"It's hard for me to fall in love with anyone else except you." Lu Chaoge said seriously. It seemed that in her heart, there was nothing more serious and important in the world than this.
Confession! Is this considered a confession
Finally said it out!
Although she knew that it would not have a very good result, her depressed mood was relieved a lot after she said it out. The big stone in her chest shifted a little, at least she could breathe normally now----
However, after she did this, her heart was filled with guilt.
She put down her chopsticks, like a child who had done something wrong, looked at Fang Yan with an uncertain face, and said, "I know that what I did was actually very selfish. You came to Huacheng on purpose, made such a sumptuous dinner, and then told me that you were getting married - I already knew what you meant. I'm not stupid, and I'm a very scheming woman, right?"
"I know you don't want to hurt me, you don't want to keep me waiting, you want to solve this problem naturally in a relaxed and casual state - yes, I have to admit that I have become a problem in your heart."
"It's not like that-----" Fang Yan wanted to explain himself.
"Fang Yan, just as you know me so well, I know you just as well." Lu Chaoge interrupted Fang Yan. She felt the same as Fang Yan. Fang Yan didn't want to hurt her, and she didn't want to embarrass Fang Yan either. "You know how I feel about you, so you've been avoiding talking about it. It's good to avoid talking about it, at least it won't make our relationship so awkward - at least there won't be any estrangement between us, and our cooperation has always been so tacit."
"But now you have met your soulmate, the woman you want to spend your life with. You are getting married, which is something to be happy about. As your friend and partner, I should say congratulations - in fact, I felt very heavy and depressed when I heard the news, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. But I still want to say congratulations to you - the woman you chose must be an excellent one. You like her, and she loves you deeply. You are the most suitable couple."
"You are also very good." Fang Yan said in a deep voice.
"Yes. I am also very good, I have always believed so-----" Lu Chaoge said with a smile: "After my parents passed away, I was alone. I ate alone, slept alone, studied alone, traveled alone, went abroad alone----and then I came back from studying abroad and joined Suzaku. I fought for power and profit with men in their vigilant and alert eyes----"
"I often wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't returned from the United States, if I hadn't entered Suzaku Middle School? Would I have obeyed the Jiang family's orders, married the son of my enemy and pretended never to know about those things? Or would I have been killed by the Jiang family father and son for resisting and my body thrown into the sea? But that was just an if."
"I came to Suzaku, and you also came to Suzaku. We met, and you saved my life again and again. You changed my life, and you also changed your own life because of me. I even thought that if it weren't for me, maybe your father wouldn't have died."
"This has nothing to do with you. You don't want to think too much about it." Fang Yan spoke out to stop him.
"Fang Yan, I have to think about it. I know how much trouble I have brought you. I also know how many enemies I have brought you. The Rubik's Cube is the devil that tempts people to commit crimes. It makes countless people covet it and allows them to do the craziest and most inhumane things. I can't protect it. It's always you who protects it. "
"Many people wonder why I say Chaoyan is your Chaoyan - she should be your Chaoyan. How much you paid for it, how much effort you put in. Those people don't know, but I remember it in my heart - so, in the three years when you were away, no matter how difficult or dangerous it was, I gritted my teeth and persevered. I said to myself - Lu Chaoge, you must hold on. Others just want to knock you down, they want to take away the Rubik's Cube in your hand - this Rubik's Cube is not only the hard work of your parents, but also the hard work of Fang Yan, because they have paid so much for it -"
"Before I met you, my biggest dream was to avenge my father. I have been struggling to find an opportunity to make the Jiang family father and son get the retribution they deserve - but I know better than anyone that I am no match for them. As long as I reveal the slightest flaw, I might be killed by them -"
"You know what? I've even prepared to accept Jiang Zhuliu's proposal. Because only in this way can I have the opportunity to do what I want to do. Only in this way can I let go of the Jiang family's defense against me - can you understand? I have endured the kind of guarded eyes that people look at me like they are guarding against thieves every day for more than ten years. Every day, every year."
