This may be the mood of the crush.
From the first time the boy appeared in sight, Lou Huang's gaze has since then had someone to chase, he has never been calm and self-sufficient, and his mood follows the boy every day. When the young man is happy, his mood will become brighter, and when the young man is uncomfortable, he will also feel distressed. Like a kite with a silk thread in the hand of the young man, his mood fluctuates with the kite holder.
But that person didn't know it.
He didn't even know that he had a kite tied to his arm, as long as he broke his sight, the kite would fall from the sky.
The teenager has a boyfriend. He once heard from his subordinates that the relationship between the teenager and his boyfriend is stable, and maybe they will enter the palace of marriage next year. He, Lou Wang, had no right to compete at all, he could only silently look at the young man, witnessing the other party's happiness.
This is a bit painful, and he always feels that he is one step late. Otherwise, he might be the one who escorts the boy home every day, sees the boy smile, and takes care of the boy’s daily life, instead of just a bland subordinate-subordinate relationship.
I hope that the man surnamed Zhou will treat the young man well, and never do anything to offend the young man. He doesn't want to see the young man with a sad expression on his face one day, because he will feel distressed.
Lou Wang sincerely wished him well, but he never thought that the day when the boy would be heartbroken would come so quickly, completely catching him off guard.
The time of the "crime incident" was eight o'clock in the morning. It seemed that he was thinking that his boyfriend was about to go on a business trip and would go there for two or three days. The boy got up from the warm bed early in the morning, busy like a hardworking bee in the kitchen. , Cooking a pot of delicious porridge by hand.
Seeing the dazed Zhou Jinheng, the boy in the pink apron immediately burst into an energetic smile, and said, "Jinheng, you've finally woken up, I cooked porridge for you, it looks like too much salt has been added, try it quickly taste."
As he said that, the young man took the man to sit down on the dining table, scooped up a bowl full of porridge with his thin white hands, and brought it to the man.
The boy's cute smiling face and his intoxicatingly sweet dimples light up the whole field of vision, giving the originally cold house a warm atmosphere, which is a nostalgic taste of home.
However, Zhou Jinheng felt that the porridge in his hand weighed more than a thousand catties, and he couldn't breathe in his chest. Obviously he was only going to Qiao An's meeting, but he felt that he who had deceived the boy was heinous.
Not to mention the young man, he also expressed his attachment to him uncharacteristically, when he was about to go out, his fingers dexterously tied his tie, the rare tenderness almost drowned Zhou Jinheng. Until the young man fastened his tie and left his fingers, Zhou Jinheng was still reluctant to let go, and his heart struggled even more.
Maybe it was guilt, he blurted out subconsciously, as if to make up for love, "Baby, when I come back on Sunday, I will take you to see my parents. I swear, I will take good care of you from now on, and I will not do anything wrong to you Thing, we will get married next year, I know you actually like dogs more than children, we will have a dog, I will walk with you every day, we will walk the dog together, and watch the sunset together... "
"Someone once told me that in such an era when love is fast food, don't believe in love. Don't be a prisoner of love, don't be a deserter of love, don't believe in the future, just enjoy the present. I have been loved It hurts me to believe it, but now I want to tear up the bullshit that people are saying because they didn't meet the right people."
"I admit that I liked you at first, I liked your beautiful and outstanding face, I liked your gentle and perfect personality, but maybe the process of falling is like this, admiring you starts with your appearance, and as time goes by, respecting your talent and matching your character, Finally character."
"With you, I seem to embrace the sunshine, and my heart will never be dark. With you, happiness is always with me, and there is always a smile on my mouth. You will lose your temper, you will shed tears, but But you always see me from the beginning to the end. I'm sorry, I didn't cherish it before."
"Also, thank you for liking me." I like me so badly, and I will treat you well from now on, with only you in my heart.
Zhou Jinheng embraced the young man, these passages seemed to come from the bottom of his heart, speaking sincerely.
Yin Minglu froze on the spot, his eyes stared blankly. Perhaps this was the confession from Zhou Jinheng that the original owner wanted most, but it was too late. The person who would have been moved to tears by this confession is no longer there. He was struggling to support the child and maintain the family, but in the end he was betrayed and ended his life tragically in the bathtub.
It's too late, Zhou Jinheng.
Yin Minglu lowered his eyelashes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth seemed transparent in the sunlight, and finally it was just a faint sigh, floating in the air.
Zhou Jinheng finally let go of the young man reluctantly. He looked at his watch and said in a sentimental tone, "Baby, the time is almost up, I have to go. Wait for me to go home on the weekend."
Yin Minglu did not respond, because he knew that maybe that time would not come. If he really loved him, Zhou Jinheng should have confessed the whole thing, instead of opening his mouth slightly before leaving.
He would never believe a scumbag's vows before leaving. Such sweet words often only represent the current state of mind, not eternity.
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As night falls, the capital city is bustling, with countless men and women embracing and walking on the streets, bright neon lights flickering on high-rise buildings, as if mountains and rivers never sleep.
