My name is Nanfeng, the southern part of the country, the closed one. Just like my name, I have been locked up in a dilapidated courtyard for as long as I can remember. I heard that my birth was a royal disgrace and that my father did not want to see me.
My mother is the princess of the Northern Kingdom and the most beautiful person in the world, but she never taught me anything else but how to hate the royal family of the Southern Kingdom.
She said no one in the royal family was good.
She often muttered a person's name, crying and laughing, and finally hung herself on the crossbar in front of the temple one night.
She walked with her eyes wide open, as if she was looking at something. I know, she is definitely not looking at me, she is looking at the person she often talks about, right? Where is that person
After she left, the nanny and I were the only ones left in this small courtyard. The nanny told me that I was the seventh prince. The nanny also said that princes are very noble, but why does everyone look down on me and don't play with me
One day, I met the third brother. He was different from other princes. He did not dislike me and was willing to play with me.
He said that those of us who are princes may become emperors in the future.
I said I didn't want to be an emperor, and he just smiled.
Until one day, he set my house on fire at night. I screamed for help in the house, begging him to let me out. Not only did he ignore me, he also called me an idiot.
I was covered in blood from the burnt wood and lay in the snow for a day.
It was the wet nurse who discovered me and begged someone to find a royal doctor to take a look at me.
I heard that I was in a coma for three days.
I couldn't see after I woke up. The nanny said it was because my eyes were so beautiful that the gods took me away.
I heard that gods are worshiped by everyone, but can gods just take away my eyes? This kind of fairy is not as good as nothing.
When I was eight years old, I met Aunt Nan, who came to see me with her little daughter.
That little girl's voice is prettier than anyone else I know. She must be pretty too, but it's a pity that I can't see her.
Aunt Nan told me that I was not a member of the royal family, but an abandoned baby she had rescued. My father and mother left me because they did something wrong.
As I grew up, I slowly understood why my third brother wanted to burn me to death.
Because I am a disgrace to the royal family, but I still bear the title of prince. He is afraid that I will compete with him for the throne in the future, and only the dead will live in peace with the world.
I am extremely lucky that the dirty blood is not flowing in my body.
What is imperial power? It's just a way for dirty people like them to play with the minds of ordinary people.
I am determined to cleanse this dirty bloodline. They are not worthy of remaining in this world.
When I was twenty years old, I met her again, Aunt Nan’s son and daughter.
When she grew up, she got lost in the palace and was almost mistaken for an assassin. She asked me if I wanted to be the emperor. I thought it was funny how a little girl like her could still have such a rebellious mentality.
Since then, she has been visiting me every day, but I heard that she and the Third Prince are a match made in heaven. I am blind, how can I be worthy of her? What's more, I still have the mentality of destroying the Nan clan.
I admit that my heart was moved, and I was completely defeated the moment she entered the shabby little courtyard.
I overthrew the emperor and wanted her to be my queen. My Ayu deserves the best in the world.
Some time before I ascended the throne, I suddenly discovered that I could see. I was ecstatic and couldn't wait to tell her.
If I told her at her queen sealing ceremony that I could see her face clearly and watch her walk towards me step by step, would she be very happy
But I feel that her breath is getting weaker day by day.
When her body fell softly into my arms, my heartbeat probably stopped.
"Fenglang, do I look good?" she asked me.
I said, "She's beautiful." Ayu is the most beautiful woman in the world.
She left, and I felt that she had no breath. Her body slowly became cold in my arms, so cold that I couldn't even warm her.
Maybe the recovery of my eyes comes at a price. God healed my eyes, but took away my most precious Ayu.
No one calls me "Feng Lang" anymore.
I wonder if there are really gods in this world? I seemed to vaguely see her soul leaving her body. My Ayu, wait for me, this time I will go home with you...
(End of chapter)