Wei Lan didn't speak, Xie Zichen stood in front of her, trying to restrain his emotions and make himself look calmer. However, his trembling body had already exposed all the anger and suffering in his heart.
He has always known Wei Lan's temperament, if anyone in this relationship cares more and who is more struggling to maintain, that person is definitely not Wei Lan.
She will not stop for him, let alone this child. He can only search hard, but there is no way out.
She has no fear, because she has always known that he cannot do without her.
Xie Zichen's body trembled slightly, he tried hard to maintain his pride, and said hoarsely: "Alan, I have been alone for more than forty years, and I want to have a family."
"I know you don't care... I know that in your heart, your life, career, and destiny are more important than a relationship. But Ah Lan, if you care about me a little bit, can you think about it for me?"
"If you don't have this child, I won't think you are half bad because you don't have this child. But it exists, it exists, Ah Lan, you touch it," Xie Zichen held her hand, Putting her hand on her abdomen, she said hoarsely: "It's alive, it's your and my child, it appeared in this world, it's a parent, shouldn't we try our best to protect him?"
"Never, it's completely different from destroying it when you have it. If you want to destroy this child for your career..."
Xie Zichen watched her quietly: "Alan, then you are not Wei Lan."
"I like that person. He is absolutely not so cowardly and incompetent that he wants to sacrifice his own child to fulfill his official career."
Wei Lan didn't speak, Xie Zichen held her hand, knelt down in front of her, pleading with eyes full: "Alan, I want this child."
When Xie Zichen spoke, his eyes were already red. Wei Lan watched him quietly, and seeing his tears falling, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and said softly, "Don't cry."
As she said that, she couldn't help laughing: "Zichen, in fact, being with you often makes me feel incompetent."
"Between you and me, it always seems that you obey me, you listen to me, and I am stronger, but I always have a feeling that in your eyes, everything about me is actually like a child throwing a temper tantrum. Your Obedience, obedience, dedication, never because I am stronger, just because you tolerate me and love me."
"Everything I do is like an ignorant child. I do evil, and you just watch with a smile. It makes me feel that everything I do is so worthless."
"This child..." Wei Lan pursed her lips: "It's not the right time. But if you have to..."
Wei Lan closed her eyes, suppressed the uneasiness in her heart, and sighed: "Then take it."
Xie Zichen suddenly raised his head and looked at Wei Lan in surprise, Wei Lan couldn't help laughing: "Zichen, don't think that you are so unimportant."
"Do you know, in this world, you are the most important person to me," Wei Lan paused, and finally said cautiously, "You are the most important person."
She has already taken him under her wings, and she has long regarded him as the person she wants to protect, accompany, and die together. An unformed and unborn child may not be as important as her long-cherished wish in two lifetimes, but this person's tears are enough to make her change all her minds and go through fire and water without hesitation.
"It's my incompetence." She wiped away the tears on his face, and said softly, "I made you cry."
"No." Xie Zichen hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and said in embarrassment, "It's mine, it's because I don't have the ability to make you believe that I can protect you and the child."
Wei Lan didn't answer. On some issues, she and Xie Zichen probably couldn't change their minds for the rest of their lives. It's like she always felt that she should protect her husband and children, but he also always felt that this matter should be his responsibility.
But this is not a big conflict. They are in a good state to move forward hand in hand.
After the two agreed, Wei Lan wrote a letter of leave and prepared to raise her baby at home with peace of mind. Her foundation is too poor, according to the doctor's words, if you don't worry about it and don't worry about it, you can take care of it with peace of mind, and you may still be able to keep it.
It is very difficult for Wei Lan to do this, the current situation is too chaotic, Rong Hua may attack at any time, the Wang family may counterattack at any time, and Huan Heng... may not be a good opponent.
Everything seems to be calm, but she needs to keep an eye on the situation all the time. Xie Zichen has his own way of thinking and style of doing things, and she has hers. When the two of them have different political styles, no matter how capable Xie Zichen is, he can't help her with everything.
