Yan Han asked Lin Jianlu when did he start to like him, and Lin Jianlu replied honestly: "Are you sure you like him? It probably started during the summer vacation."
"... What is a sure liking?"
"I also like you before I'm sure I like you, it just takes time to prove it."
"..."
Well, Brother Da Lin has always done things as if he was doing things like learning, rigorous and pragmatic, even if it is his own mind, he has to be sure before he comes to confess his love...
wait.
"So is it the first half of the summer vacation or the second half? I remember that we didn't communicate very frequently during the second half?"
Lin Jianlu said: "During that time I was confirming."
"..."
The elder brother was curious: "How did you prove it?"
"Try not to contact you." The other party lowered his eyes slightly, turned his eyes away from him, and there was a rare look of embarrassment on his face, "Try not to think about you, try to live a life without you."
"..."
"Then I realized I couldn't live without you."
When he said this, Lin Jianlu turned his eyes back again, stared directly at him and said.
He had seen in the book that exposing his eyes to the other party was a kind of frankness and respect for his beloved when he spoke seriously.
He hoped that Yan Han could feel his sincerity.
I didn't contact him for nearly a month at the end of the summer vacation, and lived alone, mainly trying to get rid of the dependence and habits that this person made me.
After all, the other party is the kind of person who is so bright and dazzling that he will not feel disgusted when he comes into contact with him.
In fact, it’s not been a day or two since he longed to touch him. Lin Jianlu wasn’t sure whether that “missing” was due to this kind of dependence similar to skin hunger or a factor that could really be called liking. .
"Later I found out that even if I forgot what it was like to touch you, I still think of you...I think about you every day."
"... So you're sure you like me?"
After seeing Lin Jianlu nodding his head, Yan Han continued to scratch his head despite the crisis of going bald.
It's fucking.
It's fucking...!
All he could say was that he was indeed Lin Jianlu.
So rigorous, serious and responsible, only Lin Jianlu can do this!
Brother Dalin was like this, but he didn't know what to do.
If such a handsome man confessed his love to him, and moved him so much, then he has to agree to whatever he says.
For so many years, Xin Xian'er has never let go of anyone, but because the other party is Lin Jianlu... Whether it is the relationship between the two of them or the other party's appearance and talent, Brother Lin of the National People's Congress has confessed his love so affectionately. Without thinking about it, I agreed.
But it was also because the opponent was Lin Jianlu.
Hayashi Mika who took him so seriously...
Instead, he didn't dare to deal with it hastily.
Not to mention anything else, first of all Yan Han doesn't know if he really likes Lin Jianlu.
Although I have been single all the time, although I have had a little bit of a partner and later found out that it was a misunderstanding, and I didn't like him at all, but I am not so humble that I will fall in love with a man when I meet a man and confess to him.
Not to mention that the eldest brother has always had a positive attitude, and he has always regarded Lin Jianlu as a brother.
In the second half of the summer vacation, he would occasionally think of Lin Jianlu, but because he didn't think about it at all at the time, Yan Han couldn't say whether that thought was miss or not.
Of course, without mentioning these things, there is a deeper and more important reason...
It is not certain whether he can complete the task in this world, maybe he will be sent back to the original world directly after the college entrance examination is over, it means that he will not even be in the world for two years, how can he be so selfish.
People say that today there is wine and today is drunk. Nowadays, it is estimated that there are very few young people who have been together from the beginning. Other celebrities often break up and divorce, so there is no need to think too much about it.
But the strange thing is that Yan Han knows that if he is in the current situation of switching positions and replacing with Lin Jianlu, Brother Da Lin will definitely consider these.
When such words came to him, he couldn't let himself be an irresponsible person.
It is said that first love is the most unforgettable.
Yan Han thought for a while, for a person like himself whose life or death is uncertain, it is better not to harm other people's children.
Anyway, the class will be divided next week, he thought, he and Lin Jianlu will be separated soon, so it's better to be like this.
Maybe this is God's will.
So Yan Han stopped the movement of his hands constantly grinding his hair, and tried to say: "That...or you can try another method?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Lin Jianlu's eyes immediately became darker, and he pursed his mouth and looked at him straight.
Yan Han, who was stared at uncomfortably, stood upright, trying to make his attitude look more upright: "Ah, it's like this... Mainly before graduating from high school, I don't think it's appropriate to fall in love."
Usually when they lie and fart, they come one by one, but now the eldest brother is a bit incoherent when talking.
Yan Han wanted to slap himself twice.
Now he finally understands why the protagonists in some goofy TV dramas would rather speak harsh words to hurt others and drive them away than tell the truth.
For example, in the face of his current situation, it is very difficult to ride a tiger!
If you tell the other party that he doesn't agree because he is worried that one day he will fail the mission and die, then Lin Jianlu will definitely say that it doesn't matter, he doesn't mind, and the words lose their meaning.
