This is a very contradictory and painful question.
Yaxue came out and stood in front of the table. Before I could say anything, she smiled and said to me, "Actually, I've figured it out. To cross the Naihe Bridge, you have to drink Mengpo soup. It's impossible for us to continue our relationship after 20 years."
I was stunned. How could she suddenly say such a thing? I quickly stood up, held her cold little hand and said, "I will think of a way. My ancestor has a good relationship with Meng Po. I will ask him to ask for mercy so that she will not drink the magic potion when crossing the Naihe Bridge."
Yaxue shook her head sadly: "You are wrong. If I remember my past life, I will definitely be regarded as a monster. Do you want me to be unhappy in my new life? In fact, I believe in fate. Since God let me die twice, it means that there is no destiny between us. Some things cannot be forced. You can rescue me from the dark realm, which is the greatest compensation for me. If we must be together after 20 years, we may hurt each other again.
Forget me, just assume that I have already died and been reincarnated. If we are really destined to be together, we will definitely meet again in the next life!"
I also know Yaxue's character very well. Just like when she left me and returned to the provincial capital to commit suicide, she met me again to end her life of raising corpses. She would not give me a chance to stay. She is as persistent as Shen Bing, and is just as kind and considerate. She has given so much for me!
Am I worth their efforts? I feel like I am a bastard, a complete bastard. Because I didn't chase her to the provincial capital in time, Yaxue lost her life. And my indecision towards Shen Bing almost made her become the daughter-in-law of the Gao family. I am too weak in terms of feelings. I am not a fucking man!
Yaxue went to the underworld. After she left, I knew that we would never meet again. She would not even let me know which family she would be born into after her reincarnation.
What she said made sense. If I asked my ancestors to intercede and really let her remember her past life, it would break the rules of reincarnation. Besides, whether she will be a boy or a girl after reincarnation is not something I can control, and there may not be a perfect result. It is better to let her lose all her memories of her past life and become a happy person again!
I packed up some herbs and items in the store, packed them up, and went back to tell my mom that I was going to be away for a while. I was going to take the items in the store and open a mobile ghost story store, while continuing to run the business and looking for Shen Bing's whereabouts.
Do you think I can find her? Hehe, isn't it easy for me to dig out Shen Bing? She left a lot of hair in my shop. With this, I am sure to find her. However, this soul-searching technique cannot be used for long-distance search. I can only search one city at a time. One day, I will find her trace.
On this day, I came to a southern city. It was already winter, but the temperature here was still very warm, just like spring.
I have been out for almost half a year. Although I earn enough money to spend, I cannot afford to stay in a hotel in the long run. I stay in a cheap small hotel, and sometimes I spend the night in the waiting room of the train station. I just drank a bottle of Erguotou in the restaurant, ate some food, and was about to find a hotel when I suddenly saw Zhang Yunfeng.
This guy was drunk, hugging a heavily made-up and flashy girl, and parading on the street. Damn, that girl is obviously a prostitute. When did this guy run here to fool around? Is Shen Bing in the same city as him
My heart suddenly boiled, and I followed this boy!