When the three of them heard this, they all shed tears. Huo Weijia was even more heartbroken. He ran back to the scene of the accident without saying a word, wanting to commit suicide. Fortunately, Yin Wenzhe understood his temper better and finally caught up with him in time to stop him. His deep love for Tang Xiaohan moved us very much. There are too few boys like him who are so affectionate and righteous now. I love Yaxue so much, but I didn't die with her. I feel that compared to him, I am nothing!
Although the incident was over, the awkward atmosphere between us did not ease. I wanted to explain what happened in the cave to Wang Zijun and Shen Bing, but they both seemed to be deliberately avoiding me. No one wanted to talk to me, and I never found a chance. We were not in the mood to stay and tour the mountains, so we returned to Huangshan City first, planning to stay in the hotel where we were originally staying for a night to recover our strength before buying tickets to go home.
When I woke up the next day, Qu Mo told me that Shen Bing had left with her parents' ashes last night without saying anything. My heart sank, and I hurriedly called Shen Bing, but no one answered. I called again, but her phone was turned off! It seemed that the misunderstanding was too deep, and she didn't intend to listen to my explanation at all, and just left without saying a word.
We hadn't established any kind of relationship originally, and now that she's gone, I'm afraid we'll never meet again.
When Qu Mo stood in front of me, Wang Zijun stood far away and looked at me with a cold look in his eyes. I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart. This misunderstanding made us all taste bitterness. Fortunately, Wang Zijun's knot in his heart will have a chance to be untied in the future, but Shen Bing may never have another chance!
I was too lazy to say anything more. I packed my things and went to the train station. After spending more than 20 hours of boring time on this frustrating journey, I returned home. As soon as I entered the house, I found that I was sick. I couldn't tell what the illness was. I felt dizzy and fell asleep, but I didn't want to wake up. I slept for two days in a row without getting up.
My mother hired a doctor for me several times and they all said that I was fine and that I might have a mental illness. This doctor was not a quack and could see that I had a mental illness. In fact, I couldn't say it out loud, but I knew it in my heart. Because I lost Shen Bing's trust, I felt that this world was boring and I didn't want to wake up and face this world when I fell asleep. In my dreams, I was thinking about her every smile, her expression when she called me a bumpkin, and the monologue in her heart that I heard in the underworld. What else could this not be a mental illness
Only now do I understand that Shen Bing has replaced Yaxue to fill the emptiness in my heart. She is everything to me. Losing her, like losing Yaxue, makes me feel lost and at a loss.
But when I heard my mother crying while sitting at the bedside, my heart began to twitch again. How could I let a woman who had raised me for more than 20 years, who loved me and hoped that I would be safe, make her sad? No matter how painful it was, I had to stand up and support this family, so that she would not be sad for me!
I slept for five full days before I gradually got well enough to open the shop.
Sitting in the shop, still listening to that sweet song, but my heart was filled with bitterness.
There’s a guest coming, it’s Tang Xiaohan.
I asked her, "Why didn't I see you in Huangshan?"
"I followed him, but I met the ghost in Huangshan and was injured by him. I stayed outside the mountain to recover for a few days. Finally, I saw Huo Weijia and the others being rescued."
"Then why don't you come out and meet Huo Weijia? He wants to jump off a cliff for you."
"I don't have the courage. How can I let him see me in this state?" Tang Xiaohan cried.
I sighed, feeling an inexplicable pain in my heart. I love someone but dare not imagine how deep the pain is.
The deeper the love, the deeper the pain, and I am no exception.