Tang Zhi's hand was very hot. He grabbed Xu Sheng like a drowning man grabbing a driftwood.
Although there was no one in the corridor leading to the room, it was a public area after all. Xu Sheng did not push Tang Zhi away, but he walked a little fast.
After opening the door, Tang Zhi suddenly let go of his hand, held on to the wall and walked in, slowly walked to the sofa and lay down on the sofa. Xu Sheng also walked over and looked at him for a while.
After entering the room, Tang Zhi suddenly stopped saying he was cold, but Xu Sheng felt that Tang Zhi might have been aggravated by the wind and had a fever, so he picked up the forehead thermometer and wanted to take another test for him.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he got closer, Tang Zhi opened his eyes and raised his hand to block the forehead thermometer: "I don't want it."
"I took the test this afternoon and it's fine." Tang Zhi said firmly, as if he was not the one who just hugged Xu Sheng tightly in the elevator and complained that he was cold.
Xu Sheng didn't like being opposed by others, especially Tang Zhi, so he still held the forehead thermometer and didn't move it.
Tang Zhi looked at Xu Sheng for a few seconds, then suddenly sat up and made a very stupid and childish move to grab the forehead thermometer from Xu Sheng's hand.
Xu Sheng raised his hand, but he didn't grab it. He stared at Xu Sheng's hand with an unhappy expression.
When Tang Zhi is unhappy, he rarely shows some childishness, his cheeks turn a light pink, but his lips are still very red.
However, Tang Zhi's body, hair, skin, and all external appearances can be related to adult thoughts, so his childishness is also different from the common kind.
Xu Sheng wasn't quite sure why, but he sometimes had a slight hope that he wanted to make Tang Zhi unhappy.
He guessed it might be because Tang Zhi seemed less vulgar when he was unhappy.
Tang Zhi rarely behaved like this because of what people other than Xu Sheng said, and never in Xu Sheng's memory.
Tang Zhi was in pain when Xu Keyu hugged him, it was painful when he registered for marriage, and it was painful when he kissed the bride. Tang Zhi would be unhappy only if Xu Sheng asked him to watch less adult channels and asked him to take his temperature.
"Mr. Xu, don't worry, the fever is not contagious." Tang Zhi finished adjusting himself and was no longer angry. With the corners of his lips hanging down, he said to Xu Sheng pitifully.
Xu Sheng looked at him and asked, "Didn't you say you were cold and had no strength?"
After looking at each other for a moment, Tang Zhi turned away his eyes and told Xu Sheng, "I don't have a fever." He whispered, "There is something wrong with the wine in the restaurant."
Xu Sheng looked at Tang Zhi's drooping eyelashes, looked at Shao Shi, and asked him, "What's wrong with wine?"
Tang Zhi stopped talking, as if the answer was too difficult to explain.
Xu Sheng called his name, but he didn't respond immediately. He looked up at Xu Sheng first.
The two looked at each other, and Tang Zhi seemed to confirm that there was no malice in Xu Sheng's eyes before he said, "I don't know why, but he mixed it for me to cheer me up."
"Do I really look like a fun-loving person?" He asked Xu Sheng a little confused.
Tang Zhi can't be considered vulgar when he is confused, but he is skillful, affectionate, obedient and does not hesitate to seek pleasure.
So Xu Sheng looked at Tang Zhi for a long time and asked sincerely: "What do you think?"
Tang Zhi was stunned when he heard this. After he came to his senses, his face dropped again. He stood upright holding on to the armrest of the sofa and said, "I'm going to bed."
Refuse to talk to Xu Sheng anymore.
Tang Zhi walked very weakly, very slowly and unsteadily.
When he walked into the room, he held the door open with his hand. Perhaps because of the weak force, the door was not closed, leaving a gap that was neither wide nor narrow.
Of course Xu Sheng didn't follow him. He went back to his room and washed up first. When he walked out, he happened to pass by Tang Zhi's room.
It was pitch black and silent in the room of Tang Zhizhang. Xu Sheng stood for a moment when a muffled sound suddenly came from inside.
Xu Sheng paused, opened the door and walked in.
The light coming from the living room was very weak. Xu Sheng came closer and saw Tang Zhi's silhouette curled up on the ground, as if he had fallen off the bed, moaning weakly in pain.
Xu Sheng never thought that an adult would fall off the bed while sleeping. He looked at it for a few seconds, then leaned over and gave Tang Zhi a hand.
When he touched Tang Zhi's arm, he smelled the warm and ambiguous fragrance coming from Tang Zhi's body.
It was the same as when Tang Zhi hugged him tightly in the elevator. Xu Sheng thought quickly but not deeply.
