The Transition Period of a Break-up

Chapter 30

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Ye Zheng paused the feature film that was playing, took off his earphones, turned around and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Not this time," Jiang Kezhou put the phone back on the coffee table, "Uncle asked me if I would go back for the Dragon Boat Festival."

"I won't go." Ye Zheng said angrily, "I haven't seen you for eight hundred years, why do I miss you all of a sudden? I don't think I have any good intentions for New Year's greetings."

Jiang Kezhou couldn't help laughing: "I didn't want to go back at first, the family is celebrating the festival well, so I'll join in the fun."

"Are you planning to coax you?" Ye Zheng beckoned, pulling Jiang Kezhou onto his lap, "Come here. Your boyfriend is here, is it their turn to be courteous?"

Jiang Kezhou sat unsteadily on his lap, and he was so frightened that he quickly grabbed Ye Zheng's shoulder: "It's okay, okay... Don't shake! I'm going to fall!"

Ye Zheng smiled and put his arms around his waist, looking through the intertwined arms, and landed on Jiang Kezhou's calf hanging in the air. The clothes in spring were thin, and he was barefoot. The slippers fell on the floor, and the legs of his trousers were pulled up a little, revealing the golden safety buttons on his ankles.

Half of the red rope suddenly caught people's eyes.

Jiang Kezhou saw that he didn't speak suddenly, and followed his line of sight. He was stunned for a second and suddenly understood. He turned around and was about to jump down to escape, but was caught by Ye Zheng.

The scorching kiss pressed heavily on the upper lips, gradually changing from one-sided demand to two-way entanglement. The area from the back of Jiang Kezhou's head to his neck was held in Ye Zheng's palm, and he couldn't break free with just a little force. The slumbering lust awakened from the bottom of their bones. For a while, they forgot whether it was the unfinished feature film or the disturbing phone calls. Ye Zheng grabbed Jiang Kezhou's knee and pressed him into the soft sofa amidst his panting. inside.

"Wait, wait a minute... Go back to the bedroom," Jiang Kezhou's eyes glistened with a thin layer of water, and his reason was barely stopped outside the parking line: "The sofa will be seen by Aunt Xie... ah..."

"She knew it a long time ago." Ye Zheng kissed his red earlobe, reached down to take off his clothes, and said with a low laugh, "It seems that you are the purest person in this family."

Jiang Kezhou was pressed on the sofa and tossed and turned for a long time, tears came out, but Ye Zheng was still not satisfied, so he carried him back to the bedroom and did it again.

The dim light fell on the pillows, and Jiang Kezhou was completely naked in the soft down quilt, his thighs were folded on his chest, and the jade buttons tied with red strings on his ankles were dangling in the air, and a piece of jade was branded under his collarbone. Visible hickey marks, tears in the corners of the eyes were about to fall, and as the body suddenly moved forward, they slipped and fell into the crow-blue temples.

Jiang Kezhou was so dizzy that he asked Ye Zheng in a hoarse voice: "Did you take too much Dali Wan today... ah... stop, stop... no more, um..."

Ye Zheng's fingertips lingered on his chest: "What should I call me?"

"..." Jiang Kezhou almost collapsed, "What do you want to hear, baby?"

"You still have the strength to take advantage of me?" Ye Zheng exerted some strength with his fingers, "It seems that you are not too tired."

"I was wrong... really wrong, you... ah!"

When he was still in foster care, Ye Zheng generally didn't take care of Jiang Kezhou's feelings, he was the type who would pull him after he had a good time. Going to bed is just a channel for him to vent, without too much emotion involved, and with his strict standards of cleanliness, he is even stingy with kisses, let alone skin-to-skin passion. The bed partner is also more realistic than the props, and he will find a real person purely out of the consumption habit of "buy the best if you want to buy it".

But now, Jiang Kezhou would rather that he was still the ruthless person he used to be. It's not that he didn't feel any pleasure from it, but that he was too happy, and he was always on the verge of fainting. The feeling of being uncontrollable is extremely sweet. , but it also made him faintly afraid.

Jiang Kezhou can't do anything else, but he is very good at self-reflection. Under such a favorable situation, he clearly knew that he still didn't trust Ye Zheng in the end - it wasn't Ye Zheng's fault, but an instinct he had cultivated over the years. A pessimistic person is used to leaving a way out for himself. He probably never has the courage to hand everything over himself and even the future to others, so he is always ready to be abandoned early.

Ye Zheng woke up once in the middle of the night, exercising before going to bed relaxed his limbs, and he felt lazy and comfortable wrapped in the warm quilt. The heavy drowsiness still enveloped his mind, Ye Zheng turned over and was about to fall asleep again, subconsciously looking for the person lying beside him, but reached out and found nothing.

Ye Zheng woke up all of a sudden, and sat up hugging the quilt.

There was a small gap in the bedroom door, and the faint light from the corridor came in. He turned over and got out of bed, and pushed the door lightly to go out. The corridor was covered with thick carpet, which completely eliminated the sound of footsteps. Jiang Kezhou is not difficult to find. On the second floor, there is an open living room in the middle of the stairs on both sides. He stood in front of the coffee table, took out a small medicine bottle from the drawer under the tempered glass, counted out two capsules and swallowed it. go down.

