Thinking of this, Du Yan was a little absent-minded. Although Shi An still liked Zhang Jing, it was what he expected, but now that he really learned about it, he felt a little irritable.
At this time, Du Yan felt that he was really being tricked by someone. Under normal conditions, no matter how critical the situation is, he can calm down quickly, but now because of his personality, he can't calm down and think at all.
At the beginning, Du Yan analyzed the character of Zhang Jing, the master of this dream, before he entered the dream. He was somewhat similar to himself in reality, and he was an extremely rational person.
In order to avoid the accidental situation of Ann falling in love with himself, he deliberately set a character completely opposite to himself in reality.
Du Yan rarely asked for help from Xiao Ba: "Xiao Ba, in this situation, why am I so upset?"
Xiao Ba was silent for a moment, then said, "According to my analysis, you are jealous, worried that Shi An and Zhang Jing will go together in the end."
"... , when I didn't ask."
Du Yan felt that Xiao Ba was unreliable, and his current IQ was not very reliable, so he could only take a step by step.
However, just as he was trying to calm down, he accidentally knocked over the schoolbag that was placed on the table. The zipper of the schoolbag was not closed, and a magazine fell out of it.
The magazine Du Yan has also read it. It is a magazine for young people.
The magazine seemed to be folded up, and after it fell to the ground, the folded page just spread out. Du Yan glanced at random and found that this page happened to be a column for letters from readers.
This column is a column that psychologists do psychological counseling for teenagers who have written letters. It is a column that Du Yan has never read. He wanted to pick up the book and put it back in Shi'an's schoolbag, but was caught by a line of words.
The reader's letter reads as follows:
"I have a good friend who grew up together, and now we are in the same dormitory. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I looked at his sleeping face and suddenly wanted to touch him or even kiss him. Recently, this situation has become It got worse, I started to dream, and it was all about him. I also tried to have sex with the opposite sex, but I didn't want to have intimate contact with the opposite sex at all. Am I abnormal, what should I do?"
Du Yan was dumbfounded.
If he just saw this passage in a magazine, he wouldn't think too much. However, now the magazine has fallen out of Shi An's schoolbag, and the page has been folded. In addition, the experience of the above letter is clearly the same as Shi An's recent situation.
No matter how Du Yan's IQ is not enough now, he can see that this letter from the reader was written by Shi An.
Therefore, his speculation just now was completely confirmed. Shi An really fell in love with Zhang Jing as in the movie, and began to discover his sexuality and was in a state of self-struggle.
No wonder he knew that Jian Sisi liked Zhang Jing, so he could still keep in touch with him without caring.
"Du Yan, what are you looking at?" Shi An's voice suddenly came from behind.
Du Yan was startled, his hand shook, and the magazine fell on the table, just spread out and fell into Shi An's eyes.
The scene is very embarrassing. I accidentally discovered the sexual orientation of my good friend, and when I was about to pretend to know nothing, I was bumped into by the other party.
"This, this..." Du Yan was at a loss for words, not knowing what to say.
Shi An's face turned pale in an instant: "You, did you see it?"
Du Yan felt that there was no point in denying it now, so he simply took this opportunity to enlighten Shi An and let him know that he still had his friend, and Shi An would not be too desperate after something happened in the future.
After thinking about it clearly, Du Yan calmed down instead, smiled and said, "It's okay, don't be nervous. I won't have any special opinion on you."
Shi An's eyes lit up, and her stiff shoulders relaxed a little: "Ah? You really don't care?"
"Yeah, Zhang Jing is such a good person. It's normal to like him. People are always attracted by good and dazzling existence. It's a normal thing." Du Yan nodded, trying to express himself in a firm tone. There is absolutely no stance that will make you feel bad about your friends because of this.
Unexpectedly, Shi An was not comforted in the slightest, but had an unbelievable expression on his face, his lips opened and closed several times, but he could not say a word smoothly.
Du Yan didn't know if he said something wrong for a while, so he could only ask carefully, "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"
Shi An wiped his face and finally regained his ability to speak: "You, do you think it's normal for me to like Zhang Jing?"
"Yeah, Zhang Jing has a good family background, looks good, and has been good to you since he was a child. If I were in this situation, I might fall in love with him."
Du Yan said these words just to make Shi An less stressed.
Unexpectedly, Shi An's next words were a bit unreasonable, and he asked, "You also like Zhang Jing?"
Du Yan was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he wanted An's good friend or Zhang Jing's rival at that time, not for An's rival at that time. Otherwise, with Shi'an's character, he fell in love with a good friend and another good friend became his rival in love. This blow would be unbearable.
Du Yan shook his head again and again: "No, no, you misunderstood, I mean I can understand that you like Zhang Jing. I treat both of you as good friends, how could I like Zhang Jing!"