But if he said that he refused because he was not sure whether he liked him... Then Lin Jianlu would have a hundred ways for him to test whether he likes him.
Yan Han has no doubts about this at all, so what he says is in vain.
So how can you reject the other party mellowly without hurting the other party's heart
It would be fine if it was someone else, but he would always treat each other with indifference, and he would forget about it later, and the matter would be over.
But for Lin Jianlu... the tall figure of the other party cast a shadow on him, and because the other party was behind the light, Yan Han suddenly couldn't see the other party's expression clearly.
...Because he couldn't get in touch with outsiders, Lin Jianlu was already suffering from loneliness, which he obviously knew!
The other party once let him walk into his heart.
He couldn't bear to say anything that would make him sad.
But despite the entanglement in his heart, Yan Han forced himself to finish speaking, "Uh... you should understand what I mean, right?"
"Is this the reason?" Compared to the deepness before, Lin Jianlu seemed to be in a much better mood after hearing Yan Han's reasons for rejecting him.
"Then I can wait," he said.
"I can wait for you to graduate."
As he spoke, the corners of his mouth even twitched slightly.
Yan Han: "...it's done."
... If you are lucky enough not to die after graduation, then everyone will be happy.
In any case, Yan Han was relieved, no matter how much he could tangle up, he didn't have the talent and IQ in this area at all.
"Then... until then, let's just pretend that what happened today didn't happen..."
"I'll be nice to you."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Jianlu cut off his words: "Take it as an appointment, you will be with me after graduation."
"..."
Wait, why does this feel so much like a child bride? !
Therefore, the expected embarrassment after the refusal did not happen at all. Seeing that Lu did what he said, he really started to treat him well.
It's not the kind of thoughtfulness that can be felt in the minutiae of the past, but the brother Da Lin who suddenly said it is like a different person... he is so considerate that it makes people feel hot.
If two people walk side by side, he will walk on the inside, and they will rush to buy cold drinks and bags for him.
It's nothing.
He just treats him as having a convulsion and threatens him twice.
The scariest thing is that Lin will smile when he sees a deer facing him. Although the overall face is still expressionless, those bright eyes are not the same as usual. The care and concern and the little joy in front of the beloved have already explained Everything, the light bursting out from there made Yan Han feel as if he was about to be scalded.
... Although there is no embarrassment between the two, the current situation is really strange.
Lin Jianlu seems to have misunderstood... This feeling that he has directly regarded him as a potential boyfriend...
Who knows what Brother Da Lin is thinking in his head!
But all in all, it seems that if you say no, it's the same as if you didn't.
Brother is bald again!
He really hates being good at handling this kind of thing!
So this Saturday afternoon Yan Han went back to school non-stop in the name of going back to study.
… I'm sorry he couldn't stand it either.
He wants to be quiet.
At this time, the benefits of studying can be seen. After entering the state of deep concentration, he only has exercises in his mind, which is very quiet.
But after an hour of exiting that state, Yan Han was overwhelmed by the feeling of sleepiness and exhaustion so familiar that he fell asleep, and he also didn't think wildly in his dreams.
But when he woke up, he received a call from Lin Jianlu, which made him collapse again.
It was past seven o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark outside. Yan Han sat up in a daze, fumbled to turn on the lights in the house, and didn't decide whether he would answer the call or not.
Finally, while hesitating, the phone was automatically hung up, Yan Han blinked, heaved a sigh of relief and felt uncomfortable at the same time.
He hasn't had time to think about why he feels bad.
Because at this time he received a WeChat.
Lin Jianlu: You haven't eaten at night, get up and eat something before going to bed.
Lin Jianlu: I'll wait for you downstairs, come down to pick up a meal
Yan Han: ...
Yan Han didn't bother to move, the most important thing was that he was angry, so he directly replied: "I can't go down, you can come to our dormitory directly, I will go to the toilet to hide."
As he said that, he got up and turned on the lights in the room, closed the curtains, and went to the bathroom to put some water.
After coming out, Lin Jianlu was already standing in his dormitory, looking around at his dormitory.
"This is the first time you've come back to the girls' dormitory?" Yan Han twitched his lips, and then picked up the plastic bag that Lin Jianlu put on his desk with his fingers, and saw a delicate food box inside.
The school cafeteria was half open on Saturday, and there was nothing delicious. This food was brought back by Lin Jianlu from outside the school.
But Yan Han didn't look too much, but looked up at Lin Jianlu and said, "So you're spying on me? Why did you call right after I woke up? And you know I haven't eaten?"
"..." Lin Jianlu was silent for a moment: "I know it from those thoughts."
Yan Hanqi: "... You have set rules for yourself, how can you violate them at will!"
