Xu Sheng never thought that he would hug Tang Zhi again because he made Tang Zhi cry again.
He took out a tissue and wanted to wipe Tang Zhi's tears, but Tang Zhi buried his face in his arms and refused to lift it up. He touched Tang Zhi's cheek with his fingers again, and Tang Zhi's entire face was wet.
The shoulder attached to Xu Sheng's arm was shaking slightly, and Xu Sheng didn't know what to do.
He called Tang Zhi's name, but Tang Zhi ignored him.
"It's not that you are not allowed to ask." Xu Sheng said to Tang Zhi again. But Tang Zhi still didn't calm down. Xu Sheng could only hold him for a long time until Tang Zhi finally stopped sobbing and had the strength to push himself away.
When Tang Zhi pushed Xu Sheng away, he used very little force and did not raise his head.
There was a small patch of wetness on Xu Sheng's shirt. He watched Tang Zhi put his hands on his waist, probably trying to button up the pants that Xu Sheng had pulled down to his hips, but his hands were shaking and he could not button them properly.
Xu Sheng stretched out his hand, pressed down Tang Zhi's wrist, said, "I'll do it," and locked it for him.
When buttoning the buttons, Xu Sheng's finger knuckles touched the skin of Tang Zhi's lower abdomen. He was afraid that Tang Zhi would be unhappy, so he left shortly after. Then he helped Tang Zhi pull the hem of his shirt and told Tang Zhi, "It's done."
Tang Zhi didn't say anything, but looked up at Xu Sheng.
There were still tears in his eyes, and the circles around his eyes were red, making Xu Sheng find it hard to breathe.
Xu Sheng couldn't control himself, lowered his head involuntarily, said "I'm sorry" to Tang Zhi, then kissed Tang Zhi's eyes, and couldn't help but kiss Tang Zhi's lips.
Tang Zhi didn't have the strength to refuse him, nor could he push him away, so Xu Sheng had another long wet kiss with Tang Zhi after two months, and tasted the sweetness of Tang Zhi's body.
"Xu Sheng." Tang Zhi pressed his hand on Xu Sheng's shoulder and vaguely called Xu Sheng's name into the kiss, his breathing and panting sounding like moaning.
Xu Sheng didn't want Tang Zhi to speak or hear any rejection from Tang Zhi, but he didn't know how to please Tang Zhi. He could only press Tang Zhi's back and let Tang Zhi stick to him. Xi Manxiang called Tang Zhi " "Baby", I thought I could make Tang Zhi happy.
He kissed Tang Zhi and told Tang Zhi, "I have never been ambiguous with you" and "Only you think it is ambiguous."
Xu Sheng felt negative and desperate at the same time. He felt that Tang Zhi would soon leave him just like he left Xu Keyu.
To Tang Zhi, there is no difference between Xu Sheng and Xu Keyu.
They have exactly the same ulterior desires. They all think they have found love in Tang Zhi's eyes, and they all dream of being confessed to by Tang Zhi one day.
It's just that Xu Sheng is more capable than Xu Keyu, so Xu Keyu collects Tang Zhi's personal belongings, and Xu Sheng takes possession of Tang Zhi's body.
Tang Zhi's hand on Xu Sheng's shoulder slid to Xu Sheng's forearm and touched it gently. His palm was very hot and soft, which made Xu Sheng lose his self-esteem.
"Tang Zhi," Xu Sheng put his arm around Tang Zhi's waist and pulled Tang Zhi out a little, making Tang Zhi sit on the edge of the table, a little away from Tang Zhi.
He said "I'm sorry" to Tang Zhi.
Xu Sheng didn't know how to fall in love or how to make Tang Zhi happy. He never wanted to make Tang Zhi cry. Tang Zhi still cried. He thought Tang Zhi liked him so much that he was wrong in the end.
He suspected that Tang Zhi would never be happy with him, but Xu Sheng's selfishness and egoism would always prevail. He wanted Tang Zhi and knew that he could not give up, so Xu Sheng learned from Xi Manxiang again, like Tang Zhi The person closest to me also calls Tang Zhi: "Baby."
It seems that calling Tang Zhi this way can soothe Tang Zhi's emotions and make Tang Zhi love Xu Sheng as much as he loves his mother.
"I'm serious," Xu Sheng said, "I'm not being ambiguous with you."
He moved back a little further and could see Tang Zhi's face clearly. The moisture in Tang Zhi's eyes had dissipated a little. His lips were red from Xu Sheng's kiss and his face was a little red. However, he didn't look as angry as Xu Sheng thought, but he seemed a little nervous. , Xu Sheng regained some of his confidence in normal negotiations.
