Forcibly resisting the tumbling emotions in his heart, Xu Ziqing's eyes flashed by, and then he was as usual, smiling and replied: "Please rest assured, brother, I will not be like this."
Yun Li nodded, his eyes lightened slightly.
Since Yunxun rejected Mu Ronghua, no one came to the door again, but because Xu Ziqing knew what he wanted for Yunxun, when he got along with Yunxun again, there was a gap between them, and they could no longer be as close as they used to be. .
After two days of this, Xu Ziqing asked himself that he couldn't go on like this, and being close to the senior brother made him unable to calm down for a while, so he came up with a way.
On this day, Xu Ziqing walked out of the room, raised his eyes to look at the grim man in the courtyard who was comprehending the sword, and said: "Brother, I want to go out."
Yun Li raised his eyes: "Cultivation?"
Xu Ziqing said: "Yes."
Yun Li nodded slightly before getting up.
Seeing him like this, Xu Ziqing knew that the brother was going to accompany him again. Isn't this contrary to his purpose? Although my heart became more moved by the brother's intention to take care of him, he still stopped immediately and said quickly: "This time I just felt something suddenly. If you want to go out for a walk, you don't have to bother the brother."
He actually wanted to travel alone.
Yun Yu's footsteps paused.
When Xu Ziqing saw it, he didn't know what to think, but this decision was the result of his careful consideration, and he couldn't change it halfway.
He recalled the feeling of joy that he had given birth to because of the brother's care, and he felt that he needed to be alone for a while before he knew how to act and how to get along with the brother in the future.
Yun Yu looked at Xu Ziqing for a while, then sat down cross-legged again, but at the same time, when he raised his hand, a black light hit him.
Xu Ziqing raised his hand and took it, it was a talisman, extremely heavy, as if there was some strange power in it, and if he touched it slightly, he felt sharp and domineering. He knew right away that this was a sword intent of the senior brother.
He couldn't help but feel hot again. After taking a deep breath, Fang said, "Thank you, brother, I'm going now."
Yun Li didn't say a word, he was already closed.
Xu Ziqing didn't look much anymore, turned around immediately, and when he got outside, he closed the door carefully.
In the past few days, he was still inseparable from his brother. In order to prevent the brother from seeing the clue, he did not dare to think about it. Now he is going to find a secluded place and think about it.
Outside the courtyard, because of the "blind date", the Wanlan Flower World became more and more enthusiastic.
There are already many male and female monks walking side by side in the exchanges, and some of them have already developed affection between words.
Xu Ziqing saw such a scene of spring in harmony, his eyes dimmed slightly, and then he ran the exercises, using the wood escape technique, and fleeing into the distance very quickly.
As he shuttled between countless flowers and trees, Xu Ziqing's chest was full of emotions, bulging bit by bit.
Everything between the past and the seniors also came to mind at this time.
In the end, it was because he initially regarded him as a person who depended on each other for life, and he will always be with him in the future, but although he is a human for two generations, he does not understand emotions and does not understand love for various reasons.
Therefore, when the affection is strong, he is finally aware of it, but at this time it is actually impossible to get out, only leaving a piece of affection hidden in his heart, can not stop, and ask him to taste it secretly.
Emotionally rushed, he didn't know how much he thought for a while, Xu Ziqing blindly used this wooden escape method, and when he reacted, he was actually lost.
In front of me is a thick wooded forest, which is different from the delicate flowers and trees seen outside. The woods are dense and extremely deep.
The spiritual energy of the woods here is very exuberant, and the breath is extremely refreshing, making people feel refreshed.
Xu Ziqing was hiding in an extremely thick tree at this time, and the rich woodiness enveloped him, giving him the pleasure of being immersed in warm water.
This feeling made him very comfortable, so he simply sat cross-legged among the trees without going out.
It was very quiet at this time, and he once again remembered what he thought of his brother, and he could finally understand his thoughts.
Think about it... In fact, even if you have an admiration for your brother, it's normal.
The senior has great looks, amazing momentum, deep potential, firm Dao heart, and excellent temperament. If it weren't for others to avoid him because of misunderstanding, anyone who knew him a little could easily develop a good impression of him.
What's more, it is rare for Xu Ziqing to be able to meet Xu Ziqing if he can see others.
At this time, Xu Ziqing suddenly understood why he would avoid it.
It’s not that he can’t accept that he loves his brother, but that he is worried that his brother’s discovery will affect their current relationship... He knows his brother’s temperament, if he confesses his mind, the brother will definitely reject him, but other than that, He will not be disgusted and contemptuous, but will apologize to him for it.
After many years of friendship, he and his senior have already been intimate. Why do we need to break the flawless bond between the two
What's more, the brother has a clear sword heart and seeks the way with all his heart. Even if he freezes his seven emotions, he is still caring for him. In that case, how can he be willing to use his secret thoughts to influence the mind of the brother!