Lin Jianlu stood there, criticized by him like a child who did something wrong, lowered his head slightly and fell into silence again, then raised his head suddenly and suddenly, facing him with dark eyes, said: "I can't control it." live."
He said: "I can't control myself not to inquire about your news, everything about you... I want to know."
As he said that, he walked forward slowly, getting closer to Yan Han little by little, and the gap between the two became narrower and narrower, until Yan Han was forced by him to lean back, and he stopped a little.
"...you, this..." Brother Da Lin changed suddenly, Yan Han couldn't stand it anymore, his little heart was shaking, and he looked at him with a horrified expression, "you, this, you are not like you at all..."
"I'm not like me anymore." Lin Jianlu said, with a wry smile on his lips, and asked Yan Han again: "Don't you know?"
His slightly mournful expression made Yan Han's heart thump, but before he could react, Lin Jianlu took two steps back, returned to a safe distance, and said, "But I will pay attention in the future, I won't bother you any more, sorry."
"Let's eat. I only ate a little at noon. Your brain power is too exhausted. If you don't replenish energy, you will collapse."
After finishing speaking, he brushed past Yan Han, pushed open the bathroom door and walked in directly.
Leaving Yan Han stunned in place, it took him a long time to come back to his senses, he chased after him and pushed open the bathroom door, Lin saw that the deer was no longer there.
He blinked in confusion, then quickly turned on the faucet and poured two handfuls of cold water on his face to try to calm himself down.
He was thinking of the joy he felt when he shared this skill with Lin Jianlu when he just had deep concentration, and since then Lin Jianlu paid more attention to the ratio of energy he consumed than he did.
A rough-hearted person like him would indeed often forget about eating, but because of Lin Jianlu, he never worried about such things again...
Well, stop fast, can't think!
He hurriedly stopped his thinking from the precipice. What happened was that just after he wiped his face with a towel, Xiao Wu jumped out "ignorant of current affairs" and urged him to quickly apply lotion and face cream.
[Moisturizing and moisturizing! How many times have I said, after washing off all the nutrients on the face, I have to replenish it quickly!]
Yan Han: "No."
It is different when someone wields a sledgehammer to talk to him at this time, Yan Han quickly put those messy thoughts in his mind behind him.
But what is left behind is very short-lived.
When I decided to continue my study, intentionally avoiding the subject with traces of that person and planning to do a test paper, when I opened the live broadcast, I saw [314159] room management on the top right side of the live broadcast room...
Yan Han collapsed again.
This collapse continued until the next afternoon when the grades were released.
As soon as the school's ranking list was released, as usual, Wen Juorong called him immediately: "Brother Yan! Congratulations! You have gone to Class Ten!"
"Class ten?" He had a rare insomnia last night, and he had insomnia for a whole night. Yan Han was in a trance now, and he didn't show how happy he was when he heard that he had entered class ten. He knew that he might go to class ten, so he was very calm.
"Oh" said that he knew it, and Yan Han asked him how the other people were doing.
Wen Juorong let out a barbell-like laugh. Even if he couldn't see it, Yan Han could imagine his face blooming with a smile just by hearing the sound:
"Sister Yu also went up to the fourth floor, and went to class 12!"
"Ah, that's pretty good!" Yan Han also felt happy.
"There is also the squad leader who got his wish and stayed in the fourteenth class."
"Yeah, that's pretty good."
"Also, me! I'm staying in class 14 too!"
When Wen Juerong said this, the meaning of asking for praise in his tone was already off the charts.
Yan Han: "Congratulations!"
A week before the exam, in order not to let him fall, the class monitor and Qin Siyu took turns watching him review, and they all wanted to give him a cantilever awl to stab his ass. Sometimes you need to be pushed by others.
For everyone to have a good result, Yan Han is really happy from the bottom of his heart.
He told Wen Juorong to study hard in the future, and then said: "If you have nothing else to do, let's do this first. We will meet and talk tomorrow."
"Wait, wait." Before Yan Han hung up the phone, Wen Juorong said again: "Brother Yan, you haven't asked Brother Dalin about his grades yet."
"..." Now Yan Han's heart turned when he was mentioned, and after a pause, he tried to act as if nothing had happened, and said casually: "Didn't he go to class nine?"
"No, he went to Class 10!" Wen Juorong couldn't help laughing out loud as he spoke, making it difficult to tell whether he stayed in Class 14 or Lin Jianlu went to Class 10. he is happy...
Wait, Lin Jianlu also went to Class Ten? ! !
"That's right." Wen Juorong said, "If you don't believe me, you can go to the website to check it now. The results are clearly listed there, and they are all arranged in order. There will be no mistakes."
Yan Han is no longer stunned, he is completely petrified.
At the end of a mid-term monthly exam, people who are undoubtedly among the top students in the school have to go to class 10 for the placement exam...
If he still said it was God's will this time, he would believe it!