"Tang Zhi," Xu Sheng kissed Tang Zhi's forehead, observed Tang Zhi's expression, and kissed Tang Zhi's lips. When Tang Zhi didn't refuse, he asked Tang Zhi, "If you don't hate me, how can you test it?" Don’t consider being with me.”
Tang Zhi did not give Xu Sheng an answer immediately, as Xu Sheng expected.
He said, "I'll think about it." Xu Sheng said yes and asked Tang Zhi how long it would take to think about it. Tang Zhi probably felt that Xu Sheng was a little annoyed and did not answer Xu Sheng's question.
It was almost dinner time and they should go downstairs. But Xu Sheng's shirt got wet from Tang Zhi's crying, leaving an obvious mark even when it was dry.
Tang Zhi was also very familiar with the housekeeper and was rather thin-skinned. He was very concerned about Xu Sheng going downstairs like this and asked Xu Sheng to change it.
When Xu Sheng went to the dressing room to change clothes, Tang Zhi went to wash his face.
He looked in the mirror and found that his eyes were still very red. It looked like he had cried. They might not fade even when he got home at night, so he began to worry about being seen by Xi Manxiang.
Tang Zhi was in a daze thinking about what to do. It didn't take long for Xu Sheng to finish changing his clothes and walked in.
Xu Sheng threw Tang Zhi's wet shirt in the clothes rack and asked Tang Zhi, "What's wrong?"
Tang Zhi was just about to say that his eyes were too red from crying when his cell phone rang. He took it out and saw that it was Xi Manxiang.
Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment, then cleared his throat sensitively, feeling that his voice was wrong, and asked Xu Sheng, "Can you hear me crying?"
Xu Sheng looked at him, said "hmm" and asked him: "Auntie called?"
Tang Zhi nodded.
"Let me pick it up for you." Xu Sheng said.
Tang Zhi paused and handed the phone to Xu Sheng's hand.
Xu Sheng pressed answer and turned on the speakerphone. Xi Manxiang said on the other end: "Baby, aren't you going home for dinner?"
"Auntie, it's me, Xu Sheng," Xu Sheng said smoothly, "Tang Zhi is in a meeting. There was a small problem with the project he handled before leaving his job, so we had to call him in urgently."
Tang Zhi looked at Xu Sheng and felt that Xu Sheng was really good at lying. Although there seemed to be a fixed procedure for telling lies, and Tang Zhi was in the meeting every time, but he was very sure and reliable. Xi Manxiang had no doubt at all, and took it completely seriously, and even began to worry: "What is the problem, Mr. Xu? Is it serious? "
"It's not serious," Xu Sheng said to her naturally, "but I may not be able to go back tonight."
Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment, raised his hand and pushed Xu Sheng gently, but Xu Sheng grabbed his wrist.
"Have a whole night of meetings?" Xi Manxiang's tone sounded like she was startled.
Tang Zhi couldn't help but struggled. Xu Sheng looked at him and made a quiet gesture. Tang Zhi was afraid that his mother would hear him, so he had no choice but to stay still.
After Tang Zhi calmed down, Xu Sheng spoke and denied to Xi Manxiang: "It's not all night. If it's too late tonight and we have to continue tomorrow, we may have to sleep here."
"Auntie, don't worry," Xu Sheng comforted her again, "It's not a big deal."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Sheng returned the phone to Tang Zhi. Tang Zhi took it and asked Xu Sheng: "Who said I would sleep here tonight."
Xu Sheng raised his hand and touched Tang Zhi's face, avoiding Tang Zhi's questioning, and looked at him: "How can you go back like this?"
"The eyes are so swollen," Xu Sheng whispered, "and the voice is very hoarse."
Tang Zhi looked at Xu Sheng, and Xu Sheng said, "What will you say if she finds out?"
Tang Zhi thought for a while and realized that it was really not suitable for him to go home in his current state. He could only say, "Okay." Then he asked Xu Sheng, "Then which room should I sleep in?"
Xu Sheng suddenly fell silent.
Tang Zhi found Xu Sheng's silence a bit funny and deliberately said, "Can I sleep here with you?"
Xu Sheng immediately said "yes", and Tang Zhi approached him again and asked him: "Then will you touch me?"
Tang Zhi only touched Xu Sheng's chest lightly before Xu Sheng held him in his arms.