In the coming days, Xu Ziqing thought that he had just entered the path of immortality now, and his foundation was not solid.
Xiantu is so difficult. He admires the brother, in the final analysis, it is just to be with the brother day and night... Now he has almost done it, but he has more love in his heart, making him closer to the brother, even if the brother doesn’t know. , It's no big deal.
Thinking of this, Xu Ziqing's lips showed a slight smile.
From the past to the present, wherever the brother went, he followed wherever he went, and in the future, he was already determined to follow the brother.
Once he has attained great accomplishment in his cultivation, he will be able to accompany his brother on the Xiantu. The brother does not reject him. For him, it is already a great fortune—compared to others, Xu Ziqing is already the closest person to the real person Tuan Jian Yun. , What's the dissatisfaction
People often say that "worry arises from love, and terror arises from love. If you are separated from love and hate, there is no worry and no terror." It will be so.
Xu Ziqing asked herself, if the brother one day becomes a Taoist buddy, will he also fall into the position of jealousy and hatred, and want to hurt the brother? He thought carefully, there must be jealousy but no hatred, he must be full of regrets!
He certainly has a greedy heart, but to him, it is more important to be a senior.
Gradually, since Xu Ziqing understood his mind, his thoughts have become more distinct.
Just hide this secretly born love in his heart, don't have to think too much, don't need to think too much, he has already valued his brother very much, and he will only value it even more in the future, don't worry about it.
With the brother's single-minded pursuit of Taoism, within a short day, he will definitely not become a Taoist companion. He must be able to accompany the brother for a long time.
Xu Ziqing thought, if many years have passed and the brother still has someone else in his heart, that person is not the self who has been with him for many years, even if it is God's will, there is no need to force it.
After clarifying his emotions, Xu Ziqing only felt that his temperament was clear and clear. It seemed that some of the obstacles in his heart were broken, and his mood improved.
He understood that there was a heart demon who was about to be entrenched in his sea of knowledge and embarrassed him, but because he thought clearly and clearly in time, it was already slashed with the sword of the heart, and it was no longer taking shape.
Cultivators of immortality, whenever they are about to enter the country, they will inevitably have a lot of demons.
And the heart demon is dependent on the heart, and it often arises from emotion.
Either forget the emotion, or cut the emotion, or see through the seven emotions. Only by being able to understand everything and not being tired by the seven emotions can we get rid of this kind of demons, break through the calamity, and enter the next level.
This "love" is not just the affection of admiration, but the affection of relatives and friends, the affection of confidant, the affection of grudges and grievances are all included. Among them, the affection of love and the affection of relatives and friends are the most ugly and the most miserable. .
In previous years, many monks and even the mighty were hurt by love and couldn't solve this barrier. In the end, they died and cultivated in vain.
Xu Ziqing asked herself not to let go of his affection for the senior, but to see this affection and accept it. From then on, the affection will not only become a hindrance to his mind, but will follow him forever.
Fortunately, fortunately.
When his cultivation level was still shallow, he had already seen through his affection for the senior, and he could sort out his mind. Otherwise, wait until the cultivation base is deepened. Once you encounter this "love" word, I am afraid that you will not be able to figure it out so easily. On the contrary, if you are not careful, you will get deeper and deeper, and eventually you will be paranoid. went. In the end, there is only one way to harm others and yourself.
Due to the improvement of the mood, "Ten Thousand Kinds of Heart Dafa" immediately started to revolve quickly, even more quickly than in the past, even crazy.
Xu Ziqing's eyes were closed tightly, but there was no trace of wood qi overflowing from his body, but it was constantly infiltrating into his body.
At this time he was still sitting among the giant trees, but not only did the surrounding heaven and earth's spiritual energy fail to respond, even if the tree that hid him was not at all abnormal.
If someone could look through the bark of the tree and look inside, he would see the young man in a green shirt, with a texture similar to that of a tree faintly appearing on his face.
It was as if it had been pierced by Qingyun needles.
Xu Ziqing vaguely felt that he seemed to have entered a certain strange state, he seemed to gradually merge with this giant tree, and he could feel countless memories of this giant tree standing for thousands of years.
There are also joys, angers, sorrows, and loneliness... But in the end it turned into a desolation and a sullen mood.
This sentiment slowly sinks into the sea of knowledge, and Xu Ziqing's consciousness gradually wakes up.
Now that his mind is clear, he should also go back. These days he is so weird, and I must be very puzzled by the seniors. He really shouldn't.
When I was thinking, the lines on Xu Ziqing's face slowly disappeared, and he was about to come out.
However, at the next moment, suddenly there was a very dangerous omen!
It is an extremely powerful divine consciousness searching all directions, so powerful and vast, he is definitely not the enemy!
Xu Ziqing was shocked. The cultivation technique in the dantian ran extremely fast, and his face was covered with tree lines, and the surface of his body quickly became the same as that of the trees.
He couldn't go out, he gave out a vague warning sign, he... couldn't go out at this time.