After breaking up with Lin Jiamu and before meeting Zhuang Hanxue, Qiu Zheyan had a few short-term relationships. At that time, he could never forget Lin Jiamu. Every once in a while, he would secretly visit Lin Jiamu's Social public accounts, after reading it, carefully remember to clear the visitor records.
It wasn't until now that he received an email from Lin Jiamu that Qiu Zheyan suddenly remembered that he hadn't paid attention to Lin Jiamu for almost a year.
Lin Jiamu is his father's younger brother. He has known this gentle and calm elder brother with dimples when he smiles since he was a child.
During puberty, once, he accidentally saw Lin Jiamu and a man entering a motel. After that, he started fantasizing about this man crazily and realized that his sexual orientation was a man.
Then came out with the family.
Then he pursued Lin Jiamu.
But they weren't together for long.
He secretly chose the school where Lin Jiamu worked, and after he passed the exam, he went to confess his love during the summer vacation after graduating from high school.
At that time, he was too young, he was too clingy, wishing he could not be with his lover all the time, and he was too jealous, causing many messy things, the two started to quarrel, reconciled, then quarreled, and reconciled again. He tried to trim his edges and corners according to his lover's request, but he couldn't do it in a short time. He thought it was a soul-burning love, but what Lin Jiamu wanted was a long-lasting snuggle.
Finally, Lin Jiamu had enough of his willfulness and immaturity, and threw himself back into the arms of his ex-boyfriend.
Because he was studying at the school where Lin Jiamu taught at that time, Lin Jiamu submitted his resignation at the same time when they broke up.
He inquired about Mr. Lin from other people after he left school, and it is said that he joined a company as a scientific researcher. But he changed his department and major, and after graduation, he was invited by his brother to return to China to start a business.
It has been nine years now.
This is the story of him and Lin Jiamu.
Unexpectedly, Lin Jiamu would offer to help him.
Qiu Zheyan had a hard time making a choice. On the one hand, he felt ashamed when his boyfriend returned home and elbowed him out to ask for money. On the other hand, his ex-boyfriend came out after nine years and asked for help. He couldn't happily accept it.
Qiu Zheyan thought for a while, since he read everything, no matter whether he accepted it or not, it seemed more polite to reply to the email anyway. He replied in general, thank you for your concern, but he doesn't need it for the time being.
It was already late at night, and Qiu Zheyan was about to go to bed after replying to the email, and just as he was about to turn off the computer, the notification sound of new email rang.
It was Lin Jiamu who replied to him again.
Qiu Zheyan had no choice but to click on it. Lin Jiamu's letter was obviously written before, and he wrote a long article. He glanced at it hastily and felt that it must have five or six thousand words. The content is probably, euphemistically expressing that he has no other intentions in making this suggestion, and reassuring Qiu Zheyan, saying that he knows from Qiu Zheyan's parents that Qiu Zheyan now has a stable boyfriend and is talking about marriage, and No other meaning. Then, he recently heard that Qiu Zheyan's parents were helping to raise funds, so he learned that his company had problems and needed help urgently. He also expressed his admiration for Qiu Zheyan's entrepreneurship. He took a serious look at his project and felt it was a pity. He wanted to help him with a little effort, and hoped that Qiu Zheyan would not feel bad because they had failed in their relationship. The most important thing at this time is to save him company of. Etc., etc. Anyway, the meaning is to persuade Qiu Zheyan to accept help.
Qiu Zheyan was suddenly discouraged.
What is he stubborn about
It was precisely because of receiving Lin Jiamu's email that it reminded him of Yoshimitsu Kataha in his youth, when he was abandoned by his lover because of his immaturity, and he made up his mind to grow up and become a more stable and reliable man.
But what is he doing now? Because of jealousy, she didn't cooperate with Jiang Ruoyun; because of jealousy, she didn't make friends with Chu Xun; because she felt that she had no self-esteem, she didn't want Zhuang Hanxue's money; because she felt shameless, she directly rejected the help of her ex-boyfriend.
It's too naive, too willful, and too immature!
Has he really grown up over the years
Qiu Zheyan sighed heavily.
He leaned back, leaned on the back of the office chair, and looked up at the ceiling.
Qiu Zheyan closed his eyes, and Zhuang Hanxue's face with a carefree smile seemed to appear in front of his eyes, and he said to him with a smile: "Xiao Qiu, what are you doing with a sad face? You will become ugly, and I don't like it when you become ugly. You are here. Come, I will share my cigarette with you. One cigarette after dinner, happy like a fairy."
I really want to hug him and kiss him, and all my troubles will disappear under the light of that smile.
Qiu Zheyan closed the company door and went home to rest.
Lin Jiamu's message had to be answered, and he couldn't delay; President Chu's company was also urging him to reply; Zhuang Hanxue's plan hadn't been written yet, and it should be too late to withdraw it now.
In the cold weather, Qiu Zheyan washed his face with cold water. When he saw himself haggard in the mirror, he didn't know how long he could last.
He had to make a decision.
At this moment, the phone rang, and he saw the caller ID: Zhuang Lazy Chong
With just one glance, the corners of his mouth raised involuntarily.
Qiu Zheyan immediately answered the phone: "Hello? Baby."
Zhuang Hanxue cut to the chase and said to him, "Xiaoqiu, this is not good."
Qiu Zheyan asked: "What's the matter? Don't worry, just speak slowly."
Zhuang Hanxue said: "Didn't I want to pass your investment case secretly? It turned out that I was unlucky and my dad just found out... My dad taught me to write the case carelessly, but fortunately he didn't find out about the relationship between us." , I just called back and asked me to write again, so I wrote a new copy and asked my elder brother to correct it. The conditions are not as good as before, so I will try my best to fight for you."
