Li Yaonan was in a daze for two days before he accepted this fact.
Looking at the servants of Yixuan Pavilion busying about, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, but it was very complicated.
A few days ago he was still feeling lucky that he didn't become gay, but now he finds out that Lin Yixuan is pregnant. What a pace!
Li Yaonan was almost going crazy.
It's impossible to make him like a man. He has tried, but it doesn't work. He feels sick when he sees the men in the brothel, let alone getting an erection.
But he couldn't be irresponsible to Lin Yixuan, not to mention that Lin Yixuan was pregnant with his child.
Children were a terrifying creature to him in both his past and present lives, but for some reason, when he heard that Lin Yixuan was pregnant, his heart felt sour and swollen, and an inexplicable feeling of emotion rose in his heart.
Li Yaonan didn't worry about it for too long this time. There was no other way. Lin Yixuan already had a child, so how could he worry about it
He didn't want his children to have an irresponsible father like him.
In fact, he had no fate with his father in these two lives. Although his parents were married by family alliance in the previous life, if his father had not continued to fool around with his mother after marriage and finally found true love, his mother would not have divorced him decisively and left her baby son alone even if there was a little hope in her heart.
The father in this life is even more of a scumbag. Not only did he have true love, he also killed the mother of this body. What kind of beast must he be to do such a thing.
Li Yaonan felt that his future was bleak. He had just saved himself from the tendency to become gay a few days ago. Did he have to try to make himself gay again now
What a miserable life this is!
No matter what Li Yaonan thought in his heart, his concern for Lin Yixuan's well-being continued day by day. It was not the kind of cautious flattery as before, but a concern that came from the heart.
Lin Yixuan quickly noticed the change in Li Yaonan.
At the same time, Li Yaonan also realized that although Lin Yixuan treated him the same as always, all her smiles never reached her eyes.
You have to bear the consequences of your own actions. Thinking back on Lin Yixuan's attitude towards him since that night, Li Yaonan still had something unclear. It's not that Lin Yixuan didn't care or didn't blame him, but at that time he was eager to get back together and his mind was filled with guilt, so he deliberately ignored it and pretended like Lin Yixuan that nothing had happened in an attempt to keep the peace.
Looking back on the past, Li Yaonan felt helpless and thought that he was simply a bastard, but he was the one who did all these bastard things, so who could he blame? He could only be twice as nice to Lin Yixuan. He didn't like men, but he felt that for the sake of the child, if that person was Lin Yixuan, maybe he could try to change.
Sometimes Lin Yixuan had to admit that if Li Yaonan really wanted to please someone, it would be really hard for that person to refuse.
On this day, after Li Yaonan finished writing the manuscript, he ran excitedly to Yixuan Pavilion.
Lin Yixuan was not surprised by this. Li Yaonan would tell him stories when he had nothing to do these days. He always felt that the kindness he received from him was a little unreal. It was not that he was ungrateful, but that he had learned from past experiences.
"I'll take you somewhere today?" Li Yaonan said mysteriously, keeping him in suspense.
"Where are you going?" Lin Yixuan leaned lazily on the couch without even moving his eyelids.
"You'll know when you get there." Li Yaonan urged him to hurry up. It was not a good idea for Lin Yixuan to stay at home all the time. Although he did not know much about men's pregnancy, he watched a lot of modern TV and knew that pregnant women needed to exercise regularly. This was basic common sense.
"I'm not going." Lin Yixuan answered indifferently, his body was soft and he didn't want to move. Besides, since he brought the manuscript over, didn't he have to tell him a story
Li Yaonan didn't care about him at all. A hint of teasing flashed in his eyes: "If you don't leave, I will carry you away."
Lin Yixuan was irritated by his roguery. This guy hesitated to touch him a few days ago, but why did he change his nature in the past two days? Seeing Li Yaonan's threatening eyes, Lin Yixuan knew very well that this guy would definitely do what he said. He was pestered by him and had no choice but to get up and change his clothes. He was only more than a month pregnant, and his body was not pregnant yet. He couldn't see anything at all in his clothes.
Li Yaonan asked someone to prepare a carriage and took him straight to a teahouse in the south of the city.
"This is..." Lin Yixuan was slightly stunned. Looking at the plaque with the words "Teahouse", he was speechless. Only Li Yaonan could come up with such a name.
"How is it? Not bad, right?" Li Yaonan looked a little proud. Since he planned to develop a relationship with Lin Yixuan, he would naturally not suppress his nature. Only in this way could the relationship be maintained for a longer period of time.
Lin Yixuan pulled the corners of his lips, smiled with his lips folded, walked into the teahouse, and found that it was full.
Li Yaonan took his hand and said, "There is a compartment upstairs. I'll take you there."
Lin Yixuan just felt his palms were burning. He didn't know what was wrong with Li Yaonan these past few days. He always liked to touch him and talk in a wanton way. It's not that he had never thought about whether Li Yaonan was interested in him, but it was enough to do it once. Faced with all the abnormalities of Li Yaonan, Lin Yixuan really didn't dare to think too much.
Li Yaonan took him to the private room, and Lin Yixuan discovered that the decoration of this teahouse was different from all other places.
The so-called compartment was not the private room he had thought it was, but a space separated by several screens. The space was not big, only enough to place a table and a few chairs. Sitting in the compartment, one had a good view and could see the entire building clearly.