Xu Sheng always held him with great strength, as if it was difficult to control the strength, which often brought pain to Tang Zhi, and sometimes pleasure.
Tang Zhi leaned against Xu Sheng and asked him again: "Do you want to do it today?"
Xu Sheng didn't answer him, lowered his head and kissed him, clasped Tang Zhi's waist tightly, and pressed Tang Zhi against the wall behind him.
The wall was very cold. Xu Sheng put his hand between the back of Tang Zhi's head and the wall. While kissing Tang Zhi, he unbuttoned the buttons he had fastened for Tang Zhi.
Tang Zhi's back and lower abdomen were a little cold, and his chest and lips covered by Xu Sheng were very warm. In response to Xu Sheng's kiss, he reached out and touched the place where Xu Sheng was pressing against him.
Xu Sheng was very hard. Tang Zhi imitated what Xu Sheng did to him and also pulled Xu Sheng's pants down.
The bathroom was very empty, and Tang Zhi felt that his breathing echoed.
Xu Sheng lubricated him, held him, and entered him face to face. Tang Zhi felt a little deep and painful, and grabbed Xu Sheng's arm.
At first Tang Zhi thought Xu Sheng mistakenly thought he was asking for a kiss, so he leaned over and kissed Tang Zhi's lips. But Xu Sheng just kissed Tang Zhi, then moved away, lifted Tang Zhi up a little, and took a step back to let Tang Zhi's back leave the cold wall.
"Isn't it too cold?" Xu Sheng hugged Tang Zhi and said to him gently, "Let's go to bed and do it."
Xu Sheng did not withdraw. Tang Zhi put his arms around his neck, wrapped his legs around Xu Sheng's waist, and walked out facing each other. Xu Sheng walked a few steps, and Tang Zhi couldn't help shouting. Xu Sheng stopped and continued walking to the bed.
When they got to the bed, Xu Sheng was not as gentle as before. He pressed Tang Zhi on the bed sheets and kept moving in and out.
Tang Zhi opened his legs and heard the sound of Xu Sheng hitting him. The lubricating substance that was sent into Tang Zhi's body was squeezed out due to the intense intercourse. The hot lotion slid down and slid on the sheets.
He also heard his own voice, and soon Xu Sheng came to kiss him, as if he didn't want him to scream, but his movements became louder again.
Tang Zhi closed his eyes and kissed Xu Sheng.
During sex, Tang Zhi finally dared to think about what Xu Sheng said to him again, and wanted Xu Sheng to say that he was serious.
Tang Zhi thought that he really didn't dare to believe Xu Sheng, and he also felt that Xu Sheng might not really like him. Because there is nothing good about Tang Zhi, he is a very bad person with a lot of bad history. Xu Sheng knows that he has been deceived many times and made many bad and wrong choices. His resume from childhood to adulthood is full of stains. , Xu Sheng knew everything.
When Xu Sheng ejaculated, Tang Zhi also climaxed. He opened his eyes and was a little distracted. Xu Sheng hugged him for a while, came out of his body, wiped his legs with a towel, and cleaned him up, although the cleaning was still not clean.
"It's seven o'clock." Xu Sheng lay with Tang Zhi for a while, kissed Tang Zhi's forehead, and asked him, "Are you hungry?"
Tang Zhi looked at Xu Sheng and after a while said he wasn't hungry.
"I want to eat some too," Xu Sheng said, "I'll go down and have a look, ask the chef to make it and bring it up to you."
Tang Zhi didn't say anything, and Xu Sheng went downstairs.
Tang Zhi was drowsy and wanted to sleep, but the door and lights of Xu Sheng's dressing room were open, which was a bit dazzling. He lay there for a while, unable to sleep, so he stood up and walked slowly over to turn off the light.
There is a box in the dressing room, the same as the one in the living room downstairs. It may be used to store things when moving.
The other clothes in the compartment had not been sorted. The light switch was next to the box. Tang Zhi did not turn off the light. He looked down and found that Xu Sheng had put his space station inside.
Tang Zhi thought Xu Sheng was a little cute because of his childishness, so he touched it and took the smallest aircraft.
When he picked it up, Tang Zhi suddenly found that something was hung on the aircraft, so it was heavier. He took out some more and saw that on the small rope connected to the window of the aircraft that was missing the astronaut, hanging on it, he found A morning's worth of stuff.
The gift Xu Sheng gave him was a very clumsy and cheap plastic penguin.
Xu Sheng put a note on the penguin's belly with words written on it, and it was also written on the back.
Astronaut is written on the front and Tang Zhi is written on the back.