But you can’t do it without using your brain, and you can still do it without bumping up and down, eating well, drinking medicine and sleeping at home.
After the two discussed, Xie Zichen decided to bring Lin Xia and Wei Hua back, and went to find Huan Heng.
Huan Heng left Changxinhou's mansion early and moved into a rented yard.
When Huan Heng saw Xie Zichen, he was so happy that he didn't hate him anymore. Xie Zichen said directly: "I'm here to ask Marshal Huan for a favor."
Huan Heng nodded: "Do you want Lin Xia and Wei Hua to come back?"
"Now that we know their identities, Marshal Huan will definitely not let them stay by his side," Xie Zichen said with a calm expression, "I'll be more accommodating to Marshal."
"Alan needs them, and I won't be a hindrance." Huan Heng said flatly, "What are you going to do in the future?"
Xie Zichen was a little puzzled, he didn't know what Huan Heng was doing with these questions, Huan Heng continued: "If someone sees her pregnancy, and you have an extra child out of nowhere, how do you deal with these things?"
"It doesn't seem to be your business." Xie Zichen frowned, Huan Heng sneered: "If it was someone else, do you think I would take care of it?"
"Xie Zichen," Huan Heng lowered his eyebrows: "Now is not a good time to have a child. This child is what you want, right?"
He knew Wei Lan's temperament, the ruthlessness in Wei Lan's bones, and when he looked back, she probably wouldn't want this child at this time.
"Rong Hua probably will send troops soon. When the time comes, the border will be in an emergency. What will you ask Wei Lan to do? Go to the border with a big belly?"
"The border is urgent," Xie Zichen looked at Huan Heng: "Isn't that the scope of your duties? Why, Marshal Huan is so incompetent that he wants a woman with a big belly to go to the border for rescue?"
"What if I die?" Huan Heng raised his head to look at him, and said seriously: "The situation on the battlefield is changing, if I die on the battlefield, the only one in the court who has experience in battle, besides Wang Ning, is Wei Lan. We must guard the southern border so as not to let Da Chu suffer from enemies in the north and south, if Wei Lan does not fight, do you believe that the Shengjing family can force her to death?!"
Xie Zichen didn't say anything, what Huan Heng said was exactly what he was worried about.
But this life came, and he was not reconciled to letting him give up like this.
As a husband and a father, if you have to sacrifice your loved ones as the price, it would be too incompetent.
He had his own ideas in his heart, but he would not tell Huan Heng, he could only stare at Huan Heng and said, "So Huan Heng," he stood up, and respectfully gave him a big gift: "Please live well. Be well." The North guards the northern border."
Huan Heng didn't speak, he was silent.
After a while, he said lightly, "Let's go."
Xie Zichen nodded, saluted and said goodbye. After Xie Zichen left, counselor Zhang Han turned out from the inner hall.
"Marshal," he whispered, "Master Wang has arrived."
Huan Heng nodded, turned around and went to the backyard.
In the backyard, a young man in a moonlight robe was sitting in the yard, propping his chin with one hand, and teasing the birds in the cage on the table with a fan.
"Wang Xi." Huan Heng walked in and said in a cold voice, Wang Xi turned his head, smiled, stood up and saluted, "Marshal Huan."
Huan Heng's face didn't move, for a long time, he finally said: "What I mean, Mr. Zhang explained clearly to you?"
"Clearly," Wang Xi nodded, "Under the condition of not disrupting the country, the Wang family will provide the Marshal with the greatest convenience. But I'm curious about one thing," Wang Xi smiled, but his eyes were full of clarity: "Marshal Huan wants to Why don't you do it yourself if you want Xie Zichen's life?"
"What I want is not Xie Zichen's life," Huan Heng smiled, his eyes full of coldness: "What I want is her return."
"Do you know how Xie Zichen snatched him away?"