Cleanliness and tidiness were his first impression of the teahouse. All the tables in the teahouse were covered with light-colored tablecloths, and on each table was an exquisite white porcelain vase with a bouquet of flowers, making the environment look more elegant.
There are many calligraphy and paintings hanging on the walls, clearly indicating who painted them and when.
On the other side, there were many essays and poems posted. Sitting in the private room, he could hear everyone's discussion. Then he saw a scholar asking the shopkeeper for pen and ink, and quickly wrote an article. Not long after, someone posted the article on the wall.
When everyone saw a new article coming out, they came forward to read it and then discussed it loudly, and the scholar thus gained a name.
Lin Yixuan secretly kept this in mind and decided to run the teahouse in the capital in the same way.
Li Yaonan took the manuscript out for a while, and not long after he came back, Lin Yixuan heard shouting outside.
"Mr. Yuan Mo is here."
“I don’t know what to talk about today?”
"Mr. Qingyang is indeed talented, it's a pity that I can't meet him in person."
I saw a middle-aged scholar slowly walking to the platform in the middle of the teahouse, slapping the gavel with his hand, and his whole demeanor changed: "Last class we talked about the Three Pure Ones establishing a religion and becoming saints, next we will talk about the six realms of reincarnation."
"Good!" someone shouted.
“There’s a new chapter.”
"Don't make noise."
"Listen to him."
"It is said that since Nuwa and the Three Pure Ones became saints, the Wu clan has no primordial spirit..."
Lin Yixuan glanced at Li Yaonan and finally understood why he brought her out, but...
"Who is Mr. Qingyang?" If he heard correctly, it seemed like someone was praising Mr. Qingyang.
Li Yaonan raised his eyebrows proudly and pointed at his nose to indicate that Master Qingyang was here.
Lin Yixuan smiled lightly, she didn't expect that he could actually make some name for himself.
Li Yaonan had some plums and juice served, but he didn't dare let Lin Yixuan drink tea. Listening to Mr. Yuan Mo telling stories, Lin Yixuan's thoughts were quickly attracted, and when he heard the cheers from downstairs, his mood seemed to soar. It was more interesting than listening to Li Yaonan telling stories at home.
After the show, Li Yaonan took him to Zuixianlou to eat something, and then took a walk by the river. They didn't return to the Li residence until the evening.
Although Lin Yixuan was a little tired, he was in good spirits. Li Yaonan did not disturb him. He asked someone to prepare hot water and waited until he finished bathing and fell asleep before leaving.
Li Yaonan was walking on the way back to his room, thinking in his heart whether he should find an opportunity to move here, running back and forth every day is troublesome. Lin Yixuan is pregnant now, and they can't do anything. They can try to touch each other slowly. Although kissing is not possible at the moment, they can start by holding hands. He feels that he does not mind touching Lin Yixuan, which is a good start.
Thinking this way, Li Yaonan felt more and more that it was the right decision to move here.
He always did whatever he wanted. The next day, Li Yaonan asked someone to pack up. When he arrived at Yixuan Pavilion, Lin Yixuan was having breakfast. Seeing his posture, he was slightly stunned: "What are you doing?"
"Of course I'll move in. I'm worried about you living alone." Li Yaonan answered as a matter of course, not remembering that he was the one who had to move out in the first place.
"I have servants to serve me." Lin Yixuan had a complicated expression and couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. Normally, when a wife is pregnant, the husband has to sleep in a separate room. What was Li Yaonan's intention of moving in like this
Lin Yixuan refused to admit that he was actually somewhat happy in his heart.
"How can a servant be like me? Be obedient and don't get in the way. I have to go out soon and will talk to you when I come back."
Lin Yixuan was furious and felt that the happiness he had just felt was absolutely an illusion. He knew Li Yaonan quite well. This guy would call himself "master" whenever he felt like showing off.
After Li Yaonan moved in, he was busy for several days in a row. Only then did Lin Yixuan realize that he was looking for a teacher.
The imperial examination will be held next year. Anyone who is truly knowledgeable will either be preparing for the exam at home or have a high status. With Li Yaonan's current status, he simply cannot invite such a teacher. It is indeed difficult to find a suitable teacher in a short period of time.
Lin Yixuan pondered it for a moment and felt that he should reciprocate. No matter why Li Yaonan was nice to him, his kindness was not fake.
When Li Yaonan came back that day, Lin Yixuan said to him, "Show me your article."
"Can you read articles?" Li Yaonan was a little surprised. He swore that he definitely didn't look down on people, but he had never heard Lin Yixuan mention it.
Lin Yixuan looked at him with contempt: "Do you think I'm the same as you?"
Li Yaonan was not angry. Lin Yixuan occasionally made a few sarcastic remarks to him, which made him feel at ease. He immediately went to the study and took out the article he had just written.
Lin Yixuan read it carefully and suddenly realized that he actually knew very little about Li Yaonan. If he had not seen it with his own eyes, and only saw Li Yaonan's usual rogue behavior, he would never have believed that such an article was actually written by him.
It's not that the article is so good, or the words are so gorgeous, or so colorful, but the policy papers written by Li Yaonan always hit the nail on the head on some issues, and the solutions he came up with can also be implemented. They are completely different from the articles he had seen in the study before, and they don't seem to be written by the same person at all.
Lin Yixuan pointed out several points to him and told him some things to pay attention to when writing articles. Li Yaonan was surprised to find that her husband was a talented man with great knowledge.