The Three Years When I Was Forced To Wear Women’s Clothing On Campus

Chapter 122

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So in the end it was just a kiss.

But Brother Da Lin said that the most important thing to like a person is the person, not his body, so Yan Han held back.

Now he is a little timid to ask him to do something to Lin Jianlu.

To be honest, in terms of feelings, he is just a coward, otherwise it would be impossible to be so single all the time.

Human personality is very strange, and most of the causes come from childhood experiences.

He also accidentally heard from Li Hongqing that if a person has never been loved by his parents since he was a child, then such a person will be very afraid of being loved when he grows up.

Although I don't want to admit it, my eldest brother feels that he is a typical case of this theory.

During this period of time, he also thought a lot. He and Lin Jianlu undoubtedly had feelings for each other.

After going through so many things together, the rocks are getting hot, not to mention that he is still natural.

Just by opening the floodgates in your heart, those likes become obvious.

The reason why I have not admitted it is because I dare not admit it, and subconsciously feel that I am not worthy.

Everyone has weaknesses.

Yan Han's weakness stems from this.

But in addition to his weaknesses, he also has many advantages.

For example, once he realizes that there is a mentality of subconsciously wanting to escape and avoid in his heart, he will order himself and forcibly correct his mentality to face his heart and face Lin Jianlu.

"How can it be so complicated in one's life." Yan Han said.

At that time, the two of them had turned off the tap, walked out of the bathroom, and sat in a row on the bench next to the gymnasium... exchanging emotions.

Yan Han's well-maintained face is rosy and rosy, and he is looking at Lin Jianlu with impeccable beauty: "But since when did you start to like me a little bit?"

"Huh?" Lin Jianlu looked at him: "Why do you ask that?"

"I want to see when you started to like me. Did you treat me so well and help me because you liked me or out of love for your classmates?"

He wanted to ask this question before, of course, he just thought of it at the time, just out of curiosity.

But when he was just divided into classes, he hadn't decided whether he should accept Brother Da Lin, so he automatically avoided all related topics, so that the question has been stranded until now.

Obviously, the question that Yan Han thought was very simple was undoubtedly difficult for Lin Jianlu to answer.

But he would never be perfunctory when dealing with Yan Han's problems, so he began to recall a little bit, but he still couldn't tell when he started to like Yan Han a little bit.

Finally, Lin Jianlu asked in embarrassment: "Can we count from when I want to get close to you?"

"..." This stumped the eldest brother.

"Well... forget it."

"That was the time of the first placement test." Lin Jianlu smiled.

Yan Han: "!!!"

Wait, during the first placement test... They didn't seem to have met a few times before that, right? !

No, that's not the point.

The point is—

"You Wen Zhuan came here just to go to the same class as me?!"

This kind of thinking is too crazy, but after going through this placement test, Lin Jianlu can be assigned to another class with him through this method, and Yan Han doesn't think it is difficult for him to airborne to class 14 last time Confident.

"I didn't expect to be in the same class with you last time." Lin Jianlu said: "The decision was made suddenly, and there was no preliminary preparation. I planned to observe slowly and then talk about it. I didn't expect that we were so destined. Really. assigned to a class."

Yan Han: "..."

Only ghosts believe that.

He debunked it expressionlessly: "Didn't you look at my grades, and then the overall grades of Class 14, and found that you didn't count the three subjects of liberal arts, but only counted the three subjects of mathematics and language, and you just got enough scores to airborne to 14?" class?"

Lin Jianlu raised the corners of his mouth and smiled at him, and then said grandly: "I didn't take the science exam, and it's very embarrassing to go to a science class all of a sudden. For the sake of fairness, it is most appropriate to only calculate the scores other than math and language." .”

Yan Han: "..."

Lin Jianlu continued to smile: "We happen to be in the same class just by counting the three subjects, so we are still destined."

"..."

Look, who said Brother Da Lin can't play tricks!

I really want to tell Wen Juerong and the others who were worried that they would bully Brother Lin before we left, you Brother Lin has also learned it now, you don't have to worry about him if it's bad.

"But why did you... want to come to a class with me?"

Even if they really like it, most people would not choose to transfer directly to study theory... Oh, Brother Dalin is not just an ordinary person, so it may be true as he said, he just wanted to study theory, and with him Being assigned to a class is entirely a matter of fate...

Shit!

How convinced he was of this at the beginning, how much he does not believe it now.

"Because watching your live broadcast, I think you are very serious." Lin Jianlu replied seriously, "I still feel very cute in retrospect."

Yan Han: Me? cute? !