"In fact, I was already in despair. I knew it would be hard for me to defeat the father and son of the Jiang family. But, you showed up at that time. You gave me the courage to refuse, and you also gave me the hope to avenge my parents. You really helped me do it. You may find it hard to imagine how happy I was when Jiang Longtan and Jiang Zhuliu got the punishment they deserved, and when the part of Longtu Group that originally belonged to my parents returned to my hands. Because that meant that my parents could rest in peace. They could finally breathe a sigh of relief, close their eyes quietly and have a good rest. They must have been worried and unable to sleep when they saw me living in the home of my enemy, right?"
"Fang Yan, I am 29 years old this year. If I can only live to 60, I have already lived half of my life. I lived for revenge in the first half of my life. What should I live for in the second half? I used to think that I would build an economic empire for you. I would give you the strength to fight against any enemy. No matter whether your opponent is the Jiang family or any other family, Chao Yan will be your strong backer."
"I want to make Chaoyan Technology the world's number one energy company, and I want to make you the richest man in the world. I think I can do it, and I never dare to slack off. Because this is what I promised you to do, so I must do it."
"actually----"
"Is it really not necessary to do that? Is it really not necessary to work so hard?" Lu Chaoge smiled bitterly and shook his head. "Fang Yan, what else can I do besides this? My parents are gone, my aunt is gone, I don't have any relatives in this world, and even my friends are pitifully few - what do you think I should live for? When people live, they must do something, right? They must have some spiritual support, right?"
"-----"
"Don't worry, I'm not telling you this to change your mind----" Lu Chaoge had a slight smile on his face, as if he was mocking himself for saying such words and doing such things. When a man tells you that he wants to get married, you jump out and say that you like him, love him, how much you have paid for him, and how lonely and pitiful you are----this behavior is really unforgivable. "I said that the woman you choose must be an excellent one, and must be the woman you love deeply. No matter what you are thinking, I still want to say my blessing to you----Fang Yan, I hope you live a happy and happy life."
"Thank you." Fang Yan said gratefully.
"But since I have said such words and done such things that are difficult for people to accept and understand, I still want to ask you. I know that if I don't do this, I may never have another chance. Is this the last chance to keep you? Or is it an attempt? No matter what, Fang Yan, I want to ask you: Do you like me?"
"------"
"If possible----I think it would be nice for us to get married. You can concentrate on doing what you like, you can pursue the martial arts you want----I will manage your business, give birth to a few children for you, and clean up the house for you----We can live here, or we can buy a bigger house. I know what kind of dishes you like to eat, I know your favorite tastes, and I remember everything in my heart----We----We can live together, not alone----one person gets off work, one person eats, one person watches TV, one person goes to bed, one person gets up, one person goes shopping, one person buys couple accessories----"
"Chaoge----" Fang Yan tried very hard to open his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. Say okay, okay, let's get married, we'll go home together, eat together, watch TV together, sleep together, get up together, go shopping together, buy couple jewelry that can be worn on both of our hands----say let's get married, you give birth to my children, clean my house, take care of my life, and make me the happiest man in the world.
Or say nothing, just walk over and hug her tightly in your arms.
Fine beads of sweat began to appear on Fang Yan's forehead, and even his legs began to tremble.
This was the most difficult choice he had ever encountered in his life - no matter before or after, he would never encounter a moment more difficult to make a decision than this moment.
Lu Chaoge nervously waited for Fang Yan's answer, waiting for his final choice.
But when I saw that he was more nervous than me, I began to feel sorry for him.
Why make things difficult for a man like this
She pushed the chair away, stood up, walked to Fang Yan, leaned over and kissed Fang Yan's lips.
She tried desperately to take it, and stuck her small tongue into Fang Yan's mouth, wrapping it around and stirring it.
For a long, long time.
She pushed Fang Yan away breathlessly, and said with moist eyes: "Fang Yan, I know your answer. This time it's true - I wish you happiness." (To be continued)