It's just that Xia Yunxi wanted to hide, but Li Hanting didn't like her.
When Xia Yunxi turned to go into the kitchen, Li Hanting's voice sounded from behind, very light but serious: "Xia Yunxi, let's talk."
It was just an ordinary sentence, but after the last syllable, Xia Yunxi's heart tightened for no reason.
She didn't say anything, and put the dishes and chopsticks into the kitchen sink, but she didn't wash them.
Aunt Lin was responsible for all these, but she turned on the sterilizer of the water cup casually, and Xia Yunxi washed the handles before turning around and leaving the kitchen.
Where did Xia Yuan and Li Jinchen get sent away
In the quiet living room, I saw a man standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows with a straight figure.
In fact, the first month has not yet passed, and the weather outside is no different from that of the twelfth lunar month.
Bare trees and leaves, no green beauty at all.
Xia Yunxi came to Li Hanting's back, one meter away from him, and stopped.
Looking at the lawn paved in the yard together, the housekeeper still has an eye for beauty. The natural beauty must be difficult to maintain in this season.
So the butler laid out green lawns within the range of sight, and then turned on LED lights at night. Not to mention, if it wasn't for the cold weather outside, it would really be like summer, making people want to set up a stove outside to cook. barbecue.
"Are you angry?" Li Hanting asked suddenly.
Xia Yunxi turned her head to look at him, and only after getting closer did she see the exhaustion on his face that could not be concealed. Those deep pupils were also covered with red blood, although the whole person tidied up, but I did not reveal the vicissitudes from the inside out.
Xia Yunxi suddenly felt a pain in her heart...
I don't know why, it just feels like this.
Li Hanting turned his head to look at her, and saw that her expression didn't change a bit. The man frowned slightly, but he still said: "Xu Yi suffered from congenital heart disease since she was a child, and she seemed to be getting better when she came back from Japan. Why did you suddenly get sick and fell into a coma?"
"Do you have a good relationship with him?" Xia Yunxi has been silent since Li Hanting came back, not saying a word to him.
When she spoke at this time, her voice was hoarse.
"We used to be lovers." Li Hanting didn't think there was anything to hide.
"Then... what about now?" Xia Yunxi wasn't procrastinating either.
After disappearing for so many days, he really should give himself an explanation.
This explanation not only explained his whereabouts, but also many things that were already vague.
Xia Yunxi felt that it was necessary to talk about whether to stay or go.
She should give an answer instead of guessing by herself.
"Just friends." Li Hanting said with a frown.
"Are you a little unhappy?" Xia Yunxi kept looking at him and asking questions.
"No!" Li Hanting didn't dodge or dodge, he stood in front of her, his eyes dim.
"Actually, I can understand your displeasure. What kind of person is Li Hanting? When I provoked you, do you know that I was hiding in the basement... watching your figure in the news.
I just feel—you are like the morning star that day, and I'm just a weed on the ground.
You have the capital to be the most shining star, but I have defiled you and made your life stained. "
"It seems to be too late to say this now, after all, I have children." Xia Yunxi smiled self-deprecatingly, "You must be impatient when I question you, you are such a proud person, standing at the top of the pyramid.
It's really not in your style to explain your whereabouts to someone like me. "
The more Li Hanting listened, the more he frowned, and displeasure really appeared on that stern face: "You don't need to belittle yourself so low."
"Li Hanting, actually, I don't think we are like lovers at all sometimes." Xia Yunxi said seriously.
"What do you want to say?"
"For example, you disappeared for so long, although sometimes I think of you, but you don't appear in my life all the time.
When I went to Mr. Li's place, I knew it was dangerous, but the first thing I thought of was not relying on you. "
"When Li Haiting wanted to throw An'an, I rushed out by myself, and Yifan was like his life in the past five years. When encountering anything, I first faced it by myself.
It never occurred to me that I could rely on others, or that I could rely on others. "
This was the first time for Li Hanting to hear Xia Yunxi tell her true feelings for the past five years.
If it is said that before, it was calm and calm to talk about how difficult it is to take care of the child alone, and how to live tenaciously.
That kind of picture is admirable.
But it's just admiration, not distress.
Listening to Xia Yunxi at this time, she told herself very truthfully that her experience was that Li Hanting suddenly felt a pain in her heart.
this woman...
Xia Yunxi lowered her head and smiled, "Don't you feel that there is actually something between us, you just feel that you are so far away, no matter what you are talking about, whether it is engagement or marriage - are you together
But even if everything is put into practice, I still feel that it is unreal. "
"Can you understand what I said?" Xia Yunxi looked at him and asked seriously.
The woman's hidden gorgeous face, her eyes are rippling and clear, when she looks at you seriously, it's as if she is full of stars.
She said that she was the morning star that day, but when she really lived with this woman, she realized that the morning star also needs the background of the night.
And Xia Yunxi is the darkened night sky, she doesn't need to stand out too much, as long as she is by her side, she already feels comfortable and used to it.
The corners of Li Hanting's mouth slowly raised, while Xia Yunxi was still saying: "I'm with you, I don't think... In other words, there is a change when there is that person around. Maybe there is, but there are so many distances, it is not easy to cross .”
"Li Hanting, do you like me? Or, do you love me?"
"Look, to put it bluntly, when we get along, it feels like we are married to our son and respect each other like guests.
After all, we are the biological parents of the two children, no matter what, we will not treat the two children badly.
Let their childhood be full of incompleteness and regret. "
"But considering the two children, I didn't think about myself. I'm still quite greedy."
Xia Yunxi finally uttered all the words she was holding back in her heart. While she was relieved, she seemed to relax as well.
She didn't even look at Li Hanting's expression. After she finished speaking, she lowered her eyes, collected all her thoughts, and turned to leave.
The man's cold voice sounded at this moment: "Sorry, I didn't think that much."
(end of this chapter)