I'm cute? ! !

Lin Jianlu smiled and nodded: "Yes."

Because he noticed a person at first, and later saw him on the live broadcast website, from the first time he saw him sitting at his desk until late at night, Lin Jianlu began to pay more and more attention to this person.

Some people are like this. When they do things, they are always full of vitality and enthusiasm, and they are as clear and warm as light. Then somehow, this beam of light penetrates into his heart, bringing him a ray of transparency and brightness.

Before that his life had been very closed.

Because of his high IQ and the lack of interaction and communication with his relatives since childhood, Lin Jianlu has automatically formed a set of meticulous logical thinking ability since he was very young.

It makes him look like a genius in many ways, and he is.

But genius doesn't mean perfection.

Because she can't understand human emotions, she subconsciously resists contact with humans from a very young age.

Although he is also a human being and a social animal, his essence is eager to contact with people.

On the one hand, he longs to blend in with other people, and on the other hand, he does not understand the slightest emotion, which leads to a feeling of loneliness surrounding him from childhood until now.

In this regard, Lin Jianlu has always been contradictory.

From a certain point of view, this contradiction made him struggle in the boundless darkness.

Later, the survival instinct of being alone and escaping from the darkness inspired him to take the initiative to understand and analyze the things he could not understand after witnessing them.

Time and time again, at a young age, he is used to observing the words and deeds of adults, using his brain to analyze their thoughts and emotions, trying to integrate into their world.

Although he is a genius, Lin Jianlu has been tired of being a genius since he was very young. He wants to blend into human society more than a genius, and he can cry, laugh and fight freely like other children.

Later, he learned to combine some psychological research to observe a person, judge the mood and thoughts of the other person at the moment, and follow the picture to imitate the words and deeds of others when encountering such things.

This approach has led to the fact that Lin Jianlu looks no different from normal people at all, and even has a higher emotional intelligence than ordinary people, as long as he completely follows the brain's continuous operation and analysis results to speak and do things.

The most typical example of this is that he disguised his subconscious rejection of contact with people as cleanliness, which prevented his classmates from looking at him strangely at school, and those who knew he had cleanliness would not deliberately Running up to touch him, crossing his line.

Yan Han also now knows that Brother Da Lin is not a true cleanliness freak.

He couldn't help being shocked: "So cleanliness and everything are fake, you're just targeting people..."

Thinking about it this way, Lin Jianlu had already told him when the two of them talked for the first time!

He just can't have too much contact with people, and he doesn't have too many requirements in other aspects.

"Of course, I also like to be clean." Lin Jianlu clarified with a smile.

Then it was such a person one day who suddenly discovered a person who would not make him feel disgusted even if he touched it, how could he resist touching or getting close to him

What's more, it is really interesting to find this person after getting close to him. The feeling of liking is generated in this kind of continuous exploration, so that when he realizes it, he is completely unable to control himself and cannot extricate himself.

"So why don't you react when you touch me?" Yan Han held his chin, always feeling amazing.

Lin Jianlu said: "Maybe it's fate, or maybe it's because you have a system, which makes me feel familiar."

Yan Han: "..."

Obviously, Lin Jianlu is not sure, and this big brother is even more confused—in case the two hit each other without fate, or if they don’t have a system, and they are not the most special one, it’s not that they won’t catch the attention of Brother Da Lin. Unfamiliar classmates, so there is no now? !

Yan Han hurriedly shook his head, knowing that it's useless to think too much about this question, and he can't dig into the horns.

But Lin Jianlu is very sure of this point: "At the beginning, I would feel uncomfortable when you touch me, but it's just tolerable. It's a later thing that I don't feel repelled at all."

"emmm..."

"So I thought, it was because I already liked you at that time that I became able to touch you."

Yan Han: "..."

Yan Han was stunned.

He met Shanglin Jianlu's eyes and said, "One minute and eighteen seconds?"

"I can only touch you for one minute and eighteen seconds?!"

"It has been extended a long time ago."

Lin Jianlu said, and gave him a strange look: "Didn't you notice?"

Yan Han: "..."

Damn it, where can he find out!

You can't count every time you encounter it!

In the past, every time he touched and searched, when he saw that Lin Jianlu didn't respond, he would automatically assume that the time had not expired!

It turns out that there is no time limit for co-authoring!

Fortunately, he was worried just now... What will happen when the two of them can be harmonious in the future? It turns out that this is not a problem at all! !

