only one in ten thousand, or even the probability is almost zero, he must carefully consider it.
Even Lin Jianlu knows that probability is not applicable here.
[...Then you can slowly infiltrate and probe into his mind! Silly boy, don't you find his reaction just now weird?]
"you mean?"
[It's time to explain that big call to you!]
The voice in my head said excitedly.
What should I do? During this period of time, the host once fell in love, but he gave it a blast!
How could a host who can make rules for himself, where would he ask for its opinion before
It's different now, although if you ask him to go east, he may not really go east, but at least he will take his suggestion into consideration.
It's really... a child can be taught!
When the system was complacent, Lin Jianlu fell into thinking again, his thin lips were tightly pursed, as if he had encountered some problem in the world, it has been a long time since he was so brain-burning—
Playing back what Yan Han just said frame by frame in his mind, the other party's expression, all kinds of changes in tone are not overlooked.
Then it felt really weird.
The other party didn't answer directly about his relationship with Wei Ningxin. It was the kind that didn't mention a word. Instead, he just repeatedly emphasized that it is not possible to fall in love now, because he can't fall, because he has to learn...
That kind of attitude that completely cares about him... In other words, if these factors and concerns are excluded, he is actually probably already with Wei Ningxin? !
Realizing this, Lin saw that Lu's eyelashes twitched frantically, and suddenly raised his head to look at Yan Han in the field.
At this moment, the heartless person has completely forgotten the little embarrassment just now. He sweated heartily in the field and received applause, even in a group of people who are ten or twenty years older than him. The uncles can also play their charm with ease...
Lin Jianlu suddenly straightened his knees and stood up from the spot.
At this time, the two big sisters who were going to invite them to play ball, but only took Yan Han away, turned back and came to him unwillingly, and introduced themselves with a smile: "Hello, Young Master Lin, we are Huayu Investing in…”
"Sorry, I'm not free right now." Lin Jianlu's voice was cold, as if ice balls could pop out at any time and freeze people.
For the first time in his life, he passed in front of the two people so indifferently and expressionlessly, and walked directly into the field with his long legs.
In the arena, Yan Han just showed off a wave of fancy passes, and took out the basketball from under the raised leg. Before that leg landed firmly, Lin Jianlu grabbed it.
Because of the sudden instability of the center of gravity, he fell into Lin Jianlu's arms under the eyes of everyone. When he came back to his senses, Yan Han looked up at him, a little dazed and a little nervous, and just opened his eyes wide Ask: "What are you doing?"
Lin Jianlu: "Come with me, I have something to ask you."
Yan Han: "???"