Shi An finally smiled and said, "Okay, I know what you mean. I will handle Jane Sisi's affairs myself. Can you keep it a secret for me and don't tell Zhang Jing?"
Du Yan nodded: "Of course, this is your privacy, I won't say it out."
The two people in the dormitory, after a long conversation, tacitly did not mention this matter again.
Zhang Jing put his hand on the door handle and stood there for a long time until the sound inside stopped. He turned to leave, walked around the playground below, and then returned to the dormitory.
All the turmoil seems to have passed, but that is only for Du Yan.
Shi An slept on the bed, feeling a little uneasy, and then he heard someone whispering his name: "Shi An."
Shi An opened his eyes and saw someone standing in front of his bed. He sat up suddenly, but fortunately realized it was in the dormitory in time, so he didn't exclaim.
"Zhang Jing?" Shi An asked in a low voice with some doubts.
"Well, I have something to tell you." Zhang Jing said softly.
Zhang Jing and Shi An walked out of the door lightly, without disturbing the sleeping Du Yan.
At the end of the dormitory, there is a large terrace, which is convenient for students to use the quilt on weekdays. Zhang Jing and the two walked to the terrace and closed the door again, and then they began to talk.
Zhang Jing looked at Shi An, since the initial surprise, Shi An has always been calm, a little abnormal.
"Aren't you wondering why I called you out?"
Shi An leaned on the railing and smiled softly: "I'm not stupid. You heard the conversation between me and Du Yan at night?"
"Yeah." Zhang Jing nodded.
Shi An raised his head and glanced at Zhang Jing: "Why, you want to warn me not to think about you, or do you still think I'm disgusting and want to drive me out?"
Zhang Jing frowned slightly, but did not have any mood swings because of Shi An's unpleasant words: "Du Yan is not here now, you don't need to use me as a shield."
He paused: "You can't hide your thoughts on Du Yan from me."
Shi An was directly exposed, but he didn't panic at all. Instead, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you think your thoughts about him have been hidden from me?"
"I'm not in the same situation as you."
"What's the difference?" Shi An rarely showed an aggressive side. He stepped forward and said, "Is it different when you like the same sex? Or is it different when you like your best friend?"
Zhang Jing was finally a little irritated by Shi An's tone: "At least, Du Yan and I like each other."
"Oh?" Shi An smiled, "Aren't you a little self-indulgent? When did Du Yan show that he liked you? At least when I said he liked you, he didn't act like he liked you."
Zhang Jing froze in his heart, he knew that Shi An was right. After hearing the conversation between Du Yan and Shi An unexpectedly tonight, this matter has been lingering in his mind.
Du Yan is a person who will show everything on his face. If he really likes himself, how can he act like a normal person all night.
Seeing that Zhang Jing was silent, Shi An took a step forward: "Why, are you guilty?"
Even if Zhang Jing was shaken, he would not show it in front of Shi An. He said, "This is a matter between me and Du Yan, and you don't need to ask."
Shi An said, "Then what did you want to do when you called me out in the middle of the night?"
Zhang Jing looked at him with some warning in his tone: "No matter what Du Yan's choice is in the future, you'd better cover up your thoughts towards Du Yan now."
Shi An was furious. He always knew that between Zhang Jing and himself, Du Yan and Zhang Jing were closer. Zhang Jing has always regarded himself as Du Yan's protector, and Du Yantian listened to Zhang Jing's words without fear.
Shi An knew that he was jealous. But at this time, he exposed the jealousy in his heart without hesitation, and his tone became a bit sharp: "This is a matter between me and Du Yan, and you don't need to ask."
When it comes to Du Yan's affairs, Zhang Jing will always be a little less sensible on weekdays. He was irritated by Shi An almost instantly and grabbed Shi An by the collar.
Shi An moved faster, with some resentment and some jealousy, and punched him.
The two of them fought back and forth like this. Fortunately, both of them were relatively rational people. After the initial impulse and anger passed, they quickly calmed down.
I don't know who stopped the hand first. After a while, the two sat in front of the railing and looked at the blue sky. The fierce confrontation just now seemed to have never existed.
Zhang Jing is much stronger than Shi An in both fighting skills and body. If he hadn't kept his hands, Shi An would have been beaten up long ago. He said, "Calm down? Calm down and think about what I just said."
Shi An calmed down for a while before he could speak: "I understand what you mean, and I'm not that impulsive. It's not good for us to make trouble in high school."
Zhang Jing nodded: "I also told myself what I said to you. Right now, we don't even have the ability to control everything, and on impulse, we will only screw up everything and hurt the people we cherish the most."
"I know, I'm more powerless than you." Shi An raised his head and looked at the sky with a bit of disappointment, "That's why I thought about giving up and trying to escape this road destined to be full of thorns..."