He was wearing a nightgown, and the traces of his body hadn't faded, probably because of his backache, his back was slightly bent, and he hadn't grown a few taels of meat after raising him for so long. He stood alone in the huge room, and unexpectedly He looked pitifully emaciated.

Ye Zheng stood silently outside the door for a while without disturbing him, and returned to the bedroom along the same path. When Jiang Kezhou returned to the bed without a sound, he maintained the posture before leaving, breathing long and long, and seemed to be still in a deep sleep.

Jiang Kezhou lay down beside him, pulled the quilt around his waist up to his shoulders, closed his eyes and waited for the effect of the sleeping pill to take effect.

In the dark, the two lay side by side, but each had their own concerns.

This is not the first time Ye Zheng discovered that Jiang Kezhou got up in the middle of the night to secretly take sleeping pills.

Jiang Kezhou's poor sleep is a long-standing problem. When he first moved into the apartment there, Jiang Kezhou often couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and was afraid of turning around and waking him up, so he would go to the living room to find two pills. A few times, Ye Zheng was disturbed when he was in a light sleep. He knew that he had this habit, but he didn't pay attention to it. Later, as life and relationships gradually stabilized, Jiang Kezhou's sleep quality improved, and he gradually stopped relying on drugs. After living in the villa, the two ate and lived together, and he never took drugs again. Ye Zheng almost forgot about him There was a time when I had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep.

But just recently, counting this time, Ye Zheng woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't find him three times. He himself also has experience of insomnia. Usually, excessive stress, psychological depression, overthinking and even insecurity may lead to insomnia. But judging from their current situation, what can make him think so much that he can't even fall asleep? not good

Not to mention that they had just experienced a dripping affair, this was simply a mockery of Ye Zheng in disguise.

He suppressed his irritability in dragging Jiang Kezhou out of bed, counted his breaths, and silently recalled what happened the day he first discovered Jiang Kezhou's insomnia recently.

They went out to a tailor to order two suits, and then went to a restaurant for dinner. Because the weather was getting warmer, the two did not drive home directly after dinner, but went for a walk in a nearby park instead. It was getting late, but there were still people walking their dogs in the park. Jiang Kezhou was a little scared, so they held hands all the way...

Xu Shi was recalled, and Jiang Kezhou asked him casually if the two escaped kidnappers were caught.

Ye Zheng has been pretending to be this matter in his heart for the past few days. Although they found out one Han Xuyang, there are still a lot of people involved. He couldn't tell the whole story, so he could only vaguely say, "Not yet. Those two people may have left the province that night, and my people are still investigating."

At that time, Jiang Kezhou didn't seem to have any special reaction, he just said "Oh" lightly, and then changed the subject lightly.

Is it because of this incident

When Jiang Kezhou was hospitalized, he once told Su Da that he only needed a plausible explanation for this matter, and he would not ask about the process; now that he took the initiative to ask about this matter, does it mean that he still cares about it and does not seem to care about it? Just let go of it like you said

Ye Zheng didn't know that this matter had dragged on for too long, but the only way to do it now was to hide it from him, because the truth is longer than a lie, and it hurts more than a lie.

He couldn't tell Jiang Kezhou that he knew who was behind the scenes and caused Jiang Kezhou to suffer innocent disasters, but just because of the words "no evidence", he could only helplessly watch that person gain both fame and fortune and success.

Apart from himself, Ye Zheng is also responsible for the entire Xihua Entertainment Company. Being angry at the crown sounds chic, but he didn't dare to bring the whole company into chaos because of him alone.

It sounds like a rational decision, focusing on the overall situation, which is quite consistent with his principles of life and the education he received since he was a child.

But if you look at it from Jiang Kezhou's point of view, it is between "love" and "career", Ye Zheng chooses to let Jiang Kezhou be wronged.

When Jiang Kezhou was with him for money, Ye Zheng broke up with him because he thought he didn't love him enough; now that he is with him for love, he wants to tell him that "the overall situation is the most important thing".

Why

Just because Jiang Kezhou loves him, and he is richer than Jiang Kezhou

Jiang Kezhou's breathing gradually became even and steady. Ye Zheng knew that he was fast asleep, so he turned over and hugged him into his arms. He didn't even dare to use too much force, but Ye Zheng could feel a little relieved only when he saw this person lying in his arms safely, otherwise he would always be uneasy, for fear that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

There is a widely circulated saying on the Internet, to the effect that falling in love with someone is like having a weakness and armor. However, ever since Ye Zheng fell in love with Jiang Kezhou, he felt as if his whole body was covered with weaknesses. If Jiang Kezhou moved slightly, he could feel pain from his hair all the way to his toenails.

He folded his arms, Jiang Kezhou's thin back was pressed against his chest, and his whole body was encircled by his body, in an extremely nostalgic and possessive posture.

Ye Zheng said something in a low voice above his head, hesitating rarely, with an imperceptible wavering in his mouth. I don't know whether to say it to the sleeping person or to himself—

"Am I treating you... not very nice?"