Tang Zhi seemed to be confirming who he was. He looked up at him. The light was too dim and the details disappeared. The wide sleeves of Tang Zhi's nightgown slowly slid down the back of Xu Sheng's hand. Only then did Xu Sheng realize the soft warmth his hand touched. What was hot was Tang Zhi's skin.
Xu Sheng was about to let go, but not very quickly.
"Mr. Xu." Tang Zhi called him vaguely, and Xu Sheng looked at him.
After a while, Tang Zhi said weakly: "Thank you. I seem to have fallen."
Xu Sheng still grabbed him and said "Yeah". Tang Zhi was quiet for a few seconds and suddenly asked: "Can you pull me up? I still have no strength."
Xu Sheng didn't answer, but he grabbed Tang Zhi's hand with a little force, and clasped Tang Zhi's waist with his other hand, pulling him up.
Tang Zhi's waist was very slender, and it was naturally thin with an erotic quality. Before Xu Sheng could pull him up completely, Tang Zhi suddenly raised his hands and hugged Xu Sheng's neck.
A slightly warm palm pressed on the back of Xu Sheng's neck. Xu Sheng was startled, and then loosened Tang Zhi's hand.
Tang Zhi lost his center of gravity and fell backwards, but did not let go of his hand around Xu Sheng's neck, dragging Xu Sheng down until they both fell into the bed.
Only when Xu Sheng pressed on Tang Zhi did he realize how soft Tang Zhi's body was.
Tang Zhi's breathing was rapid, his pajamas came apart, and most of his chest and abdomen were exposed, through Xu Sheng's shirt, as if he was longing for anyone above him to touch him.
Xu Sheng was about to get up from him, but before he could move, Tang Zhi raised his hand again, apparently wanting to hug Xu Sheng. Xu Sheng immediately grabbed it, clasped Tang Zhi's wrists together with one hand, and pressed them on top of head.
Tang Zhi struggled a little, his hips pressing against Xu Sheng's waist, as if inviting something.
"Tang Zhi," Xu Sheng held him down and asked, "What do you want to do?"
Tang Zhi's breathing became even more rapid. He took a few breaths and then said to Xu Sheng in a very weak voice: "...you are too heavy."
"It hurts so much to be pressed by you," he gasped, "let go quickly."
Xu Sheng didn't believe him and didn't let go. Tang Zhi struggled again in an awkward manner. His lower abdomen moved up and down for a while, then suddenly stopped and became quiet as if he was frightened.
They fell diagonally, with Xu Sheng's lower body barely touching Tang Zhi. Tang Zhi's crotch was pressed against Xu Sheng's leg. Xu Sheng paused and felt Tang Zhi react.
"I'm sorry," Tang Zhi realized that Xu Sheng had noticed and immediately apologized to Xu Sheng, "It's because of that wine..."
Tang Zhi's voice became softer, sounding embarrassed and a little pitiful.
Xu Sheng let go of Tang Zhi, sat up, and turned on the light in the room.
Tang Zhi lay disheveled and weak on the bed, panting.
"Mr. Xu..." Tang Zhi was so embarrassed that he wanted to die. He didn't know why he reacted. He just felt that according to Xu Sheng's character, he might have been thinking about how to kill him. He explained in a panic, "You just suppressed I am, I can’t breathe.”
Tang Zhi could swear that he really didn't think much about it at the time. He just wanted to make Xu Sheng relax, so he put his arms around Xu Sheng's neck. It was Xu Sheng who was too concerned about the physical contact from Tang Zhi, which caused them to fall together. Get into bed.
When Xu Sheng was pressing him, he just wanted to push Xu Sheng away, but Xu Sheng grabbed his hand like a policeman holding a prisoner. He couldn't free himself for a long time, and then—
"Mainly because of the wine—"
"Tang Zhi." Xu Sheng interrupted Tang Zhi and looked down at him, seeming to have already convicted Tang Zhi.
He didn't look angry at Tang Zhi, but he didn't seem willing to listen to Tang Zhi's explanation.
"What I told you," he said to Tang Zhi, "you'd better not forget."
Tang Zhi didn't understand it at first. Xu Sheng said so many things to him, how could he know which one it was.
His ribs ached and he stared at Xu Sheng blankly.
After a while, Tang Zhi suddenly reacted slowly.
Xu Sheng may be referring to what he said to Tang Zhi in the bathroom on the first night he moved into that house. The sentence about what types Xu Sheng doesn’t like.
Because it had been so long, Tang Zhi had almost forgotten it.
