The letter read: "Country bumpkin, I thought about it all night and felt that Yaxue committed suicide for you and suffered so much in the world. I can't monopolize the twenty years you have been waiting for her. You should be a loving man from beginning to end, and you can't let Yaxue down because of me.
I am a simple person, I either love or I don't love. Twenty years later, I am afraid that I will not be able to leave you, and I am also afraid that you will give up Yaxue again because of me. So, I decided to quit.
In fact, the happiness you have brought me in the past six months is enough to make me feel very happy. I have been an orphan without parents since I was a child, and I long for happiness more than anyone else, but you have given it to me, although it is short, it is enough for me to digest it for a lifetime. What else do I have to regret
Do you still remember the first time I sent you back at the provincial capital railway station? I wanted you to stay, but you were such a fool that you didn't understand romance. You didn't even call me after you left, so I had to go to your house for the New Year. When I learned that you had a fiancée, I wanted to die. Later, when Fu Xueman's true face was revealed, do you know how happy I was
After I returned to the provincial capital, I had been thinking about creating opportunities for us to meet. Just when you asked me to accompany you to Huangshan, I was so happy. However, because of a misunderstanding, I returned to the provincial capital in despair and was sad for a long time. I was with Gao Song, it was just a normal gathering of college classmates, but just because I wanted to piss you off, I acted very close to him. You were angry at that time, right? Hehe!
After returning from Xiangxi, I felt that I couldn't lose you again, so I followed you back to Shangcheng Town regardless of everything. I said it was a vacation, but in fact I had planned not to return to the provincial capital. But what Team Leader Long said was related to the life and death and fate of the three of you, so I had no choice but to give up on you. You don't blame me now, right
The moment you showed up at the wedding and snatched me away from Gao Song, I felt like I was the happiest woman in the world!
You really took me away on a colorful cloud, and let me truly experience a mythical dream. Thank you, country bumpkin, I will never forget you!
I'm leaving. You don't need to look for me. I will go to a corner where you can't find me and live my life quietly. If you still remember my kindness, you must treat Yaxue well. She is a woman with a miserable life!"
The letter was covered with tear stains, which showed how painful she felt when she wrote it. My heart was suddenly torn, because she had liked me so much and wanted to be with me, but she had never said it out loud until now.
I want to cry, but I have no tears. The pain in my heart does not necessarily have to be expressed with tears. When you can't cry and feel that your heart is empty, then congratulations, you have finally reached the highest level of pain.
"Asshole!" I didn't know where the anger came from. I tore the letter into pieces, then took out my phone and dialed the number. Shen Bing's phone was turned off. I knew she would never use this number again, and she would never meet me again. I knew her temper best.
But I would not give up. I gritted my teeth and yelled at Qu Mo: "Even if you run to the ends of the earth, I will dig you out. You will never live a peaceful life in this life!"
Qu Mo nodded to me with tears in his eyes.
For two days, I was in a bad mood and didn't dare to call Yaxue out to meet. But I couldn't ignore her. Just as Shen Bing said, she was a miserable woman, and all her sufferings came from my gift. Even if I didn't give up Shen Bing, I couldn't lose her.