On the afternoon of the second day after returning to Bingang, Xu Sheng did something very considerate.
After arriving at the Port Building, he told the driver, "Take Tang Zhi to the hospital," then got out of the car alone and left with his secretary waiting downstairs.
Tang Zhi didn't react at first. After sitting in the car for a few minutes, he suddenly realized that Xu Sheng seemed to have planned for him to continue visiting his mother in the afternoon, and he felt moved and guilty slowly in his heart.
Because Xu Sheng is indeed very busy, Tang Zhi needs help with many chores.
He found someone to arrange a good doctor for Xi Manxiang, and took Tang Zhi to see her as soon as possible after returning to Bingang. Now that Xi Manxiang is out of danger, he has done his best to be kind and righteous.
It was only right that Tang Zhi should stay by his side.
Xu Sheng's care for Tang Zhi was additional.
In terms of daily experience, most people who are good to Tang Zhi have their own purposes, but Tang Zhi knows very well that he has nothing that can become Xu Sheng's purpose.
He felt that Xu Sheng might think that he was a little pitiful.
Tang Zhi lacked the ability to accept and reciprocate kindness. He thought for a long time on the way to the hospital and sent Xu Sheng a text message saying "thank you" with some cute expressions, hoping that Xu Sheng would understand his gratitude.
He originally thought that Xu Sheng would not reply, but after a while, Xu Sheng actually replied: "You're welcome."
Then he added: "Don't send such meaningless text messages in the future."
Tang Zhi wanted to laugh a little after reading it, so he replied: "Okay, okay."
As expected, Xu Sheng stopped replying.
This time Tang Zhi went to see his mother. After sitting there for about twenty minutes, she woke up for a short time.
When she woke up, Tang Zhi was trying to warm her cold hands from the IV drip.
Mom moved her fingertips first, and Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment. He looked up and saw that her eyes also moved, and then opened them.
After looking at each other for a few seconds, she recognized Tang Zhi. Under the oxygen mask, her lips kept moving. Tang Zhi stood up and leaned over to listen. She called him "baby" in a very soft voice.
Tang Zhi cried immediately. He gently pressed his cheek against Xi Manxiang's face and called her "Mom."
Tears dripped on Xi Manxiang's pillow and hair, and he stretched out his hand to wipe them away. There were light water stains on the white pillowcase that had been washed hard in the hospital, and new ones soon fell.
After Xi Manxiang was imprisoned, Tang Zhi almost never cried again, completely forgetting that he actually liked crying in front of his mother when he was a child.
Because children who are loved by others like to cry, Tang Zhi was separated from the people who loved him.
He hugged her for a while, and Xi Manxiang fell asleep again.
When the visiting time came, Tang Zhi let go of her, stood up slowly and walked out.
There are always people in the corridors of public hospitals, especially in the surgical inpatient department. You have to wait twice for the elevator to go downstairs.
Tang Zhi stood among a group of unknown people and mechanically crowded into the elevator.
Someone had already pressed the button for the first floor, and he stood behind, waiting for the elevator to descend slowly.
The driver was waiting for him, he got in the car and returned to the port.
When Xu Sheng went upstairs, he was still in a meeting with his subordinates. Tang Zhi waited outside for a while, leaning on the back of his chair and looking at the containers outside the window. He felt a little tempted to smoke, but he held it back.
Not long after, the door of the conference room opened, and Xu Sheng walked out first, glanced at Tang Zhi, and walked out.
Tang Zhi followed him out of habit and walked to the door of Xu Sheng's office. Xu Sheng looked down at him again, as if he noticed something, frowned, then opened the door and walked in.
After closing the door, Xu Sheng suddenly asked Tang Zhi: "What's wrong with your eyes?"
Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment and asked confusedly, "What's wrong?"
Xu Sheng pointed at the corners of his eyes from the air: "It's a little red."
Tang Zhi remembered that maybe he had cried just now and his eyes were still red.
But he was embarrassed to tell Xu Sheng, so he pretended to be stupid and said, "I don't know, maybe it's an allergy."
"I'll take a look in the mirror later," he lied to Xu Sheng again, "It seems to be a little itchy."
Xu Sheng looked at him for a few seconds, but couldn't tell whether he believed him or not. He sat down and did business for a while, signed two documents, and then took Tang Zhi home.
After dinner, Tang Zhi accompanied Xu Sheng to the study.
At about nine o'clock, the maid came in with fruit.
In the past, she only cut it for Xu Sheng. I wonder if she cut it too much this time, so she also put a plate on Tang Zhi's table.
Tang Zhi had a full dinner and a large bowl of strawberries in the afternoon. He was not interested in eating, so he concentrated on sorting out the information he wanted for Xu Sheng without touching the fruit plate.
After sorting out the information, Tang Zhi stood up, walked to Xu Sheng, and placed it on the desk on his left. Xu Sheng did not raise his head, but suddenly stopped him and asked him: "Why are you crying this afternoon."