The first second he remembered those words, Tang Zhi instinctively wanted to defend himself, but the next second, he lost the urge to defend due to embarrassment and confusion.
Weirdly, Tang Zhi thought of the rain he got caught in the afternoon.
At that time, Tang Zhi felt helpless. He once felt that he was the only person in the entire neighborhood who had no place to take shelter from the rain.
He called the driver three times and sent text messages to Xu Sheng, only to find out that they had sent Miss Zhao back to the hotel without waiting for him.
I didn't take a few bites of the hot dog, I didn't finish the cone, I gave away the book, and I spent a quarter of an hour looking for it in the heavy rain. This was the whole afternoon that Tang Zhi accompanied Xu Sheng to meet the girl.
Maybe Xu Sheng treats cheap people one way, and treats cheap people another way.
Tang Zhi didn't like to stay in places that made him feel painful.
"Oh." Tang Zhi said to Xu Sheng.
"I remember it," he said, "no need to remind me."
Tang Zhi waited for Xu Sheng to go out, but Xu Sheng didn't leave for some unknown reason. He sat aside and looked at Tang Zhi, and called his name once, but he didn't answer.
Tang Zhi lay with his eyes open and found that he couldn't see anything clearly. He thought he might have cried.
After a while, Xu Sheng went to get him a tissue, and he knew that he was really crying.
He didn't answer, Xu Sheng's hand paused in the air for a while and helped him wipe away his tears.
"There's no need to cry like this." Xu Sheng whispered to Tang Zhi.
The texture of the tissue was very soft, but Xu Sheng might have never done this kind of thing before. He didn't even know how to wipe away his tears. He put his finger joints on Tang Zhi's cheek and touched them here and there aimlessly.
Tang Zhi saw Xu Sheng's white shirt and cufflinks through the gaps in the white paper towels, and felt in his heart that they were still under the influence of alcohol.
Alcohol amplified his emotions, creating vague grievances and unwillingness, because there was actually nothing to cry about.
Tang Zhi soon stopped crying and lay in a daze, thinking about nothing.
Xu Sheng was still in his room.
After what seemed like a long time, Tang Zhi was no longer angry and became emotionless. He was so calm that he almost fell asleep. Suddenly he heard Xu Sheng say "Tang Zhi", "If you really want it so much..."
Xu Sheng did not say any more, but leaned over and pulled the edge of Tang Zhi's open nightgown a little further. His warm hands pressed against Tang Zhi's waist and slowly touched it upward.
Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment and found that Xu Sheng had completely misunderstood what he meant again. He raised his hand to stop Xu Sheng, but Xu Sheng pressed his ribs and pressed up faster than he expected.
He looked down at Tang Zhi, touched his thumb on Tang Zhi's shoulder, moved it very slowly, and then leaned forward, bringing his face closer to Tang Zhi.
It was the first time that Tang Zhi was so close to Xu Sheng. He raised his eyes and looked at Xu Sheng's brow bones, the bridge of his nose, his tightly closed lips, and a pair of eyes that were actually super emotionless but hard to hate.
"I will only do this with you once." Xu Sheng said to Tang Zhi.
Tang Zhi was startled and didn't know what to say. Suddenly there was a slight itching pain in his chest.
Xu Sheng pressed his chest and fiddled with it gently, staring at it as if he was playing with some novel toy.
Tang Zhi's cheeks became hot and his heart beat unpredictably faster. He reached out and pushed Xu Sheng, but he didn't push. Xu Sheng grabbed the palm of his hand with his backhand.
"Do you understand?" Xu Sheng asked Tang Zhi.
Tang Zhi looked at him and couldn't think of where to start explaining.
Xu Sheng took Tang Zhi's acquiescence, grabbed Tang Zhi's hand, placed it on the collar of his shirt, and pressed Tang Zhi's fingers, as if it was Tang Zhi who was unbuttoning his buttons.
When his fingertips scraped Xu Sheng's Adam's apple, Tang Zhi finally realized that Xu Sheng seemed to really intend to sleep with him.
Tang Zhi didn't like lying to himself.
His mind didn't want to, but his body didn't reject it.
He watched in silence as Xu Sheng unbuttoned three shirt buttons and then leaned towards him.
When Xu Sheng was only a few centimeters away from Tang Zhi, Tang Zhi realized that Xu Sheng seemed to want to kiss him, maybe for some foreplay.
But Tang Zhi didn't want to kiss Xu Sheng at all, so he grabbed Xu Sheng's shoulders, turned his head slightly, and let Xu Sheng kiss him on the cheek. Before Xu Sheng had any unnecessary reaction, he also raised his head, pretending to be natural. Kissed Xu Sheng's lips.