Tang Zhi leaned in Xu Sheng's arms, his body rising and falling weakly with his breathing, and he needed Xu Sheng's protection, love and response.
"I really didn't want to sleep with you in Dun City," Tang Zhi said, "I will only react after drinking alcohol."
"Maybe I just look horny and want to indulge," he said softly against Xu Sheng's chest, "It hurts so much the first time."
Xu Sheng hugged Tang Zhi tightly. He felt that Tang Zhi might have cried. He raised his hand and touched Tang Zhi's soft cheek. He moved up a little and indeed touched Tang Zhi's slightly moist eyelashes.
He asked Tang Zhi, "Does it hurt so much?"
Tang Zhi said "Yeah" and said, "It hurts so much, it hurts more than a knife cutting my hand."
Xu Sheng couldn't tell what he was thinking, but he just had a magical and irresponsible desire in his heart.
He longed that when he first met Tang Zhi, the person who said Tang Zhi was cheap was not him, but another person. He longed that he was the third person present and could be Tang Zhi's protector.
When another person rejected Tang Zhi and told Tang Zhi that he "doesn't like people who are too cheap", Xu Sheng took Tang Zhi away.
He also longed to be more gentle with Tang Zhi when he went to bed for the first time. Xu Sheng was too impatient at that time because the way Tang Zhi opened his legs to him made him unable to think too much.
But now Tang Zhi is holding Xu Sheng docilely. Although he is hurt by Xu Sheng, he is still so dependent on Xu Sheng and likes Xu Sheng so much.
In the dark hotel room, Tang Zhi acted coquettishly towards Xu Sheng, making Xu Sheng unable to refuse or leave even a little bit. Xu Sheng felt that Tang Zhi seemed to want to be with him forever.
"Tang Zhi." Xu Sheng called Tang Zhi's name.
The face that Xu Sheng was touching in his hand lifted up, and Tang Zhi's nasal cavity made a short, light and soft syllable, and he said "Hmm".
Tang Zhi's nasal voice also sounded sweet, which made Xu Sheng feel very happy, so Xu Sheng touched Tang Zhi's waist and back with his other hand and said to Tang Zhi: "I will be good to you in the future."
Tang Zhi was suddenly quiet for a while, and then asked Xu Sheng with a smile in his tone: "How good is it?"
Xu Sheng kissed Tang Zhi's soft and moist lips. Because the kiss was so short, it almost seemed like an affair.
Tang Zhi's arm was raised, and the gauze touched the back of Xu Sheng's neck. Xu Sheng pressed Tang Zhi's lips and told him vaguely: "You can't think of anything."
Tang Zhi suddenly really smiled. His lips moved, then he moved a little away from Xu Sheng, pushed Xu Sheng with his hand, and said, "Xu Sheng, there is something wrong with you."
Then Tang Zhi turned over and turned his back to Xu Sheng, as if he didn't want to have any more communication with Xu Sheng, but after a while, he said: "Don't say such things again in the future."
Xu Sheng felt that Tang Zhi was shy, so he kissed the back of Tang Zhi's neck.
He thought that Tang Zhi's mother would be released from prison and Xu Hefu would eventually withdraw from his world. As long as he stayed by his side, Tang Zhi would not be hurt again.
Tang Zhi can indeed stay with him forever.
Xu Sheng also couldn't bear Tang Zhi leaving him too far.
The next morning, Tang Zhi woke up earlier than Xu Sheng.
When Xu Sheng opened his eyes, Tang Zhi was not lying next to him. He looked at his watch and walked out, just in time to see Tang Zhi holding a water cup and taking painkillers.
Tang Zhi stood next to the bar, his nightgown clinging to his curves, his gauze-wrapped hands hanging down, his head raised to swallow water.
Xu Sheng saw his thin white neck moving slightly as he swallowed. Then Tang Zhi saw Xu Sheng, was stunned for a moment, and said softly: "Mr. Xu, you're awake."
"Well," Xu Sheng said, "it's only half past five."
"I woke up in pain," Tang Zhi said to him, "the wound may be inflamed."
There was originally an appointment to change the dressing at ten o'clock in the morning, but Xu Sheng insisted on changing it to eight o'clock.
When he arrived at the clinic, he found that Tang Zhi's wound was indeed inflamed, but not to the extent that the sutures needed to be removed. The doctor debrided and disinfected him, but Xu Sheng didn't let him look, so he covered Tang Zhi's eyes for a long time.
Jiang Yan arrived at the hotel at half past ten, looking dusty.
Together with him, Xu Sheng called negotiators and lawyers to the conference room and asked Tang Zhi to rest in the room.
Tang Zhi didn't sleep well last night. He fell asleep not long after lying on the bed.
Tang Zhi originally thought that Jiang Yan would share the suite with Xu Sheng when he arrived, but Xu Sheng did not let Jiang Yan move in.
Xu Sheng was so busy during the day that no one was around, and he came back very late. He even took time to change medicine with Tang Zhi, and would go to Tang Zhi's room to sleep at night.
They slept chastely, with at most a long kiss before going to bed.
Xu Sheng would sleep with Tang Zhi in his arms and would kiss Tang Zhi on the face before leaving in the morning.
A week later, the day before the contract was originally scheduled to be signed, there was a sudden strike at one of the automobile company's factories.
Xu Sheng took Jiang Yan for a trip. He originally said he would come back at noon, but Tang Zhi didn't eat. At one o'clock in the afternoon, Jiang Yan suddenly called Tang Zhi and said that they would not be able to come back in time.
Tang Zhi had never seen a strike before and asked Jiang Yan with some anxiety whether it would be dangerous to stay there.
Jiang Yan paused for a while, then hesitantly told Tang Zhi that they were not staying at the factory site, but had to go to the MI state capital.
"Come back in the evening," Jiang Yan said, "probably tomorrow."
Tang Zhi sat in the room, holding his cell phone. After thinking for a while, he asked Jiang Yan, "Are you going to see a house with Miss Zhao?"
Jiang Yan paused for a few seconds and said "yes" without hesitation.
Tang Zhi didn't seem to have too many surprises. He ordered the meal and ate it quietly.
I just didn’t want to wait in the room too much, so I changed my clothes and walked out of the hotel where I hadn’t been out for several days. I didn’t want to bring my mobile phone with me, so I wandered aimlessly in Xicheng from afternoon to night.