"..." Tang Zhi didn't expect that Xu Sheng was not deceived at all. He didn't know how to answer for a while and stood aside a little embarrassed.
Xu Sheng closed the laptop in front of him and looked up at Tang Zhi, as if waiting for his answer.
Tang Zhi felt that the reason "my mother was awake so I couldn't help crying" seemed too stupid, so he decided not to admit it: "I didn't cry."
Xu Sheng looked at Tang Zhi for a few seconds, stood up, and changed from looking up to looking down at Tang Zhi.
Tang Zhi took a step back and found that Xu Sheng's gaze suddenly passed over him, glanced at the table, then paused as if a little unhappy, pointed at the fruit plate, and asked Tang Zhi: "Why didn't you eat?"
Tang Zhi was a little surprised. After a short pause, he said honestly to Xu Sheng, "I can't eat it."
"I ate strawberries in the afternoon, and a lot for dinner." He lowered his head, touched his belly with his hand, and said.
Xu Sheng remained silent. Just as Tang Zhi was about to look up at him, Xu Sheng suddenly stretched out his left hand, easily wrapped it around Tang Zhi's wrist, pulled away Tang Zhi's hand from his lower abdomen, and then put his right hand on Tang Zhi himself. Using the leftover position, he rubbed Tang Zhi's abdomen with his thumb, and pressed Tang Zhi's skin through his shirt until it sunk slightly.
Xu Sheng is too tall and handsome. Even if he has a bad personality and a strong sense of oppression caused by his aura, it is still easy to make people think differently when he gets too close to others.
"Isn't it very flat?" He whispered to Tang Zhi, and pressed down hard as if on purpose. Tang Zhi's whole body became weak and he gasped lightly.
"What's wrong?" Xu Sheng came closer, his knee pressed against Tang Zhi's knee, and the two of them were almost touching.
Xu Sheng's voice was low but calm, and he asked Tang Zhi again: "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Tang Zhi was a little nervous. He raised his face slightly and looked at Xu Sheng. The way Xu Sheng looked down at him made him want to run out of the study.
"Don't be like this." Tang Zhi whispered to Xu Sheng.
"How am I doing?" Xu Sheng asked him, pressing Tang Zhi's skin, inch by inch.
Tang Zhi tried to break free from Xu Sheng's hand, but he didn't move away, as if he was trying to resist but wanted to welcome him. Xu Sheng's forehead almost touched Tang Zhi's, as if covering Tang Zhi's body, slowly touching Tang Zhi's sensitive area. Tang Zhi didn't know what Xu Sheng wanted to do, and couldn't bear it, so he said again: "Xu Sheng Boss, don’t mess with me.”
Xu Sheng finally stopped, let go of his hand, lowered his eyes, and gently touched Tang Zhi's forehead with his lips.
The gentle touch stayed on Tang Zhi's forehead, and then disappeared in an instant.
Xu Sheng hugged Tang Zhi, held Tang Zhi on the table, pressed Tang Zhi's knees, and spread Tang Zhi's legs a little further.
Tang Zhi was still a little confused, but when Xu Sheng leaned his face closer, Tang Zhi suddenly understood what Xu Sheng meant.
"Mr. Xu," Tang Zhi asked him, "do you want to do it?"
Xu Sheng said nothing and looked into his eyes.
Tang Zhi was stunned for a while, feeling a little empty in his heart. He seemed to have thought about something, but also seemed not to have thought about it at all.
He did not expect that when he reached the age of twenty-two, the most valuable things would be his body and sex.
Xu Sheng gave him a lot. If Xu Sheng needed it, he couldn't refuse.
Tang Zhi tentatively leaned over and kissed Xu Sheng's chin with his eyes closed. Xu Sheng did not refuse.
After another half a minute, Tang Zhi mechanically raised his hand and slowly unbuttoned his first shirt.
The room was not cold, but the room temperature was always lower than the body temperature, so Tang Zhi felt a chill.
Xu Sheng looked at him silently, and there didn't seem to be much emotion in his eyes. Xu Sheng watched him unbutton all the buttons from top to bottom, watching Tang Zhi expose his collarbone, shoulders, nipples and ribs.
Tang Zhi didn't take off his shirt completely, just left it open, then grabbed Xu Sheng's hand and touched him.
Xu Sheng's hands were warm and soft, which made Tang Zhi less painful. Xu Sheng's fingers slid from his neck to his chest, and his fingertips pressed on his nipples and kneaded them a few times.
Tang Zhi panted unaccustomedly and subconsciously wanted to push Xu Sheng's hand away, but restrained himself from pushing it away. He approached Xu Sheng hesitantly and kissed the corners of Xu Sheng's lips, chin and Adam's apple.
Xu Sheng's scent is really similar to Xu Keyu's, but it's lighter, more masculine, and more aggressive. Xu Sheng lowered his head again, and Tang Zhi almost kissed his lips. He leaned back and carefully avoided it.
