Su Qing felt that his consciousness was like the sea, usually calm and calm, but there was no wind. Otherwise, even a small movement could trigger a boundless hurricane. At this time, the huge black hole hidden under the mirror-like plane revealed some clues.
How much grief can a person bear in a lifetime
Su Qing sometimes thinks, in fact, those sad things in the past are not really past, but as time goes by, the memory is no longer fresh, they have become yellowed old photos, pressed under the Under the complicated consciousness activities. Otherwise, why once activated by touch, the previous feeling is vivid again
He could feel a tiny electric current passing through his whole body, it didn't hurt or itch, just a little numb, and he felt the emptiness he felt when he was lying on the cold instrument that day, as if he had been separated from his body, Entering a half-asleep and half-awake state, something kept pounding his brain, as if it was desperately congesting into his body.
Gradually, Su Qing felt the kind of pain that Cheng Weizhi said. He clearly opened his eyes, but he couldn't see anything clearly. The remaining consciousness couldn't judge whether he shed tears, but felt extremely uncomfortable and sad. up.
He wanted to cry bitterly, but his body didn't listen. Despair was like a bud, slowly growing out of his heart, dyeing all the memories into endless grayness.
A vague voice rang in his ears, calling his name: "Su Qing, mother's boy..."
There seemed to be a door in front of him, pale and pale, Su Qing stretched out his hand hesitantly, pushed it open, and saw the once beautiful woman looking at him longingly with her bald head from chemotherapy. Her neck was extremely thin, as if she could no longer support her head, she tried desperately to get up from the pillow, but failed again and again. All kinds of transparent tubes were inserted into her body, as if her whole life was tied there, and if she couldn't untie it, it would fall apart.
The woman beckoned to him: "Come on, come to Mom."
A pair of hands rested lightly on his shoulders, Su Qing looked back, it was Su Chengde, he seemed to have shrunk, back to that cowardly and confused boyhood, he hesitated, step by step to the sick on the edge of the bed.
Su Qing remembered that this was the last time he saw his mother—
The woman raised her skinny hand, Su Qing immediately bent down, took her hand, and placed it on her face. She showed a gentle yet struggling smile: "Eat well, grow up, like your father..."
These are her last words.
Su Qing started to cry, but the cry seemed to come out from other people's mouths, filling in all directions, crowded in his mind, his entire conscious world echoed the crying one after another, getting sharper and louder. Loud, blowing his brain and body, like an irresistible tornado, Su Qing felt that the boyish self in her consciousness was about to be torn apart by this wind.
At that moment, a strange voice suddenly appeared in his heart, saying to him: "Don't be confused."
Don't get confused... what
Don't be confused by those voices and emotions, they belong to others. If you can't get over it, you will be assimilated by them and become a useless person.
"Eat well, grow up, be like your daddy..."
"It's okay, no mother, dad loves you."
"Get out of here! Get out of here! I don't have a son like you, and my surname Su doesn't dare to climb high. From now on, you can call anyone you fucking daddy, and you can call anyone a dog daddy. Su Chengde doesn't have your son!"
"Su Qing, let's break up—"
"Su Qing, don't get confused."
"Su Qing..."
"Su Qing..."
Su Qing curled up his body desperately and covered his ears, but the cry still lingered like a tarsal maggot, and he hissed in his heart: "Fuck your grandma Chen Lin! Fuck you Blue seal! You will go to the 18th floor of hell! Die badly! I don’t want to… don’t think about it… please… don’t…”
When Chen Lin realized that things were going too far, the pointer of the indicator in the small box had already deviated to a critical value, and it started to swing violently. Su Qing knelt on the ground, twitching all over her body, her eyes were wide open, and her eyes were empty. , his fingers firmly inserted into his chest, if it wasn't for the thick clothes, Chen Lin almost doubted that he would take out his heart.
Chen Lin was stunned for a moment. He had never had such a situation with gray prints before. Generally speaking, type 2 gray prints are regarded as "sad type", and they are not as violent as "angry type" and "happy type". Crazy and silly, there are very few acts of violence or even self-mutilation.
Chen Lin immediately cut off the connection between himself and Su Qing, grabbed Su Qing's hand, and held him down.
Su Qing obviously struggled unconsciously. When a person is crazy, his strength is much stronger than normal. Chen Lin was almost thrown off by him. Chen Lin suddenly thought absurdly, this is not someone from the company. Is the rice bucket the wrong model? Is this kid Type II
He had no choice but to take out the switch of the magnetic collar, and gently stimulated the other party. Su Qing staggered and fell into his arms, seeming to wake up a little, and finally calmed down.
He didn't know where to look in a daze, his long and thick eyelashes were wet with tears, and a delicate and fragile beauty appeared on his face, Chen Lin's heart suddenly softened, he sat on the ground, and carefully hugged Su Qing in his arms In her arms, she patted him on the back tentatively.
Su Qing's head lowered slowly, as if he was exhausted, he mumbled three words, "I'm sorry."
Chen Lin suspected that he didn't hear clearly, lowered his head, put his ear close to his mouth, and listened to this young man who looked like a work of art repeated a belated apology to someone over and over again, sighed, his face With a rare gentle expression on his face, he said softly as if coaxing a child: "It's all right, all right, it's over."