Qiu Zheyan became distracted the more he listened, and asked abruptly: "Zhuang Hanxue, I want to ask about your elder brother. Why did your elder brother leave home in the first place? He didn't go back all these years."
Zhuang Hanxue's attention was suddenly taken away. When Qiu Zheyan asked him, he knew everything: "I said it before, I just eloped with a man."
Qiu Zheyan asked: "I know this, I just want to know the specific situation. I guess, your eldest brother was about the same age as you when he left home, right? I found out on the Internet that he joined the company after graduating from university. , make the company bigger, and have worked for more than ten years."
Zhuang Hanxue thought about it, "Well" for a while, before he remembered: "I remember, my brother was going on blind dates at that time. My parents said he was not young, and it was time to get married and have children. I remember... I remember him leaving Before we got home, there was a blind date person who got along well. Wow, my brother is really, the cabinet is very deep. I didn’t know that he and Qiming had been dating for a long time. It seems that they have been talking secretly since college In love. But I really thought my brother was a straight man. I thought he was going to marry that blind date girl. The two families had met and had dinner together. But I didn’t like that girl very much. She disliked me. "
"When my brother ran away, I was still traveling outside. I didn't know what happened, so my parents called me back and asked me if I knew where my brother had gone."
"How do you think I would know? Right? I usually run around playing everywhere, and my parents ask my brother where I am."
"Then Brother Qiming's family members came to find them. After the two families got together, I found out that my brother and the man ran away."
"Let me tell you, at that time, it really...became a hot gossip in the rich second-generation circle of our city S! At that time, I went out to play, and when they met, they would tell me, 'Hey, I heard that your brother eloped with a man?' "
The more Zhuang Hanxue talked, the more pleasant he was, and the imitation of his tone was vivid.
Qiu Zheyan couldn't laugh, he pretended to be casual and asked: "Who is Brother Qiming? Is he also someone you know?"
Zhuang Hanxue said: "Yes, his name is a bit weird. His father's surname is Su, his mother's surname is Qin, and his name is Su Qin Qiming. He and my brother were young, and we played together when we wore open crotch pants. My dad He and his father are business friends. Brother Qiming's family is also quite rich."
"Well, after they ran away, our two families fell out."
"My dad said that his son kidnapped my brother, and his dad thinks my brother is the culprit."
"But I heard from my brother that Qiming has reconciled with the family in the past few years, and occasionally walks around."
"My dad issued a certificate of severing parent-child relationship to my brother at the time, saying that he wanted to marry Brother Qiming, so he signed the certificate, and my brother signed it."
Qiu Zheyan asked with a heavy heart: "Then your brother has been in the closet for more than 30 years before he plucked up the courage to come out with his family. He has been restrained and lived a life he didn't want to live, right?"
Zhuang Hanxue said: "Is it? But he has been running for a long time, and now he lives very comfortably."
Qiu Zheyan thought that his brother-in-law was already a very difficult person to get along with, and he said with a sigh: "Your elder brother is strong-willed, and you have been trapped by your parents for so long. Lazy, don't you dare not listen at home?" Mom and Dad's words?"
Zhuang Hanxue stammered, "It's, it's okay."
Zhuang Hanxue finally felt something was wrong, he added: "I don't agree to everything..."
Qiu Zheyan said very seriously and almost humbled: "I don't want 100 million anymore. Zhuang Hanxue."
"I beg you, come back."
"The price of 100 million is too great, I can't afford it."
"I cannot accept even the slightest possibility of losing you."
"I don't want money, I just want you."
The author has something to say: Let’s add an update on New Year’s Day. Let’s send a red envelope in this chapter for the Chinese New Year.
Happy 2020.
I actually don't like to talk about the three-dimensional thing now, and people always say that I am too sad, so I am used to shutting up now.
But today is a special day, let's chat.
To sum it up, last year was a very rough year. I only wrote two books, both of which were unsatisfactory. I had a failed relationship, and I no longer communicate with my family. Now I am completely alone. In the second half of the year, my mood and body were very bad. After half a year of recuperation, my health is still not very good.
Recently, I try to go out, exercise, and live a regular life.
After becoming a professional writer, I measured too many things and became increasingly unhappy, so I decided to give up.
I figured it out, I just don't have a day, I'm not suitable for eating this bowl of rice, and it's the same if I continue to toss, but I still love to write, so I will continue to write.
At that time, I wanted to write this book because I wanted to understand myself. I hoped that I could be as happy as Xiaozhuang, no longer aggressive, no competition, no forcing myself to chase the market, let myself go, and write something I like to write. Be the same person you used to be who can write whatever you want.
I am currently looking for a job, contacted several interviews, and plan to write while working.
Before I opened it, some friends told me not to write this, because it is not a hot topic, there are no popular elements, and the very poisonous Gong Shou has an ex, if I have to write, don’t let Gong Shou have an ex, write in two places, but I both I'm already planning to go out to work, and my head is determined to write, I think, who cares, as long as my mother writes happily.
It was really fun to write.
I happily write it, and if everyone finds it interesting, it would be great if you come over and spend a few dollars to read it once in a while.
In the new year, I plan to write a few stalks that I especially want to write, to write a sister-in-law literature and a teacher literature, all of which are below the year. 2020 is my year of next year's literature. Hahaha.
I wish everyone good health, academic progress, promotion and salary increase, and all wishes come true =v=
You guys wish me well, just say something casually, nothing else matters, just wish me as happy as possible this year.
Cold Shu stay on January 1, 2020