Tang Zhi pressed Xu Sheng's shoulders, got down from the table, took off his pants, and sat back with Xu Sheng. He reached out to unbuckle Xu Sheng's belt, pulled down the zipper, and took out Xu Sheng's things.
Xu Sheng was already very hard, hot and heavy, which almost made Tang Zhi feel scared. Tang Zhi held it with difficulty and moved it back and forth a few times.
The light in the study was soft but not dark. Tang Zhi's cheeks felt hot. He didn't want to look at Xu Sheng or what he was touching, so he closed his eyes.
Xu Sheng seemed to have misunderstood what Tang Zhi meant. He suddenly said, "It's not lubricated yet."
Tang Zhi opened his eyes again and found Xu Sheng looking around as if he was looking for something. He thought Xu Sheng was funny and a bit cute. He took Xu Sheng's hand, opened his mouth, and slowly licked Xu Sheng's index and middle fingers. Wet.
Xu Sheng's fingers pressed against Tang Zhi's tongue, pressing and simulating in and out.
After a while, Xu Sheng pulled out his fingers and expanded and lubricated them for him as if he was self-taught.
Tang Zhi is gay, and Xu Sheng is very handsome, which makes this emotionless sex a little less ugly.
Xu Sheng's lubrication was not very good. When entering Tang Zhi, Tang Zhi was still in terrible pain. However, Xu Sheng was not so reckless this time. He pressed Tang Zhi's waist and pushed in slowly.
He entered very deep, and Tang Zhi trembled every time he entered. Xu Sheng was too close to Tang Zhi. Tang Zhi closed his eyes and screamed a few times, but was suddenly blocked by him.
Xu Sheng took Tang Zhi's lower lip in his mouth, and then sucked Tang Zhi's lips and tongue unskilledly, just like when he comforted Tang Zhi that day.
After kissing for a while, he let go of Tang Zhi a little, pushed everything on the table to the floor, held Tang Zhi's head in his hands, and let Tang Zhi lie down flat.
The sound of flesh hitting each other in the room was ambiguous and violent.
The cold tabletop rubbed Tang Zhi's back. Xu Sheng grabbed his hip bones and kept squeezing in and out. Every time he opened Tang Zhi, Tang Zhi became softer.
Tang Zhi felt like a pile of soil that had been soaked in rain for a long time, dirty, soft, casual, and cheap.
Tang Zhi turned his head sideways. Because he was being pushed up by Xu Sheng, the only fruit plate that had not been touched by Xu Sheng was dangling in front of his eyes.
Xu Sheng's hand went up along his ribs and lightly touched his cheek.
There were two pear slices cut into little rabbit shapes on the top of the fruit plate. The white pear slices were crystal clear, and Tang Zhi smelled a very fragrant smell.
It is sweet, fragrant and has a lot of juice smell.
"Tang Zhi," Xu Sheng suddenly stopped and called his name, "what's wrong with you."
Tang Zhi closed his eyes tightly, but tears still dripped from the corners of his eyes and slid into the roots of his hair.
"Does it hurt?" Xu Sheng seemed to lean down, because his voice was a little closer to Tang Zhi.
Tang Zhi himself didn't understand why he shed more tears during this period than in the previous ten years. He hadn't cried in many years.
"Tang Zhi?" Xu Sheng stepped back and helped Tang Zhi wipe away his tears, "What's going on?"
Tang Zhi opened his eyes and said to Xu Sheng, "I want to eat that pear."
"The one that looks like a rabbit." Tang Zhi said.
Xu Sheng was quiet for a few seconds, then forked the pear and fed it to Tang Zhi's mouth. Tang Zhi opened his mouth and ate it, and his tears stopped a little.
Xu Sheng didn't quite understand why Tang Zhi wanted to eat a piece of pear and cry, but he didn't want to see Tang Zhi cry. When Tang Zhi cried, Xu Sheng's heartbeat became heavier and his heart tightened.
Tang Zhi swallowed the pear and no longer looked aggrieved. He rubbed Xu Sheng with his knee. Xu Sheng picked him up and asked him, "Do you want to eat more?"
"Are you hungry?" Xu Sheng looked at Tang Zhi's face, which was flushed and listless due to the intense sex, and couldn't help but ask him.
Tang Zhi glanced at him, shook his head, stretched out his arms and hugged Xu Sheng's neck. He pressed his whole body against Xu Sheng's body and buried his head on Xu Sheng's shoulder, as if hugging the person he loved and relied on the most.
Then he left a little bit and looked at Xu Sheng very closely. He was probably waiting for Xu Sheng to kiss him, so Xu Sheng kissed him again.
Tang Zhi had the sweetness of a pear. Xu Sheng didn't want to do it in the study anymore, so he covered Tang Zhi's shoulders with his suit jacket and carried him back to his room.