Su Qing's voice gradually dropped. Chen Lin felt that he was curled up in his arms and was about to fall asleep. Then at this moment, Su Qing woke up, moved, and tried to raise her head.
Chen Lin thought he was going to express something, carefully lifted his chin with his fingers, and asked, "Why?"
Then I heard Su Qing say clearly: "Chen Lin, fuck you, uncle."
Then he lowered his head and passed out completely.
Chen Lin was stunned for a moment, but he didn't feel angry in his heart. Instead, he became a little happy. He thought that this kid was really energetic, and then he couldn't help laughing silently. Others are coveting his uncle.
Chen Lin sat on the roof of the building calmly, with a wide view and full bosom. The breeze from nowhere gently brushed his temples, surrounded by scattered instruments, so he made a mistake for himself. cheap.
And this shot happened to be captured by one person.
In the Return to Zero team who was working intensely, a young man with exaggerated wide-rimmed glasses turned his head and looked a little excited: "Hu team, this location has been locked, there is an 80% possibility that the person inside It's the missing one you tracked down last time."
Hu Bugui kept leaning against the door, looked away from Su Qing on the screen, turned around and walked out: "Send me the address directly, everyone is ready to act."
Two men and a woman stood up after him, and they were the three field members of the Return to Zero team—Fang Xiu, Qin Luo, and Liao Chenyuan.
The wide-rimmed glasses froze for a moment, jumped off the chair quickly, and caught up with Hu Bugui a few steps: "Captain Hu, don't be so aggressive, let me finish, the energy fluctuations this time are worse than the previous 'feasts'." It's very small, and the 'surveillance projection' only captured one person, I suspect... "
Hu Bugui turned his head to look at him. Because his gaze was too sharp, Comrade Glasses' frail heart trembled in fright.
Fang Xiu squatted down and poked his head: "Old Xu, what do you suspect?"
The slumped man helped up his crooked glasses and said sincerely, "I suspect this is a trap."
Fang Xiu touched his head with his palm, and sighed: "With your IQ, it's not easy to think of this. Congratulations... Ah, Captain Hu, wait a minute."
Hu Bugui has led his heroes to jump into the trap without hesitation.
The man in glasses sat on the ground with a worried expression on his face, and Xue Xiaolu ran over to put a Band-Aid on his broken skin.
Xue Xiaolu said: "Xu Jiji, even if it's for Fang's 'love comfort', don't wrong yourself like this."
Glasses Xu said angrily: "Do you think that these field workers are just a group of reckless men who rely on their muscles to think and go on a rampage, reckless men!"
Xue Xiaolu said comfortingly: "Yes, yes, Master Xu Ruchong, we are technical geeks, and technical nerds are here to save the world. Can we have the same knowledge as them?"
Xu Ruchong snorted, thought for a while, and quickly got up again, rushing to the computer screen: "No, I have to find a way to expand the scope of this 'projection' as soon as possible."
Xue Xiaolu leaned over and stared curiously: "Master Xu, I heard that this 'surveillance projection' technology has only been approved by the higher authorities, and we can apply it here? It is enough to keep pace with the times."
Xu Ruchong replied casually, as if his whole body was about to drill into the screen: "Oh... this is my patent..."
Xue Xiaolu was dumbfounded, and then touched Xu Ruchong's head, as if she was about to get some fairy spirit, and finally took a look at the back of this god-man's head, picked up the first-aid kit and left silently.
Chen Lin was holding the unconscious Su Qing in a daze, but suddenly his eyes froze, a little smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he thought about it.
The plan for the banquet was proposed by Shi Huizhang. There are six people in total who will be divided into three groups. It goes without saying what the intention is for asking Chen Lin to come to such an obvious place. Chen Lin picked up Su Qing, glanced at the discarded equipment, and suddenly took a step. His figure was extremely fast, passing by like a shadow, and the next moment, he was already standing on the edge of the top floor.
Lan Yin's facial features and six senses were many times more developed than that of ordinary people. He looked down condescendingly, and his eyes fell on a speeding military vehicle not far away.
Then he saw the man driving.
"Jackal... I'll give you a big gift, how about it?" After saying this, he suddenly jumped off the roof of the building, hugged a person, and stepped on the wall of the building. The soles of his shoes changed shape, like a gecko It seemed to be firmly grasping the wall, and galloped in one direction at a speed invisible to the naked eye.
Hu Bugui had earphones in his ears, and a small screen on the car was directly connected to Xu Ruchong. Several people saw that Chen Lin had disappeared out of thin air.
Hu Bugui parted his body while holding the steering wheel, and said to Xu Ruchong over there, "Track that man for me."
Xu Ruchong said: "No way, Captain Hu, the scope of the new technology is..."
Hu Bugui: "I don't listen to nonsense, what do you want?"
There was no sound over there, only the sound of clacking and tapping on the keyboard. Five minutes later, the image of Chen Lin's figure appeared on the small screen in front of everyone again, and the signal was a little unstable.
Xu Ruchong said: "I'm sorry Team Hu, the technique is immature, it can only last about five minutes..."
Before he could finish his sentence, several team members on one side immediately and naturally grabbed hold of each other, and then Hu Bugui stepped on the gas pedal, everything in the car began to appear to be suspended, and the car turned around in a way that caused a huge explosion. The degree of harm caused by the large-scale car accident has jumped out.