Hearing Zhou Jinheng's drunken voice and Joan's seemingly caring but actually probing words, Yin Minglu hooked the corners of his mouth without any surprise. The arc was mocking, and he started to give Joan's nominal girlfriend "" Miss Chen" sent a location text message.
"Miss Chen, do you know what kind of person your boyfriend Qiao An is? I believe you have already guessed in your heart. If you want to know the truth, go to Room 3301 of Xiangli Hotel. If you don't believe me and are afraid of danger, you can Bring the people around you and let everyone know that your boyfriend would do such a thing. What's even more pitiful is that you have been dating someone who concealed your sexual orientation for two months. People accuse you, this kind of feeling is not good, right?"
Since it is to catch rape, it has to be loud. Yin Minglu didn't think it was a big deal to watch the excitement, so he called Ms. Chen, and even hinted that Ms. Chen called someone else.
Chen Ke was grading students' homework. After hearing the notification tone of the text message, he raised his mobile phone and looked at it casually. He was quickly startled, and his expression was unpredictable and surprised. He replied after a long time, "Who are you? Why? Message me?"
What she wants to ask more is how do you know so clearly about me. Joan was gay, she only confirmed it the day before yesterday, because by coincidence, Joan went online to buy combat underwear, and the same city online store she inquired happened to be opened by her friend.
Her friend swears that it must be Qiao An, because the address of the mail happens to be the company. Qiao An also specially instructed that the information on the package must be coded, and the remark is just ordinary mail.
The reason why I sent it to the company instead of home was because I was afraid that the elders of the Qiao family would dismantle the package. Such a cover-up is already very suspicious.
Chen Ke was so angry that he couldn't speak at that time, and ran to ask the elders of the Qiao family, but the elders of the Qiao family waved their hands and said, how is it possible, their children must like women, and the person named Qiao An must have the same name and surname, and vice versa Ask Chen Ke, do you want to break up if you don't want to get along? Also blame Chen Ke, if you want to break up with the big guys so that they can get together and get together, why do you frame Qiao An? Don't smear Joan everywhere just because he doesn't like you. Joan is a fat boy, not a girl, so doesn't she need fame
The second elder of the Qiao family beat her up and didn't even plan to return the money she bought for the gift earlier. Chen Ke was so angry that he almost cried. He shed tears all night. When he went to the podium today, his eyes were still red and swollen. The students all came to ask What's wrong with you, teacher, are you annoyed by their mischief? Hearing this, the thorns in the class really thought this was the case, and ran over with their heads down to apologize awkwardly, saying that they would not sleep in class in the future.
Let Chen Ke break his tears and laugh, just smiled and cried again.
But she couldn't tell her students what was on her mind, and even told her parents, but her parents didn't believe it, because Qiao An's reputation was really good, she was a young talent that many daughters liked, and she also dated all of them abroad. How can a woman be gay? Everyone thought that it must be because Chen Ke himself was not attractive and couldn't catch Qiao An's heart, so he wanted to break up and discredit Qiao An.
Thinking of this, Chen Ke's eyes revealed a trace of coldness. Since no one believed her, she dumped the evidence on those people.
Since the sender said that she could take someone with her, and even said the house number, she just believed it. Chen Ke called his friends, and even asked his best friend who lived near the hotel to check out the spots, asking if there was anyone in 3301, and if the owner was a young man. After getting the exact information, Chen Ke made up his mind and believed most of the content of the text message. Before leaving the house, he thought about it again and called the elders of the Qiao family who were playing mahjong with others.
When Chen Ke said that he was going to catch a traitor, the two elders of the Qiao family didn't believe it, and said, "Don't mess around! Ni, you have such a violent temper, no wonder my Qiao An doesn't like you! People must know themselves, not everyone All the lads who look down on you are gay."
Anyway, I just don't believe it, and I don't want to go, and I even feel that Chen Ke is making trouble for no reason. But the elders of the Qiao family didn't want to go, and the other people who joined the table to play mahjong were willing to go, and they became interested as soon as they heard it. They didn't necessarily believe Chen Ke's words, they just wanted to join in the fun, so five or six people pushed and pushed the elders of the Qiao family out of the house.
On the other hand, Yin Minglu was also in the rape-catching brigade. In order to make his rape-catching behavior logical, he suggested to the revelers in the company that everyone go to the club to drink and play ball. Everyone immediately nodded and cheered in agreement. , the rare weekend must be enjoyed.
But before Yin Minglu could tell the location, Lou Wang, the boss, said, "Let's go to Xiangli Hotel."
The boy was startled, thinking that the boss had peeked at his text messages, but Lou Huang explained to him in the next sentence, "That's my club hotel. I'll take them there, and they can get a discount."
In fact, he just wanted to avoid the young man's bill, but since it was a large group of people traveling, he couldn't express his selfish preference too clearly.
Amidst a group of howls of "Mr. Lou is mighty" and "Boss, I love you", the voice of the young Qingyue reached Lou Wang's ears accurately, and the other party raised his eyes and said, "Thank you."
This sentence of thank you has a deep meaning, not like thanking the boss for his care, but like a complex emotion full of relief. Lou Wang always felt that he heard it, but he didn't understand where the boy's emotions came from.
But soon, he will know.