"Of course it won't be a problem." Seeing him blowing his hair, Lin saw that the corners of Lu's mouth turned up a bit, he slowly approached Yan Han, put his lips close to his ear, and asked softly: " Do I look like the kind of irresponsible person who doesn't think about my partner's sexual well-being?"

"what… "

After realizing what Lin Jianlu was saying, Yan Han's cheeks "boomed" and turned red.

It came so suddenly, who can bear it!

Eldest brother's face is a bit unbearable again, Yan Han thinks that this can't go on like this, the family style and prestige must be erected as soon as possible.

So in the gymnasium, you can see the school flower chasing the university bully running all over the field.

It was really running. Although the person running in front had a calm expression and a smile on his face, the one behind him was really vicious. It looked like he was about to copy someone and start a fight with someone.

"...I didn't expect that Xiaohua, who usually looks quiet, can run like this."

Before class in the afternoon, the people who were still stranded in the gymnasium to watch the ball couldn't help expressing their emotions.

Most of these people are first-year students who have just come into contact with it but are not yet familiar with campus legends.

They do know the school belle of Mingzhen Luze High School, but they don't know more.

"Oh, you don't know that, I heard that the school belle is very athletic."

"Yeah." Ji Changdong, who was in the crowd, nodded in agreement when he heard this, and if he didn't agree with others about doing it, he would give in to Sister Yan.

"However, I didn't expect Xueba to make trouble with others. I saw that he had no expression on his face when he played just now, and he didn't react when he won. He was like an ice cube. I didn't expect that at this moment..."

The speaker was obviously blinded by Xueba's smile.

Ji Changdong didn't say anything, but thought in his heart: "Of course, it depends on who is facing it."

But looking at the way they are now, they should be together. Before that, he was silently sweating for brother Lin... As two people who changed the trajectory of his life, he just hoped that they could be together and be harmonious. .

I heard that there is a special building for the two of them on the anonymous forum, but it is a pity that he has to find time to read books at night after military training during the day, so he can't go to that building often and call them.

But it’s okay, during this period of time, he has been in contact with his classmates day and night, and everyone is very harmonious together, and Ji Changdong is especially popular with girls. He heard them say that there seems to be a saying, how to say it... oh , It's more delicious to call it a three-dimensional cp!

And Ji Changdong, who was already familiar with the two of them enough, felt that he obviously had this kind of convenience.

On the other hand, upstairs in the gymnasium, Wei Ningxin, who had just taken a shower, came out of the shower room and saw a slender girl waiting for him at the door.

He rubbed his dripping hair indiscriminately, trying to pretend he didn't see her, but Gong Yuxue had already stepped forward to stop him.

"Didn't you like me very much when you chased me before? Why, you don't want to see me so much now?"

"What do you want?" Wei Ningxin asked.

Gong Yuxue didn't care about his attitude, and directly explained the purpose of coming: "I want to ask you, do you know that Yan Han is already with Lin Jianlu?"

Wei Ningxin looked at her suddenly, and asked irritably, "What does this have to do with you?"

"You left me for her, of course I came to see what kind of expression you will have when you know the truth."

"Our breakup has nothing to do with her." Wei Ningxin looked at her impatiently: "It's you who always doubt us, you're too pretentious, have you forgotten?"

He has a bad temper in the first place, and now when he talks about things that make him angry, he naturally doesn't give the other side face: "And don't think that I don't know who you like. You're still with me because of Lin Jianlu Is it? Gong Yuxue, let me tell you, I’m not a good spare tire! I don’t have time to play with you.”

His voice was a little loud, but the only thing was that he was the only brother around, and everyone knew what happened this summer vacation, and Gong Yuxue's expression seemed to be watching a cup of green tea.

Gong Yuxue's complexion is not good after being insulted in public, but the purpose of her coming here is not to anger Wei Ningxin.

She suppressed her temper and said, "Yes, I like Lin Jianlu. Since you like Yan Han, why don't we..."

"Are you okay?" Wei Ningxin interrupted her directly, "I don't want to have anything to do with people like you. I will go after whoever I like. People like you who only play tricks behind their backs... I think you really should go see a doctor."

After he finished speaking, he took all the younger brothers and left, and left them there directly. It seemed that he really annoyed her.

Gong Yuxue's staring eyes were full of hatred. Instead of looking in the direction Wei Ningxin left, she walked directly to the railing and looked at the two people on the first floor below who were arguing with each other...

If she could, why wouldn't she want to confess directly, Wei Ningxin, that idiot, he doesn't understand anything...

Since he couldn't get through this way, she could only try another way.

Yan Han and Lin Jianlu didn't expect that both of them were called to the teaching office that afternoon.