Huan Heng raised his hand and patted the cage, the bird in the cage screamed in horror, Huan Heng looked calm, and said slowly: "He figured out what I would do, and then waited in ambush beside Ah Lan, invading bit by bit. Her heart. When I quarreled with Alan, he wrote to Alan, comforting her with soft words and irritating me. Doesn’t he know that my letter will be discovered by me? I don’t know if it will make me more uneasy. Are you more afraid?"
Huan Heng looked up at Wang Xi, and said coldly: "He knows, he did this on purpose. Then he appeared in Huazhou again like a savior, deliberately letting Ah Lan stay overnight."
"He never violated A Lan's heart, and he just thought of a way to draw a way for A Lan, so that she could run up willingly. Can she, can't I?"
Wang Xi nodded, with a flat face: "Understood."
"Then," Wang Xi cupped his hands in his sleeves, raised his hands, and saluted respectfully, "I wish Marshal Huan his wishes come true, and he will embrace a beautiful woman as soon as possible. But there is one thing, I must make it clear to the Marshal ,"
Wang Xi's face turned cold: "The Wang family will not betray the country, and will never do anything to betray the country."
"Don't worry about that," Huan Heng raised his hand and said calmly, "I know it well."
Wang Xi nodded, discussed with Huan Heng about the follow-up matters, and after confirming that Huan Heng would leave Shengjing at night, he left Huan Heng's mansion. The people around cleared the scene for him. Wang Xi wore a cloak and covered his hat, doing everything carefully.
After getting into the carriage, the guard next to him finally said: "My lord, are you really going to stand by Huan Heng's side?"
"Huan Heng?"
Wang Xi smiled, knocked on the guard with a fan, and said gently: "Do you know why the Wang family has always been a first-class nobleman for so many years?"
The other party was stunned, and Wang Xi looked calm: "Because the Wang family never takes sides. I will go every way, and whoever wins, I will stand. As long as Da Chu is still there, the emperor is still the blood of the emperor, nothing is important. "
"But you promised Huan Heng to help him..."
"It's one thing for me to promise, it's up to me how to do it."
"If you are discovered, how can you..."
"How about me?" Wang Xi smiled, her face turned cold: "I was discovered, I just took the Wang family back to Langya, and made a comeback later. Could it be that they really want to fight me to the death?"
"They dare not." Wang Xi closed his eyes and began to rest his mind: "If it is really discovered, it will be because my skills are inferior to others. It is not impossible for them to insist on destroying my Wang family, but at least pull out a layer Skin. How will they face their enemies after peeling off a layer of skin?"
"So don't worry—" Wang Xidan said, "I know it."
With that said, Wang Xi turned to look at the noisy street outside the carriage.
It's going to change.
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[small theater]
Mo Shubai: "Actually, this is the end of the full text. Let's choose who is the boss?"
Wei Lan: "The Wang family."
Xie Zichen: "The Royal Family"
Huan Heng: "The Royal Family"
Sioux City: "The Royal Family"
Su Bai: "The Wang family."
Wang Xi: "emmm... myself?"
Mo Shubai: "Why?"
Wei Lan: "Don't you think someone who can be Rong Hua, Huan Heng, me, and the emperor's people at the same time is awesome?"
The Wang family said: "It is our instinct to deal with others."
Xie Zichen: "I'm jealous."
Wei Lan: "What are you jealous of?"
Xie Zichen: "I also want to have this instinct."
Huan Heng: "Wang Xi, I hate you, and you lied to me again!"
Wang Xi: "Concession, Concession..."
[The author has something to say]
(1) In fact, the problem of A Lan’s abortion, the analogy now feels like an intellectual woman who has struggled for more than 20 years suddenly has to choose between fulfilling her dream of studying abroad and having a child. Moreover, the risk of Ah Lan's time is a matter of life and death at any time, and for this child, it is actually a risk that he may die at any time. So don't think Alan is a scumbag, she has nothing to do.
And then as for... why you got pregnant. In fact, contraception has a certain probability of failure. Alan herself is the kind who is unable to conceive a child after being tested, and the two of them can count on their lives~ In ancient times, there were no more and better contraceptive methods. They are